Selective
translation of ‘karnataka kadambari’
written by nagavarma ,translated to kannada prose by ha.ve. narayana
shastry,translated to English by
dr.raveendra hosadurga.
Original
source:’kabambari’ of baanabhatta in
Sanskrit(samskrutha)
Part selected:mahasvetha vritthantha
(news of
(history) of mahasvetha) 5th
edition ,2017,published by kannada saahithya parishath.
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I am
grateful to great poetic prose novelist
baanabhatta,great poet naagavarma,scholar sriha.ve. narayana shastry for their works
And also grateful to
president and members of kannada saahithya parishat,chamaraja
pet,bengaluru-560018
translation is my hobby. Please correct and
excuse if there are any mistakes.
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That is
how,hey prince who is prominent of
king’s family(dynasty),in heaven there are
females called apsaras(divine dames) which also know.among them there
are fourteen tribes(budakattus).they are famous
from their corresponding names,depending upon source of different
births.that is how from earth,from sea,(moon)from air,from sun,from
amrutha,from death,from brahma,from manmatha,from from water,from Vedas,,from
lightning,,from fire,apart from that ,muni(saint) born by(from) dakshabrahma,,two
females by name ariste gandharva family took birth.
There
chaithraratha who was elder to fifteen people like cithrasena
took birth in woman called muni
as son.he became king of gandharvas. Also he had greatness of having friendship of devendra.his fame was spread in
three worlds.from that chithraratha
garden by name of chithraratha
and big lake achchoda was constructed.apart from that being senior to (elder to) six people like thambura excetra residence of
purusharthas of ariste ,close friend of
devendra ,and like sun to white lotus
f chithraratha a son by name by name hamsa was born.(dharma(duty
,religion), artha (money),kaama(lust),
moksha (liberation) are purusharthas.apart from that there is mountain hemakuta ,at the same distance which is residence of kimpurushas.there
famous high in family of gandharvas,that chithraratha charecterised by all virtues,hamsa also ruling kingdom both indulged in mutually doing happy conversation play were joyful.
In apsara female born by moon rays moon like
faced gowri was borm.she was shining as though
moon, brightful and greatly
beautiful,clean,by flood of beauty.like
friendship of devaganga(divine ganga) to milk sea (ksheera samudra),to
hamsa ,who is famous as gandharva family supreme(shresta) gowri got married.
By equal
families,beauty,treasure(wealth),by show off of
youth,with united mind,having single feel,,equal love shining young couples,were enjoying married
life got by new youth.
Prince,what
shall I say?to that great souled parents,bad lucked,having body which is
mass of sin sorrowful me took
birth as daughter.My father who is gandharva
king ,by seing me out of much love,kept name mahasvetha. My parents were
not having children for long
time.therefore more than son were
protecting (rearing) me from supreme love.in few days childhood without source of
love,sorrow,labour any of these spending
vasatha(spring) shined by buds and
flowers ,branch of flowers shining by
line of bees ,in my body show off of youth
step by step increased. Later by intoxication of lust increasing play of unchaste woman even during day , out of aviveka(inability to
differentiate good and bad),manmatha
killing people seperated people getting satisfaction,by tunkara of lust arrows splitting travelers chest,blood
spilling on path,to king shishira
season(winter),death like vasantha
Season came.in
vasantha season(spring) coming like that nalina(lotus) ,white
lotus(kumuda),kuvalaya(blue lotus),kalhaara (red lotus),shining by water flowes
to achchoda lake for bath along with her mother. On seing, picture of parameshwara drawn(written)by parvathi
godess for sake of worship
on rock of bank doing namaskarams,on the bank of that
lake white lotus(kumuda), blue lotus (kuvalaya),red lotus(kalhaara) .this is bush of beautiful flower keepers,occupied by intoxicated bees.today rasa leakng being
split by beeks of
Kokilas with buds,sweet mango trees group.this is on
listening to sound of peacock left by
feared snakes,sandal trees hindilu(bush,group),thinking like this was moving
with very much interest, there from one side producing supreme joy to
nose,added with mass of bees,being
brought by wild air,flower’s divine fragrance,covering other flower’s
smell,was coming spreading.covering like that
suitable to divine world,never smelled before,smelling that flower’s
fragrance.
From where
did it come?as wonder was increasing ,holding it’s path,to melodious tune of leg
chains king swans coming tpgether,I was going
forward.there at some distance
a young muni
(munikumara,saint) was coming to take bath in lake,by fire(spark) of
forehead of parameshwara(lord shiva)
manmatha(god of lust) got burnt by severe sorrow.to have him penancing mamatha’s friend
like vasantha beautiful shaped young muni(saint’s son)was shining very
well. To get full advantage of image(bimba),fully from that desire big muni vratha(oath,deeksha) as though moon
on the head of parameshwara ,that young
saint was shining.apart from that
brightness of body has accompanied(caused) shine around body.
Therefore burning as though in midst of burning
fire flame and as though inside
of shining creeper lifhtning
was appearing.therefore his form was not able to understand. Clearly having beauty like
enlightment lamp from brightness of rushi’s body. Increased eda and pingala closer.that forest was shining like golden forest.if seen bright
red jades munikumara(young
muni)as though being wet by gorochana were shining like cotton’s mangala
suthra(sacred thread).first in good time of getting graced by vidya godess,worn sandal thulasi
nama(thilaka) new vibhuthi
thilaka was shining
in forehead .,he was comparable to flood of ganga river added with heaps
of sand.that munikumara’s long eyes
were very attractive,all deers of forest as though have given one one fraction (part) of their
eyes,like garland of threaded eyes was
shining.
Love created
by new youth,as it was not able to enter mind,as though standing outside,his red lip
like lotus raga bead(padma raga mani),like thonde fruit bright
reflecting as though opposing(more
brighter than it’s brightness).
At poet’s time(kavisamaya) love
is red coloured. Therefore has described
red lip as outside love. Not yet
grown mustache his lotus like face were beautiful were reminding golden lotus,not yet attacked by little bees.
Here we should know as blossoming
red lotus just mow.that munikumara’s
very clean sacred thread(yajnopavitha)
like thread of manmatha’s
bow as though pond of great penance
grown up lotus stem threads were
shining.
Alumful(sphatikamaya) in the hand munieshvara
(lord of munies)was looking like vakula fruit added with stalk.soft like
bud held clean alum(sphatika) japasara(chanting chain,rosary) was
resembling tears sheding down from eyes
of rathi godess who is weeping by destruction of manmatha.
That munikumara’s Whirled beautiful
deep naval(hokkalu),pure, all vidyas(educations)rivers union appearing whirls,were shining. God’s
world mandara trees threads(fibres)
constructed and new,being whirled in river devaganga(divine ganga) river washed and holied,like eye of
old chakora bird,beautiful,very fine dhothi(panche) was shining. Apart from
that like decoration to vratha
(deeksha,oath) of celibacy(brahmacharya),like new youth to religion like fancy
(show off) of fun to saraswathi,to lessons of vidya(education) like husband
svayamvara(self selection of grooms )to
all Vedas symbol of meeting point . he
was more man young muni equal to him had come to this forest selecting cutting flowers with
desire was coming behind
him. . hey , king like this to the forest’s inside
lake I saw incessantly who was
coming for bath.while I was seing,I saw with wonder flower bunch kept on ear of
that munikumara’s( young muni) .that was like mass of sweat drops produced during inter course rathi,who is manmatha’s
wife,like intoxicated fan(chamara) of ntoxicated
elephant of manmatha,like smile
of forest lakshmi (vana lakshmi), slow air coming from south chaithra
month(spring) was giving shining like
from corns (aralu) in
offer(arghya) during welcome time. Seducing and intoxicating bees lines group following back of new fragrance might have come from this flower bunch,I decided.thinking like
that seing moon face of that munikumara
lakshmi residing joyfully,lotuses feast
to eye moon system,brahma
creating first,later has created this
beautiful face.to create two identical things
again and again Brahma is not a dullard.before creating this face ,as
models he started creating
and prepared well.after sufficient training has done this munikumara’s face.
“In Krishna paksha(black
fortnight)sun by his rays named ‘sushumna’ by his rays,drinks moon’s kalas(blacks)”’as is told
in epics.this is false.listen what I
say,all these moon’s brightness is
joining body of this muni kumara.this is sure.otherwise,this beautiful,while
doing penance,will it emit this much of brightness?.thus having pride only in
his beauty,like this in new youth,not giving chance to virtues and defects
decision manmatha,drinking new flower juice,prideful female bee I lost
control.(became intoxicated).later forgetting to leave breath,forgetting even
blinking (winking)eyes ,in hurry to fall upon,being upset,curvedly (bent) with
desireful eyes to see him..sorrounding his beauty juice with very much interest
drinking excessively,I am subordinate to to you,I will mind by keeping it on palm,trying to get
concentration,”manmatha is troubling me protect me” like this as though I have surrendered to you,give one
place in your mind,showing desire like this,possible only by very low level
girls,this very shyful desire is not suitable for me.,though I know that I am
doing suchan unfit work,as yhough
stagnant by very interest as though
written in figure,as though unconscious ,as though held by somebody was seung
him only without shaking.as though manmatha’s flower
arrow piercing my body was vibrating.as though washed well from sweat shyness went off.to
see beauty of that great person,romance appeared(occurred).
To give entry to manmatha from inside long sigh was coming
outside incesently.(if all air comes out
emptying inside then there is
provision for entry of kama(lust
god).starting from there,together many types of
lust vikaras(changes) happening,without having any experience
previously,newly fear fear
producing upset(tumulted) with
sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha
,winner of senses and filled up with brahma thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladiesthey will throw away all ethical
mattersand get tied up,she is good maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how I was notable to
control my mind in any way. Loving
themselves there are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
To give
entry to manmatha from inside long sigh
was coming outside incesently.(if all air comes out emptying inside then there is provision for entry of kama(lust god)).starting from there,together
many types of lust vikaras(changes)
happening,without having any experience previously,newly fear producing
upset(tumulted) with sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha ,winner of senses and filled up with brahma
thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only
with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladies
they will throw away all ethical matters
and get tied up,she is good
maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how
I was not able to control my mind in any way. Loving themselves there
are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
After
wondering like this consoling myself
before my intellect goes beyond my control,before loosing value it is better fo
ne to go away first.otherwise he seing
desireless kama(lust) changes’ayyo, some what yielded mind’s thinking like this may give curse
also.are not munies angry persons usually? Trying to return ,without neglecting
(condemning) worshiped by all should not
be left, weared in curley hairs beautiful flowers playing on cheek shining well ,added with
tender buds,beautiful ear ornament(ole) enjoying on shoulder without blinking again and again
my body of that muni,seing beautiful did namaskarams.later as it is difficult
to win manmatha (lust god) as it is
impossible to control senses as vasantha(spring) season produces pride(intoxication)
totally to me also this kind of sorrowful yoga was there.that young muni
observing my changes(vikaras) manmatha shook his mind like lamp flame kept in air.on doing like that
as mind was coming towards to me
,as he was coming forward to show
path his breath became
long.suddenly lass in order to
welcome her,suddenly romance appeared. Celibacy
(brahmacharya) protected up to this
,will be spoiled ,by this fear his
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) in his hand was shaking with wonder.( for
him also control of kama expiration)
romantic vibration developed).apart from that rather than this paarijatha creeper(manjari) other leaving in vasantha
season ,other flower bud is shining on
his cheek,sweat drops appeared .he by affection of mind seing at me only
lifting eye.his excessive whiteness of eye had made that all space has been
filled with white lotus by this group of white lotuses rising
from achchoda lake coming above
has joined in the sky,was spread in four directions.
Then a
thought like this in myself”manmatha who
is teacher of lust dance himself has done all kind of theses mischieves.if not what is intercourse
enjoyment?not knowing this rushi son’s
vision ,way of pouring amrutha
,boiling,flowing shringaara rasa,pouring
of joyful tears ,by burden of joy moving shaking one kind,even a little not shaking that or this side,falling upon me
as though has appeared from tip of creeper eye brow along with sleep,jada showing out pride tired dull
face,how it came without
proven practical thinking like
this seing I I went near him as I got this much oppurtnity..doing
namaskarams to muni with him’what is the name of this
young muni?
Whose son is
he?the flower worn by him is very rare
never before(apurva) in earth.this is cut and brought from which high(supreme)tree flower bunch?all
these are to be informed.’I am very much wondered’ I asked him freely(closeness)on asking like
this that muni laughing slightly’hey
girl,by which interest you are asking them?
If you are interested in this I will tell, listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting
namaskarams from all rushies,producing joy to all all munies
scholar in all high vidyas(educations) and very beautiful shvethakethu
maharshi was there.one day he had come
to take bath in pundarika lake.in that
lotus lake in midst of dense
lotuses,shining broad in one lotus lakshmi
godess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all parts) of that
devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that suddenly
in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilisation happened. Suddenly one supreme beautiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas(educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden)..
If you are interested in this I will tell listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting namaskarams from all rushies,producing
joy to all all munies scholar in all hifh vidyas(educations) and
very beautiful sfvethakathu maharshi was
there.one day he had come to take bath in
pundarika lake.in that lotus lakein midst of dense lotuses,shining broad
in one lotus lakshmigodess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all
parts) that devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that
suddenly in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilation happened. Suddenlt one supreme beaytiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas*educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden).
Coming like that doing namaskarams “worshipable, in three
worlds ,to your supreme beauty this divine flower bunch is ornament acceptable well.wear it in ear.let
birth of paarijaatha become blessed like this. she requested
munikumara. then munikumara shying in praise of his beauty as though not
hearing was going forward.she without
leaving was coming behind him.i saw and
said “friend! by little grace to this lady can’t you make her joyful? I asked.
He “why this to me?,no no though he was
telling without leaving she kept on his
ear and went off”like this friend muni
telling pundarika by lips and cheeks
showing smile”you have desire for the
flower bunch “. Therefore tell why to inform in other way? Telling this
separating from ear removing” I am
loving you give me sex joy”telling this,though tone of bees,bunch of
flowers which was bright like galaxy of
stars, he made to wear in my ear. What
to tell more?by little touch of my cheek
only by joy his hand was shaking very much.along with his shy
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) also
sliped and fell down..before falling down to earth ,which he was not knowing I holding
that japasara (chanting bead chain) put
that bright garland around neck. Then I felt as though embracing arms of that muneeshwara and
enjoyed joy.
At that
momet my umbrella holding attender came and saw” mother,don’t delay .queen is ready to return to house after finishing bath.you also come
now only”,telling this,though I was not willing
even a little ,like newly held female elephant keeping ankusha( a sharp instrument to control elephent) turning with
compulsion dragged and took me off.as she was carrying me with compulsion as though keyed by mass of arms of manmatha (lust god)as though played in his
beauty of face appearing on cheek at the tip of romantic
thorns as though pricked togetheras though stretched by thread of beauty,drew
my vision,which was pierced in him with much trial and upset(tumult).as I went
from there,suddenly seing his loss of
courage “friend pundarika !this is not the way which only ordinary (non
–scholars) go,without thinking even a
little in mind lost peace!where did your
knowledge go?like this being chest disturbed lost control?friend, to your
new suddenly there upset (disturbed)
of senses from where did it come? Where did your boldness go?where
did your hardness go? When did negligence of family joy went off? Where is mass
of your Vedas? Where is your celibacy(brahmacharya)? Where is your knowledge of scriptures?where
is your yathitva(saintship)?where is your control over youth?like this
incessantky (without gap) such
enjoyment not leaving even people like you ,if it dies like this,the
viveka(ability to discriminate right and wrong) which was got by studying scriptures?where is value to
vedic scriptures,knowledge of other world(paraloka) became useless(meaningless)!from your hand japasara (chanting bead chain,rosary)
some how fell down. Though she carried away it in front of you only you are
not knowing means,who are then
without prajna(consciousness) like you?
Therefore at
least now you keep your mind in
control”.telling like this acting as
though feeling shy”kapinjala! Like this tieing knot one to one don’t think otherwise.the mistake
of cheating me which she did I don’t
bear surely.”telling like
this rising with artificial anger with much difficulty he frowned.his fearful
frowned eye brow even appearing very romantic.
By desire of
kissing me his lip was shaking ,then
that young muni told me”hey,fickle minded
without giving my chanting bead (japasara) don’t moov even a single step!telling this I
took garland in my neck thinking as chanting bead(japasara) took to
hand. Like this for opening dance of
manmatha’s gave pushpanjali(flower
anjali)removed and gave pearl chain.he also
with vision fixed in my face only
with zero(shunya) heart thinking that
itself as chanting bead I went off from
there .being upset as though taken bath
in by sweat bathed in
pond.later friends like turning river cross ,through out ,passesd with
very much difficulty compulsively carried me
to house.on carrying me ,day with
my mother with very much difficulty
came to palace .joining my
residence by his separation ,without
consciousness on body wheather came to homeor
or not wheather with friends
or not wheather I am sleeping or
awaken well weather with friends or not ? weather
Wheather I am sleeping or awaken
well,wheather silent or speaking,wheather joyful or sorrowful,wheather laughing or crying due
to depression,wheather day or night,is
this sorrow or disease,of mental upset,is
this good or bad, I was not knowing all
these were not there to me.
Where shall
I go?with whom shall I talk with
closeness?what to hear?what to see
with desire?to whom to tell
this?next how is my life?these by pain of separation I could not know.later making to stand all
friends and all servents at door only,climbing
steps of lass home(kannevada) keeping
face in ratnaful window, as though
got beauty from amrutha sea floods heritage by treasure of manikya only constituted,made beautiful by moon system or decorated well, the directions which he was standing ,till my fixed vision getting tired was seing with interest.
Apart from
that,the air comingfrom that side,flower fragrance coming from that side,birds tone coming from that
side,ready to hear his news. As he has undertaken rushi
dress is not rough dress,by
joining him youth became
very beautiful,as he is wearing
in ear paarijaatha flowers are very
beautiful,as he is there heaven has become
romantic,as his beauty treasure
is there,it is not possible to win over manmatha by anybody ,thinking like this ,by separation
of punyathma (one who has done good deed),let not prana go,wearing japasara (chanting garland,rosary)in
neck as ‘protection’(raksha),like
wishper which he tells in
loneliness,joining ear showing
paarijaatha flower bunch(manjari),like
the happiness produced by his hand touch,appearing in
cheek,and filled in ears like flower
buds shining romanticism,,with bored mind was sitting alone .in same time my thambula(pan) box wearer
makarike(tharalike) was remaining
near pond for some time,later coming
near to me told slowly like
this.”matha(amma)”one who made to wear this flower bunch he without being seen by his friend munikumara ,entering
in densely grown
creepers group ,slowly came and
asked by smooth words,affectionately
much about you.
How it means
is “this girl is from whose side?what is
her name?why did she come here?whose daughter?decorated by these blossomed
flowers ,from lotus lake which side she
went?he asked,then I told to munikumara
like this. ”she is produced by sun rays-born in apsara lasses(divines
dames) family gouri and gandharva world lord
hamsa’s dayghter.her name is
“mahashvetha”.today she had come to take
bath in this lake
along with her mother.now she is going to her house
hemakuta.thinking for a little
which later told to me.” Hey moon
faced ,by seing your serious shape in
this small age,if she delicate (soft)
natured she is asked,my request will not fail(fruitless)with this hope I have
come to you”. After he told like this
joined hands with honour”worshipable
let these be order extraordinary good gentleman like you.even to see me
is it ordinary? Which is one who have punya like me?
To tell
truth (to be frank) thinking me as close order me what is to be done by me?then
I will be blessed” .i told him then he
was very happy.apart from that”hey, thin bellied,,as black cloud covers spread
and grown by side as though producing dark,buds of honge(……………?)tree that munikumara took and sqeezed on clean
stone. seing that and this side tearing
silk dhothi which he had covered
on that by honge juice wrote (by nail of
right hand little figure).
Laterwithout
seen by any body take this letter and
give to that girl he has sent.she
removed that secret letter from her bag
and gave.the pundarika’s which she told
was only words ful.(shabdamaya)was
like giving toch joy of embrace.though only entered ear
,entering whole body spread ,emiting out
romantic was informing.making manmatha
to come on body (lust excitement),like manthra , made without having consciousness on body on
seing and opening that letter.,manasa lake born
swan(hamsa) clean like pearl garland ,being overdesired by lotus stem(taavareya
dantu) showing some direction ,being carried away very far,you through clean pearl neck chain making me overdesire like lotus
stem,to me has carried drawn the desire upon you very far!to hamsa bird born in
manasa lake showing like
desire of clean lotus stem, like
your clean pearl chain
you have attracted very much love
in my mind upon you.on examining this
poetry of aaryavrittha (a kind of meter,chandassu) as though making drinks(liquors) , to previously intoxicated
,like bad sleep to poisoned person,like dark spreading to blind,like illusion
of direction to ,one who has missed
path,to one who is held by devil(ghost)
as though kettathola(………………?) coming,to one who is not religious like teaching chaarvaka religiom(system), one who has
illusion by nature,magicians peacock feather
brush fanning,became what shall I say!
Later for having seen second time,that friend has done amrutha drinks or has got
and came boon the punya(good deed)
done in past birth has started to
give birth to fruit,wheather
experiencing heavenly joy, some goodness might have this ,I saw her with much curiosity. Seing like that calling her near
to sit with affection correcting her spread hair , smearing her cheeks slowly
in between us I am owner,she is
servant,difference has been changed repeated has very much
respecting like this “tharalika”how did you see him? He to what
extent was throwing his vision towards us? What did he say? How much long were you with him?how long was he following
us.like this leaving all relatives that saw holder (pan box holder) and I were
sitting on upstairs .I was repeatedly asking same matter again and again. Like this day
time spent.at that time striken by lust, lotuses closed. Getting inside bees attacked (attached)to them.this is lotus
creeper female her beloved sun’s
separation pain becoming unconscicious
,covering her inner mnd.appearing like dark.chakravaka couples
like bright of moon charm beautifully,brightfully were
acting tender lotus
stem(dantu?),one tip male and another tip female,like this biting again and again.then due to
it’s inner then through it’s inner
hollowness (empty tube),male’s mind female and female’s mind male
as though have absorbed pain of
separation covering during that night.they were with pain of
manmatha memtally ,got separated.then
umbrella holding attender came inside
through door “mother “mother when we had been to take bath ,two rushi kumaras on the lake’s
bank,among them one one has come asking
chanting bead(japasara) has come and stood at palace door” told.prince what shall I
say!suddenly on hearing name rushi
kumara , thinking that pundarika himself
might have come ,though siting where I were
as though running to door and
standing I became.
Then calling
one kanchuki(door keeperasked him to bring quickly as though tender moonlight
with love,kapinjala was coming
with kanchuki who was whitened due to old age.like that youth to beauty,manmatha(lust god) to youth,
vasantha season(spring) to manmatha,,slow air to vasantha season,as they
are together found pundarika’s assistant
that munikumara .then he was found upset ,being not able to decide
what to do,as though sorrowful, requesting something was coming
I found.suddenly rising in
front doing namaskarams ,making him to
sit on golden chair by giving
chair on which I was sitting,washed his feet though he was telling ‘not
to ‘not to’(don’t,don’t)by my wearing
cloth (towel),dried up his wet feet.later penancier(thapasvi)desiring to talk
with me as pan box woman was near by side he saw at her in angle of his eye.then i as she is here he is hesitating to talk thinking
like this by his vision only .then I “hey, muneeshvara ,this (SHE)is
not DIFFERENT FROM MY BODY YOU CAN TELL
WITHOUT HESITATION AND TALK” I told.then he “amma,(mother) with shy to
talk my tongue won’t rise up.eating potatos and tubers in forests
rushi’s behaviors? Where love upon
youths(young females)? Apart from
that ,sister now as to be laughed luck
has done something to me.i am going to
help lust hurry low business (negotiation).how to tell this
in front of you??if thought is it
suitable for jade(knot of hairs).or suitable
for silk cloth worn?
Or according to penance?or is
it means of punya? Still should be
told.no other go(way). Simply if not told
it will be meaningless.therefore now at least by giving life only should save the life of my friend.therefore ,who has fickle (unfirm)eyes by joy pushing shyness I am going to tell in
front of you. I in front of you only
talking harshly with my friend
,afterwards stopping cutting of flowers
by anxiety without being able to
stand there went to other place. At the
same tinme you also returned to your
home.then in order to see what he is
doing alone came to previous place.he was not there.
Mind was upset.what is this,he dancing as manmatha did(made to),fascinating to
music of hunters running behind them
like deer ran behind back of that girl?
With
shyness to show me his face in fear might have disappeared?or by anger
excitement has he left me and gone?or
in middle of this forest filled with honge trees is he searching for me?discussing like this ,
since birth ,no practice of leaving him
even for a minute,with pain ,again
searching for that friend thought like
this in mind.being very much lust intoxicated (lust controlled) in front of me
with shyness might have commited
accident!by shyness anybody can do
anything! Searching seing not being seen
thinking something in mind ,hey, having eyes like lotus.now in this
forest it is not proper to leave him
alone,with hesitation ,at root(base) of trees,in herd of honge trees,in dense
sandal trees lines,in thickly grown
creeper houses,wandering near pond banks searched.while searching like this like that,near one lake as forest is dense as
though filled with flowers only as
though filled with as though filled with kokilas only,as filled with peacocks
only ,as though mother house to vasantha(spring),very beautiful in a bush of
creeper ,even not shaking eye lids without moovments,,as though written in
figures(drawings)as though carved,as though forgotten,,as though subordinate
(control of)to death, foud him existing.as though entering inside to see life
beloved residing inside heart,,as though
covering whole body to separation fire being afraid of suddenly disappearing,in disturbed
mindsea,evev not moving a little drowned, ,all senses of that muni (saint)were hidden in body.apart from that covering from inside lust fire smoke mass as though surrounding to eye,by dense eye lashes increased tears of
flood was flowing freely.his lip
brightness spreading more
inside heart, coming out were
looking like flames of separation
fire.from this flame added,from heat long sighs the creeper flowers petals were
drying out. He by his secure worries had kept his hand on cheek.it’s nail brightness spreading above
shining like sandal thilaka (naama) kept
on forehead.the bunch of paarijaatha flower
which had decorated previously
,was not there .still collected flower fragrance had not gone from there!
But by desire bees were sounding coming near ear!that sound were as though that bees sound were as
though reciting control manthra(vashikarana)
manthra of manmatha.apart from that bees
group gathered in ear were
reminded ear ornament of blue lotus.( was like blue lotus worn in ear).by pain of separation body hairs arising from hair wells ,in whole
body manmatha’s arrows fixing were seen
like this feather’s
appearing outside.on his chest
your pearl chain was shining like manmatha’s
flag!as it’s delicate brightness
was emiting out,that by his touch joy(sparsha sukha)of right hand ,produced
romanticism was appearing! For good
fragrance coming attracting bees
champaka buds were falling upon him.
They were
looking as manmatha’s heating wall,smoke arising apart from that his arrows as though pouring upon him.(here champaka buds one compared with manmatha’s arms. And gathered bees are
compared with smoke) (smiles).apart from that manmatha experimenting vashikarana
powder.like falling up flower
dustsred ,their love adding (involving)
him also above shaking due to air, forest godess(vana lakshmi) as though doing like intercourse state throne rising bath(sambhoga raajyaabhisheka?) ceremony,from
above flower bunches bees masses,south air added with sound of bees, followd by excessive forest’s good fragrance ,like noise of
jaikaara done to vasantha(spring) king,
were disturbing him very much as though have gotten
different birth ,as though having got different shape ,who was difficult to recognise due to
separation pain.
Ayyo! What
did fate do?to correct this what are plans(techniques)?this knowledge treasure
has been simply robbed!what shall I do
next?he got tumulted.(upset).apart from that
who was virtuous,mine of intellect, forefront person in
munikumara’s mass ,that friend manmatha (lust god) in this way ,within a few
moments has pressed and thrown.feeling like this, coming
to marble stone base
inside latha mantapa(creeper mantap),hey lotus faced ,sitting near
him,smearing his body slowly,friend why are you like this now?asked him ,who
had closed his eyes asked like this.on asking like that (thus) then opened his closed welded eyes some how . his eyes red due
to crying without control.apart from
that , water had filled.there by added with clean water shining like real lotus
petalled eyes saw me.
For a while
seing me only directly’ friend you know
all my informations, why do you ask again?’like this with shyness
spelling unclear by only few
words asked with difficulty.what you are telling is right.only this much I will tell.pundarika ,wheather this is religious secret got by
studying or yoga practice?or other path
of liberation tell.without thinking in mind even a little,what if you disturb your
patience ?where did your
scripture knowledge go?by this sinful
fellow manmatha can you undergo
odd fun like this?apart from that,
going near black cobra thinking that
a rising dhupa smoke, embracing
sword as blue lotus, good garland,lifting burning charcoal as red ratna,,thinking that you will get
punya(result of good deed),pouring water to
poisonous creepers,without it as
happiness ,is it proper to fall in
sensual pleasure like this?apart from that river going out of path
filled with much rajo gunas,without controlling senses without
controlling the disturbed mind,to
be like this is not fit.’bad behaved ‘manmatha should be made to run away,,stoping my words,washing thick tears
drop coming down from dense eye
lashes ,he told.”friend,who is established in peace,what is use from more
words?you are not attacked by forest fire of manmatha.therefore you are advicing me ?friend, to whom senses
are there,when there is mind,,one who really
sees,one who hears like that understand spoken words,apart from that who
knows what is bad and good,,they will
listen to your good feel.(sadbhavane).will people like me listen?tell!what
other is to be told?in this condition(position) which I am staying,who is
relative like you and me?
What shall I
do? I don’t know what to do?see,I am not
able to control my self.you know all
these kinds for this situation.this is not right that also you know.how means, talking birth at the time
of total destruction(pralaya),twelve sun systems rays producing severe sunlight to this lust fever curing
procedure you have to do quickly before
I die,I wish.all parts of my body are
are feeling as though baked,my eye balls are getting burned.what shall I
do?heart is as though baked. This body is burning continuously.
