A famous mahakavya of kannada
written by mahakavi dr.
sri.H.S.Venkatesha murthy ‘buddhacharana’ translated by dr raveendra
hosadurga.published by Ankitha pusthaka.gandhibajar main
road,Basavanagudi,bengaluru-560004.first edituon published in 18.10.2020.Iam
grateful to poet and his family members.
simple Transation by dr raveendra hosadurga:
Early part:
1)Did buddha
become sudenly?pre preparations
Happened how
much back!
let them rise up first ,kicking
forgetfulness
and come to
today’s time being.
2)Maturing
in births and births happened
Completing
paarami.
Those are
not one,exactly ten
He became
buddha at end.
3)After
completing ten paarami
vows(vratha) three times
Attiained
buddhathva.
We and you
are standing on earth only!feeling
Becoming
half closed eye for half a moment.
4)To
residence there is earth,when there is
Good
strong seed
Geting grace
of those who protect sunlight and rain
Vasumathi
geting luck.
5)Before
gouthama buddha incarnated
here only
Deepankara buddha
in story
of jathaka today’s buddha
has
extended story of those days.
6)Buddha
tells at that time he was sumeda
Who had got grace of deepankara
By his
blessings had held paarami
At last had
completed.
7)Now
and then
he tells story which is
unbelieved by these days people .
are those
one or two?exactly five hundred
forty seven
stories.
8)listening
to births and births stories of sumeda
Gouthama
tells to bhikkus.
For solution
of births and births,buddhathva attainment
To persue(introspect,observe,attention) inner
aspects.
9)in body of
earth wrinkled seed
To whose
love,to luck of epochs
Rising head
from earth buding out above
Opens tender
lips once.
10)leging
(fixing leg)deep throwing branch branch to
directions
Holding leaf green leaves
Becoming
love blossomed flower becoming fruit
Becoming
cool shadow bodhi tree!
11)no one seed of rebirth in fruit
Standing in
earth only star
Kulava
(caste) baasanisi( coverinsis),shining thala thala
In
asthanka fruit of light.
12)in indumukhi
(moon) marriage procession of star akshathas.
Earth and
sky uniting
Is
flying fine cool air flagship(haaipata)
Low (mandra)
jhenkara honey.
13)Had
took place in epochs epochs
In same land
selling wood(stick)
Was making living,born poor
Will tell
his story now.
14)His
mother old old grandmother.resembles
skeleton(bones) bag
he could not
leave her for a moment
ship came
to his place’s ship yard(hadagukatte)
15) ship is
of business.langer anchered to sea
port(revu)
Doing some
how rising ship making long journey
started to profit bringing business
16) if
profit is got,desire of looking after
His old
mother well
Tieng(carrying)
mother also along with when
poor
started journey did
rain storm rise?
17)as though
unseen hand beating drum?......(heggade)
Big Upset
sea.
What shall I
tell about condition of ship!
Were
shouting ship people.
18)Rising
downing crying top rotating
as though madness
getting
irritated shouting shaking
breaking
back(waist) drowned that bad lucked
ship , along with
product inside.
19)boy
making struggle suddenly jumping
Swimed
swimed’dudum’made to
reach shore.you should believe it.
Boy’s mother
embraced with cry.
20)son you developed drowned life telling
With
grumbling joy lifting son’s
face,in palms(anjali,bogase)
Kissing
forehead blessed son like this.
21)child!drowning
in ocean of this world (bhava)
lifting
up people also like this
with full
heart telling wishes (blessings)words
told to son to
become buddha.
22) mother’s
words will never be false!
As a result of that good wishes
Breath in
births and births period passing
Had
completed ten paramies.
…………………………………………………………..
Parami=perfection
………………………………………………………………
23) that
same poor boy was born in house of
rich(haves)
naming him
as sumeda,
body given
parents called.
That boy was
born dispassioned(disinterested)
24)leaving
house went to himagiri.
Seing eating
playing
Leaving to others telling goodbye
To family
,without telling asking.
25)by hard
penance achieving
supersensory(atheendriya) power
While
returning towards birth place
In untread
land in sky flying
like bird
Vision kept in land, yogi.
26)while
coming like that at once saw
Like ants in
earth people indulging
In
construction of high way
With
wonder came down yogi
27)on asking why this much of broad path
Among so
much number of people
Labourer
told this is voluntary work
Done(indulged)
by all of us
28)filling
oil to basket(butti) servent told,
This much
wide path?with
Curiosity asked sumeda.after keeping basket on head
told
Buddha guru
is coming with grace.
29) to him
lakhs together desciples.when
it is so
,why narrow lane?
On listening
his words he
told again!?
Is a must.
30)luck
coming without asking perfectly enlighted( sammasambuddha) service!
Wait! I will
also labour along with
Held
paali(shift?............)started construction sumeda by
Shying to
use own strengthless(alavirada) energy.
……………………………………………………………………..s
Sammasambuddha=perfect
one,perfectly enlighted,final stage
where every one
Are treated
equally(in same way).
……………………………………………………………………………..
31)is it
proper to show one’s small wing in front
of eagle?
In front of
guru how small one is
Filling
digged soil to basket mud hand ,body sweat
Without
stoping work though night.
32) Then in
east direction at once there is white
Morning!evening
when sunrose
suddenly started bird songs
deepankara
buddha is coming.
33)as though
gold coloured flood coming,came guru
Along with
desciples.sumeda
Thinking pit
will not get filled up in hurry
Tried to fill up pit by soil
(halla=pit,groove,ditch,stream)
34)not
posiible,when deepankara muni(sage)
deciding
this is only correct
slept(laid
down) himself making his body as bridge
when bridge
formed ,prone pranamas(danda pranama).
…………………………………………………
(Pranama=prostration,bowing
forward)
……………………………………………..
35)head this
side that side leg sumeda silent.
Let leg get
pressed roll head to feet!
Again let
back become vessel to that feet dust
Telling ,was
waiting for ascend!
36)aha!is
this feather light feet guru’s!guru’s!
Thirst dried
up(faded).hunger disappeard
That great
man(purusha) treading feet crossing
Ego was lost
in heart,became sumeda blessed
37)what I
tread is not bridge body of sumeda
Will not
guru know? With smile
held sumeda
lifted smeared (cleaned)slowly
mud attached
to saffron.
38)child up
to this I made to cross those who came
to me
Surrendered gracing holding lifting hand
Today you
only made to cross , with smile
Guru
asked:what do you want?
39)sumeda
was upset.i also without leaving
Holding as good vratha(vow)
On some day
making to cross as perfectly enlighted
Will hold
lift and develop.
…………………………………………………….s
(Vratha=lent,vow,seal)
……………………………………………………
40)embracing
sumeda,blessed let it happen so.
Without
leaving finish ten paramies
Two and one
more time.will get nibbana(nirvana)
Rise (take
birth)in suitable place as king’s son(prince)
41)become
siddhartha .in long timebecome shravaka
By renunciating
family.in forest and hills.
Without telling
that and this, grasp princples(thathvas)
Without accepting you yourself
get and become bodhi,perfectly
enlighted(samªÀÄasambuddha).
42)a female
youth came forward on hearing these words
Bowd head to
sage(muni)humbly.
Requested penancier (thavasi).grace to me also to
become
In births
and births his concomitant(sahavarthi)
……………………………………………………….
(thavasi=achiever,thapasvi,penancier)
………………………………………………….
43) guru
sees closing eye for half a moment!knows
her
Equalness
within a moment
Right
child.you become his life partner in births and births
Is it right
,blessed her.
44) gouthama
buddha told to bhikkus.on that day on
which
deepankara graced who was that youth
he was not
knowing.recently came to know
after geting
bodhi by me.
45)she
herself gracing Siddhartha held hand
lifted
Mother
called yashodhara.
To remove
from whirl of bhava(this world) is difficult bhikkus.
I have got
past sense;you don’t have
46)whike in
chetha garden buddha seing angry bhikku
Told to him
like this.
One year
passed after you became bhikku.has it
gone
even a
little your anger
stiffness(stubbornness).
47)I will
tell my experience happened in
other bhava.
Took
birth as elder son of senior
rich person.as only one
son of born
rich person , nirvegi(dispassioned,viraktha)
48) I can’t
tell how did dispassion came in young
age only
If it is
to come it will come.
without
requesting any body’s permission like
bud from tree
only
praapthi(attainment.?) should be there.
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
Praapthi=achievement,discovery,gain,determination
……………………………………………………….
49)what ever
I possessed I gave to poor by calling.
with light
feather went dispassioned(viraagi)
one among
ten paramies ‘excuse’(kshama) parami
some how I
should achieve.
50)joined
severe forest.forest animals sounding
Wandering
tree dense forest.
Sat under
one tree indulged in penance,without
sense of
outer world,with half eye.
51)enjoyment
world came there also?to noise
concentration
fading saw opening eyes
in front only colourful family is running.no
limit
to noise and
sound of those who attacked there.
52)cruel
called kalabu is king.came to
Garden walk
with all.
Wrong
Imagined intellect.great violence enjoyer!
Uncomparable
over lusted.liqour addict.(interested)
53)started
their fun and intoxication(masthi) drinks
Gradually
all became excess.
King
drinking up to neck(brim) became pure
king(land king)
Leaning on
soil without sense
54)as soon
as king fell few royal dancers come
Without
staying near me.yelp(gogare).
Guru
tell us methods and ethics!troule!
They don’t
leave me though I tell I don’t know.
55)at end
yielding to compulsion told.bhikkus!
Keep mind in
patience and forgiveness
There are no
values beyond them.my sisters
While
telling came kalabu.
56)burning
charcoal eye.imbalanced gait.swinging only told
Bhanda(stubborn...?) guru do you have sense
of who I
am?what is work to you with our people?
You can’t
control by throwing ash!
57)saffron
is suitable to such dhurthas (rascal,rogue,scoundral)like you
Telling like
this scolded as words came to his mouth!
They came
thenselves and troubled!though I told I don’t know
Without
leaving me youth females(tharunies)!
58)patience
is great!there is no character higher than this
I told that
much!ask them only!
Though told
in much good words will king listen?
is patience
higher?let me see?
59)taking
away small sword cuting my ears showing
told:
You told
previously!that patience
tearing
blood flowing how much big is this ear?
He told.
Still big I
told.
60)telling
this much cut other ear also
Not that
much still big I told!
King got
more irritated
blood
pouring bala bala saffrn became red!
61)mad(unmattha,intoxicated)
getting irritated cut my legs,cut my hands.
Still
still big patience?
Still
big told
coolly I told.without considering(counting) pain
Brother!greater
than this violence!
62)my
words,cry of felmale youths,flood of
Hot blood
mad king
Irritated
king still more,character of blood is like this
Forgeting
humanity cut cut
63)got
disgusted forgivenesful earth seing that
Blood shot bodied had laid down in soil myself.
Shook
gada gada Earth on which I stood.
Breaking out
from underworld(adholoka,low deep world)
Came one red
tongue!
64)along
with held sword,that cruel king
Without held
pulled carried away.
To severe fearful hell called avichi(aveechi)
Told with
long sigh buddha.
65)anger pain valient desciple what might have happened?
Sinner stood
up and came,hiridu(removing out sword)
Forgiveness
is as great as earth I came to know gutu
Asking
excuse bowd head to legs, crying.
66)gouthama buddha once again in meeting of bhikkus
Explained
limitedly,favourably
Wonderful
story of another birth
To blossomed
eye holders of curiosity
67)even
after joining bhikkus association(sangha)
also
Being caught
by various difficulties , suffering
Bhikshu you
should listen to my life story.
Keep mind
listen with affection.
68)I reached
daana parami tip of tip
In many
births(lives).there was in kashi
Gentleman
king called brahmadattha
To him we
were four childern.
69)after
completing education returned to city
Once we went
for picnic.(garden walk)
We saw plant
tree gulmohar after entering
garden(forest)
which was far away from kashi.
70)what a
variety in green!medicinal power!
We don’t
know their name!
In forest
dwelling life masses how much kinds!
Newly new
this special experience.
71)jikara of
forest is like that of omkara entered chest
wicked(kaani)!
Song (hase )leaf shadow cool
At end
exciting chest deep valley high mountain
Watwr
Falls pouring rain bow.
72)when we
were wandering with wonder
From one
seege(sikakai…….?) bush heard
Small
suffering tumulting by keeping hands to gut(intestine).
As soon
as heard we rushed and saw
73)alas!a
big tiger is draging last breath!
With agitation
going still near
If seen with
wonder by side of big tiger that
Tiger
delivered seven tender kids.
74)tender
kids which have not opened even eyes!
While
delivering kids over blood bleeding
Now or
later telling seing beselaada(tired………..?) mother
Gut felt
burnt.
75)even to
tiger kids also now what is wanted
is fistful mutton
To save
little blood is needed.
From where
to bring you only tell
If not got
sure their death.
76)may be
unbound cruelty to tiger.but weak
so as to cry! Helpless!poor!
hair
split difference between birth and death!for death only
have they
come for death only those sinless!
77)what ever may happen making mind firmthat these kids
should be
saved at any cost.went and told to brothers
doing
something bring fistful of mutton to
toigers I sent
I am alone
near tiger now.
78)you know
what I did?there only from bamboo stick
without thinking any other thing cut
My
neck.allowd roll head to hungry mouth.
My head
became hand meals(kai thutthu)
79)seing
play of life and death chest
shaking gadagada to
earth
mother’s chest ,what shall I say next?
Life mixing
with jiva(life) story of having own
death story this is!
death gift
to donation parami!!
80)now
I will tell one story about saama
parami.
Do you know
what is saama?
Indulged
service (profession)done to father and
mother
There is no
service higher than this.
81)In
shravasthi there was one crorear son.
One morning
he was standing on upstairs.
what a thick
people gathering in front of his house street!
That armed force was one faced.
82)in each
man’s hand blossomed flower.matured
fruit.
Where people are going procession?
With
wonder house owner also went along
with group
with fruits and flowers.
83)to jiva
this curiosity is natural bhikkus!these amazing people
Flood reached at end
Chetha
garden in outskirts of city.there buddha
guru was
making some advice (preaching).
85)Simply he
sast listening teachings of guru.
Felt very peaceful to mind
His talk was
found correct.what temporary family!
He felt like
following guru!
85)In slow
voice all your pain is mine,when buddha
guru told
Supremely
close talk.
Going near
him bowing head (doing namaskarams)
bless me also
Has Vanished
world fascination to me he told.
86)do you
have father and mother asked buddha guru.
On telling old age people are present
Go to house
and get permision and come told guru.
Young made
to accept them by compulsion.
87)have
accepted my father mother.grace sanyasa.
Accepted
guru and blessed
Gave sanyasa
to him!youth exclamated!
Have won
family troubles.
88)With
enthusiasm youth became
sanyasi(hermit)but family was not
leaving
him!In fixed meditation
mind was not
concentrated with sinle mind,memory of father mother
comes always
cry emits for them.
89)faded in
same worry faded(teared) like broom
pity!
Helpless What they will do
old father
–mother he worried sleepless night.
Remembered
their affection.helplessness.
90)house
means not merely place of affection ayya:
House is
residence of affection also.
young man
couldnot forget.affection which his father and father
had shown to him contineously.
91)mother
won’t eat without feeding him.seing with affection while I eat
Sits back
bent father.
To young
bhikku all those memories come while
siting to eat,
No tree
shadow in mid day.
