Sunday, 30 June 2019

Selective translation of poetry of Poet B R Lakshmana Rao, famous and natural (sahaja) poet to English by Dr Raveendra Hosadurga


P0etry of b.r. lakshmana rao

1)mother
Mother  at depth of your heart
I am a fish caught in bait.
 Vibrating I am.

You are not cutting gut creeper
Feeding love,mother
Not leaving maya of earth.

In your protective nest warmth
Hide how many days.
Push me out
Will learn running and insight
Will learn   upward(upfaced) moovment
O sky is vast(amazing)

Flying above ,beyond your attraction
Reaching wightless condition
Probing brahmanda
As euel closes(finishes),will surely return
Again to your lap
Towards (Murtha)objective love

2)love –to forget you
Love to forget you I did all whatever
But every where your memory is troubling

In blosomedjasmine your smile only
Honey of flower ,your lip like(type)
In moving air your fragrance
In mango tree  your music sound

Trees have worn our name bodyful
Behibd bushes and bushes  our secrets
Creepers have asked where is friend
Pit of sorrow has become silent without words


3)photographer

Will go to flash marriage photos
For money,joy sake;
Noise,celebration,enthusiasm;
Saree sound,dum dum of drum
Suppley of coffee tifin
Nobody will call me to
Coffee and tifin
Will sit in empty  a chair of corner
Seing:
Bent old peoples dry chat
Buded youths  pride;
Anxiety of males

Kashiyathri,jeera jiggery,dhare, mangalya dharane excetra
On finishing
Many faces   lotuses of many lasses,
View,laugh,dramas,
Names
Will get aquainted
My side viskars,goggles,silk shirt(jubba)
Tight pant,pointed shoes
Smile of tony kartis
Curiosity of many young females,likes,
Youths (gumani)suspicion burn.

If head lifted,
Leaning to staircase steps
Forgetting oneself
Rising to
Lifted legs youths nacked white calf muscle,
Exciting somewhere’jhal’
Stops,
My camera eye.
 
When called for meals
Will tell ‘no’for formality.


Evening
 in noise of reception
in sound(kolahala) of archestra
will surround around
pamper and love(lalle)
burn desires
show  off fancy
sweet smile of acquaintance
throwing dust of eye angle
make feel blessed(sarthaka)
beautiful dames(rasajwales).
to their every inch and inch
flashinf lightning
suck their beauty
into camara.

Night,before sleep,
Remembering their face cuts
One by one
Radha…..padma…..pankaja….mala….vishala….sunitha….
Call dreams;
Waste!waste!!

At end,
next evening,
reaching(giving) their  corresponding
photos to themselves
playing eye of likes mutually,
laughing,smiling
after they go to their
corresponding places,
what remains  with me is
their fadind memory
negatives
only.





4)tovatara:
Tuvatara
Is a peptile present in
Islands of newzeland
This is previous to  dynosar is
Openion of few biologists.
This neutral observer
Of crores of years is
Strong oppose to change.

To first sight though tuvatara
Looks like big chameleon
This is not chameleon;
It’s is one special species.
To dream eyed slow mover
Closed  third  eye of divine vision.
On faded dull red  body  here and there
Yello spots.
Teeth attached to each other
As though  one.
On back through out length saw like
Big big scales(shalkas)
In leg sharp nails
Present.
Though tuvatara is good(sadhu)
Bites if irritated,
Scratches,
If not ,( not possible ) shouts.
It’s shout is like sound of our frogs.
 This animal is such a   lazy
It has no  it’s own place .(residence)
They hide and sit in pits(caves,bila)
Dug by petril birds.
In night blind dark go
For  food hunting.

Even if it comes across small
Stone on road
It moves  by bypassing  stone
It  has strength  of  never  cross over and go.

According to it’s nature life style
is also very slow:
In winter long sleep of five months ;
Breath once in seven seconds.
For egg breaking  kid to come out
Thirty months;
For rise of pride (sokku)of youth fifty years.
End of longevity is upto  five hundred years.
As per puranas of  original residents(adivasis)of newzeland
Tuvatara is one fire god.
 It  cut and killed his won grandson
Who rebelled against him,
She brought first time in world
 they will  come to it’s friendship
Who is symbol of death.

Till whites came to newzeland
Life of tuvatarahis
Was  smooth ,without
Any obstacles;
Later   this poor
To white people,
to their mixed species dogs
 became game of hunt
came to nonexisting position.

On seing degeneration of  it’s of class of
Ancestral ,peculear animals
With painful mind
Newzeland government
Standing to protection of  tuvatara
Brought into effect few strict rules.(mandatory orders).

to irritate
to trouble,
to kill tuvatara
is great offence.
……………………………………

tree:
Feel;
tree is more beautiful than poetry.

Tightly
It,s  hungry  mouth
On earth mother full (filled) breast
Tree is pressing

Through day
Giving it’s green  hand
Lifting   face  seing god
Praying.

Spreading around
It’s style of hair mass
Making bird nests hair  …………….(bille)
Wears.

To rain
Very freeness   with it,
To sleep it’s chest itself
Is soft bed.

Ass like me can
Also builds poetry;
To make such tree except god
To whom is possible?

Ghasni:
Stealing crawling entered god’s room
Attacked  mantap;
Hit and made fell helpless statues
Pulled out and teared garlands;
Ringing bell  announced victory
Dancing,hopping passed urine.
Statue breaker
my lovely son;
not even year completed
harsha.
………………………………………………………………………………………………..
Lolita;

Tat immature girl,I call Lolita
In  school  attendance book  her name is different
Remaining teacers call her  her  dullard;
But  her real intellect is known only to me.

She is like a  tree (plant) with flowers all over body
Bodyful joy,eyeful of love
Tells  who ever want, pluck and wear  how ever much
She has no fear somr body may  crush and throw.


If she rises her head and see  my heart sprains
When she laughs sweetly ,life wabbles ,spills
Other teacher s call her as ‘make up’ student
But I only know  sfe is alankara(make up).

On day when she makes plat with other boys
I do grammer;
On day she  sees  andsmiles at me
I sing ‘mysuru mallige’;to other teachers she is only head ache
 But I only know she is heat of my heart.

Should hear her lovely stammering kannada
If felt like correcting  my promise!
When ever she asks how is this sis?how sir? Like dullard
I feel I should make  her to understamd meaning of male
Other teachers say we shall make her pass
But I only know  difficulty of passing her.

(Punda) naughty  boys write her name all over walls
Adding and subtracting her with somebody;
Dut she divides all these easily
Tells remainder,dividend is zero;
Other teachers call her naughty(chellu) girl
But she is la bella I only know.

Often she like fever  spreads within me whole
Reminds my animalship;
Pulling every root
Makes me to shake (gada gada),burns;
When I indulge in philosophical aspects of death
Stands as  symbol(matapher) of liveliness.
When I see at height in sky
Suddenly laughs  she grabs all stars like coins
Spills to earth,
other teachers have kept her away  like a disease(pidugu)(problem)
but I only know joy of vicinity of that girl.
Often she presses pleasantly keeping
her hands in mine.
Searches something  by keeping eye in eye.
Suffers joyfully in tightness of my arms;
Sighs throwing zero (shunya)vision.