If you are
really able to avoid this avoid”.telling this ,’hey lotus faced ‘
talking like this stoped talk.while he was not talking again in order to advice him,by general words many
epics pravachanas (lectures) and many scripture sentences gave examples and told.he did not listen to
it.i was very much afraid by seing him
who is unconscious of body.no place(chance) to advice.thinking like this I should do my best ,rising from there went to
achchoda lake,from there brought cool lotus
stem(dantu?),lotus leaves added with water water drops,brought fine white lotus and black lotus(kannaidile) flowers with
fragrance.from pollens.in that creeper
house on marble stione ,spreading them arranged good bed.he slept there..later I
sqeezing by hand sandal tree tender buds by side,naturally fragrant having cool effect like snow,from that rasa (juice)from forehead
to leg applied continuously.peeling one
tree stem near by ,adding campher powder
making bell pressing pressing on
body continuously,(like potlice using salt
heat excetra)was emiting sweat. Added with little drops of pure water ,making tender banana
(suli?..........) as fan I was blowing again and again..though done many kind
of cool treatment,all those to pundarika like
tablets producing heat were giving only pain.
jewel among females(women), and
skillful where is that mahashvetha ?always indulged in forest dwelling added with deer kid dull pundarika where!on
seing like this why manmatha produced
separation pain to him?like that
daring,infamous ,difficult to achieve , non manageable, matter indulging manmatha without kindness will do
by negligence only? For that reason
what to do? Who will protect?which place to go?in this matter which
cleverness can be done?which help is
there? Which plan? What logic can be
done? How to save my friend’s life? What more shall I do? Is there any way
thought in various kinds.while thinking
that again I thought like this in
myself.if I go on thinking like this and sit durectionless ,what is fruit?this
is good,this is bad,leaving these feelings ,some way I should save my friends life(prana).why more
talk?how to save his life quick?thinking like this ,except bringing her here no
other plan.this rushikumara thinking that this is against to penance is not
able to do anything.apart from that to spell ‘female’from his mouth also feels
shy.to go near her and to tell by
himself a fear.on this side manmatha is killing him.all these seing by my
eyes what other shall I think.totally I
should save life of my friend surely.
Therefore should go near her some how
and must tell his charecters .deciding like this ,again”hey ,having eyes
like bird chakora to me also this is not
fit work to do.still as I must go I will go .if he becomes conscious and knows ,this is low work and
difficult also.therefore he may tell don’t go
,thinking like this without
telling him anything,giving some
reason(false),came very quickly .hey,lotus eyed, this is my friend’s
condition.now,cause of so much separation pain,for love upon you which is
feasible and as I have come so far,to
you also which is fit to do that is left
to you.this is truth” telling like this ,hey king, to this what she will say
,let us ask,my face only seingwith
silence.hey king,,on hearing that as though drowned in joy ocean,by mutual meeting (union)having got high love
,as though experiencing
extraordinary joy mass ,all
though all desires having been met,became
like this senses having got peak of
inexperiencible joy,along with love added with shyness ,bending head low for some time,without
touching eye lash and cheek,one behind other,densely pouring
profuse tears of joy,expressing my extraordinary (exclusive) joy I thought
like this in myself.
Some how
save my friend’s life.in request you giving saree border(seragoddi) ,telling
like this ,without givimg me chance to
give repley,coming in front of my
mother door keeping females,by surrounding females,fans,pan box wearing,mirror
attendant females through filled up door some how escaped and went
off.at that time this side ,due to my
ill health worry dried up faced my mother was sitting for
some time went to her house.what
did she say?what did time on this
side sun who is prana lover of lotuses drowning ,disturbed by mud of pathala world,,great destruction time oceans covering beyond border and through history coming to occupy whole world,spreading rising above dark covering,,I without knowing what to do
told like this to tharalike”my
mind and all senses are not under control.
What shall I do?you only tell me.kapinjala muni are all
in front of you only , you all
so know.
(maintaining) caste system becoming
blind by love ,joining lover(beloved)before marriage only if got married it will be non religious.for me it is not possible to go beyond
gurus and elders .therefore now death is only my fate.if kapinjala maharshi
comes to home by himself I did not give repley to him.is there higher love break than this? On this side
my friend.if he tells what I did as it
is will die in despair.”hey, broad eyed
like lotus ,how can solve defect of killing muni
produced by this?some how I am
spoiled”.talking like this elephants kumbhasthala by name chandra(moon) pressing and splitting (cutting)as though
pearls inside it bursting (exploding)
above,very clear galaxy of stars appeared.by pollens of flowers beautifully appearing forest line
Face of east female
Recreated by
rising moon’s slight light.later tjen
only born moon system with curiosity
of seing earth ,rised above from pathala loka(deep down world),adishesha’s hood
shining brightness red, shined like
circle of ratnas.in love fight by
jealousy angry rohini hitting her leg’s lac’srasa smearing whole body,vast sea’s havalas(pearls) brightness as
though spread ,lion by name purva
parvatha(estern mountains) hiting as though
blood has entered from body of
deer present in moon system(globe). Moon ray appeared beautifully to eye red bright.like this from new udaya raga
becoming red moon on seing severely burning kama
fire flame as though with mass
(group),,deep dark heart in myself
thought like this.
How did fire burning place became dark?this opposition by telling
meaning of word dark by saying ‘not
knowing what to do’will be solved.malaya maarutha (mountain air) on this side
group of trees on that side
,group of intoxicated body forgotten
kokilas with pride all these are shining
very much.not enough to this ,this low moon has
rised above ,appearing himself .ayyo spoiled .this seperatiom pain is
increasing in my mind.
Now low
(inferior) moon taking birth previously striked by
typhoid s(vishama sheetha fever)
charcoal(burning) rain as though
pouring snow on excessively cold
person,to man with big poisonous boil,
as though snake bite ,as though really happened
like this being upset (tumult) became unconscious then with very much
activity brought by tharalike , by sandal smeared (applied) and by
many cooling treatment ,treatment carried out from that same
awakening from unconsciousness as
sorrowness of mind increasing ,tears
following profusely on cheeks and breast ,I
saw tharalika who was crying holding me.on seing like that as my body was smeared by sandal (srigandha) joining hands
which were still wet “ I request you
only this much .you leave much shyness.to you why is fear of these father and mother?rise up come.i can’t
see still how much time ,without pity
upon him you will keep quiet like
this?hey,lotus faced ask me to go and
comes.i will go before mind only and
bring your beloved.
Tharalike
asking like this,what are you telling?what to do with elders ?tell.like death this man also has risen.you without delaying ,if you
carry with with kindness get up let us
go.today till prana exists in my
body by punya (good deed) wheather will be able to see prana lover
or not, I don’t see!like this
holding only due to reduced
weakness rised from there some how.on rising
like that suddenly then my right
eye started winking(BLINKING)as it is bad sign fate to this sinful ,what more bad effects will it produce
,this fever was produced in my mind.later water on stair case of three
words made to come out beautiful globe shaped hole, from shining moon‘s stem,as though ganga flood sandal water
flood coming down,as though milk
sea is boiling,moon light was spread
through out world.
What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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Selective
translation of ‘karnataka kadambari’
written by nagavarma ,translated to kannada prose by ha.ve. narayana
shastry,translated to English by
dr.raveendra hosadurga.
Original
source:’kabambari’ of baanabhatta in
Sanskrit(samskrutha)
Part selected:mahasvetha vritthantha
(news of
(history) of mahasvetha) 5th
edition ,2017,published by kannada saahithya parishath.
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I am
grateful to great poetic prose novelist
baanabhatta,great poet naagavarma,scholar sriha.ve. narayana shastry for their works
And also grateful to
president and members of kannada saahithya parishat,chamaraja
pet,bengaluru-560018
translation is my hobby. Please correct and
excuse if there are any mistakes.
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That is
how,hey prince who is prominent of
king’s family(dynasty),in heaven there are
females called apsaras(divine dames) which also know.among them there
are fourteen tribes(budakattus).they are famous
from their corresponding names,depending upon source of different
births.that is how from earth,from sea,(moon)from air,from sun,from
amrutha,from death,from brahma,from manmatha,from from water,from Vedas,,from
lightning,,from fire,apart from that ,muni(saint) born by(from) dakshabrahma,,two
females by name ariste gandharva family took birth.
There
chaithraratha who was elder to fifteen people like cithrasena
took birth in woman called muni
as son.he became king of gandharvas. Also he had greatness of having friendship of devendra.his fame was spread in
three worlds.from that chithraratha
garden by name of chithraratha
and big lake achchoda was constructed.apart from that being senior to (elder to) six people like thambura excetra residence of
purusharthas of ariste ,close friend of
devendra ,and like sun to white lotus
f chithraratha a son by name by name hamsa was born.(dharma(duty
,religion), artha (money),kaama(lust),
moksha (liberation) are purusharthas.apart from that there is mountain hemakuta ,at the same distance which is residence of kimpurushas.there
famous high in family of gandharvas,that chithraratha charecterised by all virtues,hamsa also ruling kingdom both indulged in mutually doing happy conversation play were joyful.
In apsara female born by moon rays moon like
faced gowri was borm.she was shining as though
moon, brightful and greatly
beautiful,clean,by flood of beauty.like
friendship of devaganga(divine ganga) to milk sea (ksheera samudra),to
hamsa ,who is famous as gandharva family supreme(shresta) gowri got married.
By equal
families,beauty,treasure(wealth),by show off of
youth,with united mind,having single feel,,equal love shining young couples,were enjoying married
life got by new youth.
Prince,what
shall I say?to that great souled parents,bad lucked,having body which is
mass of sin sorrowful me took
birth as daughter.My father who is gandharva
king ,by seing me out of much love,kept name mahasvetha. My parents were
not having children for long
time.therefore more than son were
protecting (rearing) me from supreme love.in few days childhood without source of
love,sorrow,labour any of these spending
vasatha(spring) shined by buds and
flowers ,branch of flowers shining by
line of bees ,in my body show off of youth
step by step increased. Later by intoxication of lust increasing play of unchaste woman even during day , out of aviveka(inability to
differentiate good and bad),manmatha
killing people seperated people getting satisfaction,by tunkara of lust arrows splitting travelers chest,blood
spilling on path,to king shishira
season(winter),death like vasantha
Season came.in
vasantha season(spring) coming like that nalina(lotus) ,white
lotus(kumuda),kuvalaya(blue lotus),kalhaara (red lotus),shining by water flowes
to achchoda lake for bath along with her mother. On seing, picture of parameshwara drawn(written)by parvathi
godess for sake of worship
on rock of bank doing namaskarams,on the bank of that
lake white lotus(kumuda), blue lotus (kuvalaya),red lotus(kalhaara) .this is bush of beautiful flower keepers,occupied by intoxicated bees.today rasa leakng being
split by beeks of
Kokilas with buds,sweet mango trees group.this is on
listening to sound of peacock left by
feared snakes,sandal trees hindilu(bush,group),thinking like this was moving
with very much interest, there from one side producing supreme joy to
nose,added with mass of bees,being
brought by wild air,flower’s divine fragrance,covering other flower’s
smell,was coming spreading.covering like that
suitable to divine world,never smelled before,smelling that flower’s
fragrance.
From where
did it come?as wonder was increasing ,holding it’s path,to melodious tune of leg
chains king swans coming tpgether,I was going
forward.there at some distance
a young muni
(munikumara,saint) was coming to take bath in lake,by fire(spark) of
forehead of parameshwara(lord shiva)
manmatha(god of lust) got burnt by severe sorrow.to have him penancing mamatha’s friend
like vasantha beautiful shaped young muni(saint’s son)was shining very
well. To get full advantage of image(bimba),fully from that desire big muni vratha(oath,deeksha) as though moon
on the head of parameshwara ,that young
saint was shining.apart from that
brightness of body has accompanied(caused) shine around body.
Therefore burning as though in midst of burning
fire flame and as though inside
of shining creeper lifhtning
was appearing.therefore his form was not able to understand. Clearly having beauty like
enlightment lamp from brightness of rushi’s body. Increased eda and pingala closer.that forest was shining like golden forest.if seen bright
red jades munikumara(young
muni)as though being wet by gorochana were shining like cotton’s mangala
suthra(sacred thread).first in good time of getting graced by vidya godess,worn sandal thulasi
nama(thilaka) new vibhuthi
thilaka was shining
in forehead .,he was comparable to flood of ganga river added with heaps
of sand.that munikumara’s long eyes
were very attractive,all deers of forest as though have given one one fraction (part) of their
eyes,like garland of threaded eyes was
shining.
Love created
by new youth,as it was not able to enter mind,as though standing outside,his red lip
like lotus raga bead(padma raga mani),like thonde fruit bright
reflecting as though opposing(more
brighter than it’s brightness).
At poet’s time(kavisamaya) love
is red coloured. Therefore has described
red lip as outside love. Not yet
grown mustache his lotus like face were beautiful were reminding golden lotus,not yet attacked by little bees.
Here we should know as blossoming
red lotus just mow.that munikumara’s
very clean sacred thread(yajnopavitha)
like thread of manmatha’s
bow as though pond of great penance
grown up lotus stem threads were
shining.
Alumful(sphatikamaya) in the hand munieshvara
(lord of munies)was looking like vakula fruit added with stalk.soft like
bud held clean alum(sphatika) japasara(chanting chain,rosary) was
resembling tears sheding down from eyes
of rathi godess who is weeping by destruction of manmatha.
That munikumara’s Whirled beautiful
deep naval(hokkalu),pure, all vidyas(educations)rivers union appearing whirls,were shining. God’s
world mandara trees threads(fibres)
constructed and new,being whirled in river devaganga(divine ganga) river washed and holied,like eye of
old chakora bird,beautiful,very fine dhothi(panche) was shining. Apart from
that like decoration to vratha
(deeksha,oath) of celibacy(brahmacharya),like new youth to religion like fancy
(show off) of fun to saraswathi,to lessons of vidya(education) like husband
svayamvara(self selection of grooms )to
all Vedas symbol of meeting point . he
was more man young muni equal to him had come to this forest selecting cutting flowers with
desire was coming behind
him. . hey , king like this to the forest’s inside
lake I saw incessantly who was
coming for bath.while I was seing,I saw with wonder flower bunch kept on ear of
that munikumara’s( young muni) .that was like mass of sweat drops produced during inter course rathi,who is manmatha’s
wife,like intoxicated fan(chamara) of ntoxicated
elephant of manmatha,like smile
of forest lakshmi (vana lakshmi), slow air coming from south chaithra
month(spring) was giving shining like
from corns (aralu) in
offer(arghya) during welcome time. Seducing and intoxicating bees lines group following back of new fragrance might have come from this flower bunch,I decided.thinking like
that seing moon face of that munikumara
lakshmi residing joyfully,lotuses feast
to eye moon system,brahma
creating first,later has created this
beautiful face.to create two identical things
again and again Brahma is not a dullard.before creating this face ,as
models he started creating
and prepared well.after sufficient training has done this munikumara’s face.
“In Krishna paksha(black
fortnight)sun by his rays named ‘sushumna’ by his rays,drinks moon’s kalas(blacks)”’as is told
in epics.this is false.listen what I
say,all these moon’s brightness is
joining body of this muni kumara.this is sure.otherwise,this beautiful,while
doing penance,will it emit this much of brightness?.thus having pride only in
his beauty,like this in new youth,not giving chance to virtues and defects
decision manmatha,drinking new flower juice,prideful female bee I lost
control.(became intoxicated).later forgetting to leave breath,forgetting even
blinking (winking)eyes ,in hurry to fall upon,being upset,curvedly (bent) with
desireful eyes to see him..sorrounding his beauty juice with very much interest
drinking excessively,I am subordinate to to you,I will mind by keeping it on palm,trying to get
concentration,”manmatha is troubling me protect me” like this as though I have surrendered to you,give one
place in your mind,showing desire like this,possible only by very low level
girls,this very shyful desire is not suitable for me.,though I know that I am
doing suchan unfit work,as yhough
stagnant by very interest as though
written in figure,as though unconscious ,as though held by somebody was seung
him only without shaking.as though manmatha’s flower
arrow piercing my body was vibrating.as though washed well from sweat shyness went off.to
see beauty of that great person,romance appeared(occurred).
To give entry to manmatha from inside long sigh was coming
outside incesently.(if all air comes out
emptying inside then there is
provision for entry of kama(lust
god).starting from there,together many types of
lust vikaras(changes) happening,without having any experience
previously,newly fear fear
producing upset(tumulted) with
sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha
,winner of senses and filled up with brahma thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladiesthey will throw away all ethical
mattersand get tied up,she is good maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how I was notable to
control my mind in any way. Loving
themselves there are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
To give
entry to manmatha from inside long sigh
was coming outside incesently.(if all air comes out emptying inside then there is provision for entry of kama(lust god)).starting from there,together
many types of lust vikaras(changes)
happening,without having any experience previously,newly fear producing
upset(tumulted) with sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha ,winner of senses and filled up with brahma
thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only
with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladies
they will throw away all ethical matters
and get tied up,she is good
maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how
I was not able to control my mind in any way. Loving themselves there
are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
After
wondering like this consoling myself
before my intellect goes beyond my control,before loosing value it is better fo
ne to go away first.otherwise he seing
desireless kama(lust) changes’ayyo, some what yielded mind’s thinking like this may give curse
also.are not munies angry persons usually? Trying to return ,without neglecting
(condemning) worshiped by all should not
be left, weared in curley hairs beautiful flowers playing on cheek shining well ,added with
tender buds,beautiful ear ornament(ole) enjoying on shoulder without blinking again and again
my body of that muni,seing beautiful did namaskarams.later as it is difficult
to win manmatha (lust god) as it is
impossible to control senses as vasantha(spring) season produces pride(intoxication)
totally to me also this kind of sorrowful yoga was there.that young muni
observing my changes(vikaras) manmatha shook his mind like lamp flame kept in air.on doing like that
as mind was coming towards to me
,as he was coming forward to show
path his breath became
long.suddenly lass in order to
welcome her,suddenly romance appeared. Celibacy
(brahmacharya) protected up to this
,will be spoiled ,by this fear his
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) in his hand was shaking with wonder.( for
him also control of kama expiration)
romantic vibration developed).apart from that rather than this paarijatha creeper(manjari) other leaving in vasantha
season ,other flower bud is shining on
his cheek,sweat drops appeared .he by affection of mind seing at me only
lifting eye.his excessive whiteness of eye had made that all space has been
filled with white lotus by this group of white lotuses rising
from achchoda lake coming above
has joined in the sky,was spread in four directions.
Then a
thought like this in myself”manmatha who
is teacher of lust dance himself has done all kind of theses mischieves.if not what is intercourse
enjoyment?not knowing this rushi son’s
vision ,way of pouring amrutha
,boiling,flowing shringaara rasa,pouring
of joyful tears ,by burden of joy moving shaking one kind,even a little not shaking that or this side,falling upon me
as though has appeared from tip of creeper eye brow along with sleep,jada showing out pride tired dull
face,how it came without
proven practical thinking like
this seing I I went near him as I got this much oppurtnity..doing
namaskarams to muni with him’what is the name of this
young muni?
Whose son is
he?the flower worn by him is very rare
never before(apurva) in earth.this is cut and brought from which high(supreme)tree flower bunch?all
these are to be informed.’I am very much wondered’ I asked him freely(closeness)on asking like
this that muni laughing slightly’hey
girl,by which interest you are asking them?
If you are interested in this I will tell, listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting
namaskarams from all rushies,producing joy to all all munies
scholar in all high vidyas(educations) and very beautiful shvethakethu
maharshi was there.one day he had come
to take bath in pundarika lake.in that
lotus lake in midst of dense
lotuses,shining broad in one lotus lakshmi
godess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all parts) of that
devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that suddenly
in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilisation happened. Suddenly one supreme beautiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas(educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden)..
If you are interested in this I will tell listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting namaskarams from all rushies,producing
joy to all all munies scholar in all hifh vidyas(educations) and
very beautiful sfvethakathu maharshi was
there.one day he had come to take bath in
pundarika lake.in that lotus lakein midst of dense lotuses,shining broad
in one lotus lakshmigodess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all
parts) that devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that
suddenly in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilation happened. Suddenlt one supreme beaytiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas*educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden).
Coming like that doing namaskarams “worshipable, in three
worlds ,to your supreme beauty this divine flower bunch is ornament acceptable well.wear it in ear.let
birth of paarijaatha become blessed like this. she requested
munikumara. then munikumara shying in praise of his beauty as though not
hearing was going forward.she without
leaving was coming behind him.i saw and
said “friend! by little grace to this lady can’t you make her joyful? I asked.
He “why this to me?,no no though he was
telling without leaving she kept on his
ear and went off”like this friend muni
telling pundarika by lips and cheeks
showing smile”you have desire for the
flower bunch “. Therefore tell why to inform in other way? Telling this
separating from ear removing” I am
loving you give me sex joy”telling this,though tone of bees,bunch of
flowers which was bright like galaxy of
stars, he made to wear in my ear. What
to tell more?by little touch of my cheek
only by joy his hand was shaking very much.along with his shy
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) also
sliped and fell down..before falling down to earth ,which he was not knowing I holding
that japasara (chanting bead chain) put
that bright garland around neck. Then I felt as though embracing arms of that muneeshwara and
enjoyed joy.
At that
momet my umbrella holding attender came and saw” mother,don’t delay .queen is ready to return to house after finishing bath.you also come
now only”,telling this,though I was not willing
even a little ,like newly held female elephant keeping ankusha( a sharp instrument to control elephent) turning with
compulsion dragged and took me off.as she was carrying me with compulsion as though keyed by mass of arms of manmatha (lust god)as though played in his
beauty of face appearing on cheek at the tip of romantic
thorns as though pricked togetheras though stretched by thread of beauty,drew
my vision,which was pierced in him with much trial and upset(tumult).as I went
from there,suddenly seing his loss of
courage “friend pundarika !this is not the way which only ordinary (non
–scholars) go,without thinking even a
little in mind lost peace!where did your
knowledge go?like this being chest disturbed lost control?friend, to your
new suddenly there upset (disturbed)
of senses from where did it come? Where did your boldness go?where
did your hardness go? When did negligence of family joy went off? Where is mass
of your Vedas? Where is your celibacy(brahmacharya)? Where is your knowledge of scriptures?where
is your yathitva(saintship)?where is your control over youth?like this
incessantky (without gap) such
enjoyment not leaving even people like you ,if it dies like this,the
viveka(ability to discriminate right and wrong) which was got by studying scriptures?where is value to
vedic scriptures,knowledge of other world(paraloka) became useless(meaningless)!from your hand japasara (chanting bead chain,rosary)
some how fell down. Though she carried away it in front of you only you are
not knowing means,who are then
without prajna(consciousness) like you?
Therefore at
least now you keep your mind in
control”.telling like this acting as
though feeling shy”kapinjala! Like this tieing knot one to one don’t think otherwise.the mistake
of cheating me which she did I don’t
bear surely.”telling like
this rising with artificial anger with much difficulty he frowned.his fearful
frowned eye brow even appearing very romantic.
By desire of
kissing me his lip was shaking ,then
that young muni told me”hey,fickle minded
without giving my chanting bead (japasara) don’t moov even a single step!telling this I
took garland in my neck thinking as chanting bead(japasara) took to
hand. Like this for opening dance of
manmatha’s gave pushpanjali(flower
anjali)removed and gave pearl chain.he also
with vision fixed in my face only
with zero(shunya) heart thinking that
itself as chanting bead I went off from
there .being upset as though taken bath
in by sweat bathed in
pond.later friends like turning river cross ,through out ,passesd with
very much difficulty compulsively carried me
to house.on carrying me ,day with
my mother with very much difficulty
came to palace .joining my
residence by his separation ,without
consciousness on body wheather came to homeor
or not wheather with friends
or not wheather I am sleeping or
awaken well weather with friends or not ? weather
Wheather I am sleeping or awaken
well,wheather silent or speaking,wheather joyful or sorrowful,wheather laughing or crying due
to depression,wheather day or night,is
this sorrow or disease,of mental upset,is
this good or bad, I was not knowing all
these were not there to me.
Where shall
I go?with whom shall I talk with
closeness?what to hear?what to see
with desire?to whom to tell
this?next how is my life?these by pain of separation I could not know.later making to stand all
friends and all servents at door only,climbing
steps of lass home(kannevada) keeping
face in ratnaful window, as though
got beauty from amrutha sea floods heritage by treasure of manikya only constituted,made beautiful by moon system or decorated well, the directions which he was standing ,till my fixed vision getting tired was seing with interest.
Apart from
that,the air comingfrom that side,flower fragrance coming from that side,birds tone coming from that
side,ready to hear his news. As he has undertaken rushi
dress is not rough dress,by
joining him youth became
very beautiful,as he is wearing
in ear paarijaatha flowers are very
beautiful,as he is there heaven has become
romantic,as his beauty treasure
is there,it is not possible to win over manmatha by anybody ,thinking like this ,by separation
of punyathma (one who has done good deed),let not prana go,wearing japasara (chanting garland,rosary)in
neck as ‘protection’(raksha),like
wishper which he tells in
loneliness,joining ear showing
paarijaatha flower bunch(manjari),like
the happiness produced by his hand touch,appearing in
cheek,and filled in ears like flower
buds shining romanticism,,with bored mind was sitting alone .in same time my thambula(pan) box wearer
makarike(tharalike) was remaining
near pond for some time,later coming
near to me told slowly like
this.”matha(amma)”one who made to wear this flower bunch he without being seen by his friend munikumara ,entering
in densely grown
creepers group ,slowly came and
asked by smooth words,affectionately
much about you.
How it means
is “this girl is from whose side?what is
her name?why did she come here?whose daughter?decorated by these blossomed
flowers ,from lotus lake which side she
went?he asked,then I told to munikumara
like this. ”she is produced by sun rays-born in apsara lasses(divines
dames) family gouri and gandharva world lord
hamsa’s dayghter.her name is
“mahashvetha”.today she had come to take
bath in this lake
along with her mother.now she is going to her house
hemakuta.thinking for a little
which later told to me.” Hey moon
faced ,by seing your serious shape in
this small age,if she delicate (soft)
natured she is asked,my request will not fail(fruitless)with this hope I have
come to you”. After he told like this
joined hands with honour”worshipable
let these be order extraordinary good gentleman like you.even to see me
is it ordinary? Which is one who have punya like me?
To tell
truth (to be frank) thinking me as close order me what is to be done by me?then
I will be blessed” .i told him then he
was very happy.apart from that”hey, thin bellied,,as black cloud covers spread
and grown by side as though producing dark,buds of honge(……………?)tree that munikumara took and sqeezed on clean
stone. seing that and this side tearing
silk dhothi which he had covered
on that by honge juice wrote (by nail of
right hand little figure).
Laterwithout
seen by any body take this letter and
give to that girl he has sent.she
removed that secret letter from her bag
and gave.the pundarika’s which she told
was only words ful.(shabdamaya)was
like giving toch joy of embrace.though only entered ear
,entering whole body spread ,emiting out
romantic was informing.making manmatha
to come on body (lust excitement),like manthra , made without having consciousness on body on
seing and opening that letter.,manasa lake born
swan(hamsa) clean like pearl garland ,being overdesired by lotus stem(taavareya
dantu) showing some direction ,being carried away very far,you through clean pearl neck chain making me overdesire like lotus
stem,to me has carried drawn the desire upon you very far!to hamsa bird born in
manasa lake showing like
desire of clean lotus stem, like
your clean pearl chain
you have attracted very much love
in my mind upon you.on examining this
poetry of aaryavrittha (a kind of meter,chandassu) as though making drinks(liquors) , to previously intoxicated
,like bad sleep to poisoned person,like dark spreading to blind,like illusion
of direction to ,one who has missed
path,to one who is held by devil(ghost)
as though kettathola(………………?) coming,to one who is not religious like teaching chaarvaka religiom(system), one who has
illusion by nature,magicians peacock feather
brush fanning,became what shall I say!
Later for having seen second time,that friend has done amrutha drinks or has got
and came boon the punya(good deed)
done in past birth has started to
give birth to fruit,wheather
experiencing heavenly joy, some goodness might have this ,I saw her with much curiosity. Seing like that calling her near
to sit with affection correcting her spread hair , smearing her cheeks slowly
in between us I am owner,she is
servant,difference has been changed repeated has very much
respecting like this “tharalika”how did you see him? He to what
extent was throwing his vision towards us? What did he say? How much long were you with him?how long was he following
us.like this leaving all relatives that saw holder (pan box holder) and I were
sitting on upstairs .I was repeatedly asking same matter again and again. Like this day
time spent.at that time striken by lust, lotuses closed. Getting inside bees attacked (attached)to them.this is lotus
creeper female her beloved sun’s
separation pain becoming unconscicious
,covering her inner mnd.appearing like dark.chakravaka couples
like bright of moon charm beautifully,brightfully were
acting tender lotus
stem(dantu?),one tip male and another tip female,like this biting again and again.then due to
it’s inner then through it’s inner
hollowness (empty tube),male’s mind female and female’s mind male
as though have absorbed pain of
separation covering during that night.they were with pain of
manmatha memtally ,got separated.then
umbrella holding attender came inside
through door “mother “mother when we had been to take bath ,two rushi kumaras on the lake’s
bank,among them one one has come asking
chanting bead(japasara) has come and stood at palace door” told.prince what shall I
say!suddenly on hearing name rushi
kumara , thinking that pundarika himself
might have come ,though siting where I were
as though running to door and
standing I became.
