Part-2:
Love songs(songs of beloveds) of k.c.shivappa
selected from poem his
collection’chandrike’,famous poet
,philosopher,visionary translated by dr raveendra hosadurga: he is also author Of four volumes of ‘muddurama’.this
book is published by vismaya book
house,154/1 A .aand d block ,12th cross,,anikethana
road,kuvempunagara,mysuru-570023.translation is my hobby.
I
am grateful to poet and his family members.
51)dizling
of ashada:
When
your mind is forgeting me
Should I be in
pit of tears?
In
spring when you are graced to buds
Should
I get wet in dizling of ashada?
When
you are singing in moon’s cool
Should
I bake in summer heat?
When
you are putting forth reason garlands
Shall
I count rosary(japa male) of your love?
When
you are
weighing in balance
Shall
I open mind door and call?
When
word love has no meaning
Don’t
talk words of delicacy friend.
When
shrithi (basic note)is not uniting in our chest tone
How
can you become my friend ?
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52)what
happened to me?
From
day of anger mango becoming neem
Feel
disappearing ,joy moving away
No
smile in face ,no enthusiasm
What
happened to me?
As
though in played veena string breaking
As
though dream collapsing in life journey
No
base of beauty,no breath of green
What
happened to me?
For
some reason you went away
like
that carried away chest melody slowly
without
even little drop cloud is floating
what
happened to me?
Memory
becoming snake sky becoming black
Today
life has become enough
White-stone
only mind is thinking
Friend
what happened to me now
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53)
love kasthuri:
Time
has sliped moving forward
Why
are you angry beloved?
Fragrance
of hundreds of flowers has spread
In
happy love chest
Spring
treasure has graced and enjoyed
In
ill notes tone
Tossing
seperation(viraha),breaking mind
Why
do you bring tears?
Why
do you make to cry niping off bud
Without
bringing drops to root?
Without
playing string without showing
simplicity(informal)
Why
do you toss disease(pain)?
Telling
reason without filling beauty
Why
do you fforget like this?
The
moment I saw you
Madness
attacked mind
What
tomorrow!for that sake today only
Beloved
,be laughing to love
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54)shunyathe(zeroness,emptiness):
What
you remember?pour tears?
you
there ,myself here ;sky in middle
in
which mountain valley,in which garden
in
loneli sun light you are wandering?
What
shall I do beloved?breath has held me
Like
to evening sky dusky dull covering.
In
shiningless eyes how you are there!
Making
face to dark why have you dried up?
In
deficiency of conversation ,I know grief(ummala)
Memory
boiling pain rising what a
shunyathe(zero)!!
Who
is here who have found depth of life?
In
this time turn(twist) who we are tomorrow!
Is
it easy to know design of this world
seing
mandaliru(mango sprout?) be laughing beloved.
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55)
you be at distance:
O my poems,don’t peep this side
Now
she has no interest of listening to you.
In
wave of dark,dull environment today
Eclipse
has held some how to love sun
Kethu
of which seperation(viraha) has entered house!
Cool
air ,red light far,very far.
All
found dreams are coming to standstill
No
rhythm jathi excitement in design(svara vinyasa)
Beauty
is fading in lack of magination
No
luck of bend and wabling to this chest.
If
step joins step ,if leg chain tone joins
What
will you do you pn
shunya(zeroness,emptiness)?
Be
away you now my lovely songs
If
you come this side insult is sure.
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55)
you be at distance:
O my poems,don’t peep this side
Now
she has no interest of listening to you.
In
wave of dark,dull environment today
Eclipse
has held some how to love sun
Kethu
of which seperation(viraha) has entered house!
Cool
air ,red light far,very far.
All
found dreams are coming to standstill
No
rhythm jathi excitement in design(svara vinyasa)
Beauty
is fading in lack of magination
No
luck of bend and wabling to this chest.
If
step joins step ,if leg chain tone joins
What
will you do you pn shunya(zeroness,emptiness)?
Be
away you now my lovely songs
If
you come this side insult is sure.
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56)
love-way:
If
told no enough that much only
Beloved,you
in smoothness
Is
arrow stiffness ineeded
In
hundred rough tones?