92)presses
sorrow ,emits tears.some thing presses neck
As
though somebody pressing by otthamba(……….?)
neck.
Throws his vision up to tree height,bkikku some how
prevented hicuff.
Cries off
moving(concealing) behind tree.
93)when like
this that youth was going to
bhiksha
on street Incidentally
his old aged father mother were seen
Sees with
wonder. They have dried up.
94)as though
making to wear dress to hand stick,have
become thin.jolige is in their shoulder
what
happened to that lakhears.how did they
got this
kind of poverty?bad condition?r
95)this much
happened!son accepting shramanathva
leaving house and properties went,nobody to look after pity(papa)
all existing
properties became other’s.became nesarer
dayaadies(cousins)part house excetra.
…………………………………………………………………………
Daayaadi=legatee,linear
heir,cousin.
…………………………………………………………………………
96)Pushed
away these old people kindlessly.becoming street part
These haves
became have nots.
Thieves
snatched away miscellaneous(kaigaasu)
except jiva.
No residence
to stay to them now.
97)young
hermit ran and embraced mother.
Pitied.leg
sliped on stood land.
Hand sliped
from sky .missing both I have become
thrishanku
Telling like
this cried gala gala.
98)came
running near guru enough this sanyasa by leaving all.
Permit me to
become householder again
Guru laughed
and told.that is not possible son.you
serve
father mother as a sanyasi(hermit,sage) only.
99)youth
runs and comes to broken wall where his
father
mother were present.gives to eat
what he had
begged.building hut makes shadow available
to them.ride
of two horses now to this bhikku(bhikshu).
100)here
noise in chetha.bhikku of sangha(association)
Without getting noticed by anybody ,avoiding eye
goes to
house.gives what is begged ,to someone.
To complaint
I know tells guru!
101)feeding
to his father mother his food(rice) without
eating himself
Suffering
becoming mass of bones
Is about to
fade.what shramana has got(earned)
To give to
them is not injustice-
102)Tells
guru.guru calling bhikku in front of other bhikkus
asked young man,Hey bhikku,what you
have earned as shramana to whom you are
giving?
Tells
bhikku:to delivered(begeted)
103)asked buddha rising himself coming near young bhikshu(bhikku)
Pressed
shoulder with affection.
Seing all
laughing laugh of kindness told in low tone
-saadhu!saadhu!saadhu!
……………………………………………………………………………………………
Saadhu=religious
ascetic,mendican’t,or any other holy person.
………………………………………………………………………………………………..
104)silence
of one moment.buddha told:in previous birth(life)
What I had done before
Today you
have done the same .bringing tears in eye
With
affection told old story.
105)many
years back there was residence of bedas(hunters) on bank
Of ganga.in
that they were living in grass hut.
Very old
couples.pity to them
They were in
such a condition -not able sit if stood
106)came
shakra.told:grand father!in old age
to serve you
bless to have a son
on
telling,we are till now are
sanyasies in family bondage.
107)child we
have not touched each other for ever!for child sake
in this age I can’t touch her!
Slightly
laughed Indra.touch her uterus(womb) with fingure!
Enough told
shakra.see peculearity!
108)thinking
no problem then,old man on touching
old wife
became pregnant.
Got me as
son.believe this!
Like this
story started!
109)took
birth after nine months.i incarnated from upper
world to earth.named their son as
svarnasama
and made to grow .For anybody
this
affection is big!
110)gold
colouredbody to me.grew as eye doll
of old
father mother
Friendship
with all animals and birds of forest
To me!that
grown into youth.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
111)to me
father mother means much love.bringing
Good good matured fruits used to give.
Myself only as father,to me they are childern like this served them see!
Listen what
happened next.
112)when I
was playing with deers I prideful
King of that
town
Killed me
just for play(fun) throwing arrow!I told
Why did you
kill what could not be eaten?
113)illusing
deer only I killed excuse me
told
king!All right leave king!
Protect as
son my father mother enough I told
Carried me
out near them!
114)child!this
condition came to you like this they cried
Father
mother!they did not cry thinking
Next what is their fate.pain of my pain to them
Next they
did sathyakriye(truth action).
115)keeping
my legs and head on lap told twice.
If me and my
wife if this
Child has
served with devotion truly,poison of
death reduce
And let
child open eye this lovely child!
116)at the
same time my mother of previous life
With body
(sadeha) came joining eye.
This is my
sathyavratha.if it is true that flower comes from
Plant tree
creeper of gandhamadana mountain
117)Let him
open eye.like this on doing sathyakriya(truth action)
As these
mother fathers(parents) are
Vow
(vratha)sincere,I slightly moved (rolled)to left side then right side!
Was pressing
eye getting life.
118)when
story was completed deep silence had
covered
Without
opening lip had heard this story bhikku group.
Breaking
shell of silence had emited guru’s
speech pearl
My words had
touched depth of mind.
119)who
protect father mother, protects them
see
nature.there are facts
which have to be brought to your consciousness
beyond story.
I was
saama,aniruddha indra
120)mother
father badrakapeelani kashyapa.
killed king
was ananda!telling
closing eye
lids half buddha became meditatve.
To those who
were listening to story with
concentrated mind-
-Suddenly
flashed light.
121)if
morning comes dark melts itself by itself
In disturbed
water star group
Drowning a thin light rises on water.
Spilling
from throat (neck)of birds chili pil(chirping)i.
122)folded
wing spreads to sky then phada-phada
Without
sticking to sky
Starts to
paint colours moderately by group
of rays
Sun.painter.
123)light
blue to background.in body here and there golden
Red
drawn butta(……………?) cloth flower
Beauty of doom can’t be described,such colour
About to
enlight buddha
124)black
hair opened high line of sala
tree
Base of
hill.blow of cool air
Body of guru
shakes slightly.green grass
Shaking,cool
air time.
125)bhikkus
are waiting ,waiting for buddha words
On that
day what
he speaks
with respect old guru without
moving
body ear.
126)guru
bending forward a little,pressing
His both
hands firmly
Lifting chin
for about half fist told,in low tone
With half
eye regarding desciples.
127)now a
days for power dirt covering
Like house flies , people attack(cling).
Making feet
to enter in pichi pichi mud
Indulging in
! thinking this only is joy.
128)power
and status which attack like eagle
Kicking with
leg asking to go off
We should
complete parami called adhistana.
How it is I
will tell listen.
129)this
ia very much old story ayya.kashi raja(king)
Was
ruling kashi at that time
Wife
chandradevi well behaved,worry
Hat king has
no childern.
130)if I am
really chaste,let a son be
born to me thinking like this
did
sathyakriya(truth action) on full moon day.
Strict
fast.cool night of moon light.
131)as soon
as she did sathya kriye at that time
also
indra Jokinda slept
Swinging cot
becomes hot like kavali plate(hanchu) pity!
Suddenly
rises like cat.
132)breathing
loudly wanders here and there with shachi
Where is
breathing , womb
Filling
power,was seing with concentration
diping in
Meditation,Buddha fell to eye.
133)bodhisathva
was in hell called uthsada then!
It is
natural bhikkus why
He is living
in uthsada hell is a wonder!
Was king in
varanasi!
134)fruit of
kingship of births and births this hell life!
Runing
to uthsada shakra told:
Getting
incarnated on earth
You
complete parami.
135)has
opened kashi king’s lovely patta(throne)
Queen chandravathi womb(uterus).
Saying
yes buddha entered womb(pregnancy) of chandravathi.
Seed to
better land.
136) as soon
as sowd in sky water clouds noise
Know what a
thunder
Everywhere
stick lightning shine.dho dho rain
Fell on this
land!
137)at night
in house as though somebody has
enlighted lamp window
Eye shining
thala thala
Still what
happens to this earth good morning
Got coloured
kashi.
138)filling
days queen delivered male child
Handful(bogase,joined
palms)………?) neonatalbananthi,nursing mother).
??(neonatal
bogase full)
What shall I
say heatless light filling spilling-
Seing that
enjoying.
139)they
named themi.palace jois
nultiplying calender(panchaanga) told
identifying
dhaanya punya lakshana
bowd head
,did namanas,
140) child
has not yet completed three months still
bhikkus
Decorating
that tender kid bring and keep
in oddolaga(
king’s scourt) on king’s thigh-
then only
amazing happened.
141)bending
tieing body were brought very ill famed
Four killers
to court
Along with
chain king servents.for enquiry by king
While kings son(prince) on thigh!
142)king
ordered thousand stick beats,to another
sixteen
years jail to one
death
sentence by cutting head to
other,listening this
prince
had shook.
143) if I
become king I also have to behave like this!
Cruelty of
kingship is not needed!
Will remain
as a dullard not knowing anything
Child
decided like this then.
144)since
that day kid though having eye did not see.though javing
mouth did
not say aa-uu.
Though
having leg was like lame.without
seing playing wandering-
-As tough
remaining in same place
As divine
dame indicated plan.
145)That
divine dame (damsel) was his delivered(begeted)
mother
Of
bodhisathva,though scholar to be like a
supreme
fool is very difficult
bhikkus!like that was buddha
though
hungry was not crying for milk.
146)though
there were tasty edibles,did not see lifting eyes
Was like as
before themi.
When fire
fell to palace,though stretched sara
bhara(with force)
Red tongue near did not rise.
147)youth
came to princeto mother only doubt that
her son’s is only acting.
sent
supremely beautiful lasses to his inner room at night.
Ask if son
moved.
148)though
youths opened their clothes in front of
eye
Did not
shake controller(samyami)!
His body was
not excited.then ran away beauties
With shy
outside by themselves.
149)king son
is not a male one.another exclamated
with winder
he may not be
ordinary man
can’t be like all.he may be
supreme
purushotthama(best person)
150)father
hits head.calling purohith who had told child is
dhaanya punya
scolded him.(neerilisidanavana mukhadalli).
As you will
get pained I had told like that told
that rasca !l(rogue,scoindrel).
151)what is
to happen happened .tell now.what to do with this jadabharitha?
This is an
ill welfare(amangala,bad)to land.
Carrying
without leaving him from back door ,without
Burrying him
no other way!
152)knowing king’s
kindless decision about son,mother
came running To king and begged.
It is my
desire to see that son should become
king.make him
King for atl
east for one week.
153)when
bodhisathva was king for a week mother went
to her son
and beged(gogaredalu,requested)!
Son I
know.you are not lame,noy dumb,not mad
At least now
you become like all.
154)If you
won’t become ,you will be burried while living.cried
Like gut
melting,in front of son.
Son ,not
grave yard pit ayya,your mother’s warm womb
At least now
stop this acting.
155)did
themi listened to mother’s words?did cry enter ear?
Morning
carried away servents from house.
To
burry this ill welfare(amangala,non
good) in this ill welfare land!
Amaras then
gathered in sky .
156)carrying
in cart only servents reached yard .
Talks themi
inside only:
At end I
became liberated myself! Without
speaking a word,I
Will make
to cross
(pass) over delivered(begeted,parents) see!
157)charioteer(saarathi)detaches
one after one king son’s rathna
Ornaments,clothes
and wears.
right to
this consciousful (chinmaya)diged soilful sleeping house
Charioteer
breathing gasa gasa.
158)bodhisathva
saw with smile his body hands once!these-
-Are all
good?see
He himself
got down from chariot to see whether
mind is under
controll or not.
Kushankitha tread feet on land.
159)earth
got romantic by feet touch of themi,
breathed out
better better then.
Became green
in that moment only spread lawn gathered
divine population
Poured
(showered)flower rain.
160)telling
I will see whether there is strength in arms,bodhisathva pushed chariot
slowly,that chariot
In high
speed moves along with horses backwards!
To there
from where it came?
161)wondering
by seing charioteerless
cart(chariot) king queen
Came along
with town people
In wonder how
they were to graveyard like that only.
In soil sun
has rised.
162)mad
themi asks charioteer friend! In hurry
To whom you sre building house?
If lifted
neck and seen charioteer.thejas body of bodhisathva
He wonders
then.
163)six
colours coloured jyothirkaya (light
body)sees king
With queen
and all town dwellers!
Spoke with
affection supremely kind
dharmabodha deepokthi.
Passed over
many ships then.
166) to
finish buddha did he do one one that devadattha?
Famous archerian!
Intoxicated
elephant nalaagiri hiting big rock!-
-but what
happened?
Protecting
hand is long!
165) while
sorrowing like this bhikku
community(group),slowly
Came there
buddha , telling not new
To me sat on
stone seat which was there only slowly
Sat bending
half puting his hand on knee
166)buddha
told what happened in past listen I will
tell, spoke slowly.
Once upon a
time there was one
poor brahmin
in kashi.he was a great
rascall(scoundrel) that
punya (good deed)self!
On one day
fell into well in forest!
167)grass
covered well!at bottom neck level water!
Remained
without death
Shouted for
seven days!
Peopleless
great forest!who will come there?
Kindful
people protect me!
168)near
only one big mabgo tree.fruit season!
One monkey
had come for fruit!
Heard some
body shouting in small tone.from depth of well
On peing
seing poor fellow was found!
169)brother!first
give one fruit for eating.afterwards
By doing
anything lift me up!save!
Your dharma
(duty)!telling crying begged
Monkey decided I will
protect him!
17)kindful great monkey
felt burnt gut,monkey leaving
Down it’s
long tail into well
First rise
up and come without fearing,later you will do
fruit
Breakfast
!told with love.
171)you are
not monkey!direct(saakshaath) maruthi!first
throw one fruit i Will
get survived told
From inside
well collapsed breath poor fellow!telling
yes
Monkey
threw one selected big fruit.
172) felt as
though gone life coming back! Speedily
ate fruit.later-
Later monkey dragged(pulled) up one fallen in well
.
Came out
from mouth of yama from deep dark well!
Telling got
saved got saved!!
173)at night
under base of that tree only both of them sleep!
Gut of
monkey is very tasty they say!
that
wicked man did not understand truth,lifting rock stone
tried to
kill one who gave rice(food)!
174)missing
goal monkey got saved!wiping freely flowing blood.
To one who
protected only wanted
to make an end,leaving that wicked where
he is, went
directly!such can’t be believed!
175)then
also brahmin did not leave monkey! Monkies king!
Is it right
to go like this?
For your
sake only I tried to kill you!got
punya(good deed)
Should not
go unattained!excuse me!
176)if one whom you have protected
vanishes(dies) will you get punya?
Kindlly by passing out of forest protect!
When started
to trouble I will come jumping from tree to tree.great man
You follow
me on earth!
177)telling
like this that great monkey this human
making him to cross dense forest
he returned to his tree!
To excuse a
person who tried to kill me who protected ,how much negligence attitude is needed
you only think again!
178)like
this finishing his story sadguru slowly leaning to rock
becoming half eye like that becomes meditation indulged(meditative)!
Later
opening eye for half a moment,laughing slow laugh asks his people:
Is it clear
who is this monkey?
179)bhikkus
tell in single tone!that monkey should be you only got
told with affection:is it?
Bhikkus in
that birth(life) I was only great
monkey.telling like this ,slowly walks to residence.!
180)morning
sun rays falling upon him,while walking buddha guru
Enlightens
lamp bud.
Playing head
to air,as though moving he himself alone
moved
to his leaf
residence!
181) in
presence of buddha only there was one
bhikku,always like
Darkness
under lamp healthy!