Then calling
one kanchuki(door keeperasked him to bring quickly as though tender moonlight
with love,kapinjala was coming
with kanchuki who was whitened due to old age.like that youth to beauty,manmatha(lust god) to youth,
vasantha season(spring) to manmatha,,slow air to vasantha season,as they
are together found pundarika’s assistant
that munikumara .then he was found upset ,being not able to decide
what to do,as though sorrowful, requesting something was coming
I found.suddenly rising in
front doing namaskarams ,making him to
sit on golden chair by giving
chair on which I was sitting,washed his feet though he was telling ‘not
to ‘not to’(don’t,don’t)by my wearing
cloth (towel),dried up his wet feet.later penancier(thapasvi)desiring to talk
with me as pan box woman was near by side he saw at her in angle of his eye.then i as she is here he is hesitating to talk thinking
like this by his vision only .then I “hey, muneeshvara ,this (SHE)is
not DIFFERENT FROM MY BODY YOU CAN TELL
WITHOUT HESITATION AND TALK” I told.then he “amma,(mother) with shy to
talk my tongue won’t rise up.eating potatos and tubers in forests
rushi’s behaviors? Where love upon
youths(young females)? Apart from
that ,sister now as to be laughed luck
has done something to me.i am going to
help lust hurry low business (negotiation).how to tell this
in front of you??if thought is it
suitable for jade(knot of hairs).or suitable
for silk cloth worn?
Or according to penance?or is
it means of punya? Still should be
told.no other go(way). Simply if not told
it will be meaningless.therefore now at least by giving life only should save the life of my friend.therefore ,who has fickle (unfirm)eyes by joy pushing shyness I am going to tell in
front of you. I in front of you only
talking harshly with my friend
,afterwards stopping cutting of flowers
by anxiety without being able to
stand there went to other place. At the
same tinme you also returned to your
home.then in order to see what he is
doing alone came to previous place.he was not there.
Mind was upset.what is this,he dancing as manmatha did(made to),fascinating to
music of hunters running behind them
like deer ran behind back of that girl?
With
shyness to show me his face in fear might have disappeared?or by anger
excitement has he left me and gone?or
in middle of this forest filled with honge trees is he searching for me?discussing like this ,
since birth ,no practice of leaving him
even for a minute,with pain ,again
searching for that friend thought like
this in mind.being very much lust intoxicated (lust controlled) in front of me
with shyness might have commited
accident!by shyness anybody can do
anything! Searching seing not being seen
thinking something in mind ,hey, having eyes like lotus.now in this
forest it is not proper to leave him
alone,with hesitation ,at root(base) of trees,in herd of honge trees,in dense
sandal trees lines,in thickly grown
creeper houses,wandering near pond banks searched.while searching like this like that,near one lake as forest is dense as
though filled with flowers only as
though filled with as though filled with kokilas only,as filled with peacocks
only ,as though mother house to vasantha(spring),very beautiful in a bush of
creeper ,even not shaking eye lids without moovments,,as though written in
figures(drawings)as though carved,as though forgotten,,as though subordinate
(control of)to death, foud him existing.as though entering inside to see life
beloved residing inside heart,,as though
covering whole body to separation fire being afraid of suddenly disappearing,in disturbed
mindsea,evev not moving a little drowned, ,all senses of that muni (saint)were hidden in body.apart from that covering from inside lust fire smoke mass as though surrounding to eye,by dense eye lashes increased tears of
flood was flowing freely.his lip
brightness spreading more
inside heart, coming out were
looking like flames of separation
fire.from this flame added,from heat long sighs the creeper flowers petals were
drying out. He by his secure worries had kept his hand on cheek.it’s nail brightness spreading above
shining like sandal thilaka (naama) kept
on forehead.the bunch of paarijaatha flower
which had decorated previously
,was not there .still collected flower fragrance had not gone from there!
But by desire bees were sounding coming near ear!that sound were as though that bees sound were as
though reciting control manthra(vashikarana)
manthra of manmatha.apart from that bees
group gathered in ear were
reminded ear ornament of blue lotus.( was like blue lotus worn in ear).by pain of separation body hairs arising from hair wells ,in whole
body manmatha’s arrows fixing were seen
like this feather’s
appearing outside.on his chest
your pearl chain was shining like manmatha’s
flag!as it’s delicate brightness
was emiting out,that by his touch joy(sparsha sukha)of right hand ,produced
romanticism was appearing! For good
fragrance coming attracting bees
champaka buds were falling upon him.
They were
looking as manmatha’s heating wall,smoke arising apart from that his arrows as though pouring upon him.(here champaka buds one compared with manmatha’s arms. And gathered bees are
compared with smoke) (smiles).apart from that manmatha experimenting vashikarana
powder.like falling up flower
dustsred ,their love adding (involving)
him also above shaking due to air, forest godess(vana lakshmi) as though doing like intercourse state throne rising bath(sambhoga raajyaabhisheka?) ceremony,from
above flower bunches bees masses,south air added with sound of bees, followd by excessive forest’s good fragrance ,like noise of
jaikaara done to vasantha(spring) king,
were disturbing him very much as though have gotten
different birth ,as though having got different shape ,who was difficult to recognise due to
separation pain.
Ayyo! What
did fate do?to correct this what are plans(techniques)?this knowledge treasure
has been simply robbed!what shall I do
next?he got tumulted.(upset).apart from that
who was virtuous,mine of intellect, forefront person in
munikumara’s mass ,that friend manmatha (lust god) in this way ,within a few
moments has pressed and thrown.feeling like this, coming
to marble stone base
inside latha mantapa(creeper mantap),hey lotus faced ,sitting near
him,smearing his body slowly,friend why are you like this now?asked him ,who
had closed his eyes asked like this.on asking like that (thus) then opened his closed welded eyes some how . his eyes red due
to crying without control.apart from
that , water had filled.there by added with clean water shining like real lotus
petalled eyes saw me.
For a while
seing me only directly’ friend you know
all my informations, why do you ask again?’like this with shyness
spelling unclear by only few
words asked with difficulty.what you are telling is right.only this much I will tell.pundarika ,wheather this is religious secret got by
studying or yoga practice?or other path
of liberation tell.without thinking in mind even a little,what if you disturb your
patience ?where did your
scripture knowledge go?by this sinful
fellow manmatha can you undergo
odd fun like this?apart from that,
going near black cobra thinking that
a rising dhupa smoke, embracing
sword as blue lotus, good garland,lifting burning charcoal as red ratna,,thinking that you will get
punya(result of good deed),pouring water to
poisonous creepers,without it as
happiness ,is it proper to fall in
sensual pleasure like this?apart from that river going out of path
filled with much rajo gunas,without controlling senses without
controlling the disturbed mind,to
be like this is not fit.’bad behaved ‘manmatha should be made to run away,,stoping my words,washing thick tears
drop coming down from dense eye
lashes ,he told.”friend,who is established in peace,what is use from more
words?you are not attacked by forest fire of manmatha.therefore you are advicing me ?friend, to whom senses
are there,when there is mind,,one who really
sees,one who hears like that understand spoken words,apart from that who
knows what is bad and good,,they will
listen to your good feel.(sadbhavane).will people like me listen?tell!what
other is to be told?in this condition(position) which I am staying,who is
relative like you and me?
What shall I
do? I don’t know what to do?see,I am not
able to control my self.you know all
these kinds for this situation.this is not right that also you know.how means, talking birth at the time
of total destruction(pralaya),twelve sun systems rays producing severe sunlight to this lust fever curing
procedure you have to do quickly before
I die,I wish.all parts of my body are
are feeling as though baked,my eye balls are getting burned.what shall I
do?heart is as though baked. This body is burning continuously.
If you are
really able to avoid this avoid”.telling this ,’hey lotus faced ‘
talking like this stoped talk.while he was not talking again in order to advice him,by general words many
epics pravachanas (lectures) and many scripture sentences gave examples and told.he did not listen to
it.i was very much afraid by seing him
who is unconscious of body.no place(chance) to advice.thinking like this I should do my best ,rising from there went to
achchoda lake,from there brought cool lotus
stem(dantu?),lotus leaves added with water water drops,brought fine white lotus and black lotus(kannaidile) flowers with
fragrance.from pollens.in that creeper
house on marble stione ,spreading them arranged good bed.he slept there..later I
sqeezing by hand sandal tree tender buds by side,naturally fragrant having cool effect like snow,from that rasa (juice)from forehead
to leg applied continuously.peeling one
tree stem near by ,adding campher powder
making bell pressing pressing on
body continuously,(like potlice using salt
heat excetra)was emiting sweat. Added with little drops of pure water ,making tender banana
(suli?..........) as fan I was blowing again and again..though done many kind
of cool treatment,all those to pundarika like
tablets producing heat were giving only pain.
jewel among females(women), and
skillful where is that mahashvetha ?always indulged in forest dwelling added with deer kid dull pundarika where!on
seing like this why manmatha produced
separation pain to him?like that
daring,infamous ,difficult to achieve , non manageable, matter indulging manmatha without kindness will do
by negligence only? For that reason
what to do? Who will protect?which place to go?in this matter which
cleverness can be done?which help is
there? Which plan? What logic can be
done? How to save my friend’s life? What more shall I do? Is there any way
thought in various kinds.while thinking
that again I thought like this in
myself.if I go on thinking like this and sit durectionless ,what is fruit?this
is good,this is bad,leaving these feelings ,some way I should save my friends life(prana).why more
talk?how to save his life quick?thinking like this ,except bringing her here no
other plan.this rushikumara thinking that this is against to penance is not
able to do anything.apart from that to spell ‘female’from his mouth also feels
shy.to go near her and to tell by
himself a fear.on this side manmatha is killing him.all these seing by my
eyes what other shall I think.totally I
should save life of my friend surely.
Therefore should go near her some how
and must tell his charecters .deciding like this ,again”hey ,having eyes
like bird chakora to me also this is not
fit work to do.still as I must go I will go .if he becomes conscious and knows ,this is low work and
difficult also.therefore he may tell don’t go
,thinking like this without
telling him anything,giving some
reason(false),came very quickly .hey,lotus eyed, this is my friend’s
condition.now,cause of so much separation pain,for love upon you which is
feasible and as I have come so far,to
you also which is fit to do that is left
to you.this is truth” telling like this ,hey king, to this what she will say
,let us ask,my face only seingwith
silence.hey king,,on hearing that as though drowned in joy ocean,by mutual meeting (union)having got high love
,as though experiencing
extraordinary joy mass ,all
though all desires having been met,became
like this senses having got peak of
inexperiencible joy,along with love added with shyness ,bending head low for some time,without
touching eye lash and cheek,one behind other,densely pouring
profuse tears of joy,expressing my extraordinary (exclusive) joy I thought
like this in myself.
Some how
save my friend’s life.in request you giving saree border(seragoddi) ,telling
like this ,without givimg me chance to
give repley,coming in front of my
mother door keeping females,by surrounding females,fans,pan box wearing,mirror
attendant females through filled up door some how escaped and went
off.at that time this side ,due to my
ill health worry dried up faced my mother was sitting for
some time went to her house.what
did she say?what did time on this
side sun who is prana lover of lotuses drowning ,disturbed by mud of pathala world,,great destruction time oceans covering beyond border and through history coming to occupy whole world,spreading rising above dark covering,,I without knowing what to do
told like this to tharalike”my
mind and all senses are not under control.
What shall I do?you only tell me.kapinjala muni are all
in front of you only , you all
so know.
(maintaining) caste system becoming
blind by love ,joining lover(beloved)before marriage only if got married it will be non religious.for me it is not possible to go beyond
gurus and elders .therefore now death is only my fate.if kapinjala maharshi
comes to home by himself I did not give repley to him.is there higher love break than this? On this side
my friend.if he tells what I did as it
is will die in despair.”hey, broad eyed
like lotus ,how can solve defect of killing muni
produced by this?some how I am
spoiled”.talking like this elephants kumbhasthala by name chandra(moon) pressing and splitting (cutting)as though
pearls inside it bursting (exploding)
above,very clear galaxy of stars appeared.by pollens of flowers beautifully appearing forest line
Face of east female
Recreated by
rising moon’s slight light.later tjen
only born moon system with curiosity
of seing earth ,rised above from pathala loka(deep down world),adishesha’s hood
shining brightness red, shined like
circle of ratnas.in love fight by
jealousy angry rohini hitting her leg’s lac’srasa smearing whole body,vast sea’s havalas(pearls) brightness as
though spread ,lion by name purva
parvatha(estern mountains) hiting as though
blood has entered from body of
deer present in moon system(globe). Moon ray appeared beautifully to eye red bright.like this from new udaya raga
becoming red moon on seing severely burning kama
fire flame as though with mass
(group),,deep dark heart in myself
thought like this.
How did fire burning place became dark?this opposition by telling
meaning of word dark by saying ‘not
knowing what to do’will be solved.malaya maarutha (mountain air) on this side
group of trees on that side
,group of intoxicated body forgotten
kokilas with pride all these are shining
very much.not enough to this ,this low moon has
rised above ,appearing himself .ayyo spoiled .this seperatiom pain is
increasing in my mind.
Now low
(inferior) moon taking birth previously striked by
typhoid s(vishama sheetha fever)
charcoal(burning) rain as though
pouring snow on excessively cold
person,to man with big poisonous boil,
as though snake bite ,as though really happened
like this being upset (tumult) became unconscious then with very much
activity brought by tharalike , by sandal smeared (applied) and by
many cooling treatment ,treatment carried out from that same
awakening from unconsciousness as
sorrowness of mind increasing ,tears
following profusely on cheeks and breast ,I
saw tharalika who was crying holding me.on seing like that as my body was smeared by sandal (srigandha) joining hands
which were still wet “ I request you
only this much .you leave much shyness.to you why is fear of these father and mother?rise up come.i can’t
see still how much time ,without pity
upon him you will keep quiet like
this?hey,lotus faced ask me to go and
comes.i will go before mind only and
bring your beloved.
Tharalike
asking like this,what are you telling?what to do with elders ?tell.like death this man also has risen.you without delaying ,if you
carry with with kindness get up let us
go.today till prana exists in my
body by punya (good deed) wheather will be able to see prana lover
or not, I don’t see!like this
holding only due to reduced
weakness rised from there some how.on rising
like that suddenly then my right
eye started winking(BLINKING)as it is bad sign fate to this sinful ,what more bad effects will it produce
,this fever was produced in my mind.later water on stair case of three
words made to come out beautiful globe shaped hole, from shining moon‘s stem,as though ganga flood sandal water
flood coming down,as though milk
sea is boiling,moon light was spread
through out world.
What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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Selective
translation of ‘karnataka kadambari’
written by nagavarma ,translated to kannada prose by ha.ve. narayana
shastry,translated to English by
dr.raveendra hosadurga.
Original
source:’kabambari’ of baanabhatta in
Sanskrit(samskrutha)
Part selected:mahasvetha vritthantha
(news of
(history) of mahasvetha) 5th
edition ,2017,published by kannada saahithya parishath.
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I am
grateful to great poetic prose novelist
baanabhatta,great poet naagavarma,scholar sriha.ve. narayana shastry for their works
And also grateful to
president and members of kannada saahithya parishat,chamaraja
pet,bengaluru-560018
translation is my hobby. Please correct and
excuse if there are any mistakes.
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That is
how,hey prince who is prominent of
king’s family(dynasty),in heaven there are
females called apsaras(divine dames) which also know.among them there
are fourteen tribes(budakattus).they are famous
from their corresponding names,depending upon source of different
births.that is how from earth,from sea,(moon)from air,from sun,from
amrutha,from death,from brahma,from manmatha,from from water,from Vedas,,from
lightning,,from fire,apart from that ,muni(saint) born by(from) dakshabrahma,,two
females by name ariste gandharva family took birth.
There
chaithraratha who was elder to fifteen people like cithrasena
took birth in woman called muni
as son.he became king of gandharvas. Also he had greatness of having friendship of devendra.his fame was spread in
three worlds.from that chithraratha
garden by name of chithraratha
and big lake achchoda was constructed.apart from that being senior to (elder to) six people like thambura excetra residence of
purusharthas of ariste ,close friend of
devendra ,and like sun to white lotus
f chithraratha a son by name by name hamsa was born.(dharma(duty
,religion), artha (money),kaama(lust),
moksha (liberation) are purusharthas.apart from that there is mountain hemakuta ,at the same distance which is residence of kimpurushas.there
famous high in family of gandharvas,that chithraratha charecterised by all virtues,hamsa also ruling kingdom both indulged in mutually doing happy conversation play were joyful.
In apsara female born by moon rays moon like
faced gowri was borm.she was shining as though
moon, brightful and greatly
beautiful,clean,by flood of beauty.like
friendship of devaganga(divine ganga) to milk sea (ksheera samudra),to
hamsa ,who is famous as gandharva family supreme(shresta) gowri got married.
By equal
families,beauty,treasure(wealth),by show off of
youth,with united mind,having single feel,,equal love shining young couples,were enjoying married
life got by new youth.
Prince,what
shall I say?to that great souled parents,bad lucked,having body which is
mass of sin sorrowful me took
birth as daughter.My father who is gandharva
king ,by seing me out of much love,kept name mahasvetha. My parents were
not having children for long
time.therefore more than son were
protecting (rearing) me from supreme love.in few days childhood without source of
love,sorrow,labour any of these spending
vasatha(spring) shined by buds and
flowers ,branch of flowers shining by
line of bees ,in my body show off of youth
step by step increased. Later by intoxication of lust increasing play of unchaste woman even during day , out of aviveka(inability to
differentiate good and bad),manmatha
killing people seperated people getting satisfaction,by tunkara of lust arrows splitting travelers chest,blood
spilling on path,to king shishira
season(winter),death like vasantha
Season came.in
vasantha season(spring) coming like that nalina(lotus) ,white
lotus(kumuda),kuvalaya(blue lotus),kalhaara (red lotus),shining by water flowes
to achchoda lake for bath along with her mother. On seing, picture of parameshwara drawn(written)by parvathi
godess for sake of worship
on rock of bank doing namaskarams,on the bank of that
lake white lotus(kumuda), blue lotus (kuvalaya),red lotus(kalhaara) .this is bush of beautiful flower keepers,occupied by intoxicated bees.today rasa leakng being
split by beeks of
Kokilas with buds,sweet mango trees group.this is on
listening to sound of peacock left by
feared snakes,sandal trees hindilu(bush,group),thinking like this was moving
with very much interest, there from one side producing supreme joy to
nose,added with mass of bees,being
brought by wild air,flower’s divine fragrance,covering other flower’s
smell,was coming spreading.covering like that
suitable to divine world,never smelled before,smelling that flower’s
fragrance.
From where
did it come?as wonder was increasing ,holding it’s path,to melodious tune of leg
chains king swans coming tpgether,I was going
forward.there at some distance
a young muni
(munikumara,saint) was coming to take bath in lake,by fire(spark) of
forehead of parameshwara(lord shiva)
manmatha(god of lust) got burnt by severe sorrow.to have him penancing mamatha’s friend
like vasantha beautiful shaped young muni(saint’s son)was shining very
well. To get full advantage of image(bimba),fully from that desire big muni vratha(oath,deeksha) as though moon
on the head of parameshwara ,that young
saint was shining.apart from that
brightness of body has accompanied(caused) shine around body.
Therefore burning as though in midst of burning
fire flame and as though inside
of shining creeper lifhtning
was appearing.therefore his form was not able to understand. Clearly having beauty like
enlightment lamp from brightness of rushi’s body. Increased eda and pingala closer.that forest was shining like golden forest.if seen bright
red jades munikumara(young
muni)as though being wet by gorochana were shining like cotton’s mangala
suthra(sacred thread).first in good time of getting graced by vidya godess,worn sandal thulasi
nama(thilaka) new vibhuthi
thilaka was shining
in forehead .,he was comparable to flood of ganga river added with heaps
of sand.that munikumara’s long eyes
were very attractive,all deers of forest as though have given one one fraction (part) of their
eyes,like garland of threaded eyes was
shining.
Love created
by new youth,as it was not able to enter mind,as though standing outside,his red lip
like lotus raga bead(padma raga mani),like thonde fruit bright
reflecting as though opposing(more
brighter than it’s brightness).
At poet’s time(kavisamaya) love
is red coloured. Therefore has described
red lip as outside love. Not yet
grown mustache his lotus like face were beautiful were reminding golden lotus,not yet attacked by little bees.
Here we should know as blossoming
red lotus just mow.that munikumara’s
very clean sacred thread(yajnopavitha)
like thread of manmatha’s
bow as though pond of great penance
grown up lotus stem threads were
shining.
Alumful(sphatikamaya) in the hand munieshvara
(lord of munies)was looking like vakula fruit added with stalk.soft like
bud held clean alum(sphatika) japasara(chanting chain,rosary) was
resembling tears sheding down from eyes
of rathi godess who is weeping by destruction of manmatha.
That munikumara’s Whirled beautiful
deep naval(hokkalu),pure, all vidyas(educations)rivers union appearing whirls,were shining. God’s
world mandara trees threads(fibres)
constructed and new,being whirled in river devaganga(divine ganga) river washed and holied,like eye of
old chakora bird,beautiful,very fine dhothi(panche) was shining. Apart from
that like decoration to vratha
(deeksha,oath) of celibacy(brahmacharya),like new youth to religion like fancy
(show off) of fun to saraswathi,to lessons of vidya(education) like husband
svayamvara(self selection of grooms )to
all Vedas symbol of meeting point . he
was more man young muni equal to him had come to this forest selecting cutting flowers with
desire was coming behind
him. . hey , king like this to the forest’s inside
lake I saw incessantly who was
coming for bath.while I was seing,I saw with wonder flower bunch kept on ear of
that munikumara’s( young muni) .that was like mass of sweat drops produced during inter course rathi,who is manmatha’s
wife,like intoxicated fan(chamara) of ntoxicated
elephant of manmatha,like smile
of forest lakshmi (vana lakshmi), slow air coming from south chaithra
month(spring) was giving shining like
from corns (aralu) in
offer(arghya) during welcome time. Seducing and intoxicating bees lines group following back of new fragrance might have come from this flower bunch,I decided.thinking like
that seing moon face of that munikumara
lakshmi residing joyfully,lotuses feast
to eye moon system,brahma
creating first,later has created this
beautiful face.to create two identical things
again and again Brahma is not a dullard.before creating this face ,as
models he started creating
and prepared well.after sufficient training has done this munikumara’s face.
“In Krishna paksha(black
fortnight)sun by his rays named ‘sushumna’ by his rays,drinks moon’s kalas(blacks)”’as is told
in epics.this is false.listen what I
say,all these moon’s brightness is
joining body of this muni kumara.this is sure.otherwise,this beautiful,while
doing penance,will it emit this much of brightness?.thus having pride only in
his beauty,like this in new youth,not giving chance to virtues and defects
decision manmatha,drinking new flower juice,prideful female bee I lost
control.(became intoxicated).later forgetting to leave breath,forgetting even
blinking (winking)eyes ,in hurry to fall upon,being upset,curvedly (bent) with
desireful eyes to see him..sorrounding his beauty juice with very much interest
drinking excessively,I am subordinate to to you,I will mind by keeping it on palm,trying to get
concentration,”manmatha is troubling me protect me” like this as though I have surrendered to you,give one
place in your mind,showing desire like this,possible only by very low level
girls,this very shyful desire is not suitable for me.,though I know that I am
doing suchan unfit work,as yhough
stagnant by very interest as though
written in figure,as though unconscious ,as though held by somebody was seung
him only without shaking.as though manmatha’s flower
arrow piercing my body was vibrating.as though washed well from sweat shyness went off.to
see beauty of that great person,romance appeared(occurred).
To give entry to manmatha from inside long sigh was coming
outside incesently.(if all air comes out
emptying inside then there is
provision for entry of kama(lust
god).starting from there,together many types of
lust vikaras(changes) happening,without having any experience
previously,newly fear fear
producing upset(tumulted) with
sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha
,winner of senses and filled up with brahma thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladiesthey will throw away all ethical
mattersand get tied up,she is good maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how I was notable to
control my mind in any way. Loving
themselves there are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
To give
entry to manmatha from inside long sigh
was coming outside incesently.(if all air comes out emptying inside then there is provision for entry of kama(lust god)).starting from there,together
many types of lust vikaras(changes)
happening,without having any experience previously,newly fear producing
upset(tumulted) with sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha ,winner of senses and filled up with brahma
thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only
with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladies
they will throw away all ethical matters
and get tied up,she is good
maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how
I was not able to control my mind in any way. Loving themselves there
are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
After
wondering like this consoling myself
before my intellect goes beyond my control,before loosing value it is better fo
ne to go away first.otherwise he seing
desireless kama(lust) changes’ayyo, some what yielded mind’s thinking like this may give curse
also.are not munies angry persons usually? Trying to return ,without neglecting
(condemning) worshiped by all should not
be left, weared in curley hairs beautiful flowers playing on cheek shining well ,added with
tender buds,beautiful ear ornament(ole) enjoying on shoulder without blinking again and again
my body of that muni,seing beautiful did namaskarams.later as it is difficult
to win manmatha (lust god) as it is
impossible to control senses as vasantha(spring) season produces pride(intoxication)
totally to me also this kind of sorrowful yoga was there.that young muni
observing my changes(vikaras) manmatha shook his mind like lamp flame kept in air.on doing like that
as mind was coming towards to me
,as he was coming forward to show
path his breath became
long.suddenly lass in order to
welcome her,suddenly romance appeared. Celibacy
(brahmacharya) protected up to this
,will be spoiled ,by this fear his
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) in his hand was shaking with wonder.( for
him also control of kama expiration)
romantic vibration developed).apart from that rather than this paarijatha creeper(manjari) other leaving in vasantha
season ,other flower bud is shining on
his cheek,sweat drops appeared .he by affection of mind seing at me only
lifting eye.his excessive whiteness of eye had made that all space has been
filled with white lotus by this group of white lotuses rising
from achchoda lake coming above
has joined in the sky,was spread in four directions.
Then a
thought like this in myself”manmatha who
is teacher of lust dance himself has done all kind of theses mischieves.if not what is intercourse
enjoyment?not knowing this rushi son’s
vision ,way of pouring amrutha
,boiling,flowing shringaara rasa,pouring
of joyful tears ,by burden of joy moving shaking one kind,even a little not shaking that or this side,falling upon me
as though has appeared from tip of creeper eye brow along with sleep,jada showing out pride tired dull
face,how it came without
proven practical thinking like
this seing I I went near him as I got this much oppurtnity..doing
namaskarams to muni with him’what is the name of this
young muni?
Whose son is
he?the flower worn by him is very rare
never before(apurva) in earth.this is cut and brought from which high(supreme)tree flower bunch?all
these are to be informed.’I am very much wondered’ I asked him freely(closeness)on asking like
this that muni laughing slightly’hey
girl,by which interest you are asking them?
If you are interested in this I will tell, listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting
namaskarams from all rushies,producing joy to all all munies
scholar in all high vidyas(educations) and very beautiful shvethakethu
maharshi was there.one day he had come
to take bath in pundarika lake.in that
lotus lake in midst of dense
lotuses,shining broad in one lotus lakshmi
godess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all parts) of that
devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that suddenly
in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilisation happened. Suddenly one supreme beautiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas(educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden)..
If you are interested in this I will tell listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting namaskarams from all rushies,producing
joy to all all munies scholar in all hifh vidyas(educations) and
very beautiful sfvethakathu maharshi was
there.one day he had come to take bath in
pundarika lake.in that lotus lakein midst of dense lotuses,shining broad
in one lotus lakshmigodess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all
parts) that devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that
suddenly in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilation happened. Suddenlt one supreme beaytiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas*educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden).
Coming like that doing namaskarams “worshipable, in three
worlds ,to your supreme beauty this divine flower bunch is ornament acceptable well.wear it in ear.let
birth of paarijaatha become blessed like this. she requested
munikumara. then munikumara shying in praise of his beauty as though not
hearing was going forward.she without
leaving was coming behind him.i saw and
said “friend! by little grace to this lady can’t you make her joyful? I asked.
He “why this to me?,no no though he was
telling without leaving she kept on his
ear and went off”like this friend muni
telling pundarika by lips and cheeks
showing smile”you have desire for the
flower bunch “. Therefore tell why to inform in other way? Telling this
separating from ear removing” I am
loving you give me sex joy”telling this,though tone of bees,bunch of
flowers which was bright like galaxy of
stars, he made to wear in my ear. What
to tell more?by little touch of my cheek
only by joy his hand was shaking very much.along with his shy
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) also
sliped and fell down..before falling down to earth ,which he was not knowing I holding
that japasara (chanting bead chain) put
that bright garland around neck. Then I felt as though embracing arms of that muneeshwara and
enjoyed joy.
At that
momet my umbrella holding attender came and saw” mother,don’t delay .queen is ready to return to house after finishing bath.you also come
now only”,telling this,though I was not willing
even a little ,like newly held female elephant keeping ankusha( a sharp instrument to control elephent) turning with
compulsion dragged and took me off.as she was carrying me with compulsion as though keyed by mass of arms of manmatha (lust god)as though played in his
beauty of face appearing on cheek at the tip of romantic
thorns as though pricked togetheras though stretched by thread of beauty,drew
my vision,which was pierced in him with much trial and upset(tumult).as I went
from there,suddenly seing his loss of
courage “friend pundarika !this is not the way which only ordinary (non
–scholars) go,without thinking even a
little in mind lost peace!where did your
knowledge go?like this being chest disturbed lost control?friend, to your
new suddenly there upset (disturbed)
of senses from where did it come? Where did your boldness go?where
did your hardness go? When did negligence of family joy went off? Where is mass
of your Vedas? Where is your celibacy(brahmacharya)? Where is your knowledge of scriptures?where
is your yathitva(saintship)?where is your control over youth?like this
incessantky (without gap) such
enjoyment not leaving even people like you ,if it dies like this,the
viveka(ability to discriminate right and wrong) which was got by studying scriptures?where is value to
vedic scriptures,knowledge of other world(paraloka) became useless(meaningless)!from your hand japasara (chanting bead chain,rosary)
some how fell down. Though she carried away it in front of you only you are
not knowing means,who are then
without prajna(consciousness) like you?
Therefore at
least now you keep your mind in
control”.telling like this acting as
though feeling shy”kapinjala! Like this tieing knot one to one don’t think otherwise.the mistake
of cheating me which she did I don’t
bear surely.”telling like
this rising with artificial anger with much difficulty he frowned.his fearful
frowned eye brow even appearing very romantic.