We
counting star star
How
many nights we spent!
On
that day tasted same mango
Today
has become bland!
To
blossomed stood love chest
Whose
vision(dristi) touched!
Response
to played veena
Why
raga(tune) got angry!
What
ever may be,inform friend
Leak
love-boat?
This
is ethics will you tell
To
kind of welding breaking
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57)
as you are seen:
“who
are you?”is asking friend
As
though forgoten all,as though seing new.
Pallavi
song became faded(torn)!
Did
heat reduced in breath of raga!
Will
features appear well in broken mirror?
If outsider does not adjust in house
hosthilu(doorstep)
In
name of love only I rememberingbecame
mad
Kept
fingure directly in burning fire
All
dew drops of morning black shadow worry story
What
shall I do now?you tell friend.
Even
in wine cup alsoi found your face
Why
did I see solid in rasa liquid!
No
knowledge that beauties are like this only
Stretching
hand for pain I am crying.
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58)
silence candle:
Loving
beauty of poem burning through out night
Without
light candle is very silent now.
In
pulse of word and word exclamation of
union rasa(juice)
In
loneli night joy mood(wave)
At
moment of waiting new bright in eye
In
lap of magination hundreds of sweet dreams.
Light
fkowd some why! No fancy of colours
No
enthusiasm in wings of birds.
All
desires drying up fall of joy
Today
tears flood only water drop.
Faith
of love always green in my chest
Black
shadow goes off today or tomorrow
In
border of pain there is new fancy
For
that only siting in front of candle.
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59)you
might have waited:
Mistake
may be mine;I agree
You
might jave waited for bright light.
Rising
high hill what a rich view!
Joy
of smooth fragrance in desire garland
In
flash bunch play of imagination!
Relation of life and life in blossomed eyes
What
medicine is there to forgoten love disease?
Ih
harshness peeps that is love death.
Talk
of birth and birth is storm of pain
Beauty
of stylish words is only pictorial
violence.s
If
not believed where is beauty of blossom
of flower creeper?
If
forgoten where is enjoyment in chest nest?
By
hope of union mind is cracked fort
Why
to us this painmlong sigh,friend?
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60
)what more is needed to me?
Have
enlighted in evening lamp of mind
I
remembering you supreme joy,beloved!
Flash
of full desire flashing imn mind sky
Wonder
everywhere with contenement.
Flood
of melodious raga(tune) flowing with
celebration
Joy
of courtesy by melody
Full
of memory boat mass of love flowers
Hundreds
of chilipili tune(raga) in bird’s chest
In
movement on bank fragrance of sandal
In
vast field beauty by you.
In
front of eye is view,words of
consolation
There
are three thousand stars for dream.
Karthika
lamp has shown path
What
more is needed to me?all are with me.
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61)bald
life:
Called
and given milk became poisonous beloved?
Though
very near became distant?
Showing
moon of full moon day,,singing love song
Why
did you push me in pit?
Spreading
red nademadi( red carpet),fanning silk fan(chaamara)
Why
did you fill pain at depth of heart?
I
am earth I you are cloudsky) you had told on that day
Where
did it go that words parijatha?
Flying
high and high formed design
Where
did it slip that life cart?
For
welding love with love for which blunder
punishment?
Tell
that one opening mouth friend
To
sweet of our memory, will enlight lamp crying
Let
that lamp show path to you always.
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62)why
happened like this?:
Why
relation of our love became thin!
Mind
without joining why happened so!
On
that day I composed love poem
You
poured phalukus(vibrations) in those
lines
We
sang in melody in queue(one after
another)
Where
did it go today sound melody?
On
the path on which we walked fragrance then
Where
did it move this jaji beauty
Bird
sang on seing our love
Why
did full moon day light disappear?
Time
has come now to search crack
we shall
sit talk in thisevening
natural to human chest right and wrong
let
us forget poisonous ,moment now beloved.
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63)
is it beautiful(fine)?:
Where
did it go that your laugh sound?
Why
did it melt your lip’s that joy?
What
an activity was filled in lip!
How
much dream was there in border of eye!
such
colourful butterfly where did it fly friend?
Love
became old?tell friend!