What a great
fascination to t he was collecting keeping cloth (chevara)coming not
182)guru
came to know!called that bhikku near,come brother
Will tell
for you only
This old
story was not told to anybody! story means not story!
What
happened in past!
183)In past
bodhisathva had born in rich peoples
house.as usual dispassion (vairagya)
arose.
Came to
himavath mountain.doing penance with concentation got knowledge
What is
meant by jnana-non different.
184)getting
predisposition (samskara)of salt sour
bitter returning again came towards town! Daily without leaving
Walked to
bhiksha like single male elephant
departing from group(herd) fearlessly.King saw him!
185)calling
him to palace treated with humbleness by doing
feet worship
(pada
puja),you be here made to stay in his garden
grew between
them very severe friendship
daily comes
towards guru.
186)slowly
even in king also dispassion(vairagya)
arose. Bhikku!
If fallen
fire,tell will not log of wood
also wear kengudi(coral)?like that became to that king.When one year completed guru
remembered himagiri again
187)
thinking to go again towards mountain is correct
That guru
high decided.
To king to
walk in stony path footwear to leg
For head shadow umbrella
188)how if
got?if asked king will give!this desire
Troubled that guru!
no will to
tell.if got by asking opening mouth
It is cry!
189)without
mind to give if giver gives lame reason
At end it is
anti cry!
Cry anti cry of giving taking should not happen see
In front of
others!
190)therefore
I wll ask when he is got alone
Prevented
guru to ask.
To ask
to give in loneliness bodhisathva waited for
Excatly
twelve years guru!
191)something is needed to guru.not able to ask he is anxious
Even king
came to know!
Who knows
,to him is royal enjoyment wealth is
wanted
He himself
spoke!
192)in
loneliness bodhisathva asked king with
affection.
Do you need
throne?
If you want
you only become king.i will become your servent!
Laugh spilled
and came to guru!
193)good
happened!one pair of footwear ,holding umbrella
Fight
without being able to ask me!
Tell what I
have to do with your king(throne)
post, king
Give send
off to himalaya mountain enough !
194)bodhisathva
telling like this laughed.king got
romantic
knowledge’s first step
sothaapatthi
phala(fruit,result)
he got within that moment!
195)bodhisathva
getting so many births
In that
duration completing
Ten paramies
three times without leaving,took birth in
In
happy(nliss) world himself as sethakethu.
196)spending
much time there with richness(sampanna) life next
Time of
taking birth.
Telling like
this became ready to get his last birth
In earth
region(zone).
197)then
came akannittha brahmas,as though s coming
Blossoming
new flower
Available,he
himself doing jhenkara with humming bee
sound(gunjaarava)rounding with bees-
198)as
though balavandu
balavandu(………………?)thanking,bending head loving blossomed flower.
Tell in
jhenkara words:lord completed
Loving vratha(vow)
199)get
ready to become sammasambuddha,telling then
Rising
up asthu asthu asthu
I am siddha
suitable place and time to rise
Buddha
remembered with love.
200)he looks
like full moon day night light’s l waveless
pond fixed mnd.
Appears like
Full moon day moon in cloudless
blue defectless
Like smile appears.
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of purva part(early part),,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
To
rajalskshmi
Astapadi itself
becoming istapadi born
Buddhacharana I will
keep on your head
Beloved
accept.pressing to eye blessings of buddha words,
Who brought
temporariness of world to my experience
Eating sun
light,leaving shadow border here only
Telling good
bye moved forward river,
I am
debter,to given love,to left gift,
Though
charana(feet) is lost ,who left history
and went!
By hsv
Beginning
part:
By mixing made to live my beloved friend
Left and
went
To very
distant unseen place
Pushing me
to sorrow ocean.
Grand
mothers who reared and protected
One by
one,why this life troubles
Enough
enough becoming old
Died with
illness and diseases.
Though there
were ten people remaining is one only.
Those who
died dieing,thogh near,
Feeling as thogh far away
Sorrounding
people , I pained.
Became distant , birth place.
Residing
place never became very
close
own.old house rolled and fell
due to rain.
Daily
changing remaining in life
Which is
truth?
Burning
flaming lamp ill burn
And gets put
off I know.end is like that only.
O each
lamp has desire of entering dark
And joining
in dark merging.
To seed
getting down into earth,rising head above
To come
again above same
soil.
Forceful
severe rain pouring plants trees
Cities plunged in flood
Only noise
of waves and drums.water water.
What exists
at end?
In middle of
foams and waves of cry ocean
Will banyan
leaf float at end?
Guru’s
kindful laugh only
Moon boat
protecting us?
What he is
great?previous people have told all
Those who
laughed curved laugh
Laughs daily
blossoming flower.
flame
bud burning till it is put off.
Tear beads
themselves became rosary(japa garland) to me
You only
without opening with half eye
Meditate.let
your life only teach me
Lesson of
crossing.
Sun sets
in blur
dark
Rises in morning.
River drowns
in sea.again
Raining
wheel rotation.
All what
ever comes let them come,flow and
go
I will be as
I am.
Let there be
equal shrithi.healthy mind
Let good
live in chest.
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(under
correction)
Maddle part(buddhacharana) A:
One:
1) Doing observation of
earth is
singing one white clean
marala(gossamer) Is flying.
Like white cloud opened
wing in sky
Below moderate(hada) land
greenish green land
Alum like clear
river,is shining
Lines lines of crown peaks,like united
Democracy series of peaks of himagiri(himalaya mountain)
At base spread fertile land it is.s
2)Is seing flying above determination itself
Becoming White
marala,closed fist of interest(sincirity,shraddha)
Like opened fearlessness,in free (depthless,nirala)sky(blue)
If opened eye should be opened here only.
stretching to directios directions anxious hands.
By treasured arms of responding fingures
Sorrows and depressions
dense clouds
Pressing,to wipe out eye tears.
3)if born should be born
here only near promotive
(pravarthanasheela) Highpeak group only
Blowing this chest shaking
air of ashada.
Is vibrating is all life
net whole(mass,universal)
Queen of shuddhodana ,lord of kapilavasthu is
mahamaye.carrying
evening dust(godhuli)
king guru getting
blessings of kaaladevala,walking
slowly,completing long fast of full moon day vow(vratha),
4)evening sun seting in west,
While appearing in sky moon light
bent bowl moon,pouring
sweet(thani) milk
thanivalli is coming to
sleeping room.
moving milk pearl screen of anthahpura(harem,zenana)
waiting shaking due to
existing chills
her husband.outside
somebody unseen pulling
chests of veena is playing in good shruthi.
5)it’s jhenkara to
ornamentless maya
Happening head noding iyde pearl’s ole(ear ornament)!
Cooled body(tired body??) diped in sleep at mid night ,
Queen in half drowsiness,four maharajikas
Come.carrying(lifting) cot suddenly above
Carry slowly without treading land!
Screens of ventilaters
moving themselves away
For arrival of king
holding foldas(creases ,frills)
stood house work
6)
workers(maids),appearing like
skilled carved
Flowers(jalandras),chathummaharajikas worn
Meludave(…………….?)itself ,playing wings on both
sides becoming wings
They fly like birds
singing kuku!
flying in sky present
on tip of highest peak of
Himavath nountain tpwards
anothattha lakecarrying flower fragrance
Like air friends carry
mene(cradle?,pallakki) along with maya-
…………………………………………………………………………………………..
(chathummaharajikas=a class of gods seen in bouddha
literature)
……………………………………………………………………………………….
7) in midst of pond one pacche stone
Stone Island..above it one
swinging by air pushing sky
Full body flower borne sala tree.
for it’s support will
bring and keep mahamaya.
like liftung keeping
on moon cot
moon light veil’s beauty rohinies.
then come divine ornament
decorated
Bird kili kili laugh,divine dames(damsels)
8)nowmove away with
false anger
shouting at chathummaharajikas,hold hand
and carry maya to divine bath!
Without asking though told no,without lisening
make me to drown and rise.heated through out day
in that lukewarm
water!make me to wear dresses with love
tieng hanging knot(jolmudi),on back of back.
Making to wear sky jasmine to sri knot(mudi)
9)bring her back to anthahpura(heram,zenana) again!
After keeping head in north direction,
Star woven sky covering with blue sky
Keeping both feet of maya towards south.
Laughing kili kili,closing door of bedroom(sajjemane),
Jhanathkara of leg
chains maturing(thani) (as single)
Sounding,will melt and go in
Silent sky .coming sky guests.
10)in half drowsiness eye lids shaking slowly
Is heard an intoxicated elephant,kneeling(fixing) feet
Coming foot
sound(padaa hathi).opens harems
knit work carved
pictorial door-suddenly!
Aha!is coming!playing trunk(sondilu)
In bold serious move that white elephant!
in it’s trumk white lotus flower
swinging it’s long trunk
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11)balavandu(thinking as right………………….?) maye slept cot
Sat now kneeling leg
on right side!
Now elephant is becoming
a palm size
living toy. rised cot.
Touching king’s wife(queen) tickling that elephant
Like Iravatha in manasa sarovara(lake)
Got down into atom form
to punya womb.
Closing eye she shaking(vibrating)by this divine experience.
12)suddenly opening eye
rises and sits.
By side her husband is in sleep.
In innocence graced by sleep.
Is making to play screen of ventilater
Cool air!in corner as though I have not seen anything
Swinging(oneyuthide………..?) head
Like pearl bead twinkling
night lamp.
As though has entered
seed of light in middle of night.
13)maye has worn bodhisathva in uterus protecting
Second day moon like
light feather white cloud.
Hiding honey in innerside(aantharya……..?)
Appears then Like bud of
maruga flower.
If she breaths fine new fragrance was emiting.
when eyes were opened as though
bud of blue lotus
blossoming.
,
14)produces illusion if
comes near.
As days filed pregnant
is carrying uterus(womb)
While walking bending back backside
Keeping manmatha as goal
rising bow thread(hede) she
Resembles.a child with
mother’s saree border
Indulged in eye closing game
behind cloud enjoying
Rounds her cool air.
While mayadevi sleeps at night
15)kala svan(kalahamsa……..) flying slowly on her blossom
like feather light white umbrellas!
Though nobody plays her ten six thumburies
Leaned to wall of
harem(anthahpura)
Ny themselves hold
favourable shrithi.
To alapa(music?), of
apsaras(divine dames) of sky
yard.
With filling days , as though
somebody seing through her eyes
byears
…………………………………………………………………………………………….
Kalamamsa=duck,goose,teal.
……………………………………………………………………….
16)by somebody as
though listening,
,as though somebody is speaking with tongue
As though somebody touching with fingures.
From nose as though somebody smelling experience!
Bird got into manasa
lake is rising slowly kala kala
Drowning rising waves.somebody’s fingures drawn
in water yard eiebattu(drawn lines)………….?) ,bodyful lamps-
17) looks like worn cauli flower
That punya woman
unseen town distant people
at night in mind indulging in bath
She who is like alum clear lake
Desire of pregnancy ,makes to wonder palace
Elders,close friends,directly king.!
Calls sakhies(friends) and tells.
Moving away
veil(screen),open windows and doors wide
18)enlighting good
morning sun light’s
In drop rain dizling hill’s sloping base
Getting wet I will see eyeful.
from nest opening wing
to height
want to see bird group flying! My friends!
Holding hand carry me to
field
Moving wall away towards end of direction
Call open field inside!breath is holding(tightening)-
19)narrow house!i am feeling like seing
green swinging forest
carry me to lumbini!
Sister Gouthami you also come
let us go
Height rising head
like rushies and munies
To presence of
stood old trees.,good blessings
To get osage(good function………..?) from their swinging
arms,opened petal
fingures from flower palm.
in halfeye cool air of south
experiencing pleasant touch-
20)listening to many kinds of singing birds to
Forget body!come gouthami
come heart friend(beloved)!
Through out sal tree forest
let us walktreading slowly
on soft green lawn keeping feet lightly!
Entering
hokkarni(pushkarani) till mind cools
Let us play swing!getting into pond at mid day time
Bathing , spreading wet hairs on back
tasting tasting favour
of coolness and hot-
,
21) under tree let us
play stick game sister!
Getting down into valey,holding hand in hand,
Kneeling(keeping) palm
on knee
Rising to height elevation let us breath loudly!
In order to fulfil desire of pregnant that
king sent
kollaara( decorated cart......?) carts
thousand!
Scratched
mould(acchu,!poured lubricant
oil(keelenne)to wheel.
bending bamboo made green arch.
On that covered picture
printed cloth.
22)tied bunches(falls).on cart put dry grass.
to avoid pressing of pregnant kept pillow on both sides. .
scratched horns of oxes.tieing golden bell to neck
shook sounded and
heard it.tieng oxex to noga(yolk)
tieng band to neck,on the back of pair
covered with knit coloured cloth.
Journey of line carts
became prepared like this.
23)in line line moved kollara carts towards lumbini!
From east is blowing
snow hill side cool air favourably.
She has sit facing to
west.
Let not powdered dust fall to
kajal tip
Pressed eyelid eye!sounding ghal ghal
little leg chain knit
ox’s neck bands.
oxes widening nostrils,bending a little
24) sitting on muku
(short?)of neck called bova.
See came only! Sala tree
garden!seen areto remain at night
Line line coloured
tents along with festoons.
From dense of tree is increasing
Chest sides (pakke,ribs)disturbing chills!
Maya is covering to
swollen uterus
soft coloured blanket
Sees talks with wet eyes gouthami!
25)before
birth of kid only kulaavi(pestle) has been tied!
Is this not
mother affection sister?laughs,
Clean bud
laugh.then she also laughing
shakes sister’s shining chin.
Pating
softly with tip fingure mayadevi!
Reaching
station,charioteer drawing breath inside
Telling pup
pup stoped smearing back of ox.
Cart stopped
now.teared(loosened)kollu(neck) bova
26)slowly
kept down muka.maya got down holding
hand of sister.fixing feet firmly.
On rising
peeta(stage),telling sakhies(friends)
Sister!
Telling Slowly slowly giving hand !
Later
entering tent mayadevi
Resting
stretching leg taking rest
While coming
out western drama
stage was s ready for sunset!
,,
27)In sky
various kinds of birds throwing
Tones are flying line by line!
Are returning
to their night’s support(residence)
This much
of various kinds of birds tones
Was never
heard in kapilavasthu-
Telling like
this pressing hand on gouthami’s shoulder
Wonders
pregnant!then once feels chuluk
In lower
belly!standing for a moment-
28)smearing
(stroking)stomach later,gives ear and listens
First pure
brimhitha(grown,increased ,cherished.?) shrithi of singing.
Next about
to start in western sky alapa(music……?)
of
mounavathi.inner ear unheard song!deep red,
red
blue,light yellow nlack grey
melting
melting dark is reducing!
In star
light slowly shunya step
Abba! What a
chills she tells-
,
29)once body shaking looking face of sister!
Night godess
opens her eyes now!
see gouthami
see telling mayadevi
wonders
shakes eastern wind
pressing her
face! Become cool
stretched lip! Nose tip!godess’s bud fingures.
Blows uff
hot breath gouthami
Pegnant
woman’s pressing kissing netthi(head top)!
30)are
loosing bushes of plant tree creepers
their details!
Becoming dark’s small sum!in high bushes suddenly
enlighten innumerable twinkling insects in wonder
Sees maye
this wonder of nature!
Even dark
has eye see sister!