By desire of
kissing me his lip was shaking ,then
that young muni told me”hey,fickle minded
without giving my chanting bead (japasara) don’t moov even a single step!telling this I
took garland in my neck thinking as chanting bead(japasara) took to
hand. Like this for opening dance of
manmatha’s gave pushpanjali(flower
anjali)removed and gave pearl chain.he also
with vision fixed in my face only
with zero(shunya) heart thinking that
itself as chanting bead I went off from
there .being upset as though taken bath
in by sweat bathed in
pond.later friends like turning river cross ,through out ,passesd with
very much difficulty compulsively carried me
to house.on carrying me ,day with
my mother with very much difficulty
came to palace .joining my
residence by his separation ,without
consciousness on body wheather came to homeor
or not wheather with friends
or not wheather I am sleeping or
awaken well weather with friends or not ? weather
Wheather I am sleeping or awaken
well,wheather silent or speaking,wheather joyful or sorrowful,wheather laughing or crying due
to depression,wheather day or night,is
this sorrow or disease,of mental upset,is
this good or bad, I was not knowing all
these were not there to me.
Where shall
I go?with whom shall I talk with
closeness?what to hear?what to see
with desire?to whom to tell
this?next how is my life?these by pain of separation I could not know.later making to stand all
friends and all servents at door only,climbing
steps of lass home(kannevada) keeping
face in ratnaful window, as though
got beauty from amrutha sea floods heritage by treasure of manikya only constituted,made beautiful by moon system or decorated well, the directions which he was standing ,till my fixed vision getting tired was seing with interest.
Apart from
that,the air comingfrom that side,flower fragrance coming from that side,birds tone coming from that
side,ready to hear his news. As he has undertaken rushi
dress is not rough dress,by
joining him youth became
very beautiful,as he is wearing
in ear paarijaatha flowers are very
beautiful,as he is there heaven has become
romantic,as his beauty treasure
is there,it is not possible to win over manmatha by anybody ,thinking like this ,by separation
of punyathma (one who has done good deed),let not prana go,wearing japasara (chanting garland,rosary)in
neck as ‘protection’(raksha),like
wishper which he tells in
loneliness,joining ear showing
paarijaatha flower bunch(manjari),like
the happiness produced by his hand touch,appearing in
cheek,and filled in ears like flower
buds shining romanticism,,with bored mind was sitting alone .in same time my thambula(pan) box wearer
makarike(tharalike) was remaining
near pond for some time,later coming
near to me told slowly like
this.”matha(amma)”one who made to wear this flower bunch he without being seen by his friend munikumara ,entering
in densely grown
creepers group ,slowly came and
asked by smooth words,affectionately
much about you.
How it means
is “this girl is from whose side?what is
her name?why did she come here?whose daughter?decorated by these blossomed
flowers ,from lotus lake which side she
went?he asked,then I told to munikumara
like this. ”she is produced by sun rays-born in apsara lasses(divines
dames) family gouri and gandharva world lord
hamsa’s dayghter.her name is
“mahashvetha”.today she had come to take
bath in this lake
along with her mother.now she is going to her house
hemakuta.thinking for a little
which later told to me.” Hey moon
faced ,by seing your serious shape in
this small age,if she delicate (soft)
natured she is asked,my request will not fail(fruitless)with this hope I have
come to you”. After he told like this
joined hands with honour”worshipable
let these be order extraordinary good gentleman like you.even to see me
is it ordinary? Which is one who have punya like me?
To tell
truth (to be frank) thinking me as close order me what is to be done by me?then
I will be blessed” .i told him then he
was very happy.apart from that”hey, thin bellied,,as black cloud covers spread
and grown by side as though producing dark,buds of honge(……………?)tree that munikumara took and sqeezed on clean
stone. seing that and this side tearing
silk dhothi which he had covered
on that by honge juice wrote (by nail of
right hand little figure).
Laterwithout
seen by any body take this letter and
give to that girl he has sent.she
removed that secret letter from her bag
and gave.the pundarika’s which she told
was only words ful.(shabdamaya)was
like giving toch joy of embrace.though only entered ear
,entering whole body spread ,emiting out
romantic was informing.making manmatha
to come on body (lust excitement),like manthra , made without having consciousness on body on
seing and opening that letter.,manasa lake born
swan(hamsa) clean like pearl garland ,being overdesired by lotus stem(taavareya
dantu) showing some direction ,being carried away very far,you through clean pearl neck chain making me overdesire like lotus
stem,to me has carried drawn the desire upon you very far!to hamsa bird born in
manasa lake showing like
desire of clean lotus stem, like
your clean pearl chain
you have attracted very much love
in my mind upon you.on examining this
poetry of aaryavrittha (a kind of meter,chandassu) as though making drinks(liquors) , to previously intoxicated
,like bad sleep to poisoned person,like dark spreading to blind,like illusion
of direction to ,one who has missed
path,to one who is held by devil(ghost)
as though kettathola(………………?) coming,to one who is not religious like teaching chaarvaka religiom(system), one who has
illusion by nature,magicians peacock feather
brush fanning,became what shall I say!
Later for having seen second time,that friend has done amrutha drinks or has got
and came boon the punya(good deed)
done in past birth has started to
give birth to fruit,wheather
experiencing heavenly joy, some goodness might have this ,I saw her with much curiosity. Seing like that calling her near
to sit with affection correcting her spread hair , smearing her cheeks slowly
in between us I am owner,she is
servant,difference has been changed repeated has very much
respecting like this “tharalika”how did you see him? He to what
extent was throwing his vision towards us? What did he say? How much long were you with him?how long was he following
us.like this leaving all relatives that saw holder (pan box holder) and I were
sitting on upstairs .I was repeatedly asking same matter again and again. Like this day
time spent.at that time striken by lust, lotuses closed. Getting inside bees attacked (attached)to them.this is lotus
creeper female her beloved sun’s
separation pain becoming unconscicious
,covering her inner mnd.appearing like dark.chakravaka couples
like bright of moon charm beautifully,brightfully were
acting tender lotus
stem(dantu?),one tip male and another tip female,like this biting again and again.then due to
it’s inner then through it’s inner
hollowness (empty tube),male’s mind female and female’s mind male
as though have absorbed pain of
separation covering during that night.they were with pain of
manmatha memtally ,got separated.then
umbrella holding attender came inside
through door “mother “mother when we had been to take bath ,two rushi kumaras on the lake’s
bank,among them one one has come asking
chanting bead(japasara) has come and stood at palace door” told.prince what shall I
say!suddenly on hearing name rushi
kumara , thinking that pundarika himself
might have come ,though siting where I were
as though running to door and
standing I became.
Then calling
one kanchuki(door keeperasked him to bring quickly as though tender moonlight
with love,kapinjala was coming
with kanchuki who was whitened due to old age.like that youth to beauty,manmatha(lust god) to youth,
vasantha season(spring) to manmatha,,slow air to vasantha season,as they
are together found pundarika’s assistant
that munikumara .then he was found upset ,being not able to decide
what to do,as though sorrowful, requesting something was coming
I found.suddenly rising in
front doing namaskarams ,making him to
sit on golden chair by giving
chair on which I was sitting,washed his feet though he was telling ‘not
to ‘not to’(don’t,don’t)by my wearing
cloth (towel),dried up his wet feet.later penancier(thapasvi)desiring to talk
with me as pan box woman was near by side he saw at her in angle of his eye.then i as she is here he is hesitating to talk thinking
like this by his vision only .then I “hey, muneeshvara ,this (SHE)is
not DIFFERENT FROM MY BODY YOU CAN TELL
WITHOUT HESITATION AND TALK” I told.then he “amma,(mother) with shy to
talk my tongue won’t rise up.eating potatos and tubers in forests
rushi’s behaviors? Where love upon
youths(young females)? Apart from
that ,sister now as to be laughed luck
has done something to me.i am going to
help lust hurry low business (negotiation).how to tell this
in front of you??if thought is it
suitable for jade(knot of hairs).or suitable
for silk cloth worn?
Or according to penance?or is
it means of punya? Still should be
told.no other go(way). Simply if not told
it will be meaningless.therefore now at least by giving life only should save the life of my friend.therefore ,who has fickle (unfirm)eyes by joy pushing shyness I am going to tell in
front of you. I in front of you only
talking harshly with my friend
,afterwards stopping cutting of flowers
by anxiety without being able to
stand there went to other place. At the
same tinme you also returned to your
home.then in order to see what he is
doing alone came to previous place.he was not there.
Mind was upset.what is this,he dancing as manmatha did(made to),fascinating to
music of hunters running behind them
like deer ran behind back of that girl?
With
shyness to show me his face in fear might have disappeared?or by anger
excitement has he left me and gone?or
in middle of this forest filled with honge trees is he searching for me?discussing like this ,
since birth ,no practice of leaving him
even for a minute,with pain ,again
searching for that friend thought like
this in mind.being very much lust intoxicated (lust controlled) in front of me
with shyness might have commited
accident!by shyness anybody can do
anything! Searching seing not being seen
thinking something in mind ,hey, having eyes like lotus.now in this
forest it is not proper to leave him
alone,with hesitation ,at root(base) of trees,in herd of honge trees,in dense
sandal trees lines,in thickly grown
creeper houses,wandering near pond banks searched.while searching like this like that,near one lake as forest is dense as
though filled with flowers only as
though filled with as though filled with kokilas only,as filled with peacocks
only ,as though mother house to vasantha(spring),very beautiful in a bush of
creeper ,even not shaking eye lids without moovments,,as though written in
figures(drawings)as though carved,as though forgotten,,as though subordinate
(control of)to death, foud him existing.as though entering inside to see life
beloved residing inside heart,,as though
covering whole body to separation fire being afraid of suddenly disappearing,in disturbed
mindsea,evev not moving a little drowned, ,all senses of that muni (saint)were hidden in body.apart from that covering from inside lust fire smoke mass as though surrounding to eye,by dense eye lashes increased tears of
flood was flowing freely.his lip
brightness spreading more
inside heart, coming out were
looking like flames of separation
fire.from this flame added,from heat long sighs the creeper flowers petals were
drying out. He by his secure worries had kept his hand on cheek.it’s nail brightness spreading above
shining like sandal thilaka (naama) kept
on forehead.the bunch of paarijaatha flower
which had decorated previously
,was not there .still collected flower fragrance had not gone from there!
But by desire bees were sounding coming near ear!that sound were as though that bees sound were as
though reciting control manthra(vashikarana)
manthra of manmatha.apart from that bees
group gathered in ear were
reminded ear ornament of blue lotus.( was like blue lotus worn in ear).by pain of separation body hairs arising from hair wells ,in whole
body manmatha’s arrows fixing were seen
like this feather’s
appearing outside.on his chest
your pearl chain was shining like manmatha’s
flag!as it’s delicate brightness
was emiting out,that by his touch joy(sparsha sukha)of right hand ,produced
romanticism was appearing! For good
fragrance coming attracting bees
champaka buds were falling upon him.
They were
looking as manmatha’s heating wall,smoke arising apart from that his arrows as though pouring upon him.(here champaka buds one compared with manmatha’s arms. And gathered bees are
compared with smoke) (smiles).apart from that manmatha experimenting vashikarana
powder.like falling up flower
dustsred ,their love adding (involving)
him also above shaking due to air, forest godess(vana lakshmi) as though doing like intercourse state throne rising bath(sambhoga raajyaabhisheka?) ceremony,from
above flower bunches bees masses,south air added with sound of bees, followd by excessive forest’s good fragrance ,like noise of
jaikaara done to vasantha(spring) king,
were disturbing him very much as though have gotten
different birth ,as though having got different shape ,who was difficult to recognise due to
separation pain.
Ayyo! What
did fate do?to correct this what are plans(techniques)?this knowledge treasure
has been simply robbed!what shall I do
next?he got tumulted.(upset).apart from that
who was virtuous,mine of intellect, forefront person in
munikumara’s mass ,that friend manmatha (lust god) in this way ,within a few
moments has pressed and thrown.feeling like this, coming
to marble stone base
inside latha mantapa(creeper mantap),hey lotus faced ,sitting near
him,smearing his body slowly,friend why are you like this now?asked him ,who
had closed his eyes asked like this.on asking like that (thus) then opened his closed welded eyes some how . his eyes red due
to crying without control.apart from
that , water had filled.there by added with clean water shining like real lotus
petalled eyes saw me.
For a while
seing me only directly’ friend you know
all my informations, why do you ask again?’like this with shyness
spelling unclear by only few
words asked with difficulty.what you are telling is right.only this much I will tell.pundarika ,wheather this is religious secret got by
studying or yoga practice?or other path
of liberation tell.without thinking in mind even a little,what if you disturb your
patience ?where did your
scripture knowledge go?by this sinful
fellow manmatha can you undergo
odd fun like this?apart from that,
going near black cobra thinking that
a rising dhupa smoke, embracing
sword as blue lotus, good garland,lifting burning charcoal as red ratna,,thinking that you will get
punya(result of good deed),pouring water to
poisonous creepers,without it as
happiness ,is it proper to fall in
sensual pleasure like this?apart from that river going out of path
filled with much rajo gunas,without controlling senses without
controlling the disturbed mind,to
be like this is not fit.’bad behaved ‘manmatha should be made to run away,,stoping my words,washing thick tears
drop coming down from dense eye
lashes ,he told.”friend,who is established in peace,what is use from more
words?you are not attacked by forest fire of manmatha.therefore you are advicing me ?friend, to whom senses
are there,when there is mind,,one who really
sees,one who hears like that understand spoken words,apart from that who
knows what is bad and good,,they will
listen to your good feel.(sadbhavane).will people like me listen?tell!what
other is to be told?in this condition(position) which I am staying,who is
relative like you and me?
What shall I
do? I don’t know what to do?see,I am not
able to control my self.you know all
these kinds for this situation.this is not right that also you know.how means, talking birth at the time
of total destruction(pralaya),twelve sun systems rays producing severe sunlight to this lust fever curing
procedure you have to do quickly before
I die,I wish.all parts of my body are
are feeling as though baked,my eye balls are getting burned.what shall I
do?heart is as though baked. This body is burning continuously.
If you are
really able to avoid this avoid”.telling this ,’hey lotus faced ‘
talking like this stoped talk.while he was not talking again in order to advice him,by general words many
epics pravachanas (lectures) and many scripture sentences gave examples and told.he did not listen to
it.i was very much afraid by seing him
who is unconscious of body.no place(chance) to advice.thinking like this I should do my best ,rising from there went to
achchoda lake,from there brought cool lotus
stem(dantu?),lotus leaves added with water water drops,brought fine white lotus and black lotus(kannaidile) flowers with
fragrance.from pollens.in that creeper
house on marble stione ,spreading them arranged good bed.he slept there..later I
sqeezing by hand sandal tree tender buds by side,naturally fragrant having cool effect like snow,from that rasa (juice)from forehead
to leg applied continuously.peeling one
tree stem near by ,adding campher powder
making bell pressing pressing on
body continuously,(like potlice using salt
heat excetra)was emiting sweat. Added with little drops of pure water ,making tender banana
(suli?..........) as fan I was blowing again and again..though done many kind
of cool treatment,all those to pundarika like
tablets producing heat were giving only pain.
jewel among females(women), and
skillful where is that mahashvetha ?always indulged in forest dwelling added with deer kid dull pundarika where!on
seing like this why manmatha produced
separation pain to him?like that
daring,infamous ,difficult to achieve , non manageable, matter indulging manmatha without kindness will do
by negligence only? For that reason
what to do? Who will protect?which place to go?in this matter which
cleverness can be done?which help is
there? Which plan? What logic can be
done? How to save my friend’s life? What more shall I do? Is there any way
thought in various kinds.while thinking
that again I thought like this in
myself.if I go on thinking like this and sit durectionless ,what is fruit?this
is good,this is bad,leaving these feelings ,some way I should save my friends life(prana).why more
talk?how to save his life quick?thinking like this ,except bringing her here no
other plan.this rushikumara thinking that this is against to penance is not
able to do anything.apart from that to spell ‘female’from his mouth also feels
shy.to go near her and to tell by
himself a fear.on this side manmatha is killing him.all these seing by my
eyes what other shall I think.totally I
should save life of my friend surely.
Therefore should go near her some how
and must tell his charecters .deciding like this ,again”hey ,having eyes
like bird chakora to me also this is not
fit work to do.still as I must go I will go .if he becomes conscious and knows ,this is low work and
difficult also.therefore he may tell don’t go
,thinking like this without
telling him anything,giving some
reason(false),came very quickly .hey,lotus eyed, this is my friend’s
condition.now,cause of so much separation pain,for love upon you which is
feasible and as I have come so far,to
you also which is fit to do that is left
to you.this is truth” telling like this ,hey king, to this what she will say
,let us ask,my face only seingwith
silence.hey king,,on hearing that as though drowned in joy ocean,by mutual meeting (union)having got high love
,as though experiencing
extraordinary joy mass ,all
though all desires having been met,became
like this senses having got peak of
inexperiencible joy,along with love added with shyness ,bending head low for some time,without
touching eye lash and cheek,one behind other,densely pouring
profuse tears of joy,expressing my extraordinary (exclusive) joy I thought
like this in myself.
Some how
save my friend’s life.in request you giving saree border(seragoddi) ,telling
like this ,without givimg me chance to
give repley,coming in front of my
mother door keeping females,by surrounding females,fans,pan box wearing,mirror
attendant females through filled up door some how escaped and went
off.at that time this side ,due to my
ill health worry dried up faced my mother was sitting for
some time went to her house.what
did she say?what did time on this
side sun who is prana lover of lotuses drowning ,disturbed by mud of pathala world,,great destruction time oceans covering beyond border and through history coming to occupy whole world,spreading rising above dark covering,,I without knowing what to do
told like this to tharalike”my
mind and all senses are not under control.
What shall I do?you only tell me.kapinjala muni are all
in front of you only , you all
so know.
(maintaining) caste system becoming
blind by love ,joining lover(beloved)before marriage only if got married it will be non religious.for me it is not possible to go beyond
gurus and elders .therefore now death is only my fate.if kapinjala maharshi
comes to home by himself I did not give repley to him.is there higher love break than this? On this side
my friend.if he tells what I did as it
is will die in despair.”hey, broad eyed
like lotus ,how can solve defect of killing muni
produced by this?some how I am
spoiled”.talking like this elephants kumbhasthala by name chandra(moon) pressing and splitting (cutting)as though
pearls inside it bursting (exploding)
above,very clear galaxy of stars appeared.by pollens of flowers beautifully appearing forest line
Face of east female
Recreated by
rising moon’s slight light.later tjen
only born moon system with curiosity
of seing earth ,rised above from pathala loka(deep down world),adishesha’s hood
shining brightness red, shined like
circle of ratnas.in love fight by
jealousy angry rohini hitting her leg’s lac’srasa smearing whole body,vast sea’s havalas(pearls) brightness as
though spread ,lion by name purva
parvatha(estern mountains) hiting as though
blood has entered from body of
deer present in moon system(globe). Moon ray appeared beautifully to eye red bright.like this from new udaya raga
becoming red moon on seing severely burning kama
fire flame as though with mass
(group),,deep dark heart in myself
thought like this.
How did fire burning place became dark?this opposition by telling
meaning of word dark by saying ‘not
knowing what to do’will be solved.malaya maarutha (mountain air) on this side
group of trees on that side
,group of intoxicated body forgotten
kokilas with pride all these are shining
very much.not enough to this ,this low moon has
rised above ,appearing himself .ayyo spoiled .this seperatiom pain is
increasing in my mind.
Now low
(inferior) moon taking birth previously striked by
typhoid s(vishama sheetha fever)
charcoal(burning) rain as though
pouring snow on excessively cold
person,to man with big poisonous boil,
as though snake bite ,as though really happened
like this being upset (tumult) became unconscious then with very much
activity brought by tharalike , by sandal smeared (applied) and by
many cooling treatment ,treatment carried out from that same
awakening from unconsciousness as
sorrowness of mind increasing ,tears
following profusely on cheeks and breast ,I
saw tharalika who was crying holding me.on seing like that as my body was smeared by sandal (srigandha) joining hands
which were still wet “ I request you
only this much .you leave much shyness.to you why is fear of these father and mother?rise up come.i can’t
see still how much time ,without pity
upon him you will keep quiet like
this?hey,lotus faced ask me to go and
comes.i will go before mind only and
bring your beloved.
Tharalike
asking like this,what are you telling?what to do with elders ?tell.like death this man also has risen.you without delaying ,if you
carry with with kindness get up let us
go.today till prana exists in my
body by punya (good deed) wheather will be able to see prana lover
or not, I don’t see!like this
holding only due to reduced
weakness rised from there some how.on rising
like that suddenly then my right
eye started winking(BLINKING)as it is bad sign fate to this sinful ,what more bad effects will it produce
,this fever was produced in my mind.later water on stair case of three
words made to come out beautiful globe shaped hole, from shining moon‘s stem,as though ganga flood sandal water
flood coming down,as though milk
sea is boiling,moon light was spread
through out world.
What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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Selective
translation of ‘karnataka kadambari’
written by nagavarma ,translated to kannada prose by ha.ve. narayana
shastry,translated to English by
dr.raveendra hosadurga.
Original
source:’kabambari’ of baanabhatta in
Sanskrit(samskrutha)
Part selected:mahasvetha vritthantha
(news of
(history) of mahasvetha) 5th
edition ,2017,published by kannada saahithya parishath.
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I am
grateful to great poetic prose novelist
baanabhatta,great poet naagavarma,scholar sriha.ve. narayana shastry for their works
And also grateful to
president and members of kannada saahithya parishat,chamaraja
pet,bengaluru-560018
translation is my hobby. Please correct and
excuse if there are any mistakes.
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That is
how,hey prince who is prominent of
king’s family(dynasty),in heaven there are
females called apsaras(divine dames) which also know.among them there
are fourteen tribes(budakattus).they are famous
from their corresponding names,depending upon source of different
births.that is how from earth,from sea,(moon)from air,from sun,from
amrutha,from death,from brahma,from manmatha,from from water,from Vedas,,from
lightning,,from fire,apart from that ,muni(saint) born by(from) dakshabrahma,,two
females by name ariste gandharva family took birth.
There
chaithraratha who was elder to fifteen people like cithrasena
took birth in woman called muni
as son.he became king of gandharvas. Also he had greatness of having friendship of devendra.his fame was spread in
three worlds.from that chithraratha
garden by name of chithraratha
and big lake achchoda was constructed.apart from that being senior to (elder to) six people like thambura excetra residence of
purusharthas of ariste ,close friend of
devendra ,and like sun to white lotus
f chithraratha a son by name by name hamsa was born.(dharma(duty
,religion), artha (money),kaama(lust),
moksha (liberation) are purusharthas.apart from that there is mountain hemakuta ,at the same distance which is residence of kimpurushas.there
famous high in family of gandharvas,that chithraratha charecterised by all virtues,hamsa also ruling kingdom both indulged in mutually doing happy conversation play were joyful.
In apsara female born by moon rays moon like
faced gowri was borm.she was shining as though
moon, brightful and greatly
beautiful,clean,by flood of beauty.like
friendship of devaganga(divine ganga) to milk sea (ksheera samudra),to
hamsa ,who is famous as gandharva family supreme(shresta) gowri got married.
By equal
families,beauty,treasure(wealth),by show off of
youth,with united mind,having single feel,,equal love shining young couples,were enjoying married
life got by new youth.
Prince,what
shall I say?to that great souled parents,bad lucked,having body which is
mass of sin sorrowful me took
birth as daughter.My father who is gandharva
king ,by seing me out of much love,kept name mahasvetha. My parents were
not having children for long
time.therefore more than son were
protecting (rearing) me from supreme love.in few days childhood without source of
love,sorrow,labour any of these spending
vasatha(spring) shined by buds and
flowers ,branch of flowers shining by
line of bees ,in my body show off of youth
step by step increased. Later by intoxication of lust increasing play of unchaste woman even during day , out of aviveka(inability to
differentiate good and bad),manmatha
killing people seperated people getting satisfaction,by tunkara of lust arrows splitting travelers chest,blood
spilling on path,to king shishira
season(winter),death like vasantha
Season came.in
vasantha season(spring) coming like that nalina(lotus) ,white
lotus(kumuda),kuvalaya(blue lotus),kalhaara (red lotus),shining by water flowes
to achchoda lake for bath along with her mother. On seing, picture of parameshwara drawn(written)by parvathi
godess for sake of worship
on rock of bank doing namaskarams,on the bank of that
lake white lotus(kumuda), blue lotus (kuvalaya),red lotus(kalhaara) .this is bush of beautiful flower keepers,occupied by intoxicated bees.today rasa leakng being
split by beeks of
Kokilas with buds,sweet mango trees group.this is on
listening to sound of peacock left by
feared snakes,sandal trees hindilu(bush,group),thinking like this was moving
with very much interest, there from one side producing supreme joy to
nose,added with mass of bees,being
brought by wild air,flower’s divine fragrance,covering other flower’s
smell,was coming spreading.covering like that
suitable to divine world,never smelled before,smelling that flower’s
fragrance.
From where
did it come?as wonder was increasing ,holding it’s path,to melodious tune of leg
chains king swans coming tpgether,I was going
forward.there at some distance
a young muni
(munikumara,saint) was coming to take bath in lake,by fire(spark) of
forehead of parameshwara(lord shiva)
manmatha(god of lust) got burnt by severe sorrow.to have him penancing mamatha’s friend
like vasantha beautiful shaped young muni(saint’s son)was shining very
well. To get full advantage of image(bimba),fully from that desire big muni vratha(oath,deeksha) as though moon
on the head of parameshwara ,that young
saint was shining.apart from that
brightness of body has accompanied(caused) shine around body.
Therefore burning as though in midst of burning
fire flame and as though inside
of shining creeper lifhtning
was appearing.therefore his form was not able to understand. Clearly having beauty like
enlightment lamp from brightness of rushi’s body. Increased eda and pingala closer.that forest was shining like golden forest.if seen bright
red jades munikumara(young
muni)as though being wet by gorochana were shining like cotton’s mangala
suthra(sacred thread).first in good time of getting graced by vidya godess,worn sandal thulasi
nama(thilaka) new vibhuthi
thilaka was shining
in forehead .,he was comparable to flood of ganga river added with heaps
of sand.that munikumara’s long eyes
were very attractive,all deers of forest as though have given one one fraction (part) of their
eyes,like garland of threaded eyes was
shining.
Love created
by new youth,as it was not able to enter mind,as though standing outside,his red lip
like lotus raga bead(padma raga mani),like thonde fruit bright
reflecting as though opposing(more
brighter than it’s brightness).
At poet’s time(kavisamaya) love
is red coloured. Therefore has described
red lip as outside love. Not yet
grown mustache his lotus like face were beautiful were reminding golden lotus,not yet attacked by little bees.
Here we should know as blossoming
red lotus just mow.that munikumara’s
very clean sacred thread(yajnopavitha)
like thread of manmatha’s
bow as though pond of great penance
grown up lotus stem threads were
shining.
Alumful(sphatikamaya) in the hand munieshvara
(lord of munies)was looking like vakula fruit added with stalk.soft like
bud held clean alum(sphatika) japasara(chanting chain,rosary) was
resembling tears sheding down from eyes
of rathi godess who is weeping by destruction of manmatha.
That munikumara’s Whirled beautiful
deep naval(hokkalu),pure, all vidyas(educations)rivers union appearing whirls,were shining. God’s
world mandara trees threads(fibres)
constructed and new,being whirled in river devaganga(divine ganga) river washed and holied,like eye of
old chakora bird,beautiful,very fine dhothi(panche) was shining. Apart from
that like decoration to vratha
(deeksha,oath) of celibacy(brahmacharya),like new youth to religion like fancy
(show off) of fun to saraswathi,to lessons of vidya(education) like husband
svayamvara(self selection of grooms )to
all Vedas symbol of meeting point . he
was more man young muni equal to him had come to this forest selecting cutting flowers with
desire was coming behind
him. . hey , king like this to the forest’s inside
lake I saw incessantly who was
coming for bath.while I was seing,I saw with wonder flower bunch kept on ear of
that munikumara’s( young muni) .that was like mass of sweat drops produced during inter course rathi,who is manmatha’s
wife,like intoxicated fan(chamara) of ntoxicated
elephant of manmatha,like smile
of forest lakshmi (vana lakshmi), slow air coming from south chaithra
month(spring) was giving shining like
from corns (aralu) in
offer(arghya) during welcome time. Seducing and intoxicating bees lines group following back of new fragrance might have come from this flower bunch,I decided.thinking like
that seing moon face of that munikumara
lakshmi residing joyfully,lotuses feast
to eye moon system,brahma
creating first,later has created this
beautiful face.to create two identical things
again and again Brahma is not a dullard.before creating this face ,as
models he started creating
and prepared well.after sufficient training has done this munikumara’s face.
“In Krishna paksha(black
fortnight)sun by his rays named ‘sushumna’ by his rays,drinks moon’s kalas(blacks)”’as is told
in epics.this is false.listen what I
say,all these moon’s brightness is
joining body of this muni kumara.this is sure.otherwise,this beautiful,while
doing penance,will it emit this much of brightness?.thus having pride only in
his beauty,like this in new youth,not giving chance to virtues and defects
decision manmatha,drinking new flower juice,prideful female bee I lost
control.(became intoxicated).later forgetting to leave breath,forgetting even
blinking (winking)eyes ,in hurry to fall upon,being upset,curvedly (bent) with
desireful eyes to see him..sorrounding his beauty juice with very much interest
drinking excessively,I am subordinate to to you,I will mind by keeping it on palm,trying to get
concentration,”manmatha is troubling me protect me” like this as though I have surrendered to you,give one
place in your mind,showing desire like this,possible only by very low level
girls,this very shyful desire is not suitable for me.,though I know that I am
doing suchan unfit work,as yhough
stagnant by very interest as though
written in figure,as though unconscious ,as though held by somebody was seung
him only without shaking.as though manmatha’s flower
arrow piercing my body was vibrating.as though washed well from sweat shyness went off.to
see beauty of that great person,romance appeared(occurred).