Laughing
bending(wabling) flashing you were with
Brought enthusiasm style to wih celebration.
Seing
seing you theft sleep always
Why
did you go far ;why did you become like this
If
anger bursts out will raga appear?
Pained
base(residence) is not fine;is anger proper?
If
smile dries up will love flower blossom?
Inform
you beloved;is it fine?
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64)memory early morning:
Remembering
you myself am playing veena
This
evening o beloved ,you are not there!
Absorbing my inner tone singing became melody
I
became poetry lover in silence
Knowing
kind of love became flower,fragrance
Became
feel beloved in loneliness.
On
that day relation appeared ,dream buded out hundred
Enlighted
lamp in your joy memory.
Spring
has peeped slowly,smiling emited bud
Drew
colour line in memory mind.
That
memory of evening is troubling now
Like
bud I am not opening eyes.
Soft
minded o beloved,what happened to you?
Why
are you knot knowing mind.
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65)feel
change(displacament):
though
so much near we be came distant!
Why
did happen so?you inform friend.
Which
omen bird like telling omen(shakuna)
Sowd
seed of doubt to ear?
Which
fear of tomorrow coming like ghost
Passed
jaundice colour to eye?
On
that day on sea shore writen love name
With
time flood came and washed off?
Siting
on top of hill found green of field
Did
argument storm made black?
To this feel change what ever may be reason
Did
become sour love maturity?
This
much is true friend ,in this our life
Seperation
is hell everyday,love is heaven
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66)
why like this?:
Without
talking like that
Why
did you go away?
Without
bringing raga(tune) to response of mind
Why
did you become silent
Tieng
fart(kucchu) to hundred dreams
Mad
desire t me
Memory
flowers garland knitting
Daily
work is mine.
If
star is seen your eyes
Guesture
calls near
If
your love veena is played
Feel
enjoys joy.
Seperation(viraha)
troubling chest pain
How
shall I inform you quickly?
Though
knowing mind as though not knowing
Don’t
act(pretend) simply.
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67)grief
picture:
If
you are in front of eye star vision to
me
Other
wise my mind is feel less.
As
though losing all as though standing on street
Mind
worries whenyou are not here
Anxiety
rushing in sorrow in chest
Why it is happening so?what is reason!
Like
lamp without oil becomes dull
Relation
loses charm when you are no there
Conversation
disappearing wave of grief in mind
What
is happenibg to me ?i don’t know this.
Winter
attacking forest(garden) as though leaves withering
Dullness
embraces me when you are not here.
Melody
disappearing only pain in tone
Why
this difficulty troubles like this!
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68)memory
pain:
Wandering
here and there paining much n silence
What
I became o beloved remembering you?
Became
cloud ,water,wave of ocean
In
that memory pain I became steam.
Opened
path some why is closing slowly
You
come to show love path.
Holding
bowl of love wandered through out town
Without
seing you mind is weak now
You
are alone now,you don’t trouble still
Don’t
cut base of existing green leaves tree!
Fixing
beautiful plant bon’t forget water !
Forgeting
like this don’t go distant!
That
freeness beautiful lamp is is lighting in chest
I
won’t agree that it has faded.
That
bud if it blosoms again and stands very joy
Am waiting beloved for that harvest.
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69)dark
this night:
Liquor
bowl is empty some how which was filled!
Without
light in lamp dark is this night!
Colour
spreading in sky,,no shining in cloud(sky)
Without
wave in sea no charm even a little.
This
night becoming flower when it will bring
laugh!
Fine
champaka blossoming when will it pour fragranca!
Seing
crying star jaundice to full moon day
Poem
has got down to fight in front of raga(tune)
What
was thought as kiss (pearl) today is tears garland
fragrance
is angry now near jaji
what
we remember like that only we will get
niyathi(destiny?)
what
is fate play allow it to
happen friend
let
this enlightened lamp not put off
let
our love chariot be moving
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70)why
you became like this?
I
am breathless
Stop plan(plot) words
Hook
has detached
Where
is weld?
Without hen shouting now
Dark
has covered here
Dream
has become ash
Without
beauty of laugh
Journey
of golden boat
Shaking
directionless
Morning
of silver star
Merely black black
In
milk cheek
why
did you made to emit blood?