Telling yes
yes sister adds tone!
Then had
happened amazing in east!
,
31)in east
then is slowly appearing(rising)
Full moon
day of vaishakha (spring) full moon!
Slowly moon
starts to get down
In sala garden now
dropless milk rain!
Becomes
marthya(deathful) only amarthya(deathless)
maya world
Still become
beautiful plant tree gulma(royal peacock
flower….?).
then sisters
are walking
Following at little distance-
32)close
friends of palace with honour.
Then comes
in front one sala tree
Geting
flowers bodyful! Come towards me
swinging flower arm,like divine lass.
From it’s
one branch has come down to hand reach!
Slightly
laughing sees walks maye
To base of
sala tree.
though
gouthami told no no hangs and swings-
33)with
desire of swinging to bent branch of
sala
tree.bends branch,again rises slowly
along with
maye to inner depth of field!
That itself
is amritha moment!not earth not sky
also!
In between
as though sliping from beak of bird
Yes,in
lunbini , as though another east moon(purva shashi)
has born incarnated bodhisathva!
Cloud screen(veil) to full moon day moon!
34)aha!had
covered equal shrithi’s equa rhythm’s
Coming out
from bamboo flute like close (aaptha) geetha(song)!
In village
as though a female holding vratha(vow)
Before
touching ground only coconut’s
antharagayi(inter coconut…..?)
Without
suddenly hiting holds tender infant!
Who is
she?who is she?one among sakhies(friends)?
Like
sakhi(friend) making to forget body earth got down godess?
It is
silence between word and word!
35)non
crying blossomed flower that kid in silence!
Somebody has
held star flower blue
Veil!
around blossomed(besalu) mother maye !
Suddenly
have gathered at once clouds in sky
Lightnings
flow along sky!
Naga godess
shining(jhalapisutha………?) her tongue
Holds golden
umbrella so that drops will not fall!
Like
exploded thunder had sounded
announcement!!
……………………………………………………………………….
Besalu=blossom,eternal,share,unbreakable
………………………………………………………
36)aggo
hamasmim lokasya! jettho hamasmim
Lokasya!setthoo
hamasmim lokasya!ayam
anthima
jathi! Nethidaani phunabbavoo! Netthi
sadaani punabbhavoo!netthidani punabbavoo!
Started
only pouring rain now!
Once cold
water! Once hot hot water!
Completed
amritha bath to both!
Cloud drum
sounded! Movement of stick
lightning(flash)
37)to
amritha rain nature is getting wet.
In lumbini
garden behind rain veil(screen)
Just born
kid without depending upon
Mother’s
fingure kept seven steps
Appeared
white lotuses where ever steps kept!
When
bodhisathva took birth here
Then only
took birth that yashodhare,desciple
Ananda,dear friend kaludaayi-
38)charioteer
chandaka,divine horse called kanthaka
When buddha
attained knowledge(bodhi,consciousness)
umbrella of light
Held supreme
punya tree bodhitree!
At morning
are rising heritage waves to
bank(shore?)
Buddha incarnated in lumbini garden!
Birds are
telling to sky sounding chili pili!
Lip opened
buds pata pata to cool air
Buddha in
carnated in lumbini garden!
39)forceful rain washed cloudless blue sky
In sky field
coloured cloud little pieces
From where
did they lift and bring enthusiastic
Air boys for
their foot ball game!
In joy lift
where ever there
Bouncing
emiting coloured globe in play!
In
morning animishas(non blinking people…?)
who go for air walk
Ask clouds
which have come from earth.
40)shining
with golden colour bodhisathva
Took birth
at night it is said!at lumbini garden!
Is it real
people ask with curiosity!
Told clouds
bouncing with joy!
You don’t
know?in lumbini garden
Under high
high tree rajies(groups,,?)
Good
thithi,in good star muhurtha(moment),
In earh only
full moon had took birth?
41)ho
shouted gods jangamas then!
Fanning their coloured clothes on shoulder
Saw started
joyful dance!
Playing
(beating)sweet very melodious
drums(mridanga) ,
Playing
pipe(thutthuri,carnet,trumpet)shining metal
thalas
rhythmicallyPlaying lifting hand!
divine
dancers ran to to divine garden!
Divine
flowers blossomed in divine garden-
42)bringing
in lap pour in lumbini!
They falling
on sala trees ,withering
Sala became
parijaatha in half a moment!
In same path
is coming asitha muni(saint,hermit,ascetic)!
Stoped one
cloud and asked what brother?
Why never
before celebration today?
Coloured
cloud said jumping in footwear worn leg
You don’t
know?bodhisathva has again-
43)incarnated
sir(lord) in lumbini garden!
Where is
that lumbini? Near kapilavasthu!
telling all
right flies in sky
desiring for
amritha crossing boundaries
like flying
swinging coloured wings
garuda(eagle)!he
got down near palace!
in street of
kapiavasthu flood river pf parivrajakas
as though
coming including red water-
,
44)boiling(spilling)
rushing towards royal bidadi(guest
house?)
Towards
which is like white lotus
Red
feathered bees doing jhenkara
Appears as
though going towards saffron mass(kashaaya gana)!
On seing
asithas(blessed, graced,divine)…………….?)will leave path
Paruvrajakas
gathered in front of king’s palace
Door keepers
of front door bending head
Will carry
that great saint (maha muni) quickly.
45) telling
asitha muni asitha muni
Will give
side gathered people with honour
like dark
moving aside to passing light!
Crossing
door crossing crossing door
Asitha muni
came to near inner house.
Asithas?-
telling came king in hurry
Bowing to
feet requested his blessings
Where is
child?-asks muni(saint) with wonder.
46)then
brings gouthami little kid
lifting from
hand(palm)like bringing white lotus;
In person
vagdevi(speech godess) as though showing
interest in
holding bringing book of
letters(aksharas);
like purvi
bringing ravi in press of chest;
like mango
bringing cool air in thongalu(bunch…?)
aha!brings
gouthami buddha child-
47)will keep
kid at feet of saint,
Muni lifts
child on head top(netthi)
Pressing
his eyes to kid’s buding feet!
It is not
kid to bow head to others king!
He is
thanked by others !
Telling
asitha muni presses sole of kid
to head from border of eye
Contineous
tears!is asitha weeping?
48)king
wonders then!royal family
open their
eyes broadly and see!anxiety
to aunt
gouthami.what planet movement
to tender
kid.with affection king
asks
muni : why this tears?
Which
balarista defect troubles kid?
Asitha
laughs then! Ayyo!mad!
Where is bad
to him?to remove
49)wickeds(bads)
of world has come bhagavan buddha!
In future
this kid becomes sammasambuddha(perfect enlighted)!
Gets by own practice earns
knowledge
Emits moon light himself eating sun light!
Will make to
cross from fear of this world(bhava)
Teaches to
swim in this sorrow ocean to reach
bank(shore)!
Teaching
high dhamma(dharma)
Makes to
stand whole world in right path!
50)then why
do you cry do you ask me?
This punya
man doing dharma teachings
To see
directly and listening punya is not
there to me-
For that
only this tears!now only I am old.
By limit of
longevity I will die also!
For that
reason I am crying!
This man
becomes king!or saint(hermit)
Tell
those people who have writen birth horoscope
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
51)when
kindness is spilling in eye asitha muni
Told in soft
tone;who will build dam to ganga
who is going to become Sea it itself!
Without
understanding kid’s father shakya king
Let this kid
become king,let this kid become king!
bless this kid to become king only great muni
while
desiring asitha laughs in wet(moist) eye;
can cool air
be prevented?
Two:
52)Throwing
fragrance in kethaki bush only hissing
Serpent
resdes.as it is
In light’s
shining laka laka flower seed of fire!
Nobody in
world knows why.
in
kapilavasthu is still taking place
prince’s birth procesion calebration!
Behind back
of birthday is peeping
Hiden under
lamp shadow like death.
53)after
birth of kid maye has not woken up,
At night
body becomes burning charcoal
ode(oven…?)
Red lip
drying up as whitened now.
Though
having oil, bud of lamp is dancing
Thaka paka!
As though relation detached between
cotton wick and burning lamp,distance
appearing in between.
Put off lamp ,eyes burns tells
In collapsed
tone wet newly delivered (bananthi) slowly
54)distance
increasing between talk and talk
In cover of
pouring rain thunderbolt is waiting
seing wet
tree with sharpened edge eye.
bring
kid!make to sleep on my chest
says
mother!bringing kid gouthami
keeps kid on chest of maye lightly.
Milk oozes
out of filled breast.little kid
Searches nipple by wet wet lip.
55)is
tingling black swollen nipple
Is
chapparisu(rapping,smacking,sucking……?)kid in half eye satisfaction
Sucking slight hot breast milk rubbing face
Like that
only sleeps guru guru again.
Let kid be
on chest only leave says
Mother.rised
fever’s heat touches
Like rising
sun light sticking to blossomed flower
bud.
With anxiety
lifts kid gouthami.
56)swings
making arms craddle.diped in sleep
Wiping
sticked breast milk to lip of
lovely kid
Wiping with soft cloth.
Without
making lip to touch forehead
Keeps flower
kiss.while star shining eye border
of gouthami. Maye sees with blossoming eye.
Later
becomes bud slowly blossomed eye.
Like lotus
flower whch closes eye at night.
57)somebody
cries in low tone behind.
Drop joins
drop.flows small pond.
As river
increases red water waves sound.
Joins tributary coming to river!boiling ocean
Boundless plenty(infinet)ocean(paaraavaara).if you-
Want to have knowledge of vastness should see in
evening.
Pressing
roaring(sounding) hiting
itself to
it’s won body helpless-
58)that salt
ocean.in wordless silence.
Beak has not
yet strengthened.wing feathers have not appeared.
Bird kid is
upset in bamboo nest.
As though
feeling colour of sky has changed
Winks eye
seing pili pili around.
As though
has sliped and fallen from body fur(woolen) blanket.
vibrating
shaking chills to press nail.
Where did it
go sweet favourable song to ear?
59)did it
change fully covering
Favourable body heat?no,answer.
To
beginingless hiccup tone has not buded
out.
Then
comes aunt gouthami lifts-
Kid.smelling
netthi(head top),
Drops
breaking warm rain melts then.
Cauvery
embraces middle heap( middle
gadde……..?),
As milk
grain jower has swinged head.
60)listening
muru muru sound of oozing milk
Protects as bodyful ear aunt
???Gaaraada
(dried up…..?) bent on wetland haaleya(paper……….?)
Like sky of
white cloud bending like that
nacchage(…………?).
sun rises in
east morning as usual.
Rises ,
comes down, sets,appears.
Runs with
detachment as though silling colour water
As though
not touching body though touching as
routine.
Three:
s61)kid of
shuddhodana who lost mother
on seventh day of birth to siddhartha-
prajapathi
gouthami herself will become mother!
Like this
kid of maye grows up as gouthama!
Without it’s
knowledge at the depth of mind of tender
kid
Remains
death cold seal (mudra) without melting,
Like
black settled(residing) in moon
image(bimba);
Like bee
sitting hiden in flower only!
62)when dark
is lost(completed) then that
morning shines colourfully!as condolence of
sky
blue only
shines as seven coloured
rain-bow in the same sky.
Now moves in
kapilavasthu
On air some
smooth alapa(music?........)
That is
green this is red;this is eye covering
Shining
golden colour!again again coming night.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
63)world
gets spoiled colour as dark covers
Singing
sharanu(surrendering) cradle song to that
ancient
dark!_In hurry enlighten lamp.
Neelaanjana,leg
lamp, like neck garland -
Lamp
series!variety of lamps!
Made of
soil,stone;veriety of metals !
In house of
haves and have nots;in temple!
In
villages;in night slept city street!
64)one night
only!lights are many!in earth –sky!
Dispersed
stars!cross (tilted)moon!above.
Twinkling
insect!lamp eyes enlighting in forest
For guard of
night procesion of series of lamps(panju).
Natural natural(praakritha)!which desire of
depth
Holding
stubbornness makes to happen lamp
movement!
Should be
not spread,somebody in chest of dark
Great path of passing light?world is-
65)
desiring!seing rotation of dark and night
Daily grows
siddhartha!
Laughing
laughing child suddenly if becomes
dull and drowsy his father tumults!
Mother
gouthami embraces siddhartha.
Hand kid
nanda(krishna) in her arms!holding
Lifting
protecting mother like plant as bodyful
Eye!something writen not fading though rubbed
66)non
clarity troubling inner mind.
Siddhartha sleeping on Patte(band or striped) cot
King
shuddhodana sat on the border of cot
In
mind(inner depth) suddenly coming non
clear
Black shadow
some fear!shakes
holding
pressing with shaking fingure
arm of
cot golden sheet hit knit work!
Let truth
become untruth god! Desiring like this.
67) leaving
work as it is calls famous
Fore
tellers(astrologers) to his secret room!
Not one or
two!seven people come!
Tell lord
tell all without concealing.
Multiplying
grumbling again write
Horoscope of
child!see will it change!
Beg parents
fore visioneries(foretellers)
Diping in
water enlighten eye bud.
68) no one
word! In eye only some
talk
slips.in middle middle leaving long breath
tell when
they felt no other way except to tell
bending head
in low tone.
First six
speak same talk;
If remains
will rules all empire!
Otherwise surely he will become protecting world
Lifting from
pitiable sorrow
69)sammaasambuddha!last
one kondanna(koundinya in paali?)
In firm
fixed face lifting face
Playing one
fingure slowly tells:
He won’t
stand here!will not be got this boy!
Getting
dispassion leaves house and goes!
No
doubt! innumerable jivies of this and
other world
Overcoming
from wheel of births and deaths
Will become
world guru!
70)still I
will tell listen,not even a little
Can’t be
prevented form boiling ocean of this
world(bhava)
Lifting up
sorrowful people developing
Making to
cross over liberation this inborn ship.
Silence
covers there.parents have sit as though
like
garabadida(…………………?)have
sat without speech.
When did
seven people go!when
Night
covered king’s palace!
Four:
71)Monsoon rain
starts from andana (group) of sky
Like Akshathe
of god world rain drops starts
Falling to ( body of )soil.hot breath
emits heated
gaaraada(………….?) body of soil!
What an
excitement in in ponds and ponds
Like keeruva(winnoing.?)bogase water in
mora(fan....?)
Water plays
due to air bending (oneyuttha…….?)light!
Emits warm
team in first in soil
.……………………………………………………………………………………………..
Andana=row,,line,rank,string,group
…………………………………………………………………………………
72)later
drop breaking rapa rapa hiting
to
earth from depth of soil rises rajani
gandha(night fragrance)!
Petals
blossom spreading nostril of nose.
Farmers
waiting for first rain
Tears of joy
emiting in eye
Take bath in
rain getting wet!
In sky brothers who had expected hubbu and hastha
rain
To grow
rice! Along with wife and childern!
73)sing hoyyo
hoy(pour) swamy rain raya
Pour to
garden so as coconut areca to bend body
And forget
body!rain raya huyyo huy(pour)!
What a
celebration in kapilavasthu now!
Putting skeleton(handara)(outline of skeleton)
And tie green festoon along street!
Rising
morning washing negilu(plough) and ox
Rubbing lifting tail
and wash-
74)clen ,cow
dung stain by rubbing in gunju(brush)
And make
basava to shine laka laka!