No I need her,need her a must
If asked”will you marry me?”
“o,will you marry me sir”asks
Manking me upset;
Balloon explodes’ bhad’ silence covers
All walls fall and laugh;
Seing my  silencelolita smilesand goes
Should stop heh,get her,how/how? ?howr depth
???
this is like last question of ghost.(bethala)

……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….end……

Depth-height:
Slowly getting down in her depth
His search is for unmanifest
Hid closed eye,his ………………………………(tadavarike)
Burning anger in her eyes.

‘which female would be in his inner eye?
Starts her investigation.
To attract him fully towards  her
Tightens knot of hand and leg.

Goes on digging bottomless depths
Searching for some symbol
Stretching arms touches peaks
To rise up some fountain.

His search is in inner eye light
Sighing waits;”when is explosion?”

…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………


Nattu (nose star):dear,

I won’t spill tear
For your departure.
It imbibes in  soil,
Should not wander like
A ghost subliming .

In my eye shell  only  will
Keep carefully,
It may become solid crystal;
On some day or other
Sweet bitter kiss
Given just now and gone
May come moist poetry
Breaking shell;

That kiss may become
’Your memory itself  is breath’
as you told
nose star to your heart

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
Earth worm:
I don’t want:
Going beyond attraction of this earth
Flying to distant space
Directionless,troublesome
Rocket’s  waste challenge.
I surely don’t want:
Flying in sky,
Throwing bomb to earth
A placepn
Wicked (durta)air group.

I should enter earth;
Entering, should eat soil;
I should get soil’s satva(power)
In my cell and cell life should fountain.
Later in length,obstructionless,
Pass outside;
Even if cut and spilled little by little
Growing
Developing
Siddhi is needed to me;
I should become farmer’s relative
One earth worm.



For time being,(at present)(currently):
A mirror in reflection
Preface at the end of the book

New path on steps
For every curve one street

Sharpening cruel wheel
All straight lines are curved

Love in her budding vision
Fear of whirl at depth

Enemity of ambe poor bhishma
Whole life arrow bed  greeshma(…………………..)

Red eyes on back
Wet  ulcer on fruits

Neck twisting black wonder(digilu)
Collapsing hand searches(tadaku) shoulder


Sprain between micro and grass
Beyond stretched hand hesitation
Partha(arjuna) of dharmakshethra sorrow
Again rain again is it needed

Soon after moov of screen
All empty stage unseen(mare)

Got and remained is zero
For time being this itself  is respectable.

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
Prayer:
Throw me on a cloud,lord,
But don’t make me a drop;
I don’t want to  return to earth again.

Throw me in a flower,lord,
But don’t make me bee;
Sweet of work may increase and I may die.

Throw me in a pond
But don’t make me fish,lord,
It is not possible for me to be cold blooded.
throw  me in a forest
Like pine fruit on green grass;
But red haired  squirrels won’t see me.
Throw  me  into shape endful stone
But not on  stone of London street
Lord,in this unacquainted city
I am worrying biting walls.

You reversing me on fire
Pulling  me away from flames,lifting
Keep in one silent  white cloud.

Source :bagdan   ozaykowski
Kannada : b.r. lakshamana rao
Retranslation to English:  m.a, raveendra
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
Beauty:
A female  youth is taking bath in river
Mad sun’s light on her
His golden rays smearing her back
Spreading shining gold

Mango trees on bank are stretching shadow
To touch face and arms of that girl;
Bamboo is seing  with open eyes   as  dumb;
Silent, non moving stones thorns


No wickedness any where,no death,no pain,no despair
No storm,no winter;
No jail rods,no wars,no lust thirst;
Here each  eye is beauty lover.

World is at rest,peace is sitting on throne
A female youth is bathing in river.

Source :kaysin kulian
Translation (to kannada): b.r. lakshmana rao
Retranslation: m.a. raveendra
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

Two questions:
Yesterday night
In his room
He died.
No he got himself killed.

Draft of letter which he had left
was like this:
“in my black  coffee
No sugar.
went to close door suddenly
fingure  was caught and crushed.
Why I should not die?”

Today morning
In front of his room

Big flock.
Gathered  people
Grumbling:
“ he is a brain soured(spoiled) mad
To die
What a low  absurd  reason to die!”

 Let  it go,
Are other reasons
More better
Than these?l

Source(English): n. prakash
Kannada translation:b.r. lakshmana rao.
Retranslation: m.a. raveendra
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                                                                           At middle age

Kokilas won’t sing
Peacock won’t dance
Drum won’t thunder
When count of age startsn
In this middle age
When you are  fallen in love.

Now love
Blood red rushing if seen
Not sounding bull;
Licking forest
Engulfing(swallowing)
Not fire tongue.

Regarding this love
You have no illusion;
This is not surely wonderful romantic dream.

At middle age love
Like knocking door slowly
This is your  tired  mind
Conscious action(process)
Medicine healing
Painful wounds;
Sympathy which need
Essentially.

Therefore
Enlighten lamp
Open door
Call her in.

Otherwise that  door
Knocking sound may become stand still
You your
Lonelinessneck twisting dark
Suffering
Have to remain.


Source English: n.prakash
Translated  to kannada:b.r. lakshmana rao.
Retranslation” m.a. raveendra
Beloved to forget you: by poet B.R.Lakshmana rao

Beloved to forget you I did  what ever all
But every where your memory is troubling

 In blossomed stood jasmine laugh yours only
 Honey of flower is your lip like
In coming air your fragrance
In mango tree your’s only melody song

Trees are wearing our names  body full
Behind bushes(podes)  our secrets
Creeper creeper  have asked where is friend
Pit of sorrow  without speech has become silent.
…………………………………end…………………………….
Myself(i):
I am regularly
Five senses,
heart,
brain’s
servant.
In this diameter
only, my
bharatha ,kurukshethra
karma yoga,
universal form vision
liberation.
…………….end………………….
Meteor (dhumakethu):
In gothra
In hereditary formula
In my roll in brahmanda
In knowledge  requester(artha),in sarthas
searching every where in waste
have responded.

It may be like this also:
I, being  caught in  attraction of others
Falling in attraction of others
Missing direction  illusing
 Becoming bad sign(apashakuna)
at last once  completely non existing
one meteor.
……………………..End…………………
Request:
In this  dense
  forest  in baldy
in west 
an egg   in stomach
of bird
inside is budding kid
in mind searchinh
hurry desire of bud.

Becoming kid   hill l earth  flow starting
Sitting heating
While  bramanda(universe)
If egg breaks
What kind of kid
Comes  out to be seen.

Please don’t
Nip off in bud
……………….end………………………
Request:
In this dense
 Forest, in a
Bald tree
In  nest
An egg in stomach
Of bird,
Inside is budding kid
In mindsearching
Sudden desire of bud:

I becoming kid,hill,earth,flow
siting heating
whole brahmanda(universe).
If egg breakswhat kind of kid
Comes out
To be seen.

Please
Don’t nip off in bud.
………………..end………………………..
Upset(vihvala,disturbed):
In our house’s forest   back  yard
Blossom:
Rose ,deli,jasmine,lilly
Kakada,kanakambara,karna
Kundala,alum,
Heart,evening jasmine,needle jasmine
In knot of green bush kukke chkke  jaji.