Why
did you cut
Wing
of flying bird?
You
tell friend
Story
behind worries
Why
did to become so
Became
like scorpion?
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71)
within a moment you can forget all
Like
you o beloved I can’t stay.
Like
firsr rain drops you came in life
I
waited with joy like chathaka (………..)bird
Seing
sun rise equal to that of your smiling
face
Became
water bird melodious sounding tone
By
long seperation who became happy in world
Become
mohana raga(tune) to your love tone.
To
fragrance of jasmine what is there if not responded?
You
become rasa player handsome beauty.
Beauty
of curley hairs,beautiful lip love taste
If
you won’t see and enjoy where is love?
Long
sigh of pain ,long flow of tears
Will
not bring to us mind equillibrium(equanimity)
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72)that
talk:
Loving
in boat journey those words given by yoy
What
happened friend ,what happened?
To
melodious tone of word and word became mad by momemt moment
That
friendship becoming barren got split?
To
each feel hundreds of flowers
That
memory rising hood became snake?
As
laugh mirror came blowing slowly
Cool
air of full moon day became hot?
Becoming
red in love came appearing in mind
Like
picture of moonsoon rain becoming dull(blur)?
What
a beautiful dream joined came on that day!
Why
that vicinity became lose?
What
a magic of sound made house on that day!
Why
did that love diappeared?
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73)ridge
of belief:
Using
mad talks,on sliping sand
Don’t
build bridge of faith beloved.
Breaking
walking (supportive)stick wht do you
show path?
Treading
lotus flower don’t search taste
Pouring
pot (vessel) of milk don’t remember
taste.
Detatching
pair of horses why do you run chariot?
Body
filling anxiety why do you far away?
Drying
up shrinking (kandi=discolour. Kundisi…………..?)mind you don’t make to wear dress
Pouring
laugh water pity you don’t cut branch
Making
to tire tone of cuckoo why do you blame raga?
Making
dizling rain to pour why do you afraid of
cloud?
Cry
alone.laugh with in path of life
Otherwise
where is value to life beloved.
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74)
dream sanjeevini:
Don’t
steal dream at the time when nobody is there
this
only is remaining breath today to me
is
emiting rasa lightlike lamp this dream
conversation
is filling to base of silence
is
making to wear jasmine to beautiful
jade(hair tuft)
is
spilling beaytiful smiles love
towards me
desire
of listening song from flower honey lip
you
don’t push away this life dream.
Desire
of attracting vision by tender lotus eye
Don’t
spoil this fine dream o beloved
Forms
of dreams are one only,thread of root is
different.
If
sweet dream does not stand where is
beauty mind mind.
If
leaf ans flowers are not present where
is beauty to creeper?
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75)
rathna chain:
I
will come very quickly be waiting o
friend
I
can’t stand here in very much hea.
Became
friend in affection(love),became love (rathi) in house
became
mother in affection,became guru in knowledge(consciousness)
you
went leaving me;today I became poor
no
green,no shadow,became mere dry leaf
your
joy air without blowing here even a little
jiva
is breathless,in deficiency
anxiety.
On
that day I did not know your smooth
kindness
Beauty
disappearing seperation death today.
Your
desire bud to me life spring(chaithra)
Joyful
memory green is life shining picture
Where
ever seen your’s love peak
To
success of contineous journey you only are pearl garland.
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76)
enlight lamp enlight:
Don’t
put off don’t shake in whirl of dark
Enlight
lamp enlight you in seperation(viraha)!
On
morning flower what a dew drop beauty!
Thinking
sun rays move why tears?
By
seperation only memory ,by memory only
dream
Seperation
is painful why severe worry?
When
will beloved come as breath of life?
What
a response of union in mind oven!
Bud
blossoms and dries up ,fades moon by enlighting
Which
is there moving deathless in world rules?
If
one fades hundreds of gifts are there
After
return of winter new green to leaf.
Weld
light o lamp ,tou by wave of wonder
By
you world rise,joy by you.s
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77)
dream-realisation:
You
won’t trouble me in various knds o
dream!
True,dream
is very sweet;not real.