To give entry to manmatha from inside long sigh was coming
outside incesently.(if all air comes out
emptying inside then there is
provision for entry of kama(lust
god).starting from there,together many types of
lust vikaras(changes) happening,without having any experience
previously,newly fear fear
producing upset(tumulted) with
sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha
,winner of senses and filled up with brahma thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladiesthey will throw away all ethical
mattersand get tied up,she is good maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how I was notable to
control my mind in any way. Loving
themselves there are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
To give
entry to manmatha from inside long sigh
was coming outside incesently.(if all air comes out emptying inside then there is provision for entry of kama(lust god)).starting from there,together
many types of lust vikaras(changes)
happening,without having any experience previously,newly fear producing
upset(tumulted) with sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha ,winner of senses and filled up with brahma
thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only
with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladies
they will throw away all ethical matters
and get tied up,she is good
maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how
I was not able to control my mind in any way. Loving themselves there
are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
After
wondering like this consoling myself
before my intellect goes beyond my control,before loosing value it is better fo
ne to go away first.otherwise he seing
desireless kama(lust) changes’ayyo, some what yielded mind’s thinking like this may give curse
also.are not munies angry persons usually? Trying to return ,without neglecting
(condemning) worshiped by all should not
be left, weared in curley hairs beautiful flowers playing on cheek shining well ,added with
tender buds,beautiful ear ornament(ole) enjoying on shoulder without blinking again and again
my body of that muni,seing beautiful did namaskarams.later as it is difficult
to win manmatha (lust god) as it is
impossible to control senses as vasantha(spring) season produces pride(intoxication)
totally to me also this kind of sorrowful yoga was there.that young muni
observing my changes(vikaras) manmatha shook his mind like lamp flame kept in air.on doing like that
as mind was coming towards to me
,as he was coming forward to show
path his breath became
long.suddenly lass in order to
welcome her,suddenly romance appeared. Celibacy
(brahmacharya) protected up to this
,will be spoiled ,by this fear his
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) in his hand was shaking with wonder.( for
him also control of kama expiration)
romantic vibration developed).apart from that rather than this paarijatha creeper(manjari) other leaving in vasantha
season ,other flower bud is shining on
his cheek,sweat drops appeared .he by affection of mind seing at me only
lifting eye.his excessive whiteness of eye had made that all space has been
filled with white lotus by this group of white lotuses rising
from achchoda lake coming above
has joined in the sky,was spread in four directions.
Then a
thought like this in myself”manmatha who
is teacher of lust dance himself has done all kind of theses mischieves.if not what is intercourse
enjoyment?not knowing this rushi son’s
vision ,way of pouring amrutha
,boiling,flowing shringaara rasa,pouring
of joyful tears ,by burden of joy moving shaking one kind,even a little not shaking that or this side,falling upon me
as though has appeared from tip of creeper eye brow along with sleep,jada showing out pride tired dull
face,how it came without
proven practical thinking like
this seing I I went near him as I got this much oppurtnity..doing
namaskarams to muni with him’what is the name of this
young muni?
Whose son is
he?the flower worn by him is very rare
never before(apurva) in earth.this is cut and brought from which high(supreme)tree flower bunch?all
these are to be informed.’I am very much wondered’ I asked him freely(closeness)on asking like
this that muni laughing slightly’hey
girl,by which interest you are asking them?
If you are interested in this I will tell, listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting
namaskarams from all rushies,producing joy to all all munies
scholar in all high vidyas(educations) and very beautiful shvethakethu
maharshi was there.one day he had come
to take bath in pundarika lake.in that
lotus lake in midst of dense
lotuses,shining broad in one lotus lakshmi
godess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all parts) of that
devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that suddenly
in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilisation happened. Suddenly one supreme beautiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas(educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden)..
If you are interested in this I will tell listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting namaskarams from all rushies,producing
joy to all all munies scholar in all hifh vidyas(educations) and
very beautiful sfvethakathu maharshi was
there.one day he had come to take bath in
pundarika lake.in that lotus lakein midst of dense lotuses,shining broad
in one lotus lakshmigodess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all
parts) that devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that
suddenly in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilation happened. Suddenlt one supreme beaytiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas*educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden).
Coming like that doing namaskarams “worshipable, in three
worlds ,to your supreme beauty this divine flower bunch is ornament acceptable well.wear it in ear.let
birth of paarijaatha become blessed like this. she requested
munikumara. then munikumara shying in praise of his beauty as though not
hearing was going forward.she without
leaving was coming behind him.i saw and
said “friend! by little grace to this lady can’t you make her joyful? I asked.
He “why this to me?,no no though he was
telling without leaving she kept on his
ear and went off”like this friend muni
telling pundarika by lips and cheeks
showing smile”you have desire for the
flower bunch “. Therefore tell why to inform in other way? Telling this
separating from ear removing” I am
loving you give me sex joy”telling this,though tone of bees,bunch of
flowers which was bright like galaxy of
stars, he made to wear in my ear. What
to tell more?by little touch of my cheek
only by joy his hand was shaking very much.along with his shy
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) also
sliped and fell down..before falling down to earth ,which he was not knowing I holding
that japasara (chanting bead chain) put
that bright garland around neck. Then I felt as though embracing arms of that muneeshwara and
enjoyed joy.
At that
momet my umbrella holding attender came and saw” mother,don’t delay .queen is ready to return to house after finishing bath.you also come
now only”,telling this,though I was not willing
even a little ,like newly held female elephant keeping ankusha( a sharp instrument to control elephent) turning with
compulsion dragged and took me off.as she was carrying me with compulsion as though keyed by mass of arms of manmatha (lust god)as though played in his
beauty of face appearing on cheek at the tip of romantic
thorns as though pricked togetheras though stretched by thread of beauty,drew
my vision,which was pierced in him with much trial and upset(tumult).as I went
from there,suddenly seing his loss of
courage “friend pundarika !this is not the way which only ordinary (non
–scholars) go,without thinking even a
little in mind lost peace!where did your
knowledge go?like this being chest disturbed lost control?friend, to your
new suddenly there upset (disturbed)
of senses from where did it come? Where did your boldness go?where
did your hardness go? When did negligence of family joy went off? Where is mass
of your Vedas? Where is your celibacy(brahmacharya)? Where is your knowledge of scriptures?where
is your yathitva(saintship)?where is your control over youth?like this
incessantky (without gap) such
enjoyment not leaving even people like you ,if it dies like this,the
viveka(ability to discriminate right and wrong) which was got by studying scriptures?where is value to
vedic scriptures,knowledge of other world(paraloka) became useless(meaningless)!from your hand japasara (chanting bead chain,rosary)
some how fell down. Though she carried away it in front of you only you are
not knowing means,who are then
without prajna(consciousness) like you?
Therefore at
least now you keep your mind in
control”.telling like this acting as
though feeling shy”kapinjala! Like this tieing knot one to one don’t think otherwise.the mistake
of cheating me which she did I don’t
bear surely.”telling like
this rising with artificial anger with much difficulty he frowned.his fearful
frowned eye brow even appearing very romantic.
By desire of
kissing me his lip was shaking ,then
that young muni told me”hey,fickle minded
without giving my chanting bead (japasara) don’t moov even a single step!telling this I
took garland in my neck thinking as chanting bead(japasara) took to
hand. Like this for opening dance of
manmatha’s gave pushpanjali(flower
anjali)removed and gave pearl chain.he also
with vision fixed in my face only
with zero(shunya) heart thinking that
itself as chanting bead I went off from
there .being upset as though taken bath
in by sweat bathed in
pond.later friends like turning river cross ,through out ,passesd with
very much difficulty compulsively carried me
to house.on carrying me ,day with
my mother with very much difficulty
came to palace .joining my
residence by his separation ,without
consciousness on body wheather came to homeor
or not wheather with friends
or not wheather I am sleeping or
awaken well weather with friends or not ? weather
Wheather I am sleeping or awaken
well,wheather silent or speaking,wheather joyful or sorrowful,wheather laughing or crying due
to depression,wheather day or night,is
this sorrow or disease,of mental upset,is
this good or bad, I was not knowing all
these were not there to me.
Where shall
I go?with whom shall I talk with
closeness?what to hear?what to see
with desire?to whom to tell
this?next how is my life?these by pain of separation I could not know.later making to stand all
friends and all servents at door only,climbing
steps of lass home(kannevada) keeping
face in ratnaful window, as though
got beauty from amrutha sea floods heritage by treasure of manikya only constituted,made beautiful by moon system or decorated well, the directions which he was standing ,till my fixed vision getting tired was seing with interest.
Apart from
that,the air comingfrom that side,flower fragrance coming from that side,birds tone coming from that
side,ready to hear his news. As he has undertaken rushi
dress is not rough dress,by
joining him youth became
very beautiful,as he is wearing
in ear paarijaatha flowers are very
beautiful,as he is there heaven has become
romantic,as his beauty treasure
is there,it is not possible to win over manmatha by anybody ,thinking like this ,by separation
of punyathma (one who has done good deed),let not prana go,wearing japasara (chanting garland,rosary)in
neck as ‘protection’(raksha),like
wishper which he tells in
loneliness,joining ear showing
paarijaatha flower bunch(manjari),like
the happiness produced by his hand touch,appearing in
cheek,and filled in ears like flower
buds shining romanticism,,with bored mind was sitting alone .in same time my thambula(pan) box wearer
makarike(tharalike) was remaining
near pond for some time,later coming
near to me told slowly like
this.”matha(amma)”one who made to wear this flower bunch he without being seen by his friend munikumara ,entering
in densely grown
creepers group ,slowly came and
asked by smooth words,affectionately
much about you.
How it means
is “this girl is from whose side?what is
her name?why did she come here?whose daughter?decorated by these blossomed
flowers ,from lotus lake which side she
went?he asked,then I told to munikumara
like this. ”she is produced by sun rays-born in apsara lasses(divines
dames) family gouri and gandharva world lord
hamsa’s dayghter.her name is
“mahashvetha”.today she had come to take
bath in this lake
along with her mother.now she is going to her house
hemakuta.thinking for a little
which later told to me.” Hey moon
faced ,by seing your serious shape in
this small age,if she delicate (soft)
natured she is asked,my request will not fail(fruitless)with this hope I have
come to you”. After he told like this
joined hands with honour”worshipable
let these be order extraordinary good gentleman like you.even to see me
is it ordinary? Which is one who have punya like me?
To tell
truth (to be frank) thinking me as close order me what is to be done by me?then
I will be blessed” .i told him then he
was very happy.apart from that”hey, thin bellied,,as black cloud covers spread
and grown by side as though producing dark,buds of honge(……………?)tree that munikumara took and sqeezed on clean
stone. seing that and this side tearing
silk dhothi which he had covered
on that by honge juice wrote (by nail of
right hand little figure).
Laterwithout
seen by any body take this letter and
give to that girl he has sent.she
removed that secret letter from her bag
and gave.the pundarika’s which she told
was only words ful.(shabdamaya)was
like giving toch joy of embrace.though only entered ear
,entering whole body spread ,emiting out
romantic was informing.making manmatha
to come on body (lust excitement),like manthra , made without having consciousness on body on
seing and opening that letter.,manasa lake born
swan(hamsa) clean like pearl garland ,being overdesired by lotus stem(taavareya
dantu) showing some direction ,being carried away very far,you through clean pearl neck chain making me overdesire like lotus
stem,to me has carried drawn the desire upon you very far!to hamsa bird born in
manasa lake showing like
desire of clean lotus stem, like
your clean pearl chain
you have attracted very much love
in my mind upon you.on examining this
poetry of aaryavrittha (a kind of meter,chandassu) as though making drinks(liquors) , to previously intoxicated
,like bad sleep to poisoned person,like dark spreading to blind,like illusion
of direction to ,one who has missed
path,to one who is held by devil(ghost)
as though kettathola(………………?) coming,to one who is not religious like teaching chaarvaka religiom(system), one who has
illusion by nature,magicians peacock feather
brush fanning,became what shall I say!
Later for having seen second time,that friend has done amrutha drinks or has got
and came boon the punya(good deed)
done in past birth has started to
give birth to fruit,wheather
experiencing heavenly joy, some goodness might have this ,I saw her with much curiosity. Seing like that calling her near
to sit with affection correcting her spread hair , smearing her cheeks slowly
in between us I am owner,she is
servant,difference has been changed repeated has very much
respecting like this “tharalika”how did you see him? He to what
extent was throwing his vision towards us? What did he say? How much long were you with him?how long was he following
us.like this leaving all relatives that saw holder (pan box holder) and I were
sitting on upstairs .I was repeatedly asking same matter again and again. Like this day
time spent.at that time striken by lust, lotuses closed. Getting inside bees attacked (attached)to them.this is lotus
creeper female her beloved sun’s
separation pain becoming unconscicious
,covering her inner mnd.appearing like dark.chakravaka couples
like bright of moon charm beautifully,brightfully were
acting tender lotus
stem(dantu?),one tip male and another tip female,like this biting again and again.then due to
it’s inner then through it’s inner
hollowness (empty tube),male’s mind female and female’s mind male
as though have absorbed pain of
separation covering during that night.they were with pain of
manmatha memtally ,got separated.then
umbrella holding attender came inside
through door “mother “mother when we had been to take bath ,two rushi kumaras on the lake’s
bank,among them one one has come asking
chanting bead(japasara) has come and stood at palace door” told.prince what shall I
say!suddenly on hearing name rushi
kumara , thinking that pundarika himself
might have come ,though siting where I were
as though running to door and
standing I became.
Then calling
one kanchuki(door keeperasked him to bring quickly as though tender moonlight
with love,kapinjala was coming
with kanchuki who was whitened due to old age.like that youth to beauty,manmatha(lust god) to youth,
vasantha season(spring) to manmatha,,slow air to vasantha season,as they
are together found pundarika’s assistant
that munikumara .then he was found upset ,being not able to decide
what to do,as though sorrowful, requesting something was coming
I found.suddenly rising in
front doing namaskarams ,making him to
sit on golden chair by giving
chair on which I was sitting,washed his feet though he was telling ‘not
to ‘not to’(don’t,don’t)by my wearing
cloth (towel),dried up his wet feet.later penancier(thapasvi)desiring to talk
with me as pan box woman was near by side he saw at her in angle of his eye.then i as she is here he is hesitating to talk thinking
like this by his vision only .then I “hey, muneeshvara ,this (SHE)is
not DIFFERENT FROM MY BODY YOU CAN TELL
WITHOUT HESITATION AND TALK” I told.then he “amma,(mother) with shy to
talk my tongue won’t rise up.eating potatos and tubers in forests
rushi’s behaviors? Where love upon
youths(young females)? Apart from
that ,sister now as to be laughed luck
has done something to me.i am going to
help lust hurry low business (negotiation).how to tell this
in front of you??if thought is it
suitable for jade(knot of hairs).or suitable
for silk cloth worn?
Or according to penance?or is
it means of punya? Still should be
told.no other go(way). Simply if not told
it will be meaningless.therefore now at least by giving life only should save the life of my friend.therefore ,who has fickle (unfirm)eyes by joy pushing shyness I am going to tell in
front of you. I in front of you only
talking harshly with my friend
,afterwards stopping cutting of flowers
by anxiety without being able to
stand there went to other place. At the
same tinme you also returned to your
home.then in order to see what he is
doing alone came to previous place.he was not there.
Mind was upset.what is this,he dancing as manmatha did(made to),fascinating to
music of hunters running behind them
like deer ran behind back of that girl?
With
shyness to show me his face in fear might have disappeared?or by anger
excitement has he left me and gone?or
in middle of this forest filled with honge trees is he searching for me?discussing like this ,
since birth ,no practice of leaving him
even for a minute,with pain ,again
searching for that friend thought like
this in mind.being very much lust intoxicated (lust controlled) in front of me
with shyness might have commited
accident!by shyness anybody can do
anything! Searching seing not being seen
thinking something in mind ,hey, having eyes like lotus.now in this
forest it is not proper to leave him
alone,with hesitation ,at root(base) of trees,in herd of honge trees,in dense
sandal trees lines,in thickly grown
creeper houses,wandering near pond banks searched.while searching like this like that,near one lake as forest is dense as
though filled with flowers only as
though filled with as though filled with kokilas only,as filled with peacocks
only ,as though mother house to vasantha(spring),very beautiful in a bush of
creeper ,even not shaking eye lids without moovments,,as though written in
figures(drawings)as though carved,as though forgotten,,as though subordinate
(control of)to death, foud him existing.as though entering inside to see life
beloved residing inside heart,,as though
covering whole body to separation fire being afraid of suddenly disappearing,in disturbed
mindsea,evev not moving a little drowned, ,all senses of that muni (saint)were hidden in body.apart from that covering from inside lust fire smoke mass as though surrounding to eye,by dense eye lashes increased tears of
flood was flowing freely.his lip
brightness spreading more
inside heart, coming out were
looking like flames of separation
fire.from this flame added,from heat long sighs the creeper flowers petals were
drying out. He by his secure worries had kept his hand on cheek.it’s nail brightness spreading above
shining like sandal thilaka (naama) kept
on forehead.the bunch of paarijaatha flower
which had decorated previously
,was not there .still collected flower fragrance had not gone from there!
But by desire bees were sounding coming near ear!that sound were as though that bees sound were as
though reciting control manthra(vashikarana)
manthra of manmatha.apart from that bees
group gathered in ear were
reminded ear ornament of blue lotus.( was like blue lotus worn in ear).by pain of separation body hairs arising from hair wells ,in whole
body manmatha’s arrows fixing were seen
like this feather’s
appearing outside.on his chest
your pearl chain was shining like manmatha’s
flag!as it’s delicate brightness
was emiting out,that by his touch joy(sparsha sukha)of right hand ,produced
romanticism was appearing! For good
fragrance coming attracting bees
champaka buds were falling upon him.
They were
looking as manmatha’s heating wall,smoke arising apart from that his arrows as though pouring upon him.(here champaka buds one compared with manmatha’s arms. And gathered bees are
compared with smoke) (smiles).apart from that manmatha experimenting vashikarana
powder.like falling up flower
dustsred ,their love adding (involving)
him also above shaking due to air, forest godess(vana lakshmi) as though doing like intercourse state throne rising bath(sambhoga raajyaabhisheka?) ceremony,from
above flower bunches bees masses,south air added with sound of bees, followd by excessive forest’s good fragrance ,like noise of
jaikaara done to vasantha(spring) king,
were disturbing him very much as though have gotten
different birth ,as though having got different shape ,who was difficult to recognise due to
separation pain.
Ayyo! What
did fate do?to correct this what are plans(techniques)?this knowledge treasure
has been simply robbed!what shall I do
next?he got tumulted.(upset).apart from that
who was virtuous,mine of intellect, forefront person in
munikumara’s mass ,that friend manmatha (lust god) in this way ,within a few
moments has pressed and thrown.feeling like this, coming
to marble stone base
inside latha mantapa(creeper mantap),hey lotus faced ,sitting near
him,smearing his body slowly,friend why are you like this now?asked him ,who
had closed his eyes asked like this.on asking like that (thus) then opened his closed welded eyes some how . his eyes red due
to crying without control.apart from
that , water had filled.there by added with clean water shining like real lotus
petalled eyes saw me.
For a while
seing me only directly’ friend you know
all my informations, why do you ask again?’like this with shyness
spelling unclear by only few
words asked with difficulty.what you are telling is right.only this much I will tell.pundarika ,wheather this is religious secret got by
studying or yoga practice?or other path
of liberation tell.without thinking in mind even a little,what if you disturb your
patience ?where did your
scripture knowledge go?by this sinful
fellow manmatha can you undergo
odd fun like this?apart from that,
going near black cobra thinking that
a rising dhupa smoke, embracing
sword as blue lotus, good garland,lifting burning charcoal as red ratna,,thinking that you will get
punya(result of good deed),pouring water to
poisonous creepers,without it as
happiness ,is it proper to fall in
sensual pleasure like this?apart from that river going out of path
filled with much rajo gunas,without controlling senses without
controlling the disturbed mind,to
be like this is not fit.’bad behaved ‘manmatha should be made to run away,,stoping my words,washing thick tears
drop coming down from dense eye
lashes ,he told.”friend,who is established in peace,what is use from more
words?you are not attacked by forest fire of manmatha.therefore you are advicing me ?friend, to whom senses
are there,when there is mind,,one who really
sees,one who hears like that understand spoken words,apart from that who
knows what is bad and good,,they will
listen to your good feel.(sadbhavane).will people like me listen?tell!what
other is to be told?in this condition(position) which I am staying,who is
relative like you and me?
What shall I
do? I don’t know what to do?see,I am not
able to control my self.you know all
these kinds for this situation.this is not right that also you know.how means, talking birth at the time
of total destruction(pralaya),twelve sun systems rays producing severe sunlight to this lust fever curing
procedure you have to do quickly before
I die,I wish.all parts of my body are
are feeling as though baked,my eye balls are getting burned.what shall I
do?heart is as though baked. This body is burning continuously.
If you are
really able to avoid this avoid”.telling this ,’hey lotus faced ‘
talking like this stoped talk.while he was not talking again in order to advice him,by general words many
epics pravachanas (lectures) and many scripture sentences gave examples and told.he did not listen to
it.i was very much afraid by seing him
who is unconscious of body.no place(chance) to advice.thinking like this I should do my best ,rising from there went to
achchoda lake,from there brought cool lotus
stem(dantu?),lotus leaves added with water water drops,brought fine white lotus and black lotus(kannaidile) flowers with
fragrance.from pollens.in that creeper
house on marble stione ,spreading them arranged good bed.he slept there..later I
sqeezing by hand sandal tree tender buds by side,naturally fragrant having cool effect like snow,from that rasa (juice)from forehead
to leg applied continuously.peeling one
tree stem near by ,adding campher powder
making bell pressing pressing on
body continuously,(like potlice using salt
heat excetra)was emiting sweat. Added with little drops of pure water ,making tender banana
(suli?..........) as fan I was blowing again and again..though done many kind
of cool treatment,all those to pundarika like
tablets producing heat were giving only pain.
jewel among females(women), and
skillful where is that mahashvetha ?always indulged in forest dwelling added with deer kid dull pundarika where!on
seing like this why manmatha produced
separation pain to him?like that
daring,infamous ,difficult to achieve , non manageable, matter indulging manmatha without kindness will do
by negligence only? For that reason
what to do? Who will protect?which place to go?in this matter which
cleverness can be done?which help is
there? Which plan? What logic can be
done? How to save my friend’s life? What more shall I do? Is there any way
thought in various kinds.while thinking
that again I thought like this in
myself.if I go on thinking like this and sit durectionless ,what is fruit?this
is good,this is bad,leaving these feelings ,some way I should save my friends life(prana).why more
talk?how to save his life quick?thinking like this ,except bringing her here no
other plan.this rushikumara thinking that this is against to penance is not
able to do anything.apart from that to spell ‘female’from his mouth also feels
shy.to go near her and to tell by
himself a fear.on this side manmatha is killing him.all these seing by my
eyes what other shall I think.totally I
should save life of my friend surely.
Therefore should go near her some how
and must tell his charecters .deciding like this ,again”hey ,having eyes
like bird chakora to me also this is not
fit work to do.still as I must go I will go .if he becomes conscious and knows ,this is low work and
difficult also.therefore he may tell don’t go
,thinking like this without
telling him anything,giving some
reason(false),came very quickly .hey,lotus eyed, this is my friend’s
condition.now,cause of so much separation pain,for love upon you which is
feasible and as I have come so far,to
you also which is fit to do that is left
to you.this is truth” telling like this ,hey king, to this what she will say
,let us ask,my face only seingwith
silence.hey king,,on hearing that as though drowned in joy ocean,by mutual meeting (union)having got high love
,as though experiencing
extraordinary joy mass ,all
though all desires having been met,became
like this senses having got peak of
inexperiencible joy,along with love added with shyness ,bending head low for some time,without
touching eye lash and cheek,one behind other,densely pouring
profuse tears of joy,expressing my extraordinary (exclusive) joy I thought
like this in myself.
Some how
save my friend’s life.in request you giving saree border(seragoddi) ,telling
like this ,without givimg me chance to
give repley,coming in front of my
mother door keeping females,by surrounding females,fans,pan box wearing,mirror
attendant females through filled up door some how escaped and went
off.at that time this side ,due to my
ill health worry dried up faced my mother was sitting for
some time went to her house.what
did she say?what did time on this
side sun who is prana lover of lotuses drowning ,disturbed by mud of pathala world,,great destruction time oceans covering beyond border and through history coming to occupy whole world,spreading rising above dark covering,,I without knowing what to do
told like this to tharalike”my
mind and all senses are not under control.
What shall I do?you only tell me.kapinjala muni are all
in front of you only , you all
so know.
(maintaining) caste system becoming
blind by love ,joining lover(beloved)before marriage only if got married it will be non religious.for me it is not possible to go beyond
gurus and elders .therefore now death is only my fate.if kapinjala maharshi
comes to home by himself I did not give repley to him.is there higher love break than this? On this side
my friend.if he tells what I did as it
is will die in despair.”hey, broad eyed
like lotus ,how can solve defect of killing muni
produced by this?some how I am
spoiled”.talking like this elephants kumbhasthala by name chandra(moon) pressing and splitting (cutting)as though
pearls inside it bursting (exploding)
above,very clear galaxy of stars appeared.by pollens of flowers beautifully appearing forest line
Face of east female
Recreated by
rising moon’s slight light.later tjen
only born moon system with curiosity
of seing earth ,rised above from pathala loka(deep down world),adishesha’s hood
shining brightness red, shined like
circle of ratnas.in love fight by
jealousy angry rohini hitting her leg’s lac’srasa smearing whole body,vast sea’s havalas(pearls) brightness as
though spread ,lion by name purva
parvatha(estern mountains) hiting as though
blood has entered from body of
deer present in moon system(globe). Moon ray appeared beautifully to eye red bright.like this from new udaya raga
becoming red moon on seing severely burning kama
fire flame as though with mass
(group),,deep dark heart in myself
thought like this.
How did fire burning place became dark?this opposition by telling
meaning of word dark by saying ‘not
knowing what to do’will be solved.malaya maarutha (mountain air) on this side
group of trees on that side
,group of intoxicated body forgotten
kokilas with pride all these are shining
very much.not enough to this ,this low moon has
rised above ,appearing himself .ayyo spoiled .this seperatiom pain is
increasing in my mind.
Now low
(inferior) moon taking birth previously striked by
typhoid s(vishama sheetha fever)
charcoal(burning) rain as though
pouring snow on excessively cold
person,to man with big poisonous boil,
as though snake bite ,as though really happened
like this being upset (tumult) became unconscious then with very much
activity brought by tharalike , by sandal smeared (applied) and by
many cooling treatment ,treatment carried out from that same
awakening from unconsciousness as
sorrowness of mind increasing ,tears
following profusely on cheeks and breast ,I
saw tharalika who was crying holding me.on seing like that as my body was smeared by sandal (srigandha) joining hands
which were still wet “ I request you
only this much .you leave much shyness.to you why is fear of these father and mother?rise up come.i can’t
see still how much time ,without pity
upon him you will keep quiet like
this?hey,lotus faced ask me to go and
comes.i will go before mind only and
bring your beloved.
Tharalike
asking like this,what are you telling?what to do with elders ?tell.like death this man also has risen.you without delaying ,if you
carry with with kindness get up let us
go.today till prana exists in my
body by punya (good deed) wheather will be able to see prana lover
or not, I don’t see!like this
holding only due to reduced
weakness rised from there some how.on rising
like that suddenly then my right
eye started winking(BLINKING)as it is bad sign fate to this sinful ,what more bad effects will it produce
,this fever was produced in my mind.later water on stair case of three
words made to come out beautiful globe shaped hole, from shining moon‘s stem,as though ganga flood sandal water
flood coming down,as though milk
sea is boiling,moon light was spread
through out world.
What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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Selective
translation of ‘karnataka kadambari’
written by nagavarma ,translated to kannada prose by ha.ve. narayana
shastry,translated to English by
dr.raveendra hosadurga.
Original
source:’kabambari’ of baanabhatta in
Sanskrit(samskrutha)
Part selected:mahasvetha vritthantha
(news of
(history) of mahasvetha) 5th
edition ,2017,published by kannada saahithya parishath.
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I am
grateful to great poetic prose novelist
baanabhatta,great poet naagavarma,scholar sriha.ve. narayana shastry for their works
And also grateful to
president and members of kannada saahithya parishat,chamaraja
pet,bengaluru-560018
translation is my hobby. Please correct and
excuse if there are any mistakes.
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That is
how,hey prince who is prominent of
king’s family(dynasty),in heaven there are
females called apsaras(divine dames) which also know.among them there
are fourteen tribes(budakattus).they are famous
from their corresponding names,depending upon source of different
births.that is how from earth,from sea,(moon)from air,from sun,from
amrutha,from death,from brahma,from manmatha,from from water,from Vedas,,from
lightning,,from fire,apart from that ,muni(saint) born by(from) dakshabrahma,,two
females by name ariste gandharva family took birth.
There
chaithraratha who was elder to fifteen people like cithrasena
took birth in woman called muni
as son.he became king of gandharvas. Also he had greatness of having friendship of devendra.his fame was spread in
three worlds.from that chithraratha
garden by name of chithraratha
and big lake achchoda was constructed.apart from that being senior to (elder to) six people like thambura excetra residence of
purusharthas of ariste ,close friend of
devendra ,and like sun to white lotus
f chithraratha a son by name by name hamsa was born.(dharma(duty
,religion), artha (money),kaama(lust),
moksha (liberation) are purusharthas.apart from that there is mountain hemakuta ,at the same distance which is residence of kimpurushas.there
famous high in family of gandharvas,that chithraratha charecterised by all virtues,hamsa also ruling kingdom both indulged in mutually doing happy conversation play were joyful.
In apsara female born by moon rays moon like
faced gowri was borm.she was shining as though
moon, brightful and greatly
beautiful,clean,by flood of beauty.like
friendship of devaganga(divine ganga) to milk sea (ksheera samudra),to
hamsa ,who is famous as gandharva family supreme(shresta) gowri got married.
By equal
families,beauty,treasure(wealth),by show off of
youth,with united mind,having single feel,,equal love shining young couples,were enjoying married
life got by new youth.