Singing bees,part,sub part
Illuse,colourful  banded
Mind butterfly.

Coconut,mango,jack fruit,
In vessels and vessels
Is flowing
Un rotten,green blood
Of heritage.

 In pit of  lemon sister’s lovely
Dog’s
Grave barks.
Smooth based smearing thigh
Desire,pumpkin figure
Is playing stringof light.

To this note
 In branches branches of trees and trees
Hundreds of bird’s sound(noise)
Eagle(gidaga  bird) shadow is  rolling.

In suddenly     split pomegrenate’s   dream
Twinkling is wet red wound.

Dead calf delivered cow
again in cattle house
are grazing with undisturbed mind.

Bunch un buded moon
Banana hangs;
Above
In   non clarity of infinet sky
Spiting smoke
Non clear symbols
is drawing(figuring)
    a jet plane.
…………….end………………………………..
Grastha(held):
Tree,left out deep
Ancient roots;
That grandfathers this grandfathers
Left out prop roots(bilalu).
Much;
Shall I also become a proproot?

Or
One bird coming
Pecking eating fruit
Entering as seed
In stomach
Shall I jump this  katte.

Far,away from your  ………………………(kabandha) arms
 I myself rooting
One rootshall I grow as bud erecting?

But even in seed
My gothra
How shall I be
Free?(independent).
………………….end…………………………
Keli(play):
Lust covered
To my dark room
Sun beam entering
Emiting light
Girl  asked 
Dear
Will yoy leave in
The middle(waist)?
I
Oscilating on
Mucous thread
Laughed
Will I leave?
Che
Dear never
Told and
Left.
……………end……………..
Exaggeration:
Hey,
Making to play snake
Making to flow channel
Making to play goal

Your body is divine garden
My eye
Naughty cow grazing there  willfully.

Your face
Book of  summary of lust joy
As attractive as
Front page.

On stage (jaguli)of your shoulder
Sleeping dreaming luck
Not only to your
Nagara (snake)jade
 But fit for
Given by me you wearing
Garland of jasmine also.

Even reelms of paper is not enough
To describe those dooms
Making you to earth unseen.

Yout waist
Is
Holy bank of ganga to me.
There only my  love yoga
Leaf hut.

On your string    only my electric moovment.
Within your wavelength only
 My love publicity.

Exaggerating
I leaving your sheep
Writingon my lame horse
Through blind  servant’s hands
The love song
Sent to you
Did  (it) reach you?
………………….end………………………..


Work:
Like a play   which makes to indulge
In work which  does not make to indulge
No meaning.
If does not make to indulge
If no joy
Don’t do such  work.

A man who goes to  his work outside
 Is lively like tree of  vasantha.(season)
He is alive not merely working.

 By their  thin black hands
Vast black eyes
Indulged static (stagnant)  selves(atmas)
Hindus weaving
Are like thin trees emiting out leaves.
Their weaving cloth
Lively leaves  long white net.
Like tree wearing  it’s own green
They wear white clothes.

Like clothe are also houses,ships, footwears
Carts,cups, bread(roti);
Like insect building shell.
Like bird building nest
like  root deepening
like  bush wearing flower and nut
people create them.
Won’t manufacture( prepare).
Then even cities also as before
May become nests arising from people’s  body(odalu).

Again it happens so.
People will powder machaines.
At least,to wear leaf like cloth
Appearing from their spirit
And to live in nest
Appearing from hole(bila,nest) drilled and built by rat.
 And from their five  nipple like fingures
To drink from cap of blossomed flowers
man will discard his possessing machaines.
Original source: by d.h. Laurence
Translated to kannada:  by .b.k lakshmana rao.
Retranslated to English: by dr. raveendra hosadurga.
……………………end ……………………………………
Gopi and gandalina:
Siting in dark of repoli
All  poli(rascal?) friends are
teasing gopi.
Pity(papa)
‘bearer to gopi
Soup of sheep leg
Hen biriyani’if told
‘ no one  glass of cold water’he tells.
‘take drinks,gopi’if told
‘coffee is enough ‘ he tells.
As soon as  gundamrutha (drinks) come 
Will run without seing front and back.
To piss urine
To bathroom
Wearing ornament of   sacred thread(janivara).

When like this
On flood of jaz music
on screen of  bango tana
floated , came gandalina
like  liquor vessel.

Gopi saw
 without moving
round round gandalina
doing cabere
smearing her  body  parts




Slow slowly ,in various kinds
Rhythmically,
As soon as she became nacked
Like wondering bird
Gopi was upset.
Sinless.

In bandali (broad vessel)eyes gandalina
In ups and downs
In boiling   lust oil and butter
 Blowing  chests
swelling
rotating
gopi became bonda.

Her seducing sweet smile
 All his  his stomach  kadayi(big broad vessel) hunger
Rooted out.

That cabere  dancer  is half nacked
Moving near him only
 Surrounding his vessel stomach
On his  vessel cheek
When kissed  his red lip
Vibrating,gopi
He chewing sucking 
Became chewing gum.

At last,tip of tip
Static peak view her respect
 Going behind forever of waist
 When sliped
 Gopi  screaming suddenly
Remembering his wife ‘ha   venkatalaksmi’
Paining wetting brother of other  females
to lotus  feet of gandalina
fell over suddenly
or fell by slping.
……………..end………………….
Friend song(sakhee geetha):
To father’s
Golden  frame
spect
eye
ugly found
my poor female
shaku
to me you only is wanted.

To father striken
White patch(leukoderma) of tradition.prestige disease
In book of my head
Is rooting
Seed of  myness.

Herculis told to atlas
“father,if you bring and give  my  girl to me
This your dead body weight
Your heritage
I am ready to carry,
Without opposition
I am bound to all your  rules”

If father were atlas ,he would have agreed
But  he is yayathi:
Imbibibg burn of my youth
To burden  old ash
Struggles.
I jump compound.

From his dull brain
emiting
mandakini
I thank.

Mother’s tear julu  julu
Insects full of my head.

Father mother brother sister
Deficiency of love of all these
 Is it possible to  be filled up by you alone?

‘To say possible’ is time witness,
Kamakshi(lust eyed)?
……………………end……………………………
Atmosphere:
This earth is  female
Matured
Like juicy orange  fruit
If nacked nacked
On her round round
Body figure
Other  planet,stars
Keep’s(minda) vision
Meteors
Wii they leave without hitting?
For that only to her atmosphere cloth.

Every morning evening
Emiting
This overlust  menses
Clothes
in dhobi  ghats of
east and west
brings
washer man sun.
…………………end…………….
Shadows:
Roll:
Around my loneliness
Dead leaf yellow
Ghost
Shadows;
Dark 
Downing to depth of valley
Gone
Went off
Shadows.