Power
of standing strugling today is not there
to me
Somewhere
some how I an collapsing
Life
attached to dream is not responding to
real
I
am keepinh leg on two boats.
Beauty
of rain bow is gift of sky to world
Fine
true that feel;that relation is momentary.
May
see and get cool;may memorise and enjoy
Mirror
wealth(money bag) will not bring any
beauty.
Between
dream and reality what a difference friend?
Shall
I this love as dream?your reality?
Flower
is form of dream,beautiful reality of earth
For
life this is enough;will press to chest and enjoy
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78)complex:
Why
do you play pipe to this tired soft mind?
Who
I am ,who you are in wave of time!
Why
do you drill hole to this house having
nothing?
Don’t
steal love in this stunt(sogu)
Why
do you dig well to thirstless lip?
Don’t
sqeeze sour in milk pot(vessel)
Why
do you make mud memories of mind water?
You don’t throw mud in
near journey.
Why
go you pull rain butterfly wings?
Allow
to fly spreading feather under sky.
Leave
any kind of non reachable high desire
Leave
let there be old song in that flute
Existing today is ours,tomorrow whztto whom!
Not
needed to me pain in complex.
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79)
body excitement:
Not
needed to me anxious upset’s(tensionous)
mere talk
Open
mind and talk with love beloved.
Forgeting
what has happened in past,,remembering-
-
what comes in future
Allow
to pass memories by smie flashes.
Fruit
matured,rasa filled is in our front
Love
is support to me by body excitement
Fragrance
not existing in flower is there to creeper in garden?
If
pearl breaks once is there beauty beloved?
If
you want to come come like molle and
jasmine
Don’t
come this side lke storm.
In
each colour there is beauty and
equanimity(samarasathe?)
One
is not like other this picture body
If
filled in vssel ,will never be got
shadow creeper
You throw fears ;that itself is high.
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80)
very far:
On
some day that evening you will remember
On
that day myself will with star very far.
You
call and kiss,pull(baraseleve?,ransack?) anxious
Remenbering
bodyless base you will cry a lot
Time pulling flash appears very rarely
Truth
of difference between dark and light is real form
One
memory as flower dries up on that day
A
tone as vibration(paluku) troubles in mind
I
becoming upside down some what tumult
then
Each
drop mind fades quickly
Hidden
that feel in burden of crying itself
Cloud
becoming crack pours some what!
That
minute without anybody when nobody is
there –
-
in sliped communication
One
pain sings by itself by iself!
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81)
anger:
Day
fearing to anger,night fearing to dream
Love
is supportive to me,don’t be angry beloved!
Like
winter cuckoo I am dumb in seperation
In
wearing dressing will remember endlessly
Rising
angry boat how to reach bank?
From
pain arrest you relieve beloved!
Like foam and wave fading in border of ocean
Don’t
separate now and then by false anger.
As
fragrance(sandal) loves and comes
You
reside in wondered mind beloved.
Breaking
mind later why recreation of rasa(juice)
If
you want to come come quick along with
To
kill loved once sharpened sword edge?
If
you tell enough;tell and leave beloved.
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82)why dud you forget?:
What
shall I write when you yourself have
forgoten?
Dreaming
is crying here mind folding now!
No
flowers in garden,no laugh in vision
From
the day you went all blur
In
yard of memory no buds ,no beauty
In
mind various hundreds of hesitations.
Telling
love has forgoten wii time stand?
Don’t
trouble o beloved standing at distance.
In
time sprinkled earth you sow joy today
You
play soft flute bringing samarasa(equal
rasa)
If
laugh flood does not come where is
spirit in world?
If
tone feel appears then life rich.
where is beauty if forgoten fine bud’s creeper?
If
blowd flower fragrance then love.
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82)loneliness:
Without
joining nest some how this evening white
bird
Is
flyingi in sky as alone.
Pain
of absence of beloved did it filled
chest
Endless
total rasa as though drying up
Did
memory trouble sweet friendship’s beauty
Like
thought wave air coming.
Shadow
of white bird in clean water of pond
Is
appearing black as tears
Feel
of forgoten song in tired soft tone
Is
showing thinly in painful mind.