Breathing
loudly while pair of oxes graze grass
Trimming(mendering
,heredu) horn,making to wear shining hitthale metal
Hiting to
hoof and hoof new halle.
Making to
cover coloured cloth,tieing neck bell
Along with
cones(shankha) and dices(kavades) ,
keeping
silver muru(ornament) to ear gather in honnara land!
75)king has
already come,along with family members
Wearing new clothes tieing colour cloth to head
Holding
negilu(plough) hit with
golden sheet
Mixing
uniting with other farmers(agricultural people)
Completes
saangathya(harmoney) drawing line
by negilu(plough) in wet soil finely.
Farmers
start ploughing works
Till mid
day!siddhartha sees.
76) with
wonder eye celebration of honnara!
When wet
soil falls rolling with that only
Rise soil
insects like buding havalas out of soil!
In counts of
thousands thousands!
Where were
birds flied and came over there then
Pecking
insects along with wings noise
Fly to
eating place! Siddhartha sees
Contineously
without gap running violence(part)!
77) like
this one should kill another and live?
Birds
insects! Snakes birds!
Eagle flying
in sky rounding zero
Forcefully
lifts and carries snake!
Nature
itself is cycle of births and deaths
Bring tears
in little boy!
Destruction is base of survival knowing
this
harsh truth boy becomes dull.
78)cycle of
violence disturbs his
Inner mind!
Sorrow covers in boy’s mind
Like night
covering colourful evening!
That lonely
person walks with nirvega(camly,quietly ,passionlessly,vairagya?)
To under
jambu tree at distance at distance.
Here is
running only celebration of hunnara.
On that side
siddhartha is in meditation condition!
Becomes his
body only his posture(aasana).
79)to boy
that is very first meditation condition!
No external
consciousness.morning becoming day
Evening when
red light covered also around !
Swell
(joy)of honnara! Others did not pay heed!
Though
shadow of all trees slipped to east
Shadowof
jambu tree is as it is!
Mother who
comes to see son sees!
Silently
stands like that with wonder!
80)tears
flow from mothers eyes.
For
unnatural chest shakes!
Tries to
wear in head shadow of tree holdingin
hand
Like keeping
petal of blue sky in knot
Slowly
awakening son,smearing head
Told slowly
in soft words why did you sit like this child
Siddhartha
tells I don’t know,
Seing as
though tree itself is third mother
Five:
81)while
coming in garden one day
Siddhartha,thinking something
para dhyana(high meditation)
Parachittha(high
mind),archerian devadattha
Keeping
steal nail in bamboo bow
Flying
freely in blue sky
To moving
king svan investing keeping goal to one
eye
Suddenly pulling hede(bow thread,bow string)Shoots arrow!
hears
mind piercing (paining) scream!
82)along
with pierced arrow rolling rolling
Hiting
suddenly fell to land
King
post(svan)leaving it’s relatives sinless.
Running with
sigh to place where bird has fallen
Kindful
siddhartha.tears in eye freely pouring ,
,is shaking
hot blood is getting filtered
from
body like Post without reaching
where it has to reach,directionless.
83)devadattha
also came running
I am the one
who killed!bird is mine telling!
Wing
struggling ,in hanging neck,movementless bird he picks up
Slowly
presses to chest Siddhartha.
As though
bird itself is his beating(responding)
heart.
With red eye
that dayadi(cusin)shouts
I have killed it give me bird!
Right is
of one who has got it and not of one who
has killed bird-
84)treats
prince carrying bird
making to
drink tender water of clean
pond,removing arrow
tieing
shoulder cloth to wound.
carries to
doctor running with long sigh.
Right is not
of killer but one’s who protected!
Told like
this king in king’s court
Siddhartha
keeping svan in golden cage
Rears with
akrasthe(interest) and affection.
85)when like
this one night dream to siddhartha!
Folding
wings bird siting in cage is
myself
only!gets upset beating wings!
For bird to
fly wing is not enough;
Field is
needed told somebody backside !
If turned
and seen nobody is seen!
bird is
becoming small moment moment
is sqeezing
neck!then green algae (paachi,moss)-
86)eye guru
guru hefty cat! As tricky thief
Comes
slowly!showing teeth stretches
Stretched
nail paw!i felt as though
I have been
caught!on rising suddenly and seing
Myself is
myself only!in bed! Shakes.heart beats.if seen
Arasanche(svan…?)
of golden cage
is siting drowsy(jubarisuttha)
Burrying
neck in it’s chest,pains!
87)in a moment
one decision appearing in mind
Rising from
cot comes towards cage!
Opens door
of vast cage .
Flying bird
fly fly telling kissing it’s
Forehead removing out from cage
Patting
(chapparisi)wings, rubing neck throws
To blue
sky!bird flies as it remembers
Flying!as though night has opened suddenly-
88)moon
eye!folding opening it’s
Stretched
wings eye lid! Somebody tells
Every
bird is bird flying time!
Every lamp
is lamp enlightening time!
every flower
is flower blossoming time!
With long sigh
when siddhartha came
and sat on
cot in that hamsathulika(svan balance?...........)
fear
bringing peculear experience happens!
89)manemaane
bird(policeman bird……?) is strugling in bed!s
Is heard to
ear scream of arasanches(svans……?)!
Is heard
waste upset of wings feather!
What a
helpless!what a pitiable!
???Did you
see pulled feather tail pukka( feather?....)
condition?
Tears prince
Indulged in
sorrow sits with hand to chin!
Again did
never slept in svan balance cot(hamsa thulika bed)
90)flowing julu
julu ,to deep river, sky
Gives star
ridden light dream!
Valley gives
hammer chisel’s old chin(naregalla…………..?)
To tear and
construct universal rocks
Pictorial
big size stone shape(work)
Forming
lakhs of years along water valley
By
contineous silent industry,to that
kammari( ditch,pit…….?)
To grace
colour colour infinet cloth!
91)chest cut
giant rocks give
To river
nimnaavartha gartha navels!
???(………………………………………………………..?)
pits are
serious secret meditation condition.
Like flowing
river siddhartha gets
Various
kinds of mind predisposition treasure.
Once melody
another time chest shaking
Hit of incidence rising throwing force!
Now and then
severe cyclic rotation!-
92)…………………………………………………………….?.)
???Cessation
of speech throwing freeness!
Suddenly at once
itself by itself drowning closed
niyoga of yoga
Study exercse kelekuta(friend’s union…?) beauty
Forgoten introspection
of good morning!
inside deep
waves tranquil(niraakula) sound
like this
one or two?will study end?
Flowing nirjhari(river) water writing treasure?!
……………………………………………………………………………….
Sese=cease, moukika=verdal,oral, jhari=rivulet
…………………………………………………………………………………
93)as
siddhartha is not like other youths
Inequality brings fear to mother.
Gouthami
sits with king in loneliness
Suffers(worries).son
who has come to youth.
Throwing
(koduvu) wings bird!before it jumps to
height of himalaya mountain inner knit(olakusuri)
golden cage
should be formed!near by
all round beauty as daughter in law of house-
94)should spill
pearl sese(…………?) to head top(netthi)!
Urgently
arrange a dinner party!
Let all
young beauties come to palace!
Somebody may
attract eye of son!
Yes yes nods
head king!
Queen
arranges divine dinner party.
Invitation
goes to houses of beauties who
have grown
up for marriage! full moon day night near palace
95)making
flower to blossom and laugh in garden
mantap’s
Green lawn grass
field yard!
Coming as
brides along with their fathers mothers!
Let us
wait son’e eye touching eye
amritha(elixer)
moment! Waits gouthami! Waits king
to get
lovely daughter in law!waits time,
I also don’t
know what happens next
Telling behind screen of shadow and light
Seven:
96)according
to seasonal movements a house for
winter.
One for
summer.one more for rainy season.
To
siddhartha there are hundreds of houses like this.
They are all
facilitated(sarvasajjitha).nine to one.
Seven to
one,to another beautiful
five
stairs.one rama.another surama,
one
more named subha .
in each
hundreds of inner rooms.
97)siting furnitures (peetopakaranas)………..) are specialist carved
Made out of
teak sandal , beete,honne.
Suitable to
them cotton soft pillows.
Pleasant
colour to wall,again here and there
Choosen from
poetry history dramas
Famous
atrists writen pictures.
Spilling
youths young lasses showing beauty of
body figures(contours) Mithuna(sexual union) sculptures.
98)selected and brought from all sides and kept.from
Metals,soils,ivory,sandal.
Light
sliping smooth lust irritating
Supremely
fascinating abstract sculptures.as
though
Two eyes are
not enough to see.
Invaluble floar works(nelagattugalu,floar base…..?)
Here and
there well knit work rathna
gambali.(carpet)
Nine rathnas ridden (fixed,laid) door-
99) pearl
threaded swinging screen.
If window
opened in east red lotus
Pushkarini(pond
,lake with lotus flowers).to west chain
of white lotuses.
In north
direction blue lotuses blossomed
Laughing six
petal shaped hokkarini(pushkarini,pond
or lake with lotus flowers……?).
In each pond
sweet toned melodious
Bird
singing!floating king posts(arasanchegalu,svans……?)
Colourful
fish jumping fascinating vision.
100)in
suddenly falling water writing pictures of circles(news)
Writing in
beak,suddenly flying to sky
pikalaara (a kind of bird)flash
insects(minchullies).
in
water board (reflection)making to
float colour shadow
flower
ridden(flowered) bank tree.surahonne red
champaka
honge asuge immavus coral’s (kengudi’s)
thongalali(bunch……………..?)
hiden body tone itself is
their
existance paraputta(cuckoo)kaajana
goravanka
101)wood
pecker.now and then opening eye of feather
Blue(long)
body thathai dance dancing group of peacock(soge…..?).
Ka singing
crow,kukku singing cuckoo.
To
fragrant flower group rising arathi of
jhenkara
bees celebration!
Playing in air
in creeper maadas(mantap,)living
by wing only
colour butterfly!
Like this
came vasantha(spring).in filed of sky-
102)in
morning gathers market of colour clouds!
Manmatha(lust
god) laughs even in log of wood
lifting bud.
Bud(sprout)
in branch,intoxication in eye border.
In tree and
tree enthusiasm of writing new story.
In
palace green ground base beauties walk
With leg
chain’s making sound ghal ghal(ghaliru)
Is
completed cleaning of upstairs floar base!
did you move
away screen of prince’s bed room
103)heated
moderately hot kesari milk
kotte(fusty,kottre)
To
prince?daily good morning’s rituals
Completed?plucking
flowers did pieces of garland (dande)
Are
prepared?now what is to morning tiffin?
Telling like
this something
If there is
nobody in front making sure
Stand in
front of long mirror and see
Themselves
by themselves! Bending walk chest
bounces
104)seing
shying suddenly if somebody is seen
Clean aready
cleaned standing mirror again!
Last night flash eyed
lass sung vibration(paluku)
Murmur
(grumble) in nose only beauties
Filling up
empty place with melodious tone.
Rising
morning completing daily routines
Siddhartha
gets down from upstairs
To garden’s
morning walk!cool air of south-
105)what a
pleasant to body! Wondering like this!
Last night
jasmine which was bud bud
By which
maya opening lip is laughing!
Tieing(building)
to coming fragrance are asking
prince(king son)
Are you
safe noding head.
From some
where bees have come now
Doing
jhenkara!balavandu(…………………..?) coming
Are eating
nectar !swinging in flower swing(uyyale)
106)I
remember words which my mother spoke.
Tomorrow is
full moon day!have called to yard of full moon
To dinner of
spring uthsava(chaithrothsava)
close people!runs singing archestra!
Cycle of
dance!do you remember prince?
Last year’s
chaithrothsava celebration?
There is
memory of that day’s night to siddhartha still!
In severe
blue moon’s odu(run………?)floated!
107)group of
stars gathered around moon!
a new world
opening eye suddenly!
Cool air
blowing on water
Covered
shawl draws siddhartha full chest
Listening to
singing of cuckoo in half eye!.
Eight:
From wing
blouse covering chest
Birds
lightly gotdown to green field!
Without
speaking anxious words hiding
(bythittu……?)in neck -
108)purchasing
,actively twisting neck
In that
evening light becoming further red!
silk cheeks
were shining smoothly!
various
kinds of birds getting down to
buded branches
Are
talking as though world is ours!
some are hopping(jumping)
by side of bath ghat
like
female sleeping back above(prone position)
on golden
colour sand elevation !
109)greenish
green bird!blue coloured bird!
Golden
coloured bird!smearing wing in beak
Bending
neck,tuvvakki blossoming
it’s eyes
pure jasmine white feather
border
fold is seing with curiosity!
Emiting got
down to earth second day moon
White bird
which is as though wing has
come to ray
In rainy full moon day
as though
bidige(second day) has come!
11o)group of
apsaras(divine dames) of kapilavasthu
Has come and
gathered that evening in
chaithravana(chaithra garden)!
Rotating worn golden vanki(curved) of arm
Cool air boy
spreading their curley hairs
Smearing
seting right!pulling worn cloth in
leg fingures,twisting aside cone
whirl neck,when did you come?
Asking asked
friend again
111)closing
eye lid lightly,again smearing
eye lid
lightly in middle fingure slowly
,from tip of
tongue ,smearing indrawn lip
Like
coloured leaf on pond
Appears
night forward black knot lass!
Moonlight
getTingdown became divine garden garden!
Keeping line lamps stars within few moments
Drew rangoli some experts!
112)on
stage where lamps had spread light
In half eye
sang indulging.
Those who
know singing lifting from depth of chest
only-
With
waves according to beat of
disturbed
Water play as though yes or not
Behind
folds feet big toe.slowly
beating with their right palms
are
awakening singers-
113)inside
cloth hiden thighs.
Along with Song of singing lasslike whirl flash
Bending,whirl
twisting ,in various part postures
Are
shining.from hand seal writing
something
in shunya wiping
standing dance like blue lasses
write shape
to song in style.
Veena
playing long nose that girl-
114)as
though she herself is veena closing eye
hiden
in chest without getting body spoiled
like bud
coming from branch without flowing
suddenly
blossoming eye,sees noding
did you see
as though asking play(keli) of
asking?this
side under channakesari
(gulmohar………?)tree
long
jade(hairs) beauty cooked food
telling see
taste her gives flower like
palm-
115)which is
like five petals blossoming long
fingures.
Under
roof(pergola,pendal,chappara) of nithya jasmine one lass
Showing
piece of garland(dande)of bud
Shouts slow
walking lass.
Take for you
I have knit(threaded)!wear sister.
In their own
art all are rich only!
On
completion of play and unions along with bangles sound
Washed and
gathered all for meals
116)later
come to middle stage in line
To receive
gift from prince
Suddenly blossoming
lip.
coming waves
touching shore returned!
Feellesslly
gives gifts
Siddhartha!waiting
for which deevi(island?)?
To get down
that king svan who knows
Aartha(poor?.............)
couthami is waiting for amritha moment.
117) when
queue is about to complete
Coming on
stage stands slightly bending
Stretching
both hands daughter of that suprabuddha!
Who who is
this smiles misuni(golden) flower?
Eye studied
eye for a moment.
faded shaasana’s (laws) ancient scripture appeared(passed)
slipimg ;lights index fingure inner mind’s
depth
suddenly as though light flashed
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
118)Is post(
bird) coming down folding opening
wing of moon light!as though getting suitable to it
Heart island
in middle of rolling ocean.