Prince,what
shall I say?to that great souled parents,bad lucked,having body which is
mass of sin sorrowful me took
birth as daughter.My father who is gandharva
king ,by seing me out of much love,kept name mahasvetha. My parents were
not having children for long
time.therefore more than son were
protecting (rearing) me from supreme love.in few days childhood without source of
love,sorrow,labour any of these spending
vasatha(spring) shined by buds and
flowers ,branch of flowers shining by
line of bees ,in my body show off of youth
step by step increased. Later by intoxication of lust increasing play of unchaste woman even during day , out of aviveka(inability to
differentiate good and bad),manmatha
killing people seperated people getting satisfaction,by tunkara of lust arrows splitting travelers chest,blood
spilling on path,to king shishira
season(winter),death like vasantha
Season came.in
vasantha season(spring) coming like that nalina(lotus) ,white
lotus(kumuda),kuvalaya(blue lotus),kalhaara (red lotus),shining by water flowes
to achchoda lake for bath along with her mother. On seing, picture of parameshwara drawn(written)by parvathi
godess for sake of worship
on rock of bank doing namaskarams,on the bank of that
lake white lotus(kumuda), blue lotus (kuvalaya),red lotus(kalhaara) .this is bush of beautiful flower keepers,occupied by intoxicated bees.today rasa leakng being
split by beeks of
Kokilas with buds,sweet mango trees group.this is on
listening to sound of peacock left by
feared snakes,sandal trees hindilu(bush,group),thinking like this was moving
with very much interest, there from one side producing supreme joy to
nose,added with mass of bees,being
brought by wild air,flower’s divine fragrance,covering other flower’s
smell,was coming spreading.covering like that
suitable to divine world,never smelled before,smelling that flower’s
fragrance.
From where
did it come?as wonder was increasing ,holding it’s path,to melodious tune of leg
chains king swans coming tpgether,I was going
forward.there at some distance
a young muni
(munikumara,saint) was coming to take bath in lake,by fire(spark) of
forehead of parameshwara(lord shiva)
manmatha(god of lust) got burnt by severe sorrow.to have him penancing mamatha’s friend
like vasantha beautiful shaped young muni(saint’s son)was shining very
well. To get full advantage of image(bimba),fully from that desire big muni vratha(oath,deeksha) as though moon
on the head of parameshwara ,that young
saint was shining.apart from that
brightness of body has accompanied(caused) shine around body.
Therefore burning as though in midst of burning
fire flame and as though inside
of shining creeper lifhtning
was appearing.therefore his form was not able to understand. Clearly having beauty like
enlightment lamp from brightness of rushi’s body. Increased eda and pingala closer.that forest was shining like golden forest.if seen bright
red jades munikumara(young
muni)as though being wet by gorochana were shining like cotton’s mangala
suthra(sacred thread).first in good time of getting graced by vidya godess,worn sandal thulasi
nama(thilaka) new vibhuthi
thilaka was shining
in forehead .,he was comparable to flood of ganga river added with heaps
of sand.that munikumara’s long eyes
were very attractive,all deers of forest as though have given one one fraction (part) of their
eyes,like garland of threaded eyes was
shining.
Love created
by new youth,as it was not able to enter mind,as though standing outside,his red lip
like lotus raga bead(padma raga mani),like thonde fruit bright
reflecting as though opposing(more
brighter than it’s brightness).
At poet’s time(kavisamaya) love
is red coloured. Therefore has described
red lip as outside love. Not yet
grown mustache his lotus like face were beautiful were reminding golden lotus,not yet attacked by little bees.
Here we should know as blossoming
red lotus just mow.that munikumara’s
very clean sacred thread(yajnopavitha)
like thread of manmatha’s
bow as though pond of great penance
grown up lotus stem threads were
shining.
Alumful(sphatikamaya) in the hand munieshvara
(lord of munies)was looking like vakula fruit added with stalk.soft like
bud held clean alum(sphatika) japasara(chanting chain,rosary) was
resembling tears sheding down from eyes
of rathi godess who is weeping by destruction of manmatha.
That munikumara’s Whirled beautiful
deep naval(hokkalu),pure, all vidyas(educations)rivers union appearing whirls,were shining. God’s
world mandara trees threads(fibres)
constructed and new,being whirled in river devaganga(divine ganga) river washed and holied,like eye of
old chakora bird,beautiful,very fine dhothi(panche) was shining. Apart from
that like decoration to vratha
(deeksha,oath) of celibacy(brahmacharya),like new youth to religion like fancy
(show off) of fun to saraswathi,to lessons of vidya(education) like husband
svayamvara(self selection of grooms )to
all Vedas symbol of meeting point . he
was more man young muni equal to him had come to this forest selecting cutting flowers with
desire was coming behind
him. . hey , king like this to the forest’s inside
lake I saw incessantly who was
coming for bath.while I was seing,I saw with wonder flower bunch kept on ear of
that munikumara’s( young muni) .that was like mass of sweat drops produced during inter course rathi,who is manmatha’s
wife,like intoxicated fan(chamara) of ntoxicated
elephant of manmatha,like smile
of forest lakshmi (vana lakshmi), slow air coming from south chaithra
month(spring) was giving shining like
from corns (aralu) in
offer(arghya) during welcome time. Seducing and intoxicating bees lines group following back of new fragrance might have come from this flower bunch,I decided.thinking like
that seing moon face of that munikumara
lakshmi residing joyfully,lotuses feast
to eye moon system,brahma
creating first,later has created this
beautiful face.to create two identical things
again and again Brahma is not a dullard.before creating this face ,as
models he started creating
and prepared well.after sufficient training has done this munikumara’s face.
“In Krishna paksha(black
fortnight)sun by his rays named ‘sushumna’ by his rays,drinks moon’s kalas(blacks)”’as is told
in epics.this is false.listen what I
say,all these moon’s brightness is
joining body of this muni kumara.this is sure.otherwise,this beautiful,while
doing penance,will it emit this much of brightness?.thus having pride only in
his beauty,like this in new youth,not giving chance to virtues and defects
decision manmatha,drinking new flower juice,prideful female bee I lost
control.(became intoxicated).later forgetting to leave breath,forgetting even
blinking (winking)eyes ,in hurry to fall upon,being upset,curvedly (bent) with
desireful eyes to see him..sorrounding his beauty juice with very much interest
drinking excessively,I am subordinate to to you,I will mind by keeping it on palm,trying to get
concentration,”manmatha is troubling me protect me” like this as though I have surrendered to you,give one
place in your mind,showing desire like this,possible only by very low level
girls,this very shyful desire is not suitable for me.,though I know that I am
doing suchan unfit work,as yhough
stagnant by very interest as though
written in figure,as though unconscious ,as though held by somebody was seung
him only without shaking.as though manmatha’s flower
arrow piercing my body was vibrating.as though washed well from sweat shyness went off.to
see beauty of that great person,romance appeared(occurred).
To give entry to manmatha from inside long sigh was coming
outside incesently.(if all air comes out
emptying inside then there is
provision for entry of kama(lust
god).starting from there,together many types of
lust vikaras(changes) happening,without having any experience
previously,newly fear fear
producing upset(tumulted) with
sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha
,winner of senses and filled up with brahma thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladiesthey will throw away all ethical
mattersand get tied up,she is good maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how I was notable to
control my mind in any way. Loving
themselves there are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
To give
entry to manmatha from inside long sigh
was coming outside incesently.(if all air comes out emptying inside then there is provision for entry of kama(lust god)).starting from there,together
many types of lust vikaras(changes)
happening,without having any experience previously,newly fear producing
upset(tumulted) with sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha ,winner of senses and filled up with brahma
thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only
with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladies
they will throw away all ethical matters
and get tied up,she is good
maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how
I was not able to control my mind in any way. Loving themselves there
are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
After
wondering like this consoling myself
before my intellect goes beyond my control,before loosing value it is better fo
ne to go away first.otherwise he seing
desireless kama(lust) changes’ayyo, some what yielded mind’s thinking like this may give curse
also.are not munies angry persons usually? Trying to return ,without neglecting
(condemning) worshiped by all should not
be left, weared in curley hairs beautiful flowers playing on cheek shining well ,added with
tender buds,beautiful ear ornament(ole) enjoying on shoulder without blinking again and again
my body of that muni,seing beautiful did namaskarams.later as it is difficult
to win manmatha (lust god) as it is
impossible to control senses as vasantha(spring) season produces pride(intoxication)
totally to me also this kind of sorrowful yoga was there.that young muni
observing my changes(vikaras) manmatha shook his mind like lamp flame kept in air.on doing like that
as mind was coming towards to me
,as he was coming forward to show
path his breath became
long.suddenly lass in order to
welcome her,suddenly romance appeared. Celibacy
(brahmacharya) protected up to this
,will be spoiled ,by this fear his
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) in his hand was shaking with wonder.( for
him also control of kama expiration)
romantic vibration developed).apart from that rather than this paarijatha creeper(manjari) other leaving in vasantha
season ,other flower bud is shining on
his cheek,sweat drops appeared .he by affection of mind seing at me only
lifting eye.his excessive whiteness of eye had made that all space has been
filled with white lotus by this group of white lotuses rising
from achchoda lake coming above
has joined in the sky,was spread in four directions.
Then a
thought like this in myself”manmatha who
is teacher of lust dance himself has done all kind of theses mischieves.if not what is intercourse
enjoyment?not knowing this rushi son’s
vision ,way of pouring amrutha
,boiling,flowing shringaara rasa,pouring
of joyful tears ,by burden of joy moving shaking one kind,even a little not shaking that or this side,falling upon me
as though has appeared from tip of creeper eye brow along with sleep,jada showing out pride tired dull
face,how it came without
proven practical thinking like
this seing I I went near him as I got this much oppurtnity..doing
namaskarams to muni with him’what is the name of this
young muni?
Whose son is
he?the flower worn by him is very rare
never before(apurva) in earth.this is cut and brought from which high(supreme)tree flower bunch?all
these are to be informed.’I am very much wondered’ I asked him freely(closeness)on asking like
this that muni laughing slightly’hey
girl,by which interest you are asking them?
If you are interested in this I will tell, listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting
namaskarams from all rushies,producing joy to all all munies
scholar in all high vidyas(educations) and very beautiful shvethakethu
maharshi was there.one day he had come
to take bath in pundarika lake.in that
lotus lake in midst of dense
lotuses,shining broad in one lotus lakshmi
godess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all parts) of that
devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that suddenly
in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilisation happened. Suddenly one supreme beautiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas(educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden)..
If you are interested in this I will tell listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting namaskarams from all rushies,producing
joy to all all munies scholar in all hifh vidyas(educations) and
very beautiful sfvethakathu maharshi was
there.one day he had come to take bath in
pundarika lake.in that lotus lakein midst of dense lotuses,shining broad
in one lotus lakshmigodess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all
parts) that devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that
suddenly in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilation happened. Suddenlt one supreme beaytiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas*educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden).
Coming like that doing namaskarams “worshipable, in three
worlds ,to your supreme beauty this divine flower bunch is ornament acceptable well.wear it in ear.let
birth of paarijaatha become blessed like this. she requested
munikumara. then munikumara shying in praise of his beauty as though not
hearing was going forward.she without
leaving was coming behind him.i saw and
said “friend! by little grace to this lady can’t you make her joyful? I asked.
He “why this to me?,no no though he was
telling without leaving she kept on his
ear and went off”like this friend muni
telling pundarika by lips and cheeks
showing smile”you have desire for the
flower bunch “. Therefore tell why to inform in other way? Telling this
separating from ear removing” I am
loving you give me sex joy”telling this,though tone of bees,bunch of
flowers which was bright like galaxy of
stars, he made to wear in my ear. What
to tell more?by little touch of my cheek
only by joy his hand was shaking very much.along with his shy
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) also
sliped and fell down..before falling down to earth ,which he was not knowing I holding
that japasara (chanting bead chain) put
that bright garland around neck. Then I felt as though embracing arms of that muneeshwara and
enjoyed joy.
At that
momet my umbrella holding attender came and saw” mother,don’t delay .queen is ready to return to house after finishing bath.you also come
now only”,telling this,though I was not willing
even a little ,like newly held female elephant keeping ankusha( a sharp instrument to control elephent) turning with
compulsion dragged and took me off.as she was carrying me with compulsion as though keyed by mass of arms of manmatha (lust god)as though played in his
beauty of face appearing on cheek at the tip of romantic
thorns as though pricked togetheras though stretched by thread of beauty,drew
my vision,which was pierced in him with much trial and upset(tumult).as I went
from there,suddenly seing his loss of
courage “friend pundarika !this is not the way which only ordinary (non
–scholars) go,without thinking even a
little in mind lost peace!where did your
knowledge go?like this being chest disturbed lost control?friend, to your
new suddenly there upset (disturbed)
of senses from where did it come? Where did your boldness go?where
did your hardness go? When did negligence of family joy went off? Where is mass
of your Vedas? Where is your celibacy(brahmacharya)? Where is your knowledge of scriptures?where
is your yathitva(saintship)?where is your control over youth?like this
incessantky (without gap) such
enjoyment not leaving even people like you ,if it dies like this,the
viveka(ability to discriminate right and wrong) which was got by studying scriptures?where is value to
vedic scriptures,knowledge of other world(paraloka) became useless(meaningless)!from your hand japasara (chanting bead chain,rosary)
some how fell down. Though she carried away it in front of you only you are
not knowing means,who are then
without prajna(consciousness) like you?
Therefore at
least now you keep your mind in
control”.telling like this acting as
though feeling shy”kapinjala! Like this tieing knot one to one don’t think otherwise.the mistake
of cheating me which she did I don’t
bear surely.”telling like
this rising with artificial anger with much difficulty he frowned.his fearful
frowned eye brow even appearing very romantic.
By desire of
kissing me his lip was shaking ,then
that young muni told me”hey,fickle minded
without giving my chanting bead (japasara) don’t moov even a single step!telling this I
took garland in my neck thinking as chanting bead(japasara) took to
hand. Like this for opening dance of
manmatha’s gave pushpanjali(flower
anjali)removed and gave pearl chain.he also
with vision fixed in my face only
with zero(shunya) heart thinking that
itself as chanting bead I went off from
there .being upset as though taken bath
in by sweat bathed in
pond.later friends like turning river cross ,through out ,passesd with
very much difficulty compulsively carried me
to house.on carrying me ,day with
my mother with very much difficulty
came to palace .joining my
residence by his separation ,without
consciousness on body wheather came to homeor
or not wheather with friends
or not wheather I am sleeping or
awaken well weather with friends or not ? weather
Wheather I am sleeping or awaken
well,wheather silent or speaking,wheather joyful or sorrowful,wheather laughing or crying due
to depression,wheather day or night,is
this sorrow or disease,of mental upset,is
this good or bad, I was not knowing all
these were not there to me.
Where shall
I go?with whom shall I talk with
closeness?what to hear?what to see
with desire?to whom to tell
this?next how is my life?these by pain of separation I could not know.later making to stand all
friends and all servents at door only,climbing
steps of lass home(kannevada) keeping
face in ratnaful window, as though
got beauty from amrutha sea floods heritage by treasure of manikya only constituted,made beautiful by moon system or decorated well, the directions which he was standing ,till my fixed vision getting tired was seing with interest.
Apart from
that,the air comingfrom that side,flower fragrance coming from that side,birds tone coming from that
side,ready to hear his news. As he has undertaken rushi
dress is not rough dress,by
joining him youth became
very beautiful,as he is wearing
in ear paarijaatha flowers are very
beautiful,as he is there heaven has become
romantic,as his beauty treasure
is there,it is not possible to win over manmatha by anybody ,thinking like this ,by separation
of punyathma (one who has done good deed),let not prana go,wearing japasara (chanting garland,rosary)in
neck as ‘protection’(raksha),like
wishper which he tells in
loneliness,joining ear showing
paarijaatha flower bunch(manjari),like
the happiness produced by his hand touch,appearing in
cheek,and filled in ears like flower
buds shining romanticism,,with bored mind was sitting alone .in same time my thambula(pan) box wearer
makarike(tharalike) was remaining
near pond for some time,later coming
near to me told slowly like
this.”matha(amma)”one who made to wear this flower bunch he without being seen by his friend munikumara ,entering
in densely grown
creepers group ,slowly came and
asked by smooth words,affectionately
much about you.
How it means
is “this girl is from whose side?what is
her name?why did she come here?whose daughter?decorated by these blossomed
flowers ,from lotus lake which side she
went?he asked,then I told to munikumara
like this. ”she is produced by sun rays-born in apsara lasses(divines
dames) family gouri and gandharva world lord
hamsa’s dayghter.her name is
“mahashvetha”.today she had come to take
bath in this lake
along with her mother.now she is going to her house
hemakuta.thinking for a little
which later told to me.” Hey moon
faced ,by seing your serious shape in
this small age,if she delicate (soft)
natured she is asked,my request will not fail(fruitless)with this hope I have
come to you”. After he told like this
joined hands with honour”worshipable
let these be order extraordinary good gentleman like you.even to see me
is it ordinary? Which is one who have punya like me?
To tell
truth (to be frank) thinking me as close order me what is to be done by me?then
I will be blessed” .i told him then he
was very happy.apart from that”hey, thin bellied,,as black cloud covers spread
and grown by side as though producing dark,buds of honge(……………?)tree that munikumara took and sqeezed on clean
stone. seing that and this side tearing
silk dhothi which he had covered
on that by honge juice wrote (by nail of
right hand little figure).
Laterwithout
seen by any body take this letter and
give to that girl he has sent.she
removed that secret letter from her bag
and gave.the pundarika’s which she told
was only words ful.(shabdamaya)was
like giving toch joy of embrace.though only entered ear
,entering whole body spread ,emiting out
romantic was informing.making manmatha
to come on body (lust excitement),like manthra , made without having consciousness on body on
seing and opening that letter.,manasa lake born
swan(hamsa) clean like pearl garland ,being overdesired by lotus stem(taavareya
dantu) showing some direction ,being carried away very far,you through clean pearl neck chain making me overdesire like lotus
stem,to me has carried drawn the desire upon you very far!to hamsa bird born in
manasa lake showing like
desire of clean lotus stem, like
your clean pearl chain
you have attracted very much love
in my mind upon you.on examining this
poetry of aaryavrittha (a kind of meter,chandassu) as though making drinks(liquors) , to previously intoxicated
,like bad sleep to poisoned person,like dark spreading to blind,like illusion
of direction to ,one who has missed
path,to one who is held by devil(ghost)
as though kettathola(………………?) coming,to one who is not religious like teaching chaarvaka religiom(system), one who has
illusion by nature,magicians peacock feather
brush fanning,became what shall I say!
Later for having seen second time,that friend has done amrutha drinks or has got
and came boon the punya(good deed)
done in past birth has started to
give birth to fruit,wheather
experiencing heavenly joy, some goodness might have this ,I saw her with much curiosity. Seing like that calling her near
to sit with affection correcting her spread hair , smearing her cheeks slowly
in between us I am owner,she is
servant,difference has been changed repeated has very much
respecting like this “tharalika”how did you see him? He to what
extent was throwing his vision towards us? What did he say? How much long were you with him?how long was he following
us.like this leaving all relatives that saw holder (pan box holder) and I were
sitting on upstairs .I was repeatedly asking same matter again and again. Like this day
time spent.at that time striken by lust, lotuses closed. Getting inside bees attacked (attached)to them.this is lotus
creeper female her beloved sun’s
separation pain becoming unconscicious
,covering her inner mnd.appearing like dark.chakravaka couples
like bright of moon charm beautifully,brightfully were
acting tender lotus
stem(dantu?),one tip male and another tip female,like this biting again and again.then due to
it’s inner then through it’s inner
hollowness (empty tube),male’s mind female and female’s mind male
as though have absorbed pain of
separation covering during that night.they were with pain of
manmatha memtally ,got separated.then
umbrella holding attender came inside
through door “mother “mother when we had been to take bath ,two rushi kumaras on the lake’s
bank,among them one one has come asking
chanting bead(japasara) has come and stood at palace door” told.prince what shall I
say!suddenly on hearing name rushi
kumara , thinking that pundarika himself
might have come ,though siting where I were
as though running to door and
standing I became.
Then calling
one kanchuki(door keeperasked him to bring quickly as though tender moonlight
with love,kapinjala was coming
with kanchuki who was whitened due to old age.like that youth to beauty,manmatha(lust god) to youth,
vasantha season(spring) to manmatha,,slow air to vasantha season,as they
are together found pundarika’s assistant
that munikumara .then he was found upset ,being not able to decide
what to do,as though sorrowful, requesting something was coming
I found.suddenly rising in
front doing namaskarams ,making him to
sit on golden chair by giving
chair on which I was sitting,washed his feet though he was telling ‘not
to ‘not to’(don’t,don’t)by my wearing
cloth (towel),dried up his wet feet.later penancier(thapasvi)desiring to talk
with me as pan box woman was near by side he saw at her in angle of his eye.then i as she is here he is hesitating to talk thinking
like this by his vision only .then I “hey, muneeshvara ,this (SHE)is
not DIFFERENT FROM MY BODY YOU CAN TELL
WITHOUT HESITATION AND TALK” I told.then he “amma,(mother) with shy to
talk my tongue won’t rise up.eating potatos and tubers in forests
rushi’s behaviors? Where love upon
youths(young females)? Apart from
that ,sister now as to be laughed luck
has done something to me.i am going to
help lust hurry low business (negotiation).how to tell this
in front of you??if thought is it
suitable for jade(knot of hairs).or suitable
for silk cloth worn?
Or according to penance?or is
it means of punya? Still should be
told.no other go(way). Simply if not told
it will be meaningless.therefore now at least by giving life only should save the life of my friend.therefore ,who has fickle (unfirm)eyes by joy pushing shyness I am going to tell in
front of you. I in front of you only
talking harshly with my friend
,afterwards stopping cutting of flowers
by anxiety without being able to
stand there went to other place. At the
same tinme you also returned to your
home.then in order to see what he is
doing alone came to previous place.he was not there.
Mind was upset.what is this,he dancing as manmatha did(made to),fascinating to
music of hunters running behind them
like deer ran behind back of that girl?
With
shyness to show me his face in fear might have disappeared?or by anger
excitement has he left me and gone?or
in middle of this forest filled with honge trees is he searching for me?discussing like this ,
since birth ,no practice of leaving him
even for a minute,with pain ,again
searching for that friend thought like
this in mind.being very much lust intoxicated (lust controlled) in front of me
with shyness might have commited
accident!by shyness anybody can do
anything! Searching seing not being seen
thinking something in mind ,hey, having eyes like lotus.now in this
forest it is not proper to leave him
alone,with hesitation ,at root(base) of trees,in herd of honge trees,in dense
sandal trees lines,in thickly grown
creeper houses,wandering near pond banks searched.while searching like this like that,near one lake as forest is dense as
though filled with flowers only as
though filled with as though filled with kokilas only,as filled with peacocks
only ,as though mother house to vasantha(spring),very beautiful in a bush of
creeper ,even not shaking eye lids without moovments,,as though written in
figures(drawings)as though carved,as though forgotten,,as though subordinate
(control of)to death, foud him existing.as though entering inside to see life
beloved residing inside heart,,as though
covering whole body to separation fire being afraid of suddenly disappearing,in disturbed
mindsea,evev not moving a little drowned, ,all senses of that muni (saint)were hidden in body.apart from that covering from inside lust fire smoke mass as though surrounding to eye,by dense eye lashes increased tears of
flood was flowing freely.his lip
brightness spreading more
inside heart, coming out were
looking like flames of separation
fire.from this flame added,from heat long sighs the creeper flowers petals were
drying out. He by his secure worries had kept his hand on cheek.it’s nail brightness spreading above
shining like sandal thilaka (naama) kept
on forehead.the bunch of paarijaatha flower
which had decorated previously
,was not there .still collected flower fragrance had not gone from there!
But by desire bees were sounding coming near ear!that sound were as though that bees sound were as
though reciting control manthra(vashikarana)
manthra of manmatha.apart from that bees
group gathered in ear were
reminded ear ornament of blue lotus.( was like blue lotus worn in ear).by pain of separation body hairs arising from hair wells ,in whole
body manmatha’s arrows fixing were seen
like this feather’s
appearing outside.on his chest
your pearl chain was shining like manmatha’s
flag!as it’s delicate brightness
was emiting out,that by his touch joy(sparsha sukha)of right hand ,produced
romanticism was appearing! For good
fragrance coming attracting bees
champaka buds were falling upon him.
They were
looking as manmatha’s heating wall,smoke arising apart from that his arrows as though pouring upon him.(here champaka buds one compared with manmatha’s arms. And gathered bees are
compared with smoke) (smiles).apart from that manmatha experimenting vashikarana
powder.like falling up flower
dustsred ,their love adding (involving)
him also above shaking due to air, forest godess(vana lakshmi) as though doing like intercourse state throne rising bath(sambhoga raajyaabhisheka?) ceremony,from
above flower bunches bees masses,south air added with sound of bees, followd by excessive forest’s good fragrance ,like noise of
jaikaara done to vasantha(spring) king,
were disturbing him very much as though have gotten
different birth ,as though having got different shape ,who was difficult to recognise due to
separation pain.
Ayyo! What
did fate do?to correct this what are plans(techniques)?this knowledge treasure
has been simply robbed!what shall I do
next?he got tumulted.(upset).apart from that
who was virtuous,mine of intellect, forefront person in
munikumara’s mass ,that friend manmatha (lust god) in this way ,within a few
moments has pressed and thrown.feeling like this, coming
to marble stone base
inside latha mantapa(creeper mantap),hey lotus faced ,sitting near
him,smearing his body slowly,friend why are you like this now?asked him ,who
had closed his eyes asked like this.on asking like that (thus) then opened his closed welded eyes some how . his eyes red due
to crying without control.apart from
that , water had filled.there by added with clean water shining like real lotus
petalled eyes saw me.
For a while
seing me only directly’ friend you know
all my informations, why do you ask again?’like this with shyness
spelling unclear by only few
words asked with difficulty.what you are telling is right.only this much I will tell.pundarika ,wheather this is religious secret got by
studying or yoga practice?or other path
of liberation tell.without thinking in mind even a little,what if you disturb your
patience ?where did your
scripture knowledge go?by this sinful
fellow manmatha can you undergo
odd fun like this?apart from that,
going near black cobra thinking that
a rising dhupa smoke, embracing
sword as blue lotus, good garland,lifting burning charcoal as red ratna,,thinking that you will get
punya(result of good deed),pouring water to
poisonous creepers,without it as
happiness ,is it proper to fall in
sensual pleasure like this?apart from that river going out of path
filled with much rajo gunas,without controlling senses without
controlling the disturbed mind,to
be like this is not fit.’bad behaved ‘manmatha should be made to run away,,stoping my words,washing thick tears
drop coming down from dense eye
lashes ,he told.”friend,who is established in peace,what is use from more
words?you are not attacked by forest fire of manmatha.therefore you are advicing me ?friend, to whom senses
are there,when there is mind,,one who really
sees,one who hears like that understand spoken words,apart from that who
knows what is bad and good,,they will
listen to your good feel.(sadbhavane).will people like me listen?tell!what
other is to be told?in this condition(position) which I am staying,who is
relative like you and me?
What shall I
do? I don’t know what to do?see,I am not
able to control my self.you know all
these kinds for this situation.this is not right that also you know.how means, talking birth at the time
of total destruction(pralaya),twelve sun systems rays producing severe sunlight to this lust fever curing
procedure you have to do quickly before
I die,I wish.all parts of my body are
are feeling as though baked,my eye balls are getting burned.what shall I
do?heart is as though baked. This body is burning continuously.
If you are
really able to avoid this avoid”.telling this ,’hey lotus faced ‘
talking like this stoped talk.while he was not talking again in order to advice him,by general words many
epics pravachanas (lectures) and many scripture sentences gave examples and told.he did not listen to
it.i was very much afraid by seing him
who is unconscious of body.no place(chance) to advice.thinking like this I should do my best ,rising from there went to
achchoda lake,from there brought cool lotus
stem(dantu?),lotus leaves added with water water drops,brought fine white lotus and black lotus(kannaidile) flowers with
fragrance.from pollens.in that creeper
house on marble stione ,spreading them arranged good bed.he slept there..later I
sqeezing by hand sandal tree tender buds by side,naturally fragrant having cool effect like snow,from that rasa (juice)from forehead
to leg applied continuously.peeling one
tree stem near by ,adding campher powder
making bell pressing pressing on
body continuously,(like potlice using salt
heat excetra)was emiting sweat. Added with little drops of pure water ,making tender banana
(suli?..........) as fan I was blowing again and again..though done many kind
of cool treatment,all those to pundarika like
tablets producing heat were giving only pain.
jewel among females(women), and
skillful where is that mahashvetha ?always indulged in forest dwelling added with deer kid dull pundarika where!on
seing like this why manmatha produced
separation pain to him?like that
daring,infamous ,difficult to achieve , non manageable, matter indulging manmatha without kindness will do
by negligence only? For that reason
what to do? Who will protect?which place to go?in this matter which
cleverness can be done?which help is
there? Which plan? What logic can be
done? How to save my friend’s life? What more shall I do? Is there any way
thought in various kinds.while thinking
that again I thought like this in
myself.if I go on thinking like this and sit durectionless ,what is fruit?this
is good,this is bad,leaving these feelings ,some way I should save my friends life(prana).why more
talk?how to save his life quick?thinking like this ,except bringing her here no
other plan.this rushikumara thinking that this is against to penance is not
able to do anything.apart from that to spell ‘female’from his mouth also feels
shy.to go near her and to tell by
himself a fear.on this side manmatha is killing him.all these seing by my
eyes what other shall I think.totally I
should save life of my friend surely.