Get pained
Downed to depth of throat
Life liquors(drinks)
Burning(vagina) joy.
 Burn.
Nest, kid,
Without
Being able to
Leave and go
Love scissor
Gone peoples
Necks;
Figure
Towards me
blosom.
As I walk towards lamps
Behind me
On wall
Opening hood ,opening jade
Fighting laughing
Stretching hundreds of hands
 Stagnating  in pit
Taken birth by me
 Came fear’s
Giant shadows
Hanging to my
 Life interests.
…………….end…………………


If slept in warmth covering
Tickling bodyful
Wandering  here and there,paining,
My cool  mouth
Rubbing to my joints and joints
Body coil coiling(whirling)
Small rat,
This  chill(cold).

 In covering dark
Hot nacked imaginations
Carving eyeful
Wicked chisel
This chill.

Earth is round
 female is fire ball
 making to agree
to this flame  struggling umari(umar khayyam)
this chill .

suddenly(chollane)
a small pond
calling  freeness this
this chill.

Snacks,
Hot chillies
Bonda coffee
Making  excuse (mafi)
To them
Telling hari hari
Folding body
Bearing(tolerating)
Whitened ripen rotten
Old people
Aha! Sleeping embracing
 Sounding
 Enjoying
Couples
Only
Suitable
This chill.

To white  skinned kids
As white death
Mari winter;
To black skinned  soil people
As cool snake
Naughty waist’s
 Single joint(janti);
Rathi(love) hathi(kill);big fire,snow
Twin faced is this
Chill(winter).
…………………….end………………………..
Sadya(for the time being):
A mirror in reflection
At the end of book preface.

New path on steps
One street to curve and curve

Sharpening cruel wheel
All straight lines are  curved

All  shooted(released) arrows are  curved(bent)
All found darshanas (visions) are  curved.

In her  angle(bud) vision love
It’s depth of whirl fearful

Hatred of ambe  poor bhishma
Whole life arrow bed greeshma.

Red eyes on back
 On fruits false ulcer.

Neck sqeezing black wonder
Collapsing hand   searching for shoulder.

Sprain between   gross and micro
 Beyond stretched hand hesitation.

As soon as   screen moves
 empty stage  all  behind

partha of dharmakshethra  sorrow
again rain again same frog.

What is got remained  is zero
 For time being to us this is zero.
…………………..end…………………………..
Fruitless(fruitless):
Sat in dark
Sun cell

Ashada
Not come even
A single  black  cloud
 Is not krouncha( a bird)
At least did sparrow fell to
 cater bil?
 Did button pressed
To mind bell?

To war
 Mysuru  is opposite
To see bangla , Vietnam,isreal
 I am not that heightful.

This insect’s poetry
 Can touch  severe criticiser’s  fragrance
 Even if girl gives hands broken love,
Degeneration(tuberculosis).

Where sun doesnot se there
All these are poets  only.
But,
I am not lame or blind
Narayana……..
Not gouda of spoiled town
Narayana……

Yes in our town  not so many setties
Why here also naxalites do   not take birth?
Bell to rat?i don’t want that risk.

Indira is world mother 
Ma rama mangala  goddess
Unemployment,poverty
Bring death of these problems;
Building roof to  mouth and brain
Bring some pain to poetry.

The plant  which I fixed(seeded) did not  fold
and bend;
 by flower,nut,fruit
did not    make  show off.

Marivana=
Turiya=self knowledge=
L.S.D.=
Drop out-?

Why are you not angry
Fathereven if I become hippy
Dry peel
Dirty wet?


Seven lasses did not  come
And say ‘rise up’
‘o! calcuta’

Ayyo yours!no rice to you.
…………………end………………………..
My town:
In front of my town which other town is present?
Not here; green wearing seven coloured nature,
Dance of  peacock,song of kokilas
Hill ,ghat steps
Romantic sense.

Narrow congested dense population
Outsiderness,loneliness,introvert excetra
Bundle;
Loosing and searching  new sense

this my small rain is in  shadow of Pluto tpwn
about all secrets of life
about  depths
heritageous lot of(vast) negligence
 
angry by incidents
 intellects by vison
bound by words
 not such people’s group  here is  likable to me.
because this disinterest,firmness (firm consciousness)ethics of neutrality,
principle of our country only.

Here are more businessmen.
As usual to them  money madness.

Still they are   likeful to me;
Because their life 
How much meaningful?

Here many youths are dullards
They have no sense of  of  tragedy,madness of greatness;
 Boldness  of  going beyond borders
To female youths shyness is  usual.
Weight of magnet of youth,
Fearful  fear;
Still they are likeful to me
Because to whom is needed ,show of  non  existing condolence;
Obstructing oneself getting artificial maturity
Zero belch.

To here good films won’t come;
That is,not that specially  kannada films come;
Foreign films won’t come;
Still our films are  likeful to us.
Because tell  where is available(seen)
Such nine rasaful
 Promotion(description) of four purusharthas?

Here it is  very easy to pass time
If carried;
 Life is  Still  easy
If died.

Therefore only here  people die on their birthday
Not knowing that
Carrying    life  like donkey  in straight lines,
At end  die authoritatively
Go off; naturally ,namelessly.

Totally all transactions  are easy,simple,
Difficulty is  only for  problematic
People like you and me
For few highly intelligents only.
………………………end………………………


Poetry of MAHAKAVI (great poet) Sri Dr H.S.Venkateshamurthy(HSV):( living and lively poet .his poetries are Well decorated (salankrutha) and well knit (kusuree krutha)(interwoven). Today is his 75th Birthday


Poetry of H.S.VENKATESHAMURTHY  PART 3:
Sky voyage:
Sounding   heart aeroplane  making to fly to sky
Had stopped only in   soil tearful  airport(station)
Meditating upon  star path.

Passing  through colourful cloud
Aeroplane was flying in sky.
Who carried and delivered
And friend who loved him.

Blessing safe voyage swinging cradle  of  relation formulas
Desiring for melting  of ice  stone cloud milk of gut(intestine)
Had burned with  concentration.

At once relation formula  slipping hand
Had flied soil particle to blue space.directionless rocket
Again downing to land
Field lamp was  peaceful.
(in memory of rajamma  narahalli).
……………………..end…………………..
Pu.thi na.told(puthina told):
Brother  why  do you did more soil?
There is no mohana’s foot  marked brindavana. Not definitely.
On opening   eye  rising eye lid like govardhana.
At moon light night  along with  gopika vrunda(group)
Child of yashodha  love play player. Yamuna river’s
Gold power sand bank.    No cup eyed Krishna.
to moon only targeting,pulling thin  lass had pulled rainbow.

No sarabara sound of bangles   chain(kinkini) sound.churning
Churning  stick cream curd rhythmic  rythm .not at all
Yashodha mother singing cradle song
Swinged in half eye dancing green bamboo  cradle.
Want to see those? Come to bhagavathas wet mind field.
In only one moment they appear before eye ,shedding
night dress bathing vasundara’s innocent face
 folded  (creases) neck.cycle  of rise and fall  like  kayakalpa.
like  nacked silence   of deep valley of yadugiri.
Knowers know –residence of words(sound) is in silence.
(note: kayakalpa means  ayurvedic treatment for reducing –
-old age  giving youth.)
Y
Bird and nala:
Outside, got down into  hulba(………..) white birds
Hundreds.stretching their folded leg slowly.
folding wing  ,opening,way of getting down
to earth.finely fine.

