Tharalike
asking like this,what are you telling?what to do with elders ?tell.like death this man also has risen.you without delaying ,if you
carry with with kindness get up let us
go.today till prana exists in my
body by punya (good deed) wheather will be able to see prana lover
or not, I don’t see!like this
holding only due to reduced
weakness rised from there some how.on rising
like that suddenly then my right
eye started winking(BLINKING)as it is bad sign fate to this sinful ,what more bad effects will it produce
,this fever was produced in my mind.later water on stair case of three
words made to come out beautiful globe shaped hole, from shining moon‘s stem,as though ganga flood sandal water
flood coming down,as though milk
sea is boiling,moon light was spread
through out world.
What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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Tharalike
asking like this,what are you telling?what to do with elders ?tell.like death this man also has risen.you without delaying ,if you
carry with with kindness get up let us
go.today till prana exists in my
body by punya (good deed) wheather will be able to see prana lover
or not, I don’t see!like this
holding only due to reduced
weakness rised from there some how.on rising
like that suddenly then my right
eye started winking(BLINKING)as it is bad sign fate to this sinful ,what more bad effects will it produce
,this fever was produced in my mind.later water on stair case of three
words made to come out beautiful globe shaped hole, from shining moon‘s stem,as though ganga flood sandal water
flood coming down,as though milk
sea is boiling,moon light was spread
through out world.
What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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Tharalike
asking like this,what are you telling?what to do with elders ?tell.like death this man also has risen.you without delaying ,if you
carry with with kindness get up let us
go.today till prana exists in my
body by punya (good deed) wheather will be able to see prana lover
or not, I don’t see!like this
holding only due to reduced
weakness rised from there some how.on rising
like that suddenly then my right
eye started winking(BLINKING)as it is bad sign fate to this sinful ,what more bad effects will it produce
,this fever was produced in my mind.later water on stair case of three
words made to come out beautiful globe shaped hole, from shining moon‘s stem,as though ganga flood sandal water
flood coming down,as though milk
sea is boiling,moon light was spread
through out world.
What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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Tharalike
asking like this,what are you telling?what to do with elders ?tell.like death this man also has risen.you without delaying ,if you
carry with with kindness get up let us
go.today till prana exists in my
body by punya (good deed) wheather will be able to see prana lover
or not, I don’t see!like this
holding only due to reduced
weakness rised from there some how.on rising
like that suddenly then my right
eye started winking(BLINKING)as it is bad sign fate to this sinful ,what more bad effects will it produce
,this fever was produced in my mind.later water on stair case of three
words made to come out beautiful globe shaped hole, from shining moon‘s stem,as though ganga flood sandal water
flood coming down,as though milk
sea is boiling,moon light was spread
through out world.
What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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