Yashodhare stretching hand for gift then
Siddhartha
was appearing as though forgoten
body(himself).
In births
and births you happen(take birth),get married
In which
birth talk of fearlessness somebody spoken
Resonating
in ear heart vibrated then.
119)she
herself is this(she).felt.that amritha moment.
Forgeting
giving gift gave vibrating hand to lass.
Lass
shyed!red rushing to cheek.
Lotus flower
opening petals suddenly
Saw full
moon.in blue ground did it
Disappear?air
chin of flower touching
Did it shake
slowly, though touched as
though not
touched lightly?
Nine:
120)came
winter season,had withered first leaf.
Around palace
of siddhartha to height
Lifting head
rising under trees old leaves
Not leaving
even one pecking pecking(selecting) clean.
Gardeners
coming garden in morning only
Holding head long thogari(thor……….?) sticks brooms
filling
in echala basket that
Wastage(tharagu,dried up)
in pushing cart
carried them away to distance..
121)from arm
embrace of dear wife slowly releases
himself rising up siddhartha.
gets down
from upstair.in east direction
sandy of
colours has gathered! Cool air is
blowing
from south
direction.to expired breath
hot steam is
passing in front of face!!pressing wollen shal
to chest,pulling
handfully aha chills!
Telling like
this pressing tip of nose with saree border.
,
122)walks
under tree while teeth are vibrating
As waiting
for nepa(false reason)….. ?)of air
Old leaves
fallon head like rain!
Congested by
green leaves asoka tree(arali tree)
If seen now
is leafless outline picture!
This empty
condition dips mind in some
deep
condolence.shout of bird like bodyless
hiccup
spills in open field .
123)may l
pick up fallen leaves security people(guard).
Can bald
tree be lifted from garden?
Through
winter(magi) this fall of dry leaves
Takes place
contineously.blows cool air.
Old leaves
fall contineously.
I think what
is the meanng of this emptying (riktha) process?
Sometime
he illuses himself as a tree!
Start
withering from arms-
124)dry
leaves from head and eye lids!
To this
peculear illusion chest shakes.
Under that
ashoka(arali) tree only in yoga mudra(seal)
Meditating forgets himself(body) siddhartha.
Gets down
into depth of river flowing sula sula.
Wave rising
wave drowning wave wandering in waste
What remains
at end?what remains at end?
For grasping
of meaning of word,waits silently.
125) dry
leaves fall from angle of eye(end of eye tip)
Seal of
covered cloth fallen cheeks
sliping from
knot(head) dried up maruga jasmine
presses
soft(pillow) on bed,from pillow.
From sliped down saree border in sleep.
Buds are
seing their inner side only
Jasmine creeper which is in cover of dew drops of winters.
As though
telling don’t want outer vision.
126)in
doubtful base where water and earth meet
In half eye
meditation flag downed boat
Is
appearing spreading feather like second day moon
Fallen into
flowing water!in covered dew drop
Present
feather geting wet drowning
Like crane
lifting up neck struggling breath
breath!Covering around sea
Like broken
drowning ship.
Ten:
127siddhartha has rised and sat up in upstairs
In creeper maada(
mantap) alone.disturbed(thrastha).
What is the cause of
my mind disturbance?don’t know.
don’t know why
breathless (breath taking) trouble?
Don’t know cause for
this collapse.
air is blowing wishpering something
grumbling!have stood noding head
pricking to high high
sky chest-
128)peak of sala tree.river rohini is shining
at distance,not readable by anybody
on wetland paperscribled
modi(…magic,shabby?)letter.
not opening lip sleeping around city fort doom
batheri(plenty……?)!
in sky is flying an
eagle as though zero is it’s goal!
Hearing sound of steps
somebody coming behind
If twisted(turned) donkey,removing head cover-
129) in person she herself is coming dear wife!
Olding silver plate in hand ,in plate
Pieces of kesari
floating in hot hot milk.
Fruits-pomegranate,fig,rasa banana
colour turned
mango,reddish blue jambu,grapes!
With compulsion
draging laugh on face
Did you come by yourself
asks siddhartha,
Slowly keeps silver plate on
peeta(chair).
130)as thin cloud
moved aside
Some anxiety floats in eye.
With affection touches
forehead and sees.
You have not spoken
even a single word since morning
Without eating mixed rice in plate
Silently rised
and went outside tells
Close friend(sakhi)! Again Towards that mutthada(…………….?)
tree
Went to think alone?
131)when you to inner
room at mid day
There was no sleep yet .sitting by side again
went outside! No health to body?
Is
there mistake rom my side?morning
I did not
bring fruit juice,boredom?
If sits like
this without talk how?
Eyes are
tearing to yashodhare now .
turning
face conceals it from husband.
132)kindness
spills to siddhartha,holding hand
Lightly
keeps kiss on wet eyes.
Embraces
with arms ,keeping face in face
Slowly
says-thinking something don’t
worry
beloved,Without cause boredom
is troubling
true. If in winter leaves fall
will world knowers cry?
If sweet
water pond dries up in summer-
133)will transaction knowers(practical
knowers,business)?
If air is
wandering baseless will knowers
cry
Tell! To me
to see such views
Eyes get
wet! Why this brings
Fear in
chest.shakes body once!
Shadows come
out from deep depth(paathaala).
In non clear
tone who will who is crying!
this is
which call or –trouble I don’t know
beloved.
,
134)song troubles in day,at mid night.
Why are you wandering base spoiled air?
Without stoping even for half moment on branch pleasantly?
There is
leaf,flower, present swinging fruit!
Air….there
is gum of earth and relations
Without
considering shadow,sun light,pouring
rain
Wandering
without standing base spoiled air
Why
wandering of devil(benthara….?) between earth and sky
135)not
understanding song. Meaningless
meaningless(anarthakaari……?)-
Songs
troubling make to rise chest fear.
Sees
innocent opening eyes and eyes husband
Softly
presses husband’s hand.
making eye
half leaning to chest,in arms
Embraces like pepper covering body of areca
stretching
bud pressing lip to long arms.
Blink eye
lids in high sky-
136)dark
pressing neck,lotus eye.
Which endless dream
incompleted in past life
Series?youth
becomes afraid of fear.
Meaningless
sound (word) produces fear
Formless
shape enhances fear;
Movement of air without legs is upseting;
River
is tumult song writen by somebody
There are
waves no letters in lines.
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(UNDER
CORRECTION)
A famous mahakavya of kannada
written by mahakavi dr.
sri.H.S.Venkatesha murthy ‘buddhacharana’ translated by dr raveendra
hosadurga.published by Ankitha pusthaka.gandhibajar main
road,Basavanagudi,bengaluru-560004.first edituon published in 18.10.2020.Iam
grateful to poet and his family members.
Buddhacharana
middle part B (137 to 269):
Eleven:
137)Mother
couthami called daughter in law to her
palace
Tells
pressing hands softly:
‘daughter!to
make him settle in family is
In your
hand.you awaken,awaken
Beauty hiden
in your body.
Let flower
blossom opening colour colour petals.
Dance of
whole universe let come to it
Slow air
blowing through flower valley-
138)he
rising shoulder of beauty air ride.
Elephant can kick out
leg chain.
Difficult is relief from lotus creeper!yasho-
Dhare! You
don’t know style of kajal eye,
A bent of
eye brow,curley hairs,
Hairs correcting
fingure,close words from depth of heart(chest).
139)there is
blessings of kapilavasthu daughter to
you.
There is
punya(merit) of elders.god’s grace,warm
Natural
love’s milky light smooth innocence.
Leaving
flower in morning natural nature’s osage(good function,good work).
Let
fragrance of inner mind join child to
blosomed
Eyes.,let
break fragrance fertile earth-
Gives
odalakki(body rice,saree botder rice……..?) mangala dravya-
-(welfare
material).
With
blessings of akshatha of eye smelling
head top(netthi)
140)carries
her to inner room of her
harem(anthahpura)
Stretching
bud of neelaanjana showd then
Begeted
mother maye to wall photo of mother in
law .
Bows
head.your success itself is our
Success tells gouthami keeping hand on netthi(head top).
Wearing
akshathas of blessing on head, house daughter in law
???Is
now is indulged other’s(paradhyana
paraleega?........)
meditation.night moon,entering hokkarini
(pond,pushkarini,lake wih lotus…………?)
meditating
muhurtham(auspicious time) only.
Twelve:
141)carried
brought yashodhare to
dhaaraagriha(harem,anthahpura).
Very close
friends.poured fragrant hot water
Gaplessly to
spread knot both,
Along with
sounding ghal ghal bangles sound.
Water
pearl are exploding as drop drop .
From head
from shoulder from swinging chest tip.
Fixing folds
of worn saree to waist
Lasses
standing around with laugh.
142)poured
water in silver vessel filling filling
Leaving
breath ush ush free flow.
Bath room
filled with hot water steam
Like morning
of winter(magi) is becoming non
clear(blur).
Vision may
touch to piece clothed
Beauty.fixed in goden frame
Standing
mirrorbecoming blursteam is passing
Aha!as
though morning has come inside house
143)steam is
passing to heat of water redened
Beautiful
body.open knot is sticked to back
like
diversion(branches) of water falls.
When
steam(havi……….?) gathers smoke of
silver
creeper bend.,without getting interwoven
rich knot
lifting lightly rubbed and washed
attatching(appleying)
lolesara(aloe vera?.............),rising up
hand
bangles.standing drops here and there
triangular back-
144)friends
rubbed with silk gunju( fibre……………?)
Again water
flow speaking words of blessings.
Holding hand
of that earth blossomed due to rain
Made to walk
to central hall.,covered
light cloth
to hanging knot.looking like union of
ganga
yamuna. Body twisted like
sex(mithuna?.......) of
black
snake.below neck hanging knot.
Steam
playing beauty carrying to inner room
145) wiping
body made to wear green dress.
Throwing(kodavi………?) knot,tying meluda(upper cloth………?),making to wear
Few rathna
ornaments,breaking
nettige(……………..?) lut
Told piti
piti to beauty as watery eye.
Sees
youth herself only in her
ranna(rathna……….?) mirror!smearing from bud
like fingures
curley hairs
attached to shining foreheads
awakens like
mother awakening kid!
146)lifting
up slightly,see close friends
To sky of
rainy season full moon day
Why grace of
stars grumbling!
Moved aside
screen of ventilater sakhies(friends).
We will come
got permision.
Like sky wearing few stars
Slowly
keeping steps comes moon faced.
Wishpering
something in ear of life friend.
147)then in
sky is passing on moon ship
Onewhite
cloud freely.
Noding head
tree raji(group……….?) is drowsing.
In fingure
of cool air earth mother(neladaayi………?) with love
Smearing
knot(head) sings cradle song.
Bud is
dreaming flower.princess sits
remembering
Waits for
her beloved
To eye, moon
getting down amrithaful time.
Thirteen:
148)came
came only rising ship of cloud
Night moon
to stage of blue field.
Opened
arm milk big river came
Meditating own depth by oneself towards sea.
Came playing
saree border air of gandha madana.
losing
leaves standing towards sura honne with
detachment-
bee throwing
vision of angle of eye(kadeganna)
came golden
star back,having milk body-
149)forest
deer as though innocence getting down
into object.
Anmattu(……….?),bilvara,wearing
paayavatta
Picture
drawn slightly red lotus feet
Came to bed
room along with own
gili gili toy.
Slightly
vibrated sura honne from within body
Some life
stream(jhari,rivulet……..?) flowing jhumu
jhumu
Bud emiting
from stretched branch
Supremely
innocent body like knowing it’s
existance.
Fourteen:
150)story of
of inner room is different;story of outer
stone stage(jaguli…..?)
Is
different.house sees field opening eye
of windows.
Trial of
remaining inside only again closing
eyes.
Outer
golden sun light gives heat to inner house also.
For it’s
solution play in waste
Hill peacocks
feather fan; lavancha(vetiver plant….?)
diped
in water is fan;pot covered by cooled
clothes
cool fragrant
drinking water.
151) though
told no, troubles outer world.
Without
allowing to keep quiet always.
Like this
for loneliness enclosure(avarana) of
inner world(lokantha…..?)
Non
detachable not to be detached one weld.
How asuke(un
happy…………?) can be happy
When
sunlight whip is beating on back.
This is
natural,no inside without leaving outsde,there is
No
outside which doesnot involve inside in
this life.
152)on this
side shakya;on that side that
land(state) of koli/
In the
middle jula jula in innocence rohini
Agrichlture
only is important in both states.
For
destribution of water in between satthe(democracy?............)
Without gap
every year takes place
Dispute.donation
given as datti(endowment,cloth?.......)
Measure in
their back yard playing forearm.
Summer
coming when flow of river reduces beginning!
153)right is
ours ours ours telling
Fight
desiring for ownership of water which
does not exist!
Year by year
was increasing plough land.
Farmers get one or two crops.
Instead of
food(rice) farmers grow
golden crop
Shaakyas and
kolies becoming blind in hurudu(superioty,theme…..?)
Like this
tightness goes on increasing
In burning
house bamboo is what
taken out?
154)in
pond(oddalli……..) water level is coming down without rain.
To drink
only no water.from where to bring
water
to tie (kattu,bound………..?) Water in wetland(gadde) tell both.
Agreement
breaks like this
inevitably paddy sugar cane wetland dry up.if
dry up
Moisture of
chest also dries up.
Fight
(dispute) starts,people on both sides fight
Joining of
hands and hands happens river border-
155)reddens.compromises,talks
hatred,at end war
between satthe(democracy…?) also happens now
and then!
maintains favour of people.
Become inevitable administrative people
Give exciting (provoking)statements.
Rohini is
ours!ours! telling like this
Pulling
saree boeder of reduced river flow
Make naked
between ten people.
156)weakens
mother.river water becoming tears
Flames and
burns water spark(fire?..........) becoming serious.
This year
also less rain.talk has failed.
Thinking war
only is final solution
Talk series
of valience of opposite party people.
Doing
emergency meeting sattha(democracy………?)
association to discuss.
In kings
palace(raja bhavana?) have gathered in burning day.
Chief of
shakya army compels(otthaayisu,to put
pressure….?):
157)agreements
have no meaning listen I tell.
What is
remaining is one only now: dreadful (terrible)war!
Finishing
kolies let us extend satthe(…………?)
Tell
yes.let there be remaining
responsibility to me.
Are
increasing harathala (strike)
lamp(panju) procession
Trial of
leaving body(death) directly jumping to
river(oddu…….)
Whether
Samprathi( presently,currently……..) or war no decision needed!
War only is
our development path!
158)on that
sides kolies are also getting ready
For final
war!shout of hot bloded people
is increasing.postpone meet.
Let us wait
for one more week.if rainy sky shows
Grace one
bardandu( a run at a fast gap……s?) rain
enlighting
Burning fire
is put off may become cool!
A morning
among these days! Siddharha
Had rised upstairs for daily exercise.
159)Not red
water of river. Throwing away kengudi(coral……….?).
Blowing wave
of arm, shouting announcements as though
Throat
tearing,is rushing towards kapilavasthu
that never
before procession as great flood .red
dust rised from
army
treading(trampling) has covered eastern
region.
Why such
noise?riot?war announcement?
160)asks
kaluudayi to bring.minister’s
son tells
water dispute of rohini is
increasing
friend.they ask to leave water
as per agreement!when there is no water in
thadeyoddu(dam?……………?) how to leave
water?