In green bed if it downs with
Only adding stars remain.to rangavalli
slowly opens nala  worn only one cloth.

Early morning chill and shy Whole body is thorn.
By holding selling    bird may  get  food to
Stomach. Closing eyes with both hands
Standing damayanthi in sunred  reddish.

 Becoming prepared to  catch birds by chasing
Behind bush(pode) slowly moving nala’s
Gold coloured body
Vibgayar  of rain bow.

Nala threw worn cloth,on flock of birds
fearing chest of bird  fled ‘jhal’
At once to sky along with cloth
Throwing only shadow to land.

To catch poetry,like this have to
Stand by opening(removing) worn cloth
In born  form.have to throw net on  flock of
Flying birds.if got one or two  birds  luck of cloth remover.

If at all bird only carry  singe worn cloth
Have to stand alone in nacked.
Seing  melting  rangoli star even if nacked no guarantee
That little  bird playing in open field will be got.
……………………………………end…………………………
Kamalathe! Kamalathe!:
Kamalathe! Kamalathe! What mad you are!
Can   sea be drunk in single  pot  tell
in palm can sky be caught tell
to burning star  which went to burn dry leaf
bird had become insect.stretching for sky
erected rain bow had bent  to  earth  only.
Lamp without wick be put off  by blowing ‘uff’
Will partless linga will come to palm?
Words not touching tongue,touch   ear?
Why do you dance simply?why do you get tired simply?
From flower valley  mountain peak is very  far.
Between two banks  sea is   boundless
Heated earth below feather  sky cloud in sky
does mad like you  exist in world?
………………….end……………………………….
Law of newton:
Grown together .dividing joy and sorrow.
Without money  closing eye dreamt dreams.
In eye only swallowing  colourful fruit
And drawing water .torn shirt.
short falling paijama.going beyond
from hand to hand ten named book
studying together,
seing bad girls from back only
getting excited grown secretly.

Day before yesterday  suddenly met
Along with speaking something came upto house.
In our house now full carpet
With table,chair,cot,sofaset.
As though understood   with false
Smile got down to street.
 Walking  In bear foot    disappeared.
……………………end……………………
Fame faced:
On high mountain  one high peak
Cover of blood cloth.giant
Jeemutha vahana  by sympathy
For sake of  naga protection.
Became self  prepared for   self sacrifice.
shankha chuda   came running  calling’vidhyadhara’
 it is enough  eagle(garuda)  come   before.

 Storm  in sky! Harsh wistle!
Might be eagle(garuda) closing eye body shaking
  firm jimutha. Waiting for cut of sharp beak
waiting,waiting, became stone for a moment.
Explosion of wings…attack of sharp tooth
Garuda (eagle)  searched for gut(intestine)
 tearing muton(muscle).
 Cruel ! concentration! Hit of hammer!
 Beak is diging”who is this fearless bold?”
……………………..end…………………………………
Highness(high quality):
High quality is required.can we tell
It only is enough?sun is high let us agree.
At   night he is not present.stars are there!
Rainy season  dull light.clouhd might have covered.
Not  even stars.lamp has also gone.finish meals quickly.
Lamp is burning. Till your wife   commes  read poetry.
Is light not enough? Leave smoke cigarete.

Moov hands in rack.see wheather bangleman channaiah
Is by side of rama and seetha?
Evenh figure has consciousness .that is lord.
That is sister leave enough.bed is calling you.
If kept eye in eye  lamp   itself is heartful.
Even to sajjemane(bed room?) god did not come.
…………………………………end………………………….
 Shabdavedhi(sound chaser?):
We are people standing in front of  cave of
Alibaba. Cave is one big rock  door.
Inside cave is treasure full of  big vessel(kopparige).
Our bad luck.outside burning sun storm.

Forgetting symbol  we are noising
Holding dictionary chanting many words.
Waiting for stone melting   moment.
Today or tomorrow  door will open. 

Some how there is door in cave.beyond door
There might be wealth.sounds (words)  are  outside.
Interest is there along with,keeping word  one by one
Knock door-with concentrated sincerity.

Behind this incessant  labour only  one bold
Regarding our language ,our deep love!
……………………………end…………………………….
In belagola:
1
All begins with foot.gommata’s foot
Is not ordinary.
Has to make it appear by  carving stone.
Without paining grass below(under) feet
He is one who has left land without touching
Though touched   without becoming unstable on earth.

Neither left nor right  growing up straight
Must stand without  being vanished?
To standing posture leg is support
Without changing ,standing difficulty
For those who stand.if bent  shouts
Shadow of pisa there
Getting angry is practice to people like us.
2
 In front of eyes only maya opens clothes
Tying chain according to  seasonal moov
Though hands are stretched by side  of nacked thighs
Hands cannot be clapped.
Though creeper is surrounding  thigh
No excitement of  raga disturbance.even if seven raginies
Ask to rise,this detached is in yoga sleep.difficult to carve
Male shape in field. Soundful poetry,slept on banyan leaf
Gopala presses lips to full breast  udder
Sees and laughs,mother of lovely  bead!
3
Chest is  party of light.there is group(galaxy) of stars.
 Clouds malhara ,garland of cranes
white pond inside  behind  horn(peak) of vrushabhachala.
Who will see the town below?
Face may appear .   has not appeared will not appear
Smile when there is no  mind!

Is not meditation of  silence  difficult
For poet groups who are  word livers.(shabdajeevis)?
Arbhaka lying inside womb of  house wife(garathi)
Is saying yes to  autobiography.
In front of eye itself  statueful   bahubali
No subordination of words to work like this.
………………………………….end………………………..
Feeling of drum(maddale):
Suddenly throwing  drum
Like stormwent by rising hill
To where drummer? Without beating(playing) fingures
Is responding  now drum has fallen.

Come quick playing fingured  magician
What has come between  drum and fingures?
Fingures if played  in air will sound cone out?
 To that  magician(garudiga)  who danced in you what happened?

Here drum without rising tone
Is paining in silence when wind blows
Some noise(gadgada). To rhythm of heart inside
Who is responsible  next?drum is waiting fordrummer
Today or tomorrow  will surely come-
Like this  nacked dancing chain leged  gorava.
…………………….end………………………………..
Love(preethi-pranaya):
Shyness to love !red rushing to cheek
In shining eye border  lid stitch.
Entering drop by drop  keeping to forehead bow of begade
Throbibg drum.inside tightened chest

Embracement to love! Rising fountain inside.
In washed eye border twinkling  silk.
Clouds are drowsy densing in  sky
That is first steam  of hill! Come come pour

To love thirst of speech.to pure white dhothi
Mixed stain of kumkum is arathi
To ones own    speed of  steps  fear to oneself,
Body vibration
Thigh pressing thigh  love is shyful.

Love is talkative  no pressing tali
Lip locking lip,  kiss(pearl) in mouth
 Something falling from sky  star
Fell in scented  ground (earth) of womb(body.
………………………………..end ………………….
Earth –sky:
Flowers see sun and laugh
Fruits cry fixing  eye on earth.