Who
knows here simension of pain?
Maay
be there hundreds of cause garland
To
leave present pain and to fly is life!
If
tiredness is not forgoten where is new?
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84)memory
honey:
To
whom shall I inform sorrow of mind?
I
remember departed beloved.
Beloved
who taught play of veena
I enjoy playing raga(tune).
Beloved
who informed beauty of poems
Seing
dream I walk.
With shying I
listen,listening I shy
That
sound of red lip of hanfsome.
With
singing I sit,while siting I sing
I
don’t know what is that joy.
Bunch
of flash,recreation of sppech,
If
loves hundred times joy.
Leg
chain of joy,delicate desire,
If
rathi mind enjoys very fine.
Youth
is boredom some how today
Due
to distant friend!
When
will this mind become divine garden?
Love only is life honey
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85)along
with:
Believed
you,loved and cme
Why
anger beloved?
Seing dream with joy
Why
do you show anger?
If
love breaks life is weak
Don’t
trouble friend!
Raga
series sung on that day
Remembering
this day bright.
On
ocean shore we walkrd
Together-way
is fascinating.
Where
is flower there is fragrance
You
are jasmine of fragrance
Where
there is cloud there dizling
Colour
colour water drop.
Will
air obstruct,will fire burn
Power
of joy and beauty?
If
you stand with laughing
That
is symbol (indicater)of love.
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86)fickleness:
Forget
o mind fascination of females
Otherwise
there is missing step (muggarike)to you.
Rememers
in mind whom she likes
Calls
other to show other man
At
the time of raining takes back umbrella
In
sun lightless time holds umbrella.
What
hundreds of thoughts(counts) are there
in complex chest!
Is
it mirror to see reflection?
Yielding
to sweet words if floated in raga(tune)
Standing
land may collapse!careful cautious!
Why
all love memories become why reduce to
ashes
Like
grass offered to spark?
Fickleness
collapsing if mind does not get matured
Pain
in life is reserves food box(butthi).
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87)is
it your tone?:
Where
is that graced vibration(paluku) where is that raga(tne) joy?
This
song this feel-is it your tone?
Bird
of tired winglooking beauty of sky
Will
it fly properly as it desires?
Forgeting life joy burnt cadle
Will
it give light as excepted before?
From
water in land green leaf green grain
bunch(thene)
New
song of cuckoo in branc and branches.
In garden
without water where is enjoyment
of happy air?
Where
is l that fragrance in twigs and twigs?
Where
mind folds,where joy leaks
Bird
won’t sing friend in that pain.
Where
cloud does not move,where air does not
blow
Water
won’t (river)flow in that field
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88)
shrithi (basic note)is fine:
Don’t
speak definition of joy beloved;
Love
is not mere words;it is cool mind!
What
if horn is blowd?you will listen to sound
Will beauty of
sweet raga heard to ear?
What
is stone is carved?you will forget body
at distance
feel
of beautyful deathlessness
(amarathe) is seen to eye?
Crossing
seven oceans,if life note is not played
In
this seperation(viraha) veena where is beauty of rhythm?
If
mind does not fill and join ,if not played softly
In
love branch where is laughing flower?
To
hundreds of pain like supportibe shrithi
If
comes again again if comes and standa
highness.
Wave
coming on wave moves with laugh
One
uniting in one stand is real love.
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89)why
silence?:
Talk
between mine and you stopping,silence is frozen now
Forgeting
each other wh became distant!
Which
desire crossing limit feel bowl spilled!
Remembering
which green ,river played it’s role
Freeness
becoming more does it build cross wall!
Love
circumference becoming slow got soiled
beauty like this!
anger’s which
bad moment pushed raga(love)
away!
Pain
of which seperation strugling poures fire rain!
Path
of world is not lng on my and your part
Existing
days it is better to laugh
and spend in life.
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90)
why happened like this?:
Making
to sit in train(railu) you stood at distance
Path
of love journey is very far ,friend.
Which blur (dull) cloud stopped and made to stand light!
Activity
in rays is not that of that day
Which
wall of pain obstructed to laugh!
In
lovely face not even a little flash
line.
Sound
of which raga forgot shrithi sweatring!