Tell our
people. They have planned to
bring war
only. This shakya organisers
of this
great procession.
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161)availalable
water to divide(distribute) in
mutual feel
nobody is ready Here.
Friend ,
excess desire is spoiling people !
Telling
sits with dullness. siddhartha
Leaving long
sigh.,pressing chin on hand
In people is
hissing thirst of want want!
palmful(bogase)
of water won’t satisfy this thirst.
okkudutha(……………..?)
one rice grain one drop thanigaala(……………?)
162)completing
ot ending hunger in body
Is there end
to it?to tell enough enough is
Wanted
wanted earning urge?telling head top
(netthi) is
Paining (exploding)Siddhartha getting
permission of friend
Departing
from kaluudaayi goes to harem.(anthahpura)
Sound of
procession is is passing to inner house.
Eated
pan(hanchu) is now inner house’s blue shadow.
Covering in
morning only obstruction(kuttha……) of
dark.
Fifteen:
163)has mother rohini knowledge of upset
taking place for her,protecting all lives
as childern
by feeding water.
Childern
only keep burning stick to dried up
chest!
In evening
has sit on the bank of river
Siddhartha with tearing eyes.playing arms
of waves
wavesis flowing with detachment(nirliptha).
As
though has got kindness as body rohini.
164)call for
emergency meeting shakyas association people.
chief
of army
tells what he had told earlier.
Without war
we have no other way.
To group
chief(team leader) king and shakya
association now.
Has to
take decision of one openion.
When
neighbours become burden what to do.
Saya group
(team)chief.,yes yes.
To this
great disease reccuring every year
165) war is
only medicine told minister also.
with single
tone meet accepting
siddhartha
stands up and tells:
know how to
give birth to war and antiwar..
is pouring
oil will put off fire?
Hatred
brings hatred.peace never
comes from war for ever.
Strong
people finish weak people.
166)can’t
say justice has victory
see!kaane(arrow,foretelling,see………?)
War brings
death and pain,violence
It produces
hatred jealousy anger emotion
Without
cooling forever.
Who fights
in war?new youths.
Who have
tied dream of life and living
When family
depends upon them only
Death,makes house walls weak.
167)it’s bad effects
again to whole state!
Kindly think
with cool mind.
Crop cut in
anger will not bud out again.
Will it be
favourable to meet persuation
(anunaya…)of siddhartha?
Majority
then decided war.
King told
last words: we are not people
to rush by
ourselves to war!
If
inevitable no hesitation also!!
168)like
this rainy clouds of war covered above.
In sky
shining like mica metal sheet.
Instead of
rainy clouds!in body of which kind of lord
What kind of
son is born told somebody!
On listening
this that prince paining further
Underwent mental depression (sorrow) sat in
chariot
And told to
his dear friend charioteer.
Please
search another path kinly chandaka.
169)not
needed hurry royal path.
By this
disturbed base carry me away to
distance.
Telling all
right lord charioteer moves
Chariot in
narrow path where there is no
Much
movement (rush)of people.
A poor who
was woking for himself without
Knowledge of
war was engaged in cutting wood
Though
chariot had come.
Is falling(tickling) tears from forehead of poor
fellow.
Sixteen:
170)anxiety
of pressure inside,can’t remain inside
Outside gasa
gasa fire,can’t come outside.
I have
become pregnant tells with shy
Life
friend.to gouthama shakes chest once.
again same
mid night split bad dream
cuting womb
of green covered earth
spills
outside fountain of fire as chil.
Siddhartha
ran towards inner room of
171)harem of
maye.if seen slowly pushing away
pictorial
door,there is burning alone
oil tears
eternal lamp –movementlesss!!
Aartha(poor,sorrowful……?)
face of begeted mother,on wall board.
Cuting one
body comes another body.
Breaking
universe(brahmanda) exploding-
Attacks suddenly
throwing red feather (riv…..?).
Red eye
bird,rising ladder of death-
172)did this
new birth came?tree taking birth in tree
Tree wheel
becoming nut non edible fruit
Is it very
tasty?is wabling(bending) leaf creeper
to air
Will itself
become chain of tieing of
langer(anchor)?
To moon image
pure(niramaya) silver flag(haayi=ease)
Rathu kethu
themselves are mouth opening
kaaraagaara(workshop?.......)
Pressing
face with both hands siddhartha
Leaving long
sigh becomes worry held.
173)as though
fire is passing in womb(pregnancy),heat is rising
Eyes.from
streets shouts of water thirst
Is rushing
inside house.beak of metal bird
Is diging
inner gut(intestine).on wall is burning
wickless
lamp spilling fold of shadow
cloud is fumbling(faltering,thadavarisuthide) drags
leg.
In field of
sky.intoxicated elephant of rainy cloud
In feet ,sun
thrown gold chain.
Seventeen:
174)peace of
mind is disturbed to siddhartha.
Not to tell
not to experience.
creeper
stretching outside inside is boiling
(esaru……………..?)
desire pain
to princess also;if lifted gulp
vomiting sensation.face is hanging down
siddhartha is moving to and fro in upstairs.
Without
joining with anybody,without showing face
Even to
close friends.when udayi came also
without allowing-
175)Him
inside.without talking with even parents also
Without
indulging in play and unions.
On this side
hand held wife in desire pan
Outside
walk(march fast) of army in royal street
Sound of war
drum.horn to mouth of field
Pierce(thivitha………?).In
field leaving tree ,with fear
Flock of
flying birds.bending tail
Barking
running street dog.
176)will
daily routines(nithya karmas) stop?
In
morning poor fellows pushing cart
Vegetable
vendors selling various vegetables in street.
Brings milk
milk maid from villages
childern
play without any sense
themselves by themselves eye closing game.
Sun sets and
again rises.
Sound of
temple bell is heard now and then.
177)for
caring(aaraike……..?) gouthami made to
call
Pregnant yashodhare
to her palace.
as though
detaching rope of neck itself by itself
alone
worries within himself.
Somebody
gave birth.without knowing
how to live
is suffering community.
What is way
of solution?can’t all people
Live with
peace joyfully.
178)at
morning sandy(market) of colours
,not
during day
in sky.no force of water in river
as seen in
rainy season..
gouthami is
not like as that of last year now
changing
existance by upahathi(movement……) of time
days roll
themselves by thenselves.
All existibg
will pass each moment like this.
Towards
becoming nil(non existant).oil used lamp
179) becomes
cool.stretching forward arm
of waves trial of holsding bank is
fruitless.useless.
body of
river slips leg and moves towards ocean.
glide as we go on seing hill forest
greenish
green wetland golden sand elevations.
Eye
guestures of white birds at midnight
Milky path sets silently.
closing
blossomed eyes bending head hangs-
180)in
pond,as becomes night lotus flower.
Moving away
to distance become unclear
Jhenkara of
veena;sound of dancing leg chains.
In
lotus position settled lotus mantap
alone
Omkara of bee(thumbi,fill up……..?) is now
Resonant.siddartha
under surahonne tree
what he is
meditating not known.
Is rounding
zero wing of flying eagle.
Eighteen:
181)From day
to day is increasing (becoming serious)
Drilling of
gungi(insect) this negligent feel.
No interest
in eating only to prince
Fixing eye
in shunya(bayalu,field) sits alone.
Served
food spreading like hen rises up.
When court
(aasthaana…,king’s court…….?) dancer
dances
Leaves
rising suddenly to harem(anthahpura)
Sits as
window eye for long time.
182)talk
ends with very close friends
In few
minutes.thugh spoken two
times
words won’t fall to ear.
No attention on worn cloth.long hairs
Is combed if
combed ;otherwise no.
mind is not
fixing in studies.
Without studying ole leaf(ole feather…………?) keeps aside.
Without
getting sleep rolls in bed this and that side.
183)in bed
room lamps burn without putting off
When sleep
comes to prince!
This
secret news carry close people
Near
shuddhonana.keeping hand across mouth
In small
tone requests king.
Bad dream
falls to gouthami.siddhartha
Siting naked
on naked horse
As though
going towards open field.
184)fears
rises mother gouthami! presses
Eye.it is
only dream she consoles
herself.running enlughtens lamp
of god’s
room.in midnight sky
are moving
silently black clouds
stick
lightnings bright shines opening mouth.
In tear
filled wet eyes
Sees blur
blur moon.
185)moving
screen away returning slowly leaned in bed
Shuddhodana asks
his wife
Again did
you see same bad dream?
Lays down
seing janthe(log of wood in roof…?) without opening lip.
Pass like
this sleepless nights.
finally king
makes to call to his private house
very close
friend of siddhartha udaayi
calls and
digs about his own anxiety.
186)do
something .again to emit
life
enthusiasm and activeness in prince!
If siddhartha
becomes like all enough.
This is not
permission of king, child,
this is
request of depth of mind.telling like
this
bringing
tears presses hands of boy softly.
Gut feels
chur(burnt) then to udaayi.
Be
worryless.will try my best.
187)next is
coming in this maravatta tree also
Bud rising
season spring! Arranges
Very
beautiful spring celebration (festival)!
.in
celebration participate supreme beauties
of world and
world.by song music drama
blossom
folded mind also making open
petals
petals!various kinds of cooks experts
various
edibles ,sour salt bitters-
188)then
compose as though tongue becoming watery!
Blow!fragrant
cool air,awaken ragas
Filling
shining liquor vessels.
Gives hope
asking to believe me
Minister’s
son udaayi seing a pained(thrastha………?) father
In place of
king,in decissive tone .
‘Will not
plants and trees not shake to cool air?
Surely
shake!’- he told.
nineteen:
189)till
yesterday day before yesterday bald bald
Creepers plants trees bushes are shining.
Wearing new
fragrance ornaments.
From where
did come colour colour birds
Actively eating buds twisting neck
In the
middle are singing
chilipili(chirping),smearing feathers
By some
pride bending neck causelessly.
From
gandhamaadana cool air is breezing;
190)asked about safety
slowly smearing litte chin
of
beauties.in curley hairs
blowing
breath on forehead like
metal(kanchu………?) mirror
seing beauty
of hairs rolling
are coming
getting down in carts and carts
number of
people.(bahmanda people,universal ). Behind those
youth aged
beauties gadana( ……. Numeracy,groups?)
hanging
faced old people
meditating
upon past days of youth.
191)by
festoons have been decorated
Front door
of house opening JAiÉÄ this much .
Chills to
street and street;to path handara(outkline,skeleton…………?)
Apart from
king street in remaining lanes
Are lining
muka(……..?) bringing down carts.
on both
sides of yolk(noga) bell necked oxes
Rising now and then ,again bringing down neck
Throwing bitten green grass pata pata.
192)are
gnawing in half eye noising.
In
trees trees tied colour square
Are sounding
In air shaking (koduvattha…..?)head.
Youths
wearing colour colour dresses
Are
wandering passing angle of eye(end
eye……..?).
Rotating
golden bangles,beating eye lid
Making to
fly coloured butterflies.
Whale
(meluda,upper cloth,utthariya,shalya…?) of chest slipping
On rised
elevation.again-
193)rising
it keeping in own place
gently(delicately),
Walk in mungattu( shop) of street
childern
run leaving hand of mother.
Run
behind childern with long sigh,
Mothers
moving slowly
Womb filled
up pregnants.allowing to float
Golden dream
in eye only.by priests of temple
Making to
tell raashi star,of all house people.
194)as it
becomes evening kapilavasthu and
amaravathi’s
Poking
nose by
fingures of line lamps.
Elegants(rasikas)
who have forgoten daily routines(rituals)
Have
gathered and conversing in drama stage.
In dance
schools.in water fountain circles.
In
golden bed of rohini . in rest garden.
In green
grass lawn field
Congestion
of people; flying safety questions
195)on this
side in chaithrama coloured light.
Blossoming
like floweris emiting soft sweet
Veena
sound(niquana…………?). as though
awakening
Some body forgoten dream tone of
mridanga.
Holding hand
of prince brings to high stage
Kaluudaayi
for beginning of
rupaka
(a kind of drama…………)about to run.
As
siddhartha came there was movement(sanchalitha,awakening…….?)
196)gathered
community.prince comes
and sits.In seat meant for him.
Aquainted
people come and ask kushala(safety…………?)
For
siddhartha shout ughe.
Somebody in
middle of group.here and there that shout
Echos!manager
standing in front of stage slightly
smiling
Requests
welcome.now starts rupaka(………?).
197)all passing lights get put off.maya of
ill health
of moon light covers stage.
somebody as
though holding nerve nerve of chest
and pulling
is playing veena as thogh plucking
(pulling…..?)guts,
veena
players in background . from chaithra
chariot
is slowly getting down from sky
milk moon.playing in air honne
mandara devakanagile honge bunches.
198)then
arrives then comes vishvachi named
accharasi
(pure
queen,pattadarasi……?). like wonder of sky getting down.
Holding
hands of friends in dance play.
To spring(chaithra) as though has
arrived lovely smile.
Like
provision of birds song to golden bud.
To
birds flock Siting folding body
as though
coloured wings have come!
Is bird bird
then?! Blessings of earth!
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199)flower
is coloured butterfly!allowd our bird!
Catch your
birds telling creepers
Float without fixing feet lotus to soil.
Moon moves
now behind cloud.
Like
slowly pluking blossomed flowers
Pluck each
flowers friends one by one!
From feet
,from head, from arms ,from neck
From
sliping smooth waist,from wicked hairs(kunthala………..?)!
200)remove
worn ornaments friends
from that
apsara’s(divine dame) proportional body
contour.
As she is slightly shying only make her to get down
into water that supreme beauty. Like allowing
to float
kalahamsa(black
svan………?) in divine manasa lake of himalaya.
Smile of
beauties become waves.
From behind
cloud moon peeping out
Are getting
reflected thousand peaces of moon.
201)water
childern forget body(themselves ?)in water.
Then comes
to stage old yayathi.
slightly
bent back holding walking stick in right hand
holding
power (authority)stick!comes riding
on white
horse from that belagola
gets down on
bank pressing breath coughing.
Passing
breathlessness(upper breath,melusuru……?) to horse kukkulige
(whooping
cough,naayikemmu….?)
With fixed
eye sees vishvachi.
202)neerbatte
(wet cloth,water cloth……?) lasses melt away and go.
Half chest
opened vishvachi alone now
In
pond,tieing cloth(datthi……..?) old man gets into water
From hokkarane (pond,lake…?)into which
vishvachi got down.
Then
vishvachi smiles water pearls.
Are
slipping from pouring head,from forehead.
Beauty rised
and came out from pond bank.
Old king
stretches his shaking hands.
203) on
creeper mantap (roof) leans on milky
stone
Jonna
bird shaking it’s wet feathers.
for having
rised steps tredness old king
closes eyes
and sleeps on open chest
Face kept
child!light becomes dull .
Veenas play in
low tone(manfra). Moon
ship becomes
cradle diping king into sleep .
Tears slip
from his eye border.
204)on long
sigh has slept one ghata (……….?)serpent
Folding hood
silently!silver cloud gets down!
Are melting
sweet dreams in sleep.
Covering
upper cloth(utthariya,shalya) siddhartha
rised up.
Without
talking even single word bent head and
went.
were
preventing holding friend covered cloth
border.
Walked away
leaving behind upper cloth(meluda………?).
Calmly with
his loneliness to inner room.