Drops break out from clouds  falling to soil
Warmth of land   heat then  goes hopping to sky

Fingures caring  to hold sky        bodige(pillar)
Branches  spread (stretch) above

 as tree grows  grows
root downing  to earth holds soil

as it becomes evening  given their shadow  to soil
birds without any worries  disappear in sky.
…………………………..end…………………………
Bird not knowing name:
In dense forest
When I was wandering  alone
Suddenly that   cry heard.

In cup covered by  green  spread
I was roaming as myself
Felt all  the forest
All green of the forest
Is for my joysake
He felt.

Withot considering  me
Coming in excess
By hearing  this tone  was upset.

Again again   is  heard
not sweet not fascinating 
 ,but life   filled fear. 

Falling tone
On seing in heart of chest of bush.
A little black bird.
For namelss bird
In it’s breath it own  it’s own
Despair of centuries.

Anger
Tears tumult boiling
It’s previous(past) time
Tearsstill luke warm.

Newly new
Shining is  about to explode
as though
…………………………end…………………….
Feature (chahare:
Like this both have have slept nhacked
Evening    sun turning    red face by side

Gold river is flowing
Like pearl drop is  tickling
From  green  of trees

To each particle of sand
Sohme shine  before it is dark
Hill ,valley,blue land
All nacked.

Spent      throhugh out da
Joining in evening pearl light
Wearing  pearls bodyful
making to flow    gold  river towards séa

before it is darktell and go child
your name
my mark. 
…………………………enhd………………………….
Invitation  (avahane)
Sounds  be available  silence be available
Prarabdhas (past karmas) of sound and sound  be available

At the depth of experienced pain in midnight time
At beats(rhythm) of stars ,in net planet moovments
Throwing ,attracting,pulling,pushing out
Holding playing formulas be available.

To blue silence spilled  fallen letters
Axes be available
Buried in speech that nada(sound) this sound
The moments which I became myself
Be available at this time.

Non existing though I exist  borders of sleep
Holds(pattu) eyed on blue pearl
Burnt (baked) crispy   parties
Parties sphalana(……………) inborn futures
Current conditions(terms)  be available as seeds.

Broken leg broken hand noseless faceless
Wear and teared short figure
Scared bodyful bearing axe hits
Holding chest  fates,wordless songs
Bud out and be ayailable hold kengudi (……………)be available

Be available as shadow under  burning  lamp
be available  as tears of broken  swathi shell

be available as vibrations of  broken  stomach of sound
 before I call (surevodeva) yielding ? cattles ,by self  be available.
……………………………………end……………………
How to get involved?:
Now only smiled  needle jasmine silver smile
Flower  nakki(beads.) green  variety of knit(kusure)  tell quick
In opened eye  reflecting in waste,world remaining outside
How to get you involved in me?

Fallen rain mud of wet land, green of sides
 Fixing seeds   inside  leg pulling life
Eye tear hut’s pain of last breath
 Hanging to broken roof  snake gourd(paduvala)

Smoke breath of oven  overheated   smell  inside
How to get you involved in me

Nameless children  without recognition of  begeted one
 dimpled naval   in middle of open stomach
breaking jelly stones  sitting worker
stone carrying weight of  high tower  tumult pain

wetland of  shoulders noga(……………) town linga’s    highness
shaking chest rising bottom of  mud
hands of pricking nails upset  and burnt
all things around

reflecting in eye -in base of self place  self condition freeness
standing at distance stone soil trees plants
sparrow crow butter fly  cukoo(marakutiga),belava(kind of bird)
bees and jeerundes, kanchikara ,goravas
how to get you involved  within myself?
Without getting involved
How shall I remain healthy inside  me?
……………………..end……………………….
 Expectation:
Dark is coming this side only
By some magic licking evening red wiping lips
Yawning in silence ,stretching body
Swelling back to sky,pressing stomach to ground.

You on my part
Myself on your part
 Making me to non-exist
About my presence ,bringing doubt to myself
Fearful dark of ignorance.

Kindly lighting matchstick
  suddenly enlight

 even in dark things remain when light comes again appears
if it is so confirmed
things longly long night
will be spent
some how.
…………………………………..end…………………….
Moon and black lotus:
Srikrishna of dwapara going beyond many kind of steps
Passing through dark  coming tension
In inner womb of jambavas
Inner cave cradle was swinging
Never before shyamanthaka.

Sun rays not touching  restless lass jambavathi
Had never found full month
At once blossomed  pening blue petals
Inside caves when srikrishna came.
…………………….end………………………….
Kalindi:
Kalindi is a black pond
 No body has found it’s bottom
May exist in unseen border of infinity
Yaksha world or heaven naga family
 Or amrutha full of it?
 No valiant to tell.

Dense forest around
Coming singing Yamuna
 Silent  in pit
as tough done something wrong.

 Drinking water of black pond
While many people are dying
A bold boy came
Emiting in kalindi
 What did he do?

Holding breath to single target
Swimming,swimming,swimming,swimming
In deep dark
Opening eye in kalindi
Pearl ,havala pachche,rathna
filtering bottom that bold(adventurist)

at depth depth depth
 red yellow blue green
brightful group of rays
in seven gold plate
robbed  and brought

weared dress jhanaku jhanaku
pit singing jalatharanga(waterwave)
wave pressing(hiting)  bank mrudanga(drum)
 dancing pressing in neck(dark)
piece of sun’s sole
as though awakening for sleep
pressing eye rising siting life
was getting colour colour tree plant  creeper flower
keeping backward  his death.
……………………..end……………………
Meaning meaning translation(artha –arthanthara):

In sleepy hills tip top
While standing to take breath
You taking breath gasa gasa
Appearing suddenly
Vastness of new world appearing moment
 May not be having meaning

I and you becoming one
Holding hand in hand
Going to new pathala(depth)
Steping new new hills
  At last in Sudden   curve
Mutually lasting each other moment
May not have meaning.

Again on another day  friend, dashing in another curve
Climbing top of hill
Your arms  embracing me
 Moment I forgot myself behind your body
May not have meaning.

 Moment of speech getting defeated
In between speech and speech
 Feeling filled silence may not
Have any meaning.
May not have any meaning.
………………..end……………………….
Nameless bird:
While wandering in dense forest
Suddenly that cry was heard
 In green spread cover dark
 Wandering I became myself
…………………..end…………………
Sky-tree-pond:
In clear blue pond spread shadow of kadamba
On it’s branch was thief Krishna
Did not  know   to  body  washing gopies
Cause:sri Krishna   is of  blue colour.

Playing flute Krishna  exciting   chest of pond
Wave  spilling dancing rising head
Nipple of breast was playing kiss
In middle of green border   poli(rascal) blue.

 Lotus faced melted as water   with shy
Detaching pond’s lotus holding to face.
Blue image melting in  chest of clear pond
How many lotuses full of pond.
………………………end……………
Everyday:
Kshana kshana(moment)…………..mine
in your song have sit
just like mind and mind laughing
has made to laugh in eye border.

Love love your joy only is
 Boon like this I enjoy
Love your win only is
Strength,I mix

Making to play notes inside my chest
Hands are yours.
Joining hand with hand
To kill world is my mind.
…………………….end………………….
 Sama sama(equal):
Saregama union
A wonder love this is first
Ghama ghama
Yes or no ,no speech is only stammering.