No
joy of fact(sangathi………….?) in movement.
Vibration
of which veena became single drying up!
That
beauty no has sweetness in memory.
Without
shadow on path some how pain
along with you not present Dull is this mind.
there
is another train come quicklyi am
waiting for you wearing tears.
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91)tired
body and mind:
What
is there on this earth which is sweet eternal o beloved?
In
coversation sweet memory? Intoxicated (frenzy)
love?
One
of inner depth guesture difficulty
tosay
it is mine there is nothing .
flowing
water paathra(region) is kindness of floatinf cloud
moge mogedu(…………?)(on measuring?)only zero in
wave
when
taste is faded tasty amrutha is poison drink
without
joy feel foreigners vision
in
journey of honey of honey moon only silence without conversation
tender
beauty becoming distant garden without bud(sprout,leaf?)
in
chariot without goal where is joy of celebration?
Is
troubling frequently pain of failure
In
tired body and mind where is love love matter?
Than
successless world death is sweeter.
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92)tears:
there
is nothing in me to give to you
there
is only one drop of little hot tears
many
people threw cold water to hope
then
you were like a creeper standing with
in
journey of dead body company you are moving
in
endless worry I am standing alne.
Wave
of silence rising all upset
Thread
of life sliping very silent is this net
As
air,as fire,as water you went
I
became kite withou thread
Various
kinds of sweet you brought in life
Tear
salt is only gift I bring
Memory
of life boat flowing time water
Love
is beautiful jade(veni,hair tuft) to blosoming chain.
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93)
where did you go?
Came
from somewhere stoon at depth of chest
Filling
mind filling house where did you go?
In
sun rise yours,in dark mind yours
Am
seing your only beauty rich.
What
is joy if forgoten,what is beauty if left?
As
memory of my love I am living
From
temple with nobody you opened door and
went
Like
detaching golden kalasa(holy vessel?) of spirit.
In
sound in float you melted away
Like
new light of mind as though put off.
In
border of sky you disappeared and went
Like
thread relation of kite as though cut
All
is present what not present in base(residence) without you
What
is not presnt is present (exst) thinking
I am standing.
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94)
towards you:
Enough
is this problem(troubles) I will come towards you
Opening
door you be waiting o my beauty!
Worry
has attacked covered like burn of red
eye
Covering not one but hundreds of directions
Dull
has covered to mind from the day you went
Caught
in net of various kinds of pains.
Tomorrow
what to whom who knows that?
To
daily sandy heat have melted
Memory
of your joy is mrely on your dream
To
this resudence in which you are not there ,I am crying.
Night
night rplling no twinkling of stars
This
life is vwry silent by your memory
That
which was put off on that day will it come back this side?
For
that only I will come today towards you.
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95)day
of union:
You
one day early myself one day behind
One
day or other will join there!
From
the day you went no breath of petal
petal
Fragrance
throwing flower garland is crying here.
In
shining stars no twinkle as before
No
cover of tasteformtone vision
Caught
in single whirl life has got tired
Each
day today is responding with pain
Remembering smooth of those days eyes wet today
Eye
black is melting thinking what is
tomorrow.
That
world of white cloud how is it I don’t know
You
are there enough to me for joy
Let
us learn art of embracing (ransaking?)what ever comes
Let
us remember each joy which is not there.
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???96)silent
night:
Searching
searching I tired in this silver night
Like
star you are at much distance.
Cool moon desire in dark without moon
To
this breath what a desire in day dream!
Desire
of getting love in base of silence
To
this bud what desire in melted chest!
Why
is troubling like this this memory as evening
Thera
therada( opened?……?) our love floating
as tone?
Why
mind is sliping ,this friendship becoming poor
Various
asty foods becoming forgoten taste?
World
is concealing one more day light
You
Don’t throw shadow like black cloud.
Open
mind and talk ,why many colour talk?
Leaving
doubt you come beloved !
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97)wishes:
If
you want to come come as cool air fragrance
Don’t
come in life as like storm.
On
crying have dried up anxious upset
I got bored
and baked myself remembering you.
You
talking unacceptable words here and
there
Don’t dip in tears ocean beloved.