Therefore should go near her some how
and must tell his charecters .deciding like this ,again”hey ,having eyes
like bird chakora to me also this is not
fit work to do.still as I must go I will go .if he becomes conscious and knows ,this is low work and
difficult also.therefore he may tell don’t go
,thinking like this without
telling him anything,giving some
reason(false),came very quickly .hey,lotus eyed, this is my friend’s
condition.now,cause of so much separation pain,for love upon you which is
feasible and as I have come so far,to
you also which is fit to do that is left
to you.this is truth” telling like this ,hey king, to this what she will say
,let us ask,my face only seingwith
silence.hey king,,on hearing that as though drowned in joy ocean,by mutual meeting (union)having got high love
,as though experiencing
extraordinary joy mass ,all
though all desires having been met,became
like this senses having got peak of
inexperiencible joy,along with love added with shyness ,bending head low for some time,without
touching eye lash and cheek,one behind other,densely pouring
profuse tears of joy,expressing my extraordinary (exclusive) joy I thought
like this in myself.
Some how
save my friend’s life.in request you giving saree border(seragoddi) ,telling
like this ,without givimg me chance to
give repley,coming in front of my
mother door keeping females,by surrounding females,fans,pan box wearing,mirror
attendant females through filled up door some how escaped and went
off.at that time this side ,due to my
ill health worry dried up faced my mother was sitting for
some time went to her house.what
did she say?what did time on this
side sun who is prana lover of lotuses drowning ,disturbed by mud of pathala world,,great destruction time oceans covering beyond border and through history coming to occupy whole world,spreading rising above dark covering,,I without knowing what to do
told like this to tharalike”my
mind and all senses are not under control.
What shall I do?you only tell me.kapinjala muni are all
in front of you only , you all
so know.
(maintaining) caste system becoming
blind by love ,joining lover(beloved)before marriage only if got married it will be non religious.for me it is not possible to go beyond
gurus and elders .therefore now death is only my fate.if kapinjala maharshi
comes to home by himself I did not give repley to him.is there higher love break than this? On this side
my friend.if he tells what I did as it
is will die in despair.”hey, broad eyed
like lotus ,how can solve defect of killing muni
produced by this?some how I am
spoiled”.talking like this elephants kumbhasthala by name chandra(moon) pressing and splitting (cutting)as though
pearls inside it bursting (exploding)
above,very clear galaxy of stars appeared.by pollens of flowers beautifully appearing forest line
Face of east female
Recreated by
rising moon’s slight light.later tjen
only born moon system with curiosity
of seing earth ,rised above from pathala loka(deep down world),adishesha’s hood
shining brightness red, shined like
circle of ratnas.in love fight by
jealousy angry rohini hitting her leg’s lac’srasa smearing whole body,vast sea’s havalas(pearls) brightness as
though spread ,lion by name purva
parvatha(estern mountains) hiting as though
blood has entered from body of
deer present in moon system(globe). Moon ray appeared beautifully to eye red bright.like this from new udaya raga
becoming red moon on seing severely burning kama
fire flame as though with mass
(group),,deep dark heart in myself
thought like this.
How did fire burning place became dark?this opposition by telling
meaning of word dark by saying ‘not
knowing what to do’will be solved.malaya maarutha (mountain air) on this side
group of trees on that side
,group of intoxicated body forgotten
kokilas with pride all these are shining
very much.not enough to this ,this low moon has
rised above ,appearing himself .ayyo spoiled .this seperatiom pain is
increasing in my mind.
Now low
(inferior) moon taking birth previously striked by
typhoid s(vishama sheetha fever)
charcoal(burning) rain as though
pouring snow on excessively cold
person,to man with big poisonous boil,
as though snake bite ,as though really happened
like this being upset (tumult) became unconscious then with very much
activity brought by tharalike , by sandal smeared (applied) and by
many cooling treatment ,treatment carried out from that same
awakening from unconsciousness as
sorrowness of mind increasing ,tears
following profusely on cheeks and breast ,I
saw tharalika who was crying holding me.on seing like that as my body was smeared by sandal (srigandha) joining hands
which were still wet “ I request you
only this much .you leave much shyness.to you why is fear of these father and mother?rise up come.i can’t
see still how much time ,without pity
upon him you will keep quiet like
this?hey,lotus faced ask me to go and
comes.i will go before mind only and
bring your beloved.
Tharalike
asking like this,what are you telling?what to do with elders ?tell.like death this man also has risen.you without delaying ,if you
carry with with kindness get up let us
go.today till prana exists in my
body by punya (good deed) wheather will be able to see prana lover
or not, I don’t see!like this
holding only due to reduced
weakness rised from there some how.on rising
like that suddenly then my right
eye started winking(BLINKING)as it is bad sign fate to this sinful ,what more bad effects will it produce
,this fever was produced in my mind.later water on stair case of three
words made to come out beautiful globe shaped hole, from shining moon‘s stem,as though ganga flood sandal water
flood coming down,as though milk
sea is boiling,moon light was spread
through out world.
What shall I
say that?in moonlight spread like
that all people were looking as
though in white islands,in that
night by
tumult(upset,kalavala) of
separation pain,to wake up who was
unconscious,smeared to forehead dense whitesandal added joined(gumed) white curly hairs
,japasara(rosary) worn previously in neck ,rised on ear bunch flower of paarijaatha,red blanket which
were like ring of padmaraga bead,adopted
in me along with tharalike,who was carrying various kinds of flowers and pans(taambulas),without bringing to
notice of my servants (surrounding people),coming
down from staircase to earth ,due to
bunch of paarijaatha flower bunch in my
ear,spreading fragrance ,mass of bees covering gathering ,I went with much celebration.like that joining with
taralike ,through door by side of garden
without taking attenders while going
I thought like this in
myself.very fastly thread(hede)
tightened along with bow manmatha is coming by my side only.sky has stood behind me.in
front my senses are going in same
way.moon is carrying by holding by his
rahs.when all these are like my relatives (servants) why other people are
needed?without being seen by anybody
going in search of friend (lover,beloved)to me that itself
is parivaara.(close people).
Like this
thinking in mind told tharalike like this.”very fickle eyed,how
this moon is attracting carrying me like that my prana lover also mercilessly
holding hands and hairs without delay will he bring and make to stand in front of me?on talking
like this tharalike showing smile told like this.”ayyo! dullard will moon bring your lover?first himself only
soon after seing you doing as though
being upset, by arrows of kama ,see how that means ,by reason of image kisses to your cheeks ,.touches waist’s
ratna line of dabu holds big beautiful breasts comes up and holds,emiting bright ,in shining
leg nails reflecting body ,falling to
your feet without leaving them has held ,as though looking.hey,lotus
eyed you don’t know about him.!apart from that from pain of separation,by smear
of sandal ,as though he has done ,is having white colour.with Intention(reason) of reflecting
sleeps in alum stone base.and drowns in lotus lakes .plays hand on
water oozing marble stones.seperating chakravaka birds lotus creeper bushes ,not liking them
goes beyond.like that he is suffering from various kinds of difficulties”.speaking timely suitable words ,which coming to that place along with her.
Before
leaving house only my right eye shook.by
this what fate troubles to me like this
my mind was crying in fear.in mean while in midst of forestcrying male’s tone
heard to ear.ayyo,planet moovment ,what again has come!thinking that my
chest suddenly flied. As though.what is
thatis ayyo burnt!baked!hey, cheater(ghathuka?),manmatha what did you do ?hey
cruel pity!that manmatha what injustice
she has done to you?fearful moon,did your desire fulfilled?hey chandala !cool
air!do you feel happy now?tell ayyo
shvethakethu maharshi! such sorrow you have to see?penance!now who is
your protecter in the world?religion,who
will hold your hand?divine way you are spoiled!saraswathi!now you really
became widow!friend am I not
aquainted?hence you have not seen me?suddenly like this can you go leaving
me?you have become very hard minded?to
me who other assistant (helper)is there?where shall I go now?i have no interest
on anybody.to me all directions are showing zero(useless).eye is not seen . who
is is direction (guide) to me?my life
became spoiled.crying like this “friend if
you won’t speak,with whom shall I
speak?with whom you are playing?why is this false anger upon me?tell
pundarika!where did your friendship go?without paining me get up a little and talk” hey king like kapinjala opening
mouth to direction direction.on hearing
that I lost courage ,with
sorrow became as though my prana(life) has gone.as flood of tears was
running profusely very much ,without
being able to see path clearly.like that
missing step (edavu?) jumping my upper cloth(meludavu?) being caught by bush creepers,crying ayyo !ayyo ! crying like
this ,somebody pushing dragging ,going method ,went to place where he was.while going there with there with fastness beyond my energy on bank of pond,secreting drops secreting
water droplets ,shining in marble stone ,from group of buds cool blossomed,flower petals bed,my
friend lying down.
He was
keeping his hand on chest which was baked by lust fire.it’s nail’s brightness ,being
afraid of shining moon turning back,passing through back piercing
chest came out mass of moon rays
as though were appearing .as I am coming with love ,as though he is listening to my leg sound,,by virtue of
anger on manmatha ,after little
reduction of pain , by temporarily produced
loss of control(paravasha) as
though he is sleeping happily.you have
loved other person more than me .tharefore
wil I remain here tell.”telling like this with anger
as though gone from pundarika’s
body prana (life) has gone. If these
pranas are present ,they will
produce tiredness by lust
disturbance..therefore thinking like this that there should not be any bondage,pushing them
away from body was appearing as though
he is disappearing static
trance bliss.
Apart from
that after seing me ,as I had come,as
though he had given lovable prana to me
as gift of love.to closer men giving
prana itself as love donation to beloved
is not wonder.and for relatives
this cooling(satisfaction) of
lust fever,put in forehead ,smear
vibhuthi of smeared three lines,heavy wet lotus tube (dantu?) thread ,janivara(sacred thread)keeping on
shoulder tender banana leaf
covering cloth, having long
japasara(rosary,chanting dead chain)pearl
neck chain which I had given
,by dense campher
dust ashes ,having whitened body, to make cool,hand tied lotus tube
,raksha kankana(protection ring?) having
dress of person doing lust vratha (kama oath) ,to get my vision as though
practicing (achieving) manthra.
After
pouring of tears continuously behind it,eye was red as though still blood is pouring .eyes were half closed
,being afraid of hit pain of arrow
of manmatha.when I went near him”hey cruel ,(though I am paining
for you)you don’t even meet me once and go.now don’t come and go!talking like this ,angry
with loveful sorrow ,appearing as though seing.as his lips mere little organ, to take away his pranas
(lives) coming entering moon ray not as though coming out ,shining teeth brightness were
whitening directions.if circular
lotus tube around neck is seen
moon by rope of his rays. Tying
knotas though being carried away, to other world.,he was looking.
Manmatha’s arrow pre occupied chest,he was keeping his hands.
That
beloved equal to prana (life),you residing in
my heart don’t go with my prana ,be here only”like this as
though he was presenting it was looking
fine.he had kept another hand upside down as though
sandal juice is is oozing
brightness of smooth shining lightning nails were brightness had spread around.it was shining as though it is held
across moon light obstructing .by his side long necked
marble stone’s kamandala(holy
vessel) was there.it was appearing as
though prana which has left
my friend how it
goes??thinking like this ,was
appearing as though it’s going path lifting neck . upon seing me causing suddenly sorrow doubling ,embracing neck of friend
weeping kapinjala ayyo! Intoxicated as he was
crying very much, then only died sinless
that great person(mahaanubhava) very ingrateful ill lucked
myself found suddenly and fell unconsciously.then to me as though
having embraced cave of paathaala
(deep depth) deep darkness covered. what
I became? Where did I fell? What did
I cry till mouth got tired?what did I do?from where did I came.?whose daughter?
I
was not knowing anything.by virtue of sin
done in past lives,for this body was having
patience to experience boundless
difficulties,attatching to people
continuously excessively with
cruelty troubling manmatha’s bent(curved) nature,,by my bad luck ,what
shall I say ! hey, king then my prana (life)stood without going finally in body.i am stone
hearted(chested) awaking after long time
of unconsciousness later this long grief specially burning a ground like
burning coal,I saw myself very much shaking.like that I without dieing ,he dieing ,crying due to sorrow
,without comsciousness on body “ayyo!without kindness upon me who is
orphan ,with fixed mind in you
only,desiring curiously for you only,sorrowful,being troubled by
manmatha (lust god),having no other direction(fate), me who is girl can you go
leaving alone?lord! tharalike
herself is witness
ask her.to me who is baked by
your separation,today’s day is
appearing like crores of epochs.upon me
who is your feet servent(charanadasi)why this much of anger?kind to devotee
people (bhaktha vathsala),why you became kindless!you open your eyes once fulfilling my desire fate .be kind upon me..o kailasa
mountain protect me.
Hey,night become protecter to me.hey,achchoda lake
,o my forest goddesses all of you joining donate my husband to me.(make my
beloved survive).till I came nobody gave
life to him ekavali,at least you were not able to hold prana a little while!telling like
this without leaving ,again falling
on feet of kapinjala maharshi again and again, rolling asking him to
save,due to sorrow embracing tharalika,crying
desiring dense grown and sticked(gumed)by
smear(application) of sandal ,clearly
from red jade’s(tuft of woven head hairs) base having show off (fancy) and shining in
beautiful forehead of face,from mass of
covering jades on fine cheeks,kept for cool treatment soft lotus tubes on arms,mixed with
sandal liquid and having lotus leaves
covered on soft chest,moving hands often
with upset,without moving away from side of pundarika,often blaming”no kindness
at all”,embracing neck,crying without gap, incessantly(cintineously) ,taught by nobody at any time ,never seen
before,added with very humbleness,thousands of lovely words,coming from her
mouth,floating in tears flood,as birth place to tears flood,place of origin
of thousands of peaks of
cry(pralapas),as though creating thousands of sorrows, I became”like this
telling her story to him previously, experienced unbearable that bad
condition’s heritage,now also experiencing ,her spirit was flied off by
higher unconsciousness.(she became unconsciousness).as becoming
unconscious and falling ,prince
chaithrapada on seing this
tumulting(upset) quickly lifting her by
doubt,what is her this condition.?thinking like this ,pouring
continuously from eyes tears wet her.
by Upper cover(upper
cloth) border slowly blowd air.faning
like that awakening from unconsciousness
“mother,sinful I by questioning you
produced such big sorrowful state.therefore this story is enough.stop.to me also very difficult to hear..by remembering only ,unbearable to mind ,close people
,sorrowful mass ,if heard by ears,will it not produce more sorrow?apart from that,regarding her
told like this.”some how with much difficulty till now,tightly held pranas ,now
don’t make fuel to old memory fire”he requested.then he was tearing with
sorrow.chandrapeeda telling like
this sighing,responding freely flowing
tears again she told”king,what is this you are telling shyful words?in last
black deep dark night,not going my pranas
will they go now?yama killing all ,me who is in difficult condition and
stone hearted,even to lift eye and see
also hesitates.(feels bad).when it is like this you only tell how can death come to me?and to talk with
first shyness like meis there any other
difficulty?what shall I say! Like that thunderbolt hit pitiful pundarika’s after death to tell.and
ask anybody impossible wonderful
one instance (incident)
happened.now I will tell you ,apart from that coming above and above difficulties ,fundamental
,useless,ingrateful,unfit to save this
my bodythere is one reason.i will talk in this bad condition seing face of pan bag holder(sanchi holder) who was
crying continuously”tharalike,without
leaving how much you will cry?gather together woods. Prepare for dead body
(cadaver,chithe)burning. Why delay?this moment only I must go
with my praneshwara(lord of prana).while telling like this suddenly a man descended from moon system(mandala) ,through sky
path.how it was is ,being decorated by wabling ,very much garland with broad chest being caught by being caught by
armlets(tholubandi ,arm bracelets) wearing white dhothi shaking due to air,by embrace of lasses
,being leaf letters except
drawn in breasts,having shoulder region
marked by ,due to ear stars(kadaku) hanging in both ears brightness of rathna having red cheek,like group of bees black in curved(bent) hairs ropes, with
beautiful head wearing blossomed white lotus in ear.
Wearing turban made of
silk cloth,having clean body like white
lotus,having height ,shape charecterised by charecters of great
persons,a divine shaped great man ,clean body brightness enlighting all
directions ,godman added with more fragrance spreading very much,stretched forward his two arms resembling
asked him.then she was also like
me.like lotus stem(dantu) lifting
dead pundarika in front of me
only.lifting him rised to sky.telling daughter,mahashvetha , don’t spoil mind
don’t think of death.again you
will join him telling like this rised to sky.”like that at that time to me very much fear,wonder,curiosity were
produced. Fearing very much I asked
kapinjala what is this he without answering me,with upfaced “where are you carrying my
friend suddenly without telling and
asking,liftingwhere? Stop?followd that
man and he also went to sky rising.as on seing all these people entered middle of moon system.my sorrpw doubled as kapinjala
also went without knowing what
to do”.”tharalika what is this tell.did
you understand I
asked her.then she was also like me..she was also under control of fear(paravasha) .apart from that she had also doubt that I may also leave prana. There she added with kindness
“mother, I don’t know anything .but that
great person(mahapurusha) has come like father showing
kindness(vaatsalya,affection) has solved your
sorrow. Such people even if they
appear in dreamalso,it will not become false.When it is like this, that divine
person has appeared in front directly ,he told ,so no place for
doubt.nothing more to that.making your
beloved’s(prana kantha) life again to return ,bringing life with purpose of
sending him back,then divine has
consoled you.therefore without telling it is not true , should leave trial of
death.than these consoling words what more is needed?if kapinjala is living
he will surely return to you. Therefore
you should some how protect
your life till he comes near you; is any way! Saying like this she fell on my leg, hey king,though inspite
of thinking it might be like lotus,above that as it is not possible by anybody to leave desire of eyes
,from desire bondage,that he may return,as natural charecters of women is curved attracting, like this to bad
desire(over desire). I have been sinner without being able to leave ‘prana’.later on the back
of that lake rolling continuously,spreading, depressed
hair’s
cheeks wet by tears sticked covering cloth ,tone breaking
due to cry,becoming rough(gaaru)weeping continuously with tharalike,that fearful sin night becoming equal to total destruction(pralaya) night,excessive
sorrow becoming thousands of epochs
long,and becoming morning ,weeping me tharalika by support of her
body,holding,lifting upright, slowly getting down to bank(dada) making me to bathe,I did(took) bath.after taking bath like that,by extreme love upon him,wearing his silk cloth,taking his
japasara(rosary) only holding his
kamandala (holy vessel) only wearing his
dress only I started brahmacharya.(celibacy).
holding vratha (deeksha,oath) like that my lack of luck,hardness of god,extra sorrows,unbearable
mental pain, thinking about temporariness of things of
World,without allowing
mind towards bad thoughts, controling senses keeping away relations and parents
,deciding what is to be done by tying to
whom,I orphan depended (surrendered) on parameshwara who is lord of all worlds. My parents coming along with relatives crying, with purpose of carrying back to home,spoke many words of consolation. Requesting like this,”ayyo,she will not
come!” my father became very worryful.staying for few days again with difficulty at end returned home.after going like that,by
chanting(japa),by penance I am exploiting
my body,that is, just only gratitude shown to my died friend.
Che!che! no chanting,no penance,hey king ,in name of
chanting I and counting mass of his
charecters,,that is all! Hey moon like
king,one who is fit for ill fame,without any good signs,amangala(non-good)
form,born as waste, kindless,loveless,joyless,,fit for blaming,living as waste(vain),cruel,being goaled by great sin of killing
Brahman(brahmahathya),ungrateful(ghaathaki), on hearing about me what is the use?tell!(telling like this beautiful moon,being crossed by white layer of cloud of sharath season,she was covering her face by white silk cloth(naaru
madi),was crying continuously. After consoling her,with difficulty who was
crying , chandrapeeda has respect
towards her due to her good charecters.now
as she had all her news,completely from beginning to end,with good will,he
having attracted mind told like this”worshipable,in world pouring some tears
showing friendship females,what is
speciality?you leaving boundless worldly joys and enjoyment like
this,residing in forest,punishing delicate body, have yielding to this much
of severe penance,,like you who has
gratitude towards friend(beloved)?in case if
sahagamana(co-death) is due ,will the dead one get up?in order to hide anxiety of burden of sorrow few people
die together.
Such people what favour
will they do to dead?died people
according to karmas done by them,will get rebirth in different places.
By that, first died
and those die along with will
join together means fully absurd.apart from that ,to those who
died together will get only self killing defect(dosha),also.no other use.if they live
without dieing with died personby
giving offer(tharpana) excetra great help is possible.after death of
manmatha did his wife rathi died?did kunthi
die with pandu king?and when
abhimanyu died ,did utthare died?when syndhava died did dushyle
died? Are all these not known to
young?.apart from that what is great matter for me to correct you?that man only
has come to console you means what should I say about it’s extraordinary.words of such people sure will not become false.therefore your behavior which is
not blamable,should not be blamed by telling many epical stories.by many kinds of consoling words,some how consoling ,and then going slowly with
humbleness, bringing stream(jhari) water
chandrapeeda ,in spite of
her not wishing ,forcefully made her to
wash face. Hearing this mahasvetha
vritthantha as though having
got great sorrow sun aso leaving day’s
work became downfaced(got down).later
as sun system (mandala) was getting down
to western sea.universe(brahmaanda) as
though smeared bu purple (violet,jambu)
colour like eyes of kokila.,beautifully
bright dense evening red spread through out world.
In that evening ,later
washing legs with water of kamandala
(holy vessel) after finishing rituals of
evening time, sat in ash bed(bhasmashayye) with long
sigh.those who have undertaken paashupatha vratha (oath)sleep on bed
arranged by vibhuthi(holy ash).to that bhasmashayye is name. on this side chandrapeeda performing
sandhyavandana(evening rituals) making himself bed of creeper,bed and sat.there thinking in mind
only various peculiar mischieves of manmatha ,with wonderful mindtold like this.”your attender(servent)
tharalika where she has gone? Where is she?.as chandrapeeda asked.mahashvetha started to tell .how it
means.
Mahashvetha’s vritthantha completed’
Date of
translation completed on
8.12.19.date of completion of typing on
20.2.20.
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Meaning
of few words:
1)budakattu= tribe
2) vritthantha=news,history.
3)haasare=rock,broad stone.
4) hindilu=bush,podaru,group of trees
5)bandu=honey,jenu
6)rathi-joy,happiness, intercourse,santhosha.
7)manjari-bunch,gonchalu.
8)karanda= box,bharani.
9)rosary=japasara,japa maale,chanting bead chain. Chanting
garland.s
10)gunjaarava=sound of bees,
11)asuge tree=ashoka tree
12)dantu=stem? Hollow tube(of lotus)
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Selective
translation of ‘karnataka kadambari’
written by nagavarma ,translated to kannada prose by ha.ve. narayana
shastry,translated to English by
dr.raveendra hosadurga.
Original
source:’kabambari’ of baanabhatta in
Sanskrit(samskrutha)
Part selected:mahasvetha vritthantha
(news of
(history) of mahasvetha) 5th
edition ,2017,published by kannada saahithya parishath.
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I am
grateful to great poetic prose novelist
baanabhatta,great poet naagavarma,scholar sriha.ve. narayana shastry for their works
And also grateful to
president and members of kannada saahithya parishat,chamaraja
pet,bengaluru-560018
translation is my hobby. Please correct and
excuse if there are any mistakes.
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That is
how,hey prince who is prominent of
king’s family(dynasty),in heaven there are
females called apsaras(divine dames) which also know.among them there
are fourteen tribes(budakattus).they are famous
from their corresponding names,depending upon source of different
births.that is how from earth,from sea,(moon)from air,from sun,from
amrutha,from death,from brahma,from manmatha,from from water,from Vedas,,from
lightning,,from fire,apart from that ,muni(saint) born by(from) dakshabrahma,,two
females by name ariste gandharva family took birth.
There
chaithraratha who was elder to fifteen people like cithrasena
took birth in woman called muni
as son.he became king of gandharvas. Also he had greatness of having friendship of devendra.his fame was spread in
three worlds.from that chithraratha
garden by name of chithraratha
and big lake achchoda was constructed.apart from that being senior to (elder to) six people like thambura excetra residence of
purusharthas of ariste ,close friend of
devendra ,and like sun to white lotus
f chithraratha a son by name by name hamsa was born.(dharma(duty
,religion), artha (money),kaama(lust),
moksha (liberation) are purusharthas.apart from that there is mountain hemakuta ,at the same distance which is residence of kimpurushas.there
famous high in family of gandharvas,that chithraratha charecterised by all virtues,hamsa also ruling kingdom both indulged in mutually doing happy conversation play were joyful.
In apsara female born by moon rays moon like
faced gowri was borm.she was shining as though
moon, brightful and greatly
beautiful,clean,by flood of beauty.like
friendship of devaganga(divine ganga) to milk sea (ksheera samudra),to
hamsa ,who is famous as gandharva family supreme(shresta) gowri got married.
By equal
families,beauty,treasure(wealth),by show off of
youth,with united mind,having single feel,,equal love shining young couples,were enjoying married
life got by new youth.
Prince,what
shall I say?to that great souled parents,bad lucked,having body which is
mass of sin sorrowful me took
birth as daughter.My father who is gandharva
king ,by seing me out of much love,kept name mahasvetha. My parents were
not having children for long
time.therefore more than son were
protecting (rearing) me from supreme love.in few days childhood without source of
love,sorrow,labour any of these spending
vasatha(spring) shined by buds and
flowers ,branch of flowers shining by
line of bees ,in my body show off of youth
step by step increased. Later by intoxication of lust increasing play of unchaste woman even during day , out of aviveka(inability to
differentiate good and bad),manmatha
killing people seperated people getting satisfaction,by tunkara of lust arrows splitting travelers chest,blood
spilling on path,to king shishira
season(winter),death like vasantha
Season came.in
vasantha season(spring) coming like that nalina(lotus) ,white
lotus(kumuda),kuvalaya(blue lotus),kalhaara (red lotus),shining by water flowes
to achchoda lake for bath along with her mother. On seing, picture of parameshwara drawn(written)by parvathi
godess for sake of worship
on rock of bank doing namaskarams,on the bank of that
lake white lotus(kumuda), blue lotus (kuvalaya),red lotus(kalhaara) .this is bush of beautiful flower keepers,occupied by intoxicated bees.today rasa leakng being
split by beeks of
Kokilas with buds,sweet mango trees group.this is on
listening to sound of peacock left by
feared snakes,sandal trees hindilu(bush,group),thinking like this was moving
with very much interest, there from one side producing supreme joy to
nose,added with mass of bees,being
brought by wild air,flower’s divine fragrance,covering other flower’s
smell,was coming spreading.covering like that
suitable to divine world,never smelled before,smelling that flower’s
fragrance.
From where
did it come?as wonder was increasing ,holding it’s path,to melodious tune of leg
chains king swans coming tpgether,I was going
forward.there at some distance
a young muni
(munikumara,saint) was coming to take bath in lake,by fire(spark) of
forehead of parameshwara(lord shiva)
manmatha(god of lust) got burnt by severe sorrow.to have him penancing mamatha’s friend
like vasantha beautiful shaped young muni(saint’s son)was shining very
well. To get full advantage of image(bimba),fully from that desire big muni vratha(oath,deeksha) as though moon
on the head of parameshwara ,that young
saint was shining.apart from that
brightness of body has accompanied(caused) shine around body.
Therefore burning as though in midst of burning
fire flame and as though inside
of shining creeper lifhtning
was appearing.therefore his form was not able to understand. Clearly having beauty like
enlightment lamp from brightness of rushi’s body. Increased eda and pingala closer.that forest was shining like golden forest.if seen bright
red jades munikumara(young
muni)as though being wet by gorochana were shining like cotton’s mangala
suthra(sacred thread).first in good time of getting graced by vidya godess,worn sandal thulasi
nama(thilaka) new vibhuthi
thilaka was shining
in forehead .,he was comparable to flood of ganga river added with heaps
of sand.that munikumara’s long eyes
were very attractive,all deers of forest as though have given one one fraction (part) of their
eyes,like garland of threaded eyes was
shining.
Love created
by new youth,as it was not able to enter mind,as though standing outside,his red lip
like lotus raga bead(padma raga mani),like thonde fruit bright
reflecting as though opposing(more
brighter than it’s brightness).
At poet’s time(kavisamaya) love
is red coloured. Therefore has described
red lip as outside love. Not yet
grown mustache his lotus like face were beautiful were reminding golden lotus,not yet attacked by little bees.
Here we should know as blossoming
red lotus just mow.that munikumara’s
very clean sacred thread(yajnopavitha)
like thread of manmatha’s
bow as though pond of great penance
grown up lotus stem threads were
shining.
Alumful(sphatikamaya) in the hand munieshvara
(lord of munies)was looking like vakula fruit added with stalk.soft like
bud held clean alum(sphatika) japasara(chanting chain,rosary) was
resembling tears sheding down from eyes
of rathi godess who is weeping by destruction of manmatha.
That munikumara’s Whirled beautiful
deep naval(hokkalu),pure, all vidyas(educations)rivers union appearing whirls,were shining. God’s
world mandara trees threads(fibres)
constructed and new,being whirled in river devaganga(divine ganga) river washed and holied,like eye of
old chakora bird,beautiful,very fine dhothi(panche) was shining. Apart from
that like decoration to vratha
(deeksha,oath) of celibacy(brahmacharya),like new youth to religion like fancy
(show off) of fun to saraswathi,to lessons of vidya(education) like husband
svayamvara(self selection of grooms )to
all Vedas symbol of meeting point . he
was more man young muni equal to him had come to this forest selecting cutting flowers with
desire was coming behind
him. . hey , king like this to the forest’s inside
lake I saw incessantly who was
coming for bath.while I was seing,I saw with wonder flower bunch kept on ear of
that munikumara’s( young muni) .that was like mass of sweat drops produced during inter course rathi,who is manmatha’s
wife,like intoxicated fan(chamara) of ntoxicated
elephant of manmatha,like smile
of forest lakshmi (vana lakshmi), slow air coming from south chaithra
month(spring) was giving shining like
from corns (aralu) in
offer(arghya) during welcome time. Seducing and intoxicating bees lines group following back of new fragrance might have come from this flower bunch,I decided.thinking like
that seing moon face of that munikumara
lakshmi residing joyfully,lotuses feast
to eye moon system,brahma
creating first,later has created this
beautiful face.to create two identical things
again and again Brahma is not a dullard.before creating this face ,as
models he started creating
and prepared well.after sufficient training has done this munikumara’s face.