Breath ………………
Breath as your  this   breath  have   writen
To our song  let the name be  kaveri  sound(kalaravave)
Close to your shadow
  my tone of neck  flowing flowing
to your dream  making to write  new name
forgotten    and  made to laugh
this beautiful.
…………………….end………………………..

Kriyaparva(work chapter)(action section).
 Lifting from floar tying cradle above   at  height
Swinged dreams my mother.sword   helmet  shield
Without  touching  chest to chest
Of friends making string  of bow only as mine
My father attaching  pleural words
By respect   chest burning
Touched upper roof of  ultimate
Tip of golden  throne.

On the grand wall of mansion(palace)
Where I was brought  up
Are hanging  grand fathers  fore grand father
Again grand fathers of   fathers,oil paint
Grandures    of  photos like   front line army.

 Red   eyed  rope mustache intoxicated by desire(raga)
Liquor interested,non closing  eyed  stagnant  hatred
Awards and medals now hanging upside down
Like  cadevers (dead bodies)  of branches.

Gate keepers to each door  back bowd
Hand stick poors ,dogs
Standing for watch(security), over heated and baked at last moment
Insult if touched,you must not laugh
Insult if laughed,don’t cry
Don’t speak with rised tone,don’t jump,don’t run, you are not ordinary.

In this tight(rigidity) of  scissors  of do’s and don’ts
In rounds of high walls of palace
Grown rounding in  day of golden light of golden throne
Under white umbrella night,in light of
  dancers of  open chest  milk breast
body smearing(embracing)  shine of stars  at present(prukrutha)
grown up   un connected I am.

On entering youth,in gold powder sand
Silver river rising red  havala(pearl) smiling
Towards blue sky  water falls sound,held one or two?
Broad silk cloth  delicacy
Plunging in shining ,in silver ornaments
forgeting   body(self) ,rising poisonous  green  stained  green body physiques.

Unfading hand lines  parasites these are
Key dolls are my  queens,giving
Rented chest to children   wearing peak breast  rising motherhood
To red rose grown in pot,soil only when dies
Chi prohibition (dhikkara)(down)
To frame of artificiality,to tightness of life,to this kingship  got freely.

Spreading flat rock  on earth’s stomach
To sky roof  keeping  across mortor stairs
Rising walls  across  to series of   rivers ponds pools,building dams(barecks)
Keeping to window doors  greenless flowerless
Channakesari, sandal teaks  enjoyments(luxuries)
In kannemada(anthahpura,lass house?) only banana plant,amrutha fruit,body pond carving naval  curve(whirl)

Straining for relief,struggling is bird
Under wind and rain  to fragrant base of land
 Green  exploding swing play of youth, giving mind to green field.

Will go beyond,will go beyond see  sharanu (surrender)  kingship
Opening  cross (obstructing) doors ,pushing security group
 Fore water running forward  like moving flood ,in freeness
Going beyond forts ,swimming cross bars(agalis)
Holding breath in   middle  of  black forest
  I have to live,growing natural life ,sowing sweat seed in phloughed soil,

All non moving  are enjoying ,surrounding hills ,rising head ,spreading
Shadow to flowing water rising above bridge(cross wall)
In  tree branches   swinging green enthusiasm, smiling red in cheek
Aha life, in talk of birds ,in net
got beauty in water wave,in river, 
flashed meaning ,giving moovment to non moving remaining life fluid
note (musical)flying leaving  meanings and feelings
letter (colour)  group  standing beyond time disturbance
  make me to learn  life investing(huduva) ,method of investing  overcoming death.

2
When like this  one day found
In a place in forest,in red evening ,shining
Female (lass) ,keeping in eye ,keeping eye in her , type of my body forgetting
Accepting ,accepting  called  and gave me to her
Hard thigh,round breast,lust boiling eye
Tying knot(tali) in female’s chest ,thigh indulging(rubbing) in thigh
Putting back to blue  playing (meeti)soil.

Teared dream cradle  and got down,down to earth,
 Sweating without wearing  dust particles to shining forehead,
Above up in   blue(sky) smiling lotus
Below is sound red flowing   new water river
Will river know it,will it shine to light
Will it get down to water in day flaming fire(heat),
Where ever touched  a kind of life suffering.

Now is rainy season, cloud has frozen ,carrying  burden of life
If pregnant lies down  cooking is mine only,keeping
Wood cut during day time,buding out red blowing
Oven,filling cheek,makes eye to smile
My experience of  of love ,held face of female
Oven flame gracing me  from dark,
  Rather than  Divine sacrifice furnace(yajna kunda)
 vythana fire yours only divine fire(agni divya) to me.

Mango laughing    kila kila  on river bank
Holding song in  bud red lip,
Husuru(………….) gave  flower laugh,was playing something
Molle  blossoming  slowly  in silence.

This side nacked  kid  rolled and cried,aha
Nature you pick up work is yours
Like this begeted mother ,   secreting  body rising head
Empty sky ,boundless blue.

Mother left child  keeping in chest
Myself got child grown up.
Washing flower in flowing river,spreading petals petals
Flower    Cradle  swinging in tree branch.

Night to knot,morning to cheek Star to ear
Wearing sunlight flower,keeping to forehead  bidige(second day of fortnight) moon
I am the one who made to wear  green to my work.
Daughter came to chest(grew up) time to build colour
 border to  eye light. No other choise  unless submitting
 her to her life.  I am the one who came out thinking that
palace is jail. Wild plants and trees becoming pillars of compromise
mind indulging in compromise,
leaf house itself  becoming  very close nest to  to chest bird
here only built  fort   dooms(buruju).

 Bud becoming pearl(havala)  going beyond green pachche
Shining   like  golden   throne of   of udayagiri
Pecking eye ,song of birds and birds
Imbibing in sand  forgetting life moovmentforgeting path
Which  we have  come,to go further is path.
Where is that sea  responding to it’s body
Have to get prepared,  leaving work to nature
Paying the value of pain to love ,telling  to bid good bye to
Left and walked  moments of joys of past
Gave off and walked  to background  memories
Responding to bank with river.

Giving my love words to blowing air
Telling I will go ,leaving steps behind
Holding pulse of life river.

3
In dark I found  standing dusky fort
Whose city who is king to this,
Protection from outside ,jail from inside
Stone heart  matching to stony  wall

Pressing to fort  is flowing julu julu sound
One   side in moon light is silver sand
There at distance  one ,garden of ten trees
Suitable place  to roll body down.
In cool   shadow  wet in  moon light
Laying down body  on grass bed.
Might have closed eyes,suddenly awakened
Opened eye  found  in powder sand.

Male and female  lying  down   nacked,body getting united
On blue chest was  moon medal.
On black girl play of white boy
River had forgotten flowing tension(anxiety).

 Above  to sky lap spilling  rice grains (akshathe)of star
Moon was smiling  in border of lip
Blue,held pressing to chest  kissing land
Making to flow   twinkling  in standing river chest.

Again body is flowing  getting body(birth) in hills
Entering wandering  ,passing through field
Disappearing in valley(groov),as line in valley
 As moving  note to firm sthayi   of sea.