In
one day only what a joy
kinds of new light you brought on that day
if
not sowd is there crop?is there rasa in sand?
Is
there breath in knot?you tell beloved!
Here
and there one bee is singing
Before
chest spliting mind tiring you come.
in
garden of beauty this bee is waiting
Climbing
flower chariot come quick beloved.
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98)love
cart:
Where
did it move friend our love cart?
Don’t
slip and fall in slope.
What
sweet dreams smiles rich view
In
that our joy trip(journey)!
In
each turn what a joy
In
known mind’s intension’s in that
movement!
As
time changes walk of sound very slow
What
was thought yesterday is different today.
Thread
of garland tearing again loose flowers
Has
dried up and stood jaji;today no fragrance.
What
if once step is missed?is it end of life?
Tobemoving
itself is joy in this journey.
By
cool of thought if love blossoms
That
is good mind,summaana(……………?),beautiful maruga davana.
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99)blur:
Without
you today kinds of pain
Love
early morning became blur.
Flashing
in sky border,near coming conversation
At
night as dream became day!
That
sweet fascinating line music
As river
of tears became flood!
‘wearing
bodyful flower’ very long line tree
Withering became bald in this way!
Along
with fragrance held fascinating movement
Wandering mind shrinking became sorrowful!
Like
love bead (neha mani) rich lamp this line
In
middle middle becoming dull became thin!
Smooth thread
like little anger
Gradually
becoming stiff became haning knot!
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100)
you only are sailor:
Each anxiety
hot drop of tears
Are
announcing painful long story today.
If
you don’t come and ask cause of tears
Tears
may become river and flow beloved!
Love
knnare(pipe) if you don’t love and play
Golden
banana of memories may dry up friend!
How
many days we swam in rasa gabga water
Without
thinking about kind of cost(danduga)?
Why
today that joy drying in this mind
Is
merely floating nin ganga as thermocol(bendu)?
Like
wave on wave for coming mind trouble
You
only are sailor making to cross beloved!
You
don’t go far,join with union
Wiping
tears you are not standing near
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101)ashada(beginning
of rainy sea son):
Now
and then paining myself have forgoten
myself
Where
is rasa flow in ashada?
Mandara honey
communication joy
In
page of life story that is today mere memory.
Shined
on that day thst sindhura with joy
Is
troubling as memory this evening red.
Ring
of memory floating again love bead garland
In
melody of spring month vareities of
love.
Completing
stone curse incarnation of beautiful
For
me those days joy happiness!
Smearing
curley hairs stood ner that beloved
Why
did he make to fall in flood of tears?
My
beloved who made to play golden swing
Why
did he push in cage of pain?
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102)alone:
Eye
bright of smiling face where did it go friend?
Body
melting why have you gone down like
this?
With
anxiety upset wandering became
poor(dried up)
Loving
you have gone away beauty?
Throwing informal(sarasa) garland why angry
lady?
This
anger of hurryness is not right to you
I
won’t see any memory other than your’s
Don’t
tell ‘will not love’ lalitha kanakangi.
Apart
from who is supportive to life friend?
You
are intellect,,you only are love,moon faced to me.
This
time when you are not present friendship
with burning sunlight
Troubles this deficiency every minute minute.
Coming
this side if you laugh like flood coming
to river
Your
arrival ,like pouring rain to plant
Forgot
blame and deficiency ,teared subordination of world
Today
my mind is indulged in you friend.
On
that day I liked you ,that memory itself
is rich today
Making
to evening boredom you become star.
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103)sanga
(friendship,attachment) joy:
There are hundreds of joy to smooth minded union
On
this land without you what is there beloved?
Love
becoming one flower what a smooth
fragrance
not laugh of petal petal lively form
friendship
becoming song love very cool
melody
of tone and tone mango sprout rain bow
if
this mind not knowing inner mind of
champaka
where
is bud of equal rasa in branches and leaves?
If
this arm does not use thin waist of lass
Where
is beauty in life body)jivadodalu)
Throwing
hundreds of chaathaka(………………?) metapher’s
Remembering
charvaka come to reality!
Why
two talks become one like breath
Smoothly
coming in show smiling face!
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Poems
collection chandrike completed
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