“In Krishna paksha(black
fortnight)sun by his rays named ‘sushumna’ by his rays,drinks moon’s kalas(blacks)”’as is told
in epics.this is false.listen what I
say,all these moon’s brightness is
joining body of this muni kumara.this is sure.otherwise,this beautiful,while
doing penance,will it emit this much of brightness?.thus having pride only in
his beauty,like this in new youth,not giving chance to virtues and defects
decision manmatha,drinking new flower juice,prideful female bee I lost
control.(became intoxicated).later forgetting to leave breath,forgetting even
blinking (winking)eyes ,in hurry to fall upon,being upset,curvedly (bent) with
desireful eyes to see him..sorrounding his beauty juice with very much interest
drinking excessively,I am subordinate to to you,I will mind by keeping it on palm,trying to get
concentration,”manmatha is troubling me protect me” like this as though I have surrendered to you,give one
place in your mind,showing desire like this,possible only by very low level
girls,this very shyful desire is not suitable for me.,though I know that I am
doing suchan unfit work,as yhough
stagnant by very interest as though
written in figure,as though unconscious ,as though held by somebody was seung
him only without shaking.as though manmatha’s flower
arrow piercing my body was vibrating.as though washed well from sweat shyness went off.to
see beauty of that great person,romance appeared(occurred).
To give entry to manmatha from inside long sigh was coming
outside incesently.(if all air comes out
emptying inside then there is
provision for entry of kama(lust
god).starting from there,together many types of
lust vikaras(changes) happening,without having any experience
previously,newly fear fear
producing upset(tumulted) with
sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha
,winner of senses and filled up with brahma thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladiesthey will throw away all ethical
mattersand get tied up,she is good maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how I was notable to
control my mind in any way. Loving
themselves there are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
To give
entry to manmatha from inside long sigh
was coming outside incesently.(if all air comes out emptying inside then there is provision for entry of kama(lust god)).starting from there,together
many types of lust vikaras(changes)
happening,without having any experience previously,newly fear producing
upset(tumulted) with sky fearing like this,fearless manmatha ,winner of senses and filled up with brahma
thejas(brightness) in this maharshi only
with one pride of beauty,leaving totally
ethics,might have done me mind failing(yielding) like this?if I fall upon him
and and moov further then he may
think”if love is produced in ladies
they will throw away all ethical matters
and get tied up,she is good
maya lass( mayangane) “. Some how
I was not able to control my mind in any way. Loving themselves there
are ladies who will go behind beloved.similarly love increases in
lover,sky less also.but in this world,like me,
as soon as seing suddenly get
shyless directionly chest soiled is there any body?thinking like
ths I wondered myself.
After
wondering like this consoling myself
before my intellect goes beyond my control,before loosing value it is better fo
ne to go away first.otherwise he seing
desireless kama(lust) changes’ayyo, some what yielded mind’s thinking like this may give curse
also.are not munies angry persons usually? Trying to return ,without neglecting
(condemning) worshiped by all should not
be left, weared in curley hairs beautiful flowers playing on cheek shining well ,added with
tender buds,beautiful ear ornament(ole) enjoying on shoulder without blinking again and again
my body of that muni,seing beautiful did namaskarams.later as it is difficult
to win manmatha (lust god) as it is
impossible to control senses as vasantha(spring) season produces pride(intoxication)
totally to me also this kind of sorrowful yoga was there.that young muni
observing my changes(vikaras) manmatha shook his mind like lamp flame kept in air.on doing like that
as mind was coming towards to me
,as he was coming forward to show
path his breath became
long.suddenly lass in order to
welcome her,suddenly romance appeared. Celibacy
(brahmacharya) protected up to this
,will be spoiled ,by this fear his
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) in his hand was shaking with wonder.( for
him also control of kama expiration)
romantic vibration developed).apart from that rather than this paarijatha creeper(manjari) other leaving in vasantha
season ,other flower bud is shining on
his cheek,sweat drops appeared .he by affection of mind seing at me only
lifting eye.his excessive whiteness of eye had made that all space has been
filled with white lotus by this group of white lotuses rising
from achchoda lake coming above
has joined in the sky,was spread in four directions.
Then a
thought like this in myself”manmatha who
is teacher of lust dance himself has done all kind of theses mischieves.if not what is intercourse
enjoyment?not knowing this rushi son’s
vision ,way of pouring amrutha
,boiling,flowing shringaara rasa,pouring
of joyful tears ,by burden of joy moving shaking one kind,even a little not shaking that or this side,falling upon me
as though has appeared from tip of creeper eye brow along with sleep,jada showing out pride tired dull
face,how it came without
proven practical thinking like
this seing I I went near him as I got this much oppurtnity..doing
namaskarams to muni with him’what is the name of this
young muni?
Whose son is
he?the flower worn by him is very rare
never before(apurva) in earth.this is cut and brought from which high(supreme)tree flower bunch?all
these are to be informed.’I am very much wondered’ I asked him freely(closeness)on asking like
this that muni laughing slightly’hey
girl,by which interest you are asking them?
If you are interested in this I will tell, listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting
namaskarams from all rushies,producing joy to all all munies
scholar in all high vidyas(educations) and very beautiful shvethakethu
maharshi was there.one day he had come
to take bath in pundarika lake.in that
lotus lake in midst of dense
lotuses,shining broad in one lotus lakshmi
godess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all parts) of that
devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that suddenly
in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilisation happened. Suddenly one supreme beautiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas(educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden)..
If you are interested in this I will tell listen.telling like this started
to tell.how it means in heaven getting namaskarams from all rushies,producing
joy to all all munies scholar in all hifh vidyas(educations) and
very beautiful sfvethakathu maharshi was
there.one day he had come to take bath in
pundarika lake.in that lotus lakein midst of dense lotuses,shining broad
in one lotus lakshmigodess had resided with joy firmly. She saw beautiful(all
parts) that devarshi(divine rushi) with very much interest.on seing like that
suddenly in white lotus she had sit ,she
experienced psychological intercourse
joy.that psychological joy got
blessed. Fertilation happened. Suddenlt one supreme beaytiful child giving joy to eyes was born.lifting it”this
is your child”she gave that child to him.then he seing on yoga vision accepting his child,did rituals like
jathakarma,as it was born in white lotus(pundarika) named it as pundarika.after
passing tender age making him scholar in
all vidyas*educations)made him wearer of brahmacharya (celibacy)vratha.later
this great man is engaged in that vratha
execution(practice)only. Now to
him how vratha opposite flower bunch
came means,as today is chathurdasi(fourteenth day) to see lord of kailasa while we were coming
from heaven togethersuddenly one forest godess decorating with flower ornaments
onlydrinking new flowers honey with intoxication ,keeping nail’s bright emiting her hand
keeping in vasantha godess(spring
godess) holding one parijatha
fine flower bunch was coming in nandanavana(divine garden).
Coming like that doing namaskarams “worshipable, in three
worlds ,to your supreme beauty this divine flower bunch is ornament acceptable well.wear it in ear.let
birth of paarijaatha become blessed like this. she requested
munikumara. then munikumara shying in praise of his beauty as though not
hearing was going forward.she without
leaving was coming behind him.i saw and
said “friend! by little grace to this lady can’t you make her joyful? I asked.
He “why this to me?,no no though he was
telling without leaving she kept on his
ear and went off”like this friend muni
telling pundarika by lips and cheeks
showing smile”you have desire for the
flower bunch “. Therefore tell why to inform in other way? Telling this
separating from ear removing” I am
loving you give me sex joy”telling this,though tone of bees,bunch of
flowers which was bright like galaxy of
stars, he made to wear in my ear. What
to tell more?by little touch of my cheek
only by joy his hand was shaking very much.along with his shy
japasara(chanting bead chain,rosary) also
sliped and fell down..before falling down to earth ,which he was not knowing I holding
that japasara (chanting bead chain) put
that bright garland around neck. Then I felt as though embracing arms of that muneeshwara and
enjoyed joy.
At that
momet my umbrella holding attender came and saw” mother,don’t delay .queen is ready to return to house after finishing bath.you also come
now only”,telling this,though I was not willing
even a little ,like newly held female elephant keeping ankusha( a sharp instrument to control elephent) turning with
compulsion dragged and took me off.as she was carrying me with compulsion as though keyed by mass of arms of manmatha (lust god)as though played in his
beauty of face appearing on cheek at the tip of romantic
thorns as though pricked togetheras though stretched by thread of beauty,drew
my vision,which was pierced in him with much trial and upset(tumult).as I went
from there,suddenly seing his loss of
courage “friend pundarika !this is not the way which only ordinary (non
–scholars) go,without thinking even a
little in mind lost peace!where did your
knowledge go?like this being chest disturbed lost control?friend, to your
new suddenly there upset (disturbed)
of senses from where did it come? Where did your boldness go?where
did your hardness go? When did negligence of family joy went off? Where is mass
of your Vedas? Where is your celibacy(brahmacharya)? Where is your knowledge of scriptures?where
is your yathitva(saintship)?where is your control over youth?like this
incessantky (without gap) such
enjoyment not leaving even people like you ,if it dies like this,the
viveka(ability to discriminate right and wrong) which was got by studying scriptures?where is value to
vedic scriptures,knowledge of other world(paraloka) became useless(meaningless)!from your hand japasara (chanting bead chain,rosary)
some how fell down. Though she carried away it in front of you only you are
not knowing means,who are then
without prajna(consciousness) like you?
Therefore at
least now you keep your mind in
control”.telling like this acting as
though feeling shy”kapinjala! Like this tieing knot one to one don’t think otherwise.the mistake
of cheating me which she did I don’t
bear surely.”telling like
this rising with artificial anger with much difficulty he frowned.his fearful
frowned eye brow even appearing very romantic.
By desire of
kissing me his lip was shaking ,then
that young muni told me”hey,fickle minded
without giving my chanting bead (japasara) don’t moov even a single step!telling this I
took garland in my neck thinking as chanting bead(japasara) took to
hand. Like this for opening dance of
manmatha’s gave pushpanjali(flower
anjali)removed and gave pearl chain.he also
with vision fixed in my face only
with zero(shunya) heart thinking that
itself as chanting bead I went off from
there .being upset as though taken bath
in by sweat bathed in
pond.later friends like turning river cross ,through out ,passesd with
very much difficulty compulsively carried me
to house.on carrying me ,day with
my mother with very much difficulty
came to palace .joining my
residence by his separation ,without
consciousness on body wheather came to homeor
or not wheather with friends
or not wheather I am sleeping or
awaken well weather with friends or not ? weather
Wheather I am sleeping or awaken
well,wheather silent or speaking,wheather joyful or sorrowful,wheather laughing or crying due
to depression,wheather day or night,is
this sorrow or disease,of mental upset,is
this good or bad, I was not knowing all
these were not there to me.
Where shall
I go?with whom shall I talk with
closeness?what to hear?what to see
with desire?to whom to tell
this?next how is my life?these by pain of separation I could not know.later making to stand all
friends and all servents at door only,climbing
steps of lass home(kannevada) keeping
face in ratnaful window, as though
got beauty from amrutha sea floods heritage by treasure of manikya only constituted,made beautiful by moon system or decorated well, the directions which he was standing ,till my fixed vision getting tired was seing with interest.
Apart from
that,the air comingfrom that side,flower fragrance coming from that side,birds tone coming from that
side,ready to hear his news. As he has undertaken rushi
dress is not rough dress,by
joining him youth became
very beautiful,as he is wearing
in ear paarijaatha flowers are very
beautiful,as he is there heaven has become
romantic,as his beauty treasure
is there,it is not possible to win over manmatha by anybody ,thinking like this ,by separation
of punyathma (one who has done good deed),let not prana go,wearing japasara (chanting garland,rosary)in
neck as ‘protection’(raksha),like
wishper which he tells in
loneliness,joining ear showing
paarijaatha flower bunch(manjari),like
the happiness produced by his hand touch,appearing in
cheek,and filled in ears like flower
buds shining romanticism,,with bored mind was sitting alone .in same time my thambula(pan) box wearer
makarike(tharalike) was remaining
near pond for some time,later coming
near to me told slowly like
this.”matha(amma)”one who made to wear this flower bunch he without being seen by his friend munikumara ,entering
in densely grown
creepers group ,slowly came and
asked by smooth words,affectionately
much about you.
How it means
is “this girl is from whose side?what is
her name?why did she come here?whose daughter?decorated by these blossomed
flowers ,from lotus lake which side she
went?he asked,then I told to munikumara
like this. ”she is produced by sun rays-born in apsara lasses(divines
dames) family gouri and gandharva world lord
hamsa’s dayghter.her name is
“mahashvetha”.today she had come to take
bath in this lake
along with her mother.now she is going to her house
hemakuta.thinking for a little
which later told to me.” Hey moon
faced ,by seing your serious shape in
this small age,if she delicate (soft)
natured she is asked,my request will not fail(fruitless)with this hope I have
come to you”. After he told like this
joined hands with honour”worshipable
let these be order extraordinary good gentleman like you.even to see me
is it ordinary? Which is one who have punya like me?
To tell
truth (to be frank) thinking me as close order me what is to be done by me?then
I will be blessed” .i told him then he
was very happy.apart from that”hey, thin bellied,,as black cloud covers spread
and grown by side as though producing dark,buds of honge(……………?)tree that munikumara took and sqeezed on clean
stone. seing that and this side tearing
silk dhothi which he had covered
on that by honge juice wrote (by nail of
right hand little figure).
Laterwithout
seen by any body take this letter and
give to that girl he has sent.she
removed that secret letter from her bag
and gave.the pundarika’s which she told
was only words ful.(shabdamaya)was
like giving toch joy of embrace.though only entered ear
,entering whole body spread ,emiting out
romantic was informing.making manmatha
to come on body (lust excitement),like manthra , made without having consciousness on body on
seing and opening that letter.,manasa lake born
swan(hamsa) clean like pearl garland ,being overdesired by lotus stem(taavareya
dantu) showing some direction ,being carried away very far,you through clean pearl neck chain making me overdesire like lotus
stem,to me has carried drawn the desire upon you very far!to hamsa bird born in
manasa lake showing like
desire of clean lotus stem, like
your clean pearl chain
you have attracted very much love
in my mind upon you.on examining this
poetry of aaryavrittha (a kind of meter,chandassu) as though making drinks(liquors) , to previously intoxicated
,like bad sleep to poisoned person,like dark spreading to blind,like illusion
of direction to ,one who has missed
path,to one who is held by devil(ghost)
as though kettathola(………………?) coming,to one who is not religious like teaching chaarvaka religiom(system), one who has
illusion by nature,magicians peacock feather
brush fanning,became what shall I say!
Later for having seen second time,that friend has done amrutha drinks or has got
and came boon the punya(good deed)
done in past birth has started to
give birth to fruit,wheather
experiencing heavenly joy, some goodness might have this ,I saw her with much curiosity. Seing like that calling her near
to sit with affection correcting her spread hair , smearing her cheeks slowly
in between us I am owner,she is
servant,difference has been changed repeated has very much
respecting like this “tharalika”how did you see him? He to what
extent was throwing his vision towards us? What did he say? How much long were you with him?how long was he following
us.like this leaving all relatives that saw holder (pan box holder) and I were
sitting on upstairs .I was repeatedly asking same matter again and again. Like this day
time spent.at that time striken by lust, lotuses closed. Getting inside bees attacked (attached)to them.this is lotus
creeper female her beloved sun’s
separation pain becoming unconscicious
,covering her inner mnd.appearing like dark.chakravaka couples
like bright of moon charm beautifully,brightfully were
acting tender lotus
stem(dantu?),one tip male and another tip female,like this biting again and again.then due to
it’s inner then through it’s inner
hollowness (empty tube),male’s mind female and female’s mind male
as though have absorbed pain of
separation covering during that night.they were with pain of
manmatha memtally ,got separated.then
umbrella holding attender came inside
through door “mother “mother when we had been to take bath ,two rushi kumaras on the lake’s
bank,among them one one has come asking
chanting bead(japasara) has come and stood at palace door” told.prince what shall I
say!suddenly on hearing name rushi
kumara , thinking that pundarika himself
might have come ,though siting where I were
as though running to door and
standing I became.
Then calling
one kanchuki(door keeperasked him to bring quickly as though tender moonlight
with love,kapinjala was coming
with kanchuki who was whitened due to old age.like that youth to beauty,manmatha(lust god) to youth,
vasantha season(spring) to manmatha,,slow air to vasantha season,as they
are together found pundarika’s assistant
that munikumara .then he was found upset ,being not able to decide
what to do,as though sorrowful, requesting something was coming
I found.suddenly rising in
front doing namaskarams ,making him to
sit on golden chair by giving
chair on which I was sitting,washed his feet though he was telling ‘not
to ‘not to’(don’t,don’t)by my wearing
cloth (towel),dried up his wet feet.later penancier(thapasvi)desiring to talk
with me as pan box woman was near by side he saw at her in angle of his eye.then i as she is here he is hesitating to talk thinking
like this by his vision only .then I “hey, muneeshvara ,this (SHE)is
not DIFFERENT FROM MY BODY YOU CAN TELL
WITHOUT HESITATION AND TALK” I told.then he “amma,(mother) with shy to
talk my tongue won’t rise up.eating potatos and tubers in forests
rushi’s behaviors? Where love upon
youths(young females)? Apart from
that ,sister now as to be laughed luck
has done something to me.i am going to
help lust hurry low business (negotiation).how to tell this
in front of you??if thought is it
suitable for jade(knot of hairs).or suitable
for silk cloth worn?
Or according to penance?or is
it means of punya? Still should be
told.no other go(way). Simply if not told
it will be meaningless.therefore now at least by giving life only should save the life of my friend.therefore ,who has fickle (unfirm)eyes by joy pushing shyness I am going to tell in
front of you. I in front of you only
talking harshly with my friend
,afterwards stopping cutting of flowers
by anxiety without being able to
stand there went to other place. At the
same tinme you also returned to your
home.then in order to see what he is
doing alone came to previous place.he was not there.
Mind was upset.what is this,he dancing as manmatha did(made to),fascinating to
music of hunters running behind them
like deer ran behind back of that girl?
With
shyness to show me his face in fear might have disappeared?or by anger
excitement has he left me and gone?or
in middle of this forest filled with honge trees is he searching for me?discussing like this ,
since birth ,no practice of leaving him
even for a minute,with pain ,again
searching for that friend thought like
this in mind.being very much lust intoxicated (lust controlled) in front of me
with shyness might have commited
accident!by shyness anybody can do
anything! Searching seing not being seen
thinking something in mind ,hey, having eyes like lotus.now in this
forest it is not proper to leave him
alone,with hesitation ,at root(base) of trees,in herd of honge trees,in dense
sandal trees lines,in thickly grown
creeper houses,wandering near pond banks searched.while searching like this like that,near one lake as forest is dense as
though filled with flowers only as
though filled with as though filled with kokilas only,as filled with peacocks
only ,as though mother house to vasantha(spring),very beautiful in a bush of
creeper ,even not shaking eye lids without moovments,,as though written in
figures(drawings)as though carved,as though forgotten,,as though subordinate
(control of)to death, foud him existing.as though entering inside to see life
beloved residing inside heart,,as though
covering whole body to separation fire being afraid of suddenly disappearing,in disturbed
mindsea,evev not moving a little drowned, ,all senses of that muni (saint)were hidden in body.apart from that covering from inside lust fire smoke mass as though surrounding to eye,by dense eye lashes increased tears of
flood was flowing freely.his lip
brightness spreading more
inside heart, coming out were
looking like flames of separation
fire.from this flame added,from heat long sighs the creeper flowers petals were
drying out. He by his secure worries had kept his hand on cheek.it’s nail brightness spreading above
shining like sandal thilaka (naama) kept
on forehead.the bunch of paarijaatha flower
which had decorated previously
,was not there .still collected flower fragrance had not gone from there!
But by desire bees were sounding coming near ear!that sound were as though that bees sound were as
though reciting control manthra(vashikarana)
manthra of manmatha.apart from that bees
group gathered in ear were
reminded ear ornament of blue lotus.( was like blue lotus worn in ear).by pain of separation body hairs arising from hair wells ,in whole
body manmatha’s arrows fixing were seen
like this feather’s
appearing outside.on his chest
your pearl chain was shining like manmatha’s
flag!as it’s delicate brightness
was emiting out,that by his touch joy(sparsha sukha)of right hand ,produced
romanticism was appearing! For good
fragrance coming attracting bees
champaka buds were falling upon him.
They were
looking as manmatha’s heating wall,smoke arising apart from that his arrows as though pouring upon him.(here champaka buds one compared with manmatha’s arms. And gathered bees are
compared with smoke) (smiles).apart from that manmatha experimenting vashikarana
powder.like falling up flower
dustsred ,their love adding (involving)
him also above shaking due to air, forest godess(vana lakshmi) as though doing like intercourse state throne rising bath(sambhoga raajyaabhisheka?) ceremony,from
above flower bunches bees masses,south air added with sound of bees, followd by excessive forest’s good fragrance ,like noise of
jaikaara done to vasantha(spring) king,
were disturbing him very much as though have gotten
different birth ,as though having got different shape ,who was difficult to recognise due to
separation pain.
Ayyo! What
did fate do?to correct this what are plans(techniques)?this knowledge treasure
has been simply robbed!what shall I do
next?he got tumulted.(upset).apart from that
who was virtuous,mine of intellect, forefront person in
munikumara’s mass ,that friend manmatha (lust god) in this way ,within a few
moments has pressed and thrown.feeling like this, coming
to marble stone base
inside latha mantapa(creeper mantap),hey lotus faced ,sitting near
him,smearing his body slowly,friend why are you like this now?asked him ,who
had closed his eyes asked like this.on asking like that (thus) then opened his closed welded eyes some how . his eyes red due
to crying without control.apart from
that , water had filled.there by added with clean water shining like real lotus
petalled eyes saw me.
For a while
seing me only directly’ friend you know
all my informations, why do you ask again?’like this with shyness
spelling unclear by only few
words asked with difficulty.what you are telling is right.only this much I will tell.pundarika ,wheather this is religious secret got by
studying or yoga practice?or other path
of liberation tell.without thinking in mind even a little,what if you disturb your
patience ?where did your
scripture knowledge go?by this sinful
fellow manmatha can you undergo
odd fun like this?apart from that,
going near black cobra thinking that
a rising dhupa smoke, embracing
sword as blue lotus, good garland,lifting burning charcoal as red ratna,,thinking that you will get
punya(result of good deed),pouring water to
poisonous creepers,without it as
happiness ,is it proper to fall in
sensual pleasure like this?apart from that river going out of path
filled with much rajo gunas,without controlling senses without
controlling the disturbed mind,to
be like this is not fit.’bad behaved ‘manmatha should be made to run away,,stoping my words,washing thick tears
drop coming down from dense eye
lashes ,he told.”friend,who is established in peace,what is use from more
words?you are not attacked by forest fire of manmatha.therefore you are advicing me ?friend, to whom senses
are there,when there is mind,,one who really
sees,one who hears like that understand spoken words,apart from that who
knows what is bad and good,,they will
listen to your good feel.(sadbhavane).will people like me listen?tell!what
other is to be told?in this condition(position) which I am staying,who is
relative like you and me?
What shall I
do? I don’t know what to do?see,I am not
able to control my self.you know all
these kinds for this situation.this is not right that also you know.how means, talking birth at the time
of total destruction(pralaya),twelve sun systems rays producing severe sunlight to this lust fever curing
procedure you have to do quickly before
I die,I wish.all parts of my body are
are feeling as though baked,my eye balls are getting burned.what shall I
do?heart is as though baked. This body is burning continuously.
If you are
really able to avoid this avoid”.telling this ,’hey lotus faced ‘
talking like this stoped talk.while he was not talking again in order to advice him,by general words many
epics pravachanas (lectures) and many scripture sentences gave examples and told.he did not listen to
it.i was very much afraid by seing him
who is unconscious of body.no place(chance) to advice.thinking like this I should do my best ,rising from there went to
achchoda lake,from there brought cool lotus
stem(dantu?),lotus leaves added with water water drops,brought fine white lotus and black lotus(kannaidile) flowers with
fragrance.from pollens.in that creeper
house on marble stione ,spreading them arranged good bed.he slept there..later I
sqeezing by hand sandal tree tender buds by side,naturally fragrant having cool effect like snow,from that rasa (juice)from forehead
to leg applied continuously.peeling one
tree stem near by ,adding campher powder
making bell pressing pressing on
body continuously,(like potlice using salt
heat excetra)was emiting sweat. Added with little drops of pure water ,making tender banana
(suli?..........) as fan I was blowing again and again..though done many kind
of cool treatment,all those to pundarika like
tablets producing heat were giving only pain.
jewel among females(women), and
skillful where is that mahashvetha ?always indulged in forest dwelling added with deer kid dull pundarika where!on
seing like this why manmatha produced
separation pain to him?like that
daring,infamous ,difficult to achieve , non manageable, matter indulging manmatha without kindness will do
by negligence only? For that reason
what to do? Who will protect?which place to go?in this matter which
cleverness can be done?which help is
there? Which plan? What logic can be
done? How to save my friend’s life? What more shall I do? Is there any way
thought in various kinds.while thinking
that again I thought like this in
myself.if I go on thinking like this and sit durectionless ,what is fruit?this
is good,this is bad,leaving these feelings ,some way I should save my friends life(prana).why more
talk?how to save his life quick?thinking like this ,except bringing her here no
other plan.this rushikumara thinking that this is against to penance is not
able to do anything.apart from that to spell ‘female’from his mouth also feels
shy.to go near her and to tell by
himself a fear.on this side manmatha is killing him.all these seing by my
eyes what other shall I think.totally I
should save life of my friend surely.
Therefore should go near her some how
and must tell his charecters .deciding like this ,again”hey ,having eyes
like bird chakora to me also this is not
fit work to do.still as I must go I will go .if he becomes conscious and knows ,this is low work and
difficult also.therefore he may tell don’t go
,thinking like this without
telling him anything,giving some
reason(false),came very quickly .hey,lotus eyed, this is my friend’s
condition.now,cause of so much separation pain,for love upon you which is
feasible and as I have come so far,to
you also which is fit to do that is left
to you.this is truth” telling like this ,hey king, to this what she will say
,let us ask,my face only seingwith
silence.hey king,,on hearing that as though drowned in joy ocean,by mutual meeting (union)having got high love
,as though experiencing
extraordinary joy mass ,all
though all desires having been met,became
like this senses having got peak of
inexperiencible joy,along with love added with shyness ,bending head low for some time,without
touching eye lash and cheek,one behind other,densely pouring
profuse tears of joy,expressing my extraordinary (exclusive) joy I thought
like this in myself.
Some how
save my friend’s life.in request you giving saree border(seragoddi) ,telling
like this ,without givimg me chance to
give repley,coming in front of my
mother door keeping females,by surrounding females,fans,pan box wearing,mirror
attendant females through filled up door some how escaped and went
off.at that time this side ,due to my
ill health worry dried up faced my mother was sitting for
some time went to her house.what
did she say?what did time on this
side sun who is prana lover of lotuses drowning ,disturbed by mud of pathala world,,great destruction time oceans covering beyond border and through history coming to occupy whole world,spreading rising above dark covering,,I without knowing what to do
told like this to tharalike”my
mind and all senses are not under control.
What shall I do?you only tell me.kapinjala muni are all
in front of you only , you all
so know.
(maintaining) caste system becoming
blind by love ,joining lover(beloved)before marriage only if got married it will be non religious.for me it is not possible to go beyond
gurus and elders .therefore now death is only my fate.if kapinjala maharshi
comes to home by himself I did not give repley to him.is there higher love break than this? On this side
my friend.if he tells what I did as it
is will die in despair.”hey, broad eyed
like lotus ,how can solve defect of killing muni
produced by this?some how I am
spoiled”.talking like this elephants kumbhasthala by name chandra(moon) pressing and splitting (cutting)as though
pearls inside it bursting (exploding)
above,very clear galaxy of stars appeared.by pollens of flowers beautifully appearing forest line
Face of east female
Recreated by
rising moon’s slight light.later tjen
only born moon system with curiosity
of seing earth ,rised above from pathala loka(deep down world),adishesha’s hood
shining brightness red, shined like
circle of ratnas.in love fight by
jealousy angry rohini hitting her leg’s lac’srasa smearing whole body,vast sea’s havalas(pearls) brightness as
though spread ,lion by name purva
parvatha(estern mountains) hiting as though
blood has entered from body of
deer present in moon system(globe). Moon ray appeared beautifully to eye red bright.like this from new udaya raga
becoming red moon on seing severely burning kama
fire flame as though with mass
(group),,deep dark heart in myself
thought like this.
How did fire burning place became dark?this opposition by telling
meaning of word dark by saying ‘not
knowing what to do’will be solved.malaya maarutha (mountain air) on this side
group of trees on that side
,group of intoxicated body forgotten
kokilas with pride all these are shining
very much.not enough to this ,this low moon has
rised above ,appearing himself .ayyo spoiled .this seperatiom pain is
increasing in my mind.
Now low
(inferior) moon taking birth previously striked by
typhoid s(vishama sheetha fever)
charcoal(burning) rain as though
pouring snow on excessively cold
person,to man with big poisonous boil,
as though snake bite ,as though really happened
like this being upset (tumult) became unconscious then with very much
activity brought by tharalike , by sandal smeared (applied) and by
many cooling treatment ,treatment carried out from that same
awakening from unconsciousness as
sorrowness of mind increasing ,tears
following profusely on cheeks and breast ,I
saw tharalika who was crying holding me.on seing like that as my body was smeared by sandal (srigandha) joining hands
which were still wet “ I request you
only this much .you leave much shyness.to you why is fear of these father and mother?rise up come.i can’t
see still how much time ,without pity
upon him you will keep quiet like
this?hey,lotus faced ask me to go and
comes.i will go before mind only and
bring your beloved.
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