Appearing as though keeping  insde out
Eye appeared as a  dream.
Again earth again wave   on opening eye again
there   was  tender sunlight  on sand bed.
4
As days rolled  water river dried 
all tree  written letters  joining soil
water drowning in sand,cloud melting to blue
throat of earth getting dried up twisting red dust stomach
to green mouth  throwing fist of soil
where ever seen only open field
above burning sunlight
fire rain sweat river
to hung life support of  bone skeleton
on blowing suddenly rising  emiting fire
around   found  seen (vision)  red  rotating fire
a whirl inside whirl ,a whirl inside whirl.

At distance dull  dusky stone fort
Did not open   even  single time that door
Crawling is body  vomiting ( ummalisu) is  thirst
Attracting dead body  is fascination of earth’s life
Shout (cry)of hungry stomach becoming earth quake 
 Seed is  becoming corn  exploding in vessel(banale)
Being not able to fix  leg  body vibrating
Zeros are  exploding  from eye
Aha!firm fort  smiling in saw teeth
Swallowing  opening mouth  body of earth collapsing
Then at once breath turned to air? Above cloud joined?
Blue girl removing(shedding)  kanchuka(blouse)
Swinged full breast? Head of kid on the
Thigh  smearing slowly air
Living ( pampering)in fingures ,giving flower
Kiss to forehead.

Splitting  powder drying  barren dry earth
Life flood(river) flowing in wind pipe in force
Filling spilling  sounding wetting  life source opening    an  eye
In inner water.

Eye if opened  fort ,doom in front slowly
 body shaking slowly  little wabling
aha knot  is on thigh again
on rising neck  found in river chest
deep blue mother silver father.
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Autobiography of sindabad:
In this
Land I had eaten and slept
Is it not?

Suddenly found a fearful  dream
And woke up. 

Surrounding were  heightful trees standing.
In evening sunlight winking eye seing me only
Laughing,remembered friends and shouted  loudly.

From directions my own words echoed
Stunned,ran towards sea and saw
My life friends had gone away by ship.

In this unacquainted
Land which is not mine
Ran to directions   to directions without directions.
“is there anybody remaining like me” I shouted loudly
After few moments  when touched me only  cried in silence.

Ayyo

Spreading wings were indulged there only.

Figureful was on the same  landchwed and spit pan(thambula)
Ship which I travelled,along with people ,assets
Lost  lonely I am.todat morning again woke up.
birds of green leaves  were  flying
one crow pecking past food  was looking at me.

In this land is there anybody remaining
Dragging leg.
Blowing air…standing trees…struggling myself
Wandered
My shadow  shrinking  expanding  melted.

Again awokenness  search
charcoal (burning) in head(netthi)
mid day my sweat mixing in  this soil
suddenly
chasing green found one white beautiful divine mansion tip
aha
in this land a house is seen ran falling rising seing no door
to that house at all.

Seing at that warm house  with sliping wall
Playing hand in half fear and half joy
Searched for one magic door  around.
Inside
Wandered for the company of life that may be present
Probing.

No
Absent doors did not open.

To that one one door
May appear waiting in concentration
At little distance sat watching  leaving  food and water(rice and food).

Changing the border of sarry from left to right
That white beautiful divine mansion
Was sitting  in stagnance.

Air was slow. Trees  were 
staying stagnant  without shaking in  hot  sun light.
After noon a dry half dried  leaf flied  in front of me.

Carrying
While disappearing   beyond trees
Dark was slowly coming.
Then
 there appeared a
black spot (star)in sky.
Gradually it became    a bird.

Became sparrow  crow ,eagle ,big eable
Lengthened   metamorphosis.

In minute  minute(moment moment)
It’s wing from south to north
It’s beak  to weat
Was expanding.

It’s shadow covering whole ground ground  dulled.
To it’s flying force trees trembling
 branched touched the floor again  and agai,touching   the forehead..

with it’s thundering (terrific) sound
chest started to beat,struggling
I laid down to earth.

land sliding  under me a red fort suddenly arose
becoming fort to mansion.

It’s  eye like death appeared for a moment
Thinking my story is finished
Closed eyes.
When I opened eye
One black hill  in dark  slightly back
Was sitting covering that white mansion.

After long time    at hight   somewhere
Found the beak.
That is bird  this is egg
 Knowledge broke.

Through out night that   under  demon  bird’d beak
Not even little sleep.
At first  fear    of in which   moment it   pecks.

Later  I came to know that
I am too  small to  be seen  by it’s eye

The desire to get out  is opening wing.
Fly of bird is sure.   

I hurry
 removing turban(cloth)  around head
tied to bird’s kndless fearful leg.

Sun in half earth and half sky
For a doubtful joint moment
Bird  shook off it’s wing.

 While there was  snow storm rain
At the time when  surrounding world  was getting mixed
Flied (emited)off to sky.

To that speed feeling giddy (vertigo) wondered
On closing and opening eye
Somewhere below  dream of green  water’s shaking(struggling).

Here   blue  surrounding
In vicinity here and there bird cloud.
Leaving  those below  rising i
Bird   non beating wing
In a single note
Was rising above.

Now
Not even a directionless  cloud also not present
Nacked blue.

Bird has no attention towards me
Body not adjusting to it’s speed
Paining as though at tied area.

 To force of air
Disappearing  breathlessness(breathing trouble)
Tied knot is slowly  getting loosened.

 Thinking  that   Leg of bird itselis very close life
Embracing tight
Chest is paining.

My small shadow
From this height to  depth of thousands  thousands of miles
Trembling cutting  falling  becoming soil.

My self form  loosing density
Spread through out  along
 earth globe
Becoming one dull

On ground  
Green was flourishing
Water’s blue was enjoying
Fragrance of earth was flying
Flying was  eaten thrown leaves
Was present my shadow with me.

Here neck sqeezing  blue
Non wabling, non enjoying, not flying
Firm (motionless) blue.

 Demon bird is flying.
 Nobody in past  nobody having drawn last breath
At this height myself-
If died even after death this body
In continuous moovment
Aimless goalless path smelling will be flying.

Smell of previous life
Devil(pretha)   will  be wandering without
Without touching ground.

 Next  power of thinking drying up(reducing)
Deathlike  sleep (drowsiness)
Covered.

When I was awake
Birds were crying  in changed tone(ugli)
Air was rubbing upfaced.

Oho…demon bird is downig(getting down)
From depth of mind(heart)
Depth of land.red,green,blue
Are getting nearer
as though  life coming to death.

Bird  is relaxing
Downing(getting down)  by closing   and opening the wings.
Between thigh of earth mother.

Thousands of birds are getting down
To depth of endless valley.
Crying harshly,rounding circularly

While getting down
Rising dust
J drowned.
 Before the bird opens it’s wings
I have to untie the knots.no much time.
Suddenly sliped from  knot(tie) jumped to soil.

I don’t know why?
sorrow came pressing( with pressure)
cried out.

Evening time
Valley becoming  cradle of silence
While standing firmly  I opened eyes  slowly.

Twisting around me
 In midst of Thousands of poisonous creatures
I only remained.
When I got up my shadow
United with  high (horn)rock in front of me.

Abba….
Now it is all right, allowing this child  in front yard(angala)
Can play with child  till becomes dark.
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