Twenty:
205)Has come
suitable time for movement of
Nikkhamana(departure).diping
in sleep has slept
Palace
of son(prince). Then as though somebody
has awakened
Sudden awakening! Rises and sits siddhartha.
Frozened
sorrow as though melting flowing
Long tone of
cry.who is like this crying at mid night.
Rises from
cot leaving luxury bed.
206)rise
chandaka tells with anunaya(persuation,plea……?)
In wet
tone.come carry me in which
path I have
Not moved so
far.are you hearing as though sqeezing
guts(intestine)
passing to
ear long toned
arthasvara(poor,pecuneary…?)?
carry me to
it’s source carry me,
gives ears
and listens in hurry(thadabadisi………..?)
chandaka:
now and then
is heard street dog’s cry
207)is
heard night’s jeer tone(jeerdani…….?),sound of frogs.
to blow of
air shaking leaves murmur.
Give ear and listen chandaka,unless listened
is not
heard cry.here near only
are crying with hiccup(nikkalike?.....) come
let us go.
Bring
kanthaka.put hallana(seat for rider on
horse……?).
Hurries like
this excited intellect prince.
Without
talking in turn sutha(flower,clean……?) walked-
Now and then
is heard street dog uulu(cry)
208)to
stable.awakening standing sleeping
Kanthaka by pating putting
hallana,riding back
Towards tree garden
where siddhartha was there.
In front
siddhartha,chandaka behind.
Horse walks
in royal street.in eye of upstairs
Light is
twinkling.leg chain drum dance.
Crossing
royal street horse is
Walking
narrow path of soil dust.
209)chandaka….!there
under lamp pole
Folded slept
somebody is suffering.
That same suffering only passed on to palace also?
Who is that
like dark fallen under lamp
Folding body
sleeping smelling tank side only
Person
suffering as though gut
(intestine)tumulting?
Spread head
hairs are also seen now.
See who is
he moving away chindi( torn cloth…….?)chandaka.
210)if
moved covered cloth,skin hanging bone
skeleton.water
at bottom of well at depth
burried pili pili eye.breathlessness.
small
suffering,on cheek dried up saliva’s
white layer.entering coming out
sounding
housefly.if heard by giving ear
breath is
still playing.rooted out fallen
tree has
spilled it’s leafless branches.
211)without
attention on stools and urine..
Drying up
forming chakkala(scab…………?) feaces smell.
If touched
pain increasing suffering tone.
Rises to
peak feeling ayyo
aartha(poor,pecuneary…………?) tone.
Getting down
from horse asks siddhartha:
Chandaka…he
is man like us is it not?
Yes lord he
is also like me and you only.
Why he has
fallen and suffering like this.
212)old age
(senility)has covered.i feel there are
no people to
take care.strength has reduced in leg
and has come
for spilled rice(food).
As missed
balance.the bones which had rised and made
him to shine
Have teared and broken.can’t rise up.
Talking with
him let me carry him to
Palace.cleaning
calling king’s doctors
Will save
poor person he tells.
213)time has
passed lord.will die in few
moments.will
get liberated
From all
pains.leaving dried up tree
Like flying
white bird.jiva(life) gets saved
Leaving
broken (degenerated) body.breathlessness has started.
Eyelids are
getting closed by themselves.
Is getting
cooled fingure tip and soles.
Pulse is
not at all got..for decades together
214) has
beaten(responded) without gap.is drowning
In itself in
itself! What more? Breath has stopped.
Vibrating
like arrow shooted out from bow
Body became
stagnant spilling hands and legs.
Here now has
remained whole body kisidiruva(opened……?)
Torn cloth
bag.fist of soil if burried.
If burnt
firstful ashes. Tears melting in eye
Becomes
heavy eye lids of primce.
215)from
depth of chest something unknown
Spills and
comes pressing chest.rises back
of kanthaka
in half eye pressing chest.
Make to
reach soil come to lost(galitha……………?)
body
Telling in
low voice patting kanthaka
Siddhartha
slowly alone
Melts away
in deep dark(rainy dark……………..?).
Is drowning
in shunya ((silence) noise of horse hoof (khuraputa………….?).
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Twenty one:
216)after
closure of oil every lamp
Should get
put off?....’should get put off.’
Feather
falling each bird should collapse
to
soil should collapse.
At the time of Goden evening getting down to
earth
In dark
should get drowned?should get drowned.
Came to
know now will go to plalace now.
Why to ask
waste questions ?
217)prince
was writing something in fingures
Suddenly got
up then.now walk chandaka.
Before sun
sets let us reach nest.
Saw old
people collapsing sitting on bank.
Jumping in
front of old
Laughing
grand sons.what will they become?
Blossoming
in morning gets dried up flower in
evening
Inevitable
news of daily conversion.
218)laughing
playing in water seing couples
Seing old
people draging leg with
imbalance
Seing tender
childern building frog nest
Rolling
rolling waves passing coming drying up
in sand
Sighs long
seing in wet eye
Slowly
walked siddhartha near chariot
Shall we go
told chandaka in eye only.
Golden
colour getting down slowly in soil.
219)rising
silver cloud of karthika month
Towards
western ghat(hill) golden
kedige(fragrant screw pine,kethaki……?) sun
While
walking on that side on this side ,
siddhartha
in white horse chariot in golden dress
hairs spread
like rays as returning to blue
house of
gold peak.remembering what was found
on bank
river ,while chariot was coming in king’s road
from
upstairs seing one shakya beauty
220) that
bright person who was like sun got down to earth
On seing in
evening light,with celebration
Without her
knowledge starts to sing
Like
forgeting body(herself) rising note nissura(half asleep?,sleepy.?)
Nibbutha
nunaaso matha,nibbutha nunaasa pitha
Nibbutha
nunaaso naari,yassa ayam
Idiso paathi
lifts head sees with wonder.
As though
nibbutha word like stone
entering bottom.
221)then is
produced deep sensation
Waveless(nistharangitha………..?)
depth of lake.
plungs
himself in himself
in suitable
time beauty who brought memory of
nirvana(nibbana),sees
in thankful feel.
Lifting
face.she is guru who attracted my mind towards
nibbana(nirvana) throws moukthika chain ofneck
towards her
in feeling of blessedness siddhartha.
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222)writing
something in field rotating
That
moukthika(pearl) garland falls in valley(ditch,pit),
She got
excited thinking that prince has
loved
her.then only in west beautiful
moon
appearing ,appears as though for
distsnt journey
somebody
made to get into water
lotus
petalled boat.boy of night lamp(panju)
coming in
front of chariot then ,in tone becoming
bani(grove,spinney……?).
223)announces:ughe
to prince!
from
palace(king’s house) have brought
news of son’s birth!
stretches
hand for gift of joy!
Then siddhartha lifted head and saw
A small
black cloud coming from somewhere
Was trying
to cover white moon.
Made to
stand by side of main door of palace
Man size
deepamalli(lamp malli) swinging lamp.
224)holding
hand to bud(kudi,lampflame),for protection from air
Has stood
spreading shadow detached(nirlipthe) .
Twenty two:
Day and
night is troubling mind contineously
Fear of
life.suddenly attacking body
Breaking
fort and kotthala(silo,granary,tank) fear of illness and diseases.
Without
knowledge covering mind and body
Bending
hiting gannakaara(shooter?) old age fear
At end
coolly own pulling hand kindless.
225)by knowledge
of fear of time purusha (man)
Mind has got
tired!time is one faced!
Once dried
up flower again won’t blossom
Youth
sliped behind will not come again
We should
depart our very dear
Persons.things,feel
zones.
should
depart today or tomorrow
226)to
depart like this is inevitable,when fixed.
If
departs,let depart for achievement of
dharma(ethics).
Not for own
sake for achievement of world favour.
Burning
flaming house! Can’t be here
for long
time forgeting body(self).fear of birth and death
fear of
old age
and disease!each one who is born
will surely
trouble .should won these
four kinds
of fears holding path of religiom.
227)old age
kills pride of youth.
Disease
kills health pride.
Death kills
pride of life.
troubling
this life net cause is enough
Made me to
yield to spiritual craving(samvega).
Thinking
like this siddhartha only
While moving
alone one day comes in front
A
saint(hermit) suddenly.who are you brother
228)siddhartha
asks.seing divine
detachment in his
face with wonder.
Being tired
of birth and death to get
liberated
from cycle of births and deaths
leaving
bondage of family going alone shramana I
am!
Renunciating non eternal world bhikku
moving towards permanence I am!eat something.
Sleep
somewhere.on my own
229)searching transcendent(paramartha) I move.
Telling like
this saint(hermit),without allowing to re talk
Without
turning back also walked forward!
Siddhartha
did not leave.stop stop for a moment!
divine peace
feel without touch of
pains
and anxiety is seen in you
how did you
achieve?slightly laughed that shramana.
To me there
is no feeling of mine or others.
230)for my
favour other’s unfavour for ever I
Will not
desire even in dream and mind!to animals bird
life mass will show my kindness only for ever.
Will not
steal other’s property!undergoing
desire of
enjoyment!will not speak false for self achievement.
Really no
selfishness!there is only paramarha(spiritual)!
Talk only
that much what is needed.no over talk
Will all
senses will not hate anybody.
231)this
self is leg path(narrow path) see of
bhikku.
don’t speak for ever keeping fingure on lip
Walked away
shramana holding his own path
Himself.bird
spread wings on both sides
Becoming
light floating floating very distant.
Twenty
three:
Without
getting sleep for long time
Was rolling
gouthama in bed.
At end
decided this night itself is pabbajja
232)reception.i
will leave and go today only
Themeless family.will not return again
Till sorrow
solution path is got.ready I am to
abhiniryana
Ritual.like
this under taking decided determination
Rose from
bed deciding to go(departure,abhigamana).
On coming
out of bed room at night those who danced
Dipimg in
heraala(………………?) sleep have slept.
233)without
obstructing to departure of gouthama
All
akanista gods uniting
Making to
undergo all life masses to go into deep
sleep
Protect(wait)
for buddha’s departure.
Opened door
is opened only now!
Did servents
forgot night duty?
Siddhartha
coming out steps lines
Slowly got
down.awakened slept
,
234)Chandaka.get
up when
whole world
is sleeping I have awakened
for departre(nishkramana)
ritual! Even fate can’t stop me now.
To
leave(renunciate) house property this is suitable time.
‘to leave
house and property (neighbour) ?’- amazed chandaka.
Yes friend!
Am going to search solution for world sorrow.
Without
searching path will not return to town.
235)bring my
kanthaka of supreme speed.
Make to walk
slowly so as to not hearing sound of
horse
step(khuraputa,horse hoof sounds……?)… don’t ask where why you now!
Will tell
you all in proper time.
First carry
me to house of king’s mother.
A week has
passed after our kid taking birth .
I have not
seen yet the delivered (begeted).
I have to
bid good bye to yashodhare.
136)what to
tell?here also by akanista(non minimum) gods
Have
fotgoten body and slept all house people. front door is pushed
Opens by
itself door without noising.
What a
magic(maya) sleep everywhere I won’t see
Are sleeping
like that only.
Yashodhara
sleeping in upstairs
Is shaking
eye lid to some dream
237)rolls.kid
has slept by her side.
hiding head
biting left nipple
In teethless
gum,cheek has shakened to laugh.
Kid found
dream .no talk ,only picture.
Sees
siddhartha with kind filled eye
did anybody
came? Felt.
He feels it
is not right to stand here.
comes
out.again something some how
getting attracted
238) again returns.from chest of kid has
sliped
blanket now.is stretching hand.
Which wonder
world has has called come
In Maye covered
kid in dream .
Telling I
will go now telling to himself
Crossed
door. Getting down steps came out.
Rised
shoulder of white horse kanthaka.
Chandaka is
behind back.
239)nobody
to tell ‘you’.along road
Has slept
stretching leg.!gouthama bending little
Tells in
ear.become firm kanthaka.
Winning
birth and death will return.
Without
winning will not keep leg to
kapilavasthu.
Carry me to
distance than distant .
kicking
earth rush further.holding heal pulling back
earth
leaving
backwards!without seing walked path.
240)emited
flied horse! Then ran and came
Divine
yalshas wearing golden thodi(………..?).
Giving shaking hand like red lotus horse’s
khuraputa(………..?) noise not becoming even a
little then!
Ran ran
tearing bondage of family
In dark
0pening a small bythale(………?) of lght
hanging
hairs (julu) of neck is flying
bending body
241)in closing
eye and on opening
Forwarding
that divine horse! Ran and ran away then!
Retaining
earth to earth,whether hooves touched or
not
foam
oozing(noreyuguva,foam emiting……?) showing teeth
acception of
pabbajja(field life) line of seed
letters(beejakshara)
series
writing clearly along path,
emiting
above jumping like fire flame
ran and ran
divine horse called kanthaka
………………………………………………………………………………………….s
Pubbajja= field living,accepted ceremony of buddhist monasteries,
Leaving home
to live life of buddhist renunciate.
…………………………………………………………………………………….
242)in full
dark opened field pat
Holding,in
eye exploding rubbed fire spark,
Lifting that gouthama lightly in day,
Ran towards
main door of fort divine horse.
Night of
ashada in sky belgodeyanthe(like white umbrella………?)
Moon walking
like horse walk.
Crossing
agase(gates) door of town
Stoping
kanthaka for half a moent,sees back:
243) his
father mother dear wife,lovely kid
Close
friends residing that city.
Palaces.mansions
,tall trees.
Happens then
unbelievable incidence!
Kapilavasthu
itself melting melting had become one
Grand man
shape!to height of sky
Having stand
of shining divine ornament decorated.
Speaks in
kindness filled shaking words:
244)gouthama
,dear friend,don’t haste ,don’t hurry.
Only one
week!rises in in weapon house (shasthraagaara)
Eye shining
chakrarathna friend!
As soon as
rises,you will become
Whole
universe’s emperor!is there anybody to prevent?
Power
treasure army strength will be got
Coming to
house door.those who tired pained
Pains you
can solve then!s
245)in rainy
season cloud thundering tone
Had sounded
in sky.siddhartha asked :
You call
friend! You are not seen till now!
States treasures to win fort and dooms(towers)
Ancients
did army attack!
You are leaving
going possessd empre
To prepare
for coming war!
When like
this preventing person to stop stop
246) how you
will be friend?sorrow of whole world
Leaving
lifting up to pass over,leaving house
Going holding pulling my hinjeraga(backward…….?)
Telling no
obstructing person will he be friend?
‘I am
vasumatthi mara “ tells shape!
Desirer of
your favour! Relative on the back of back!
Liberation
from world sorrow itself is deep desire?
By virtue of
power you achieve it!!
247)give
food,do shadow to poor without house or
Mata!give life to sorrow sufferers(strikened?)!
After
becoming king what is that which is not
got?
Don’t
hurry,listen to my limited words.
When there
is status wealth
Problems of
people solution is very easy!!
Who has left all what can he give to poor?
think
again!now return to palace!”
248)vasumatthi
mara listen external show off
Can’t
protect our production,reduction,disease
Old
ages.from inevitable illnesses.
For solution
of these four soor0ws only
Peace filled
anthrloka(innerworld) composition.
Am going for
search of path wearing stubbornness.
Don’t
prevent me.have put back to family.
Will tell
you last fare well (send off).
249)when
siddhartha told like this ,in himself in himself
vasumatthi mara grumbled:
‘will I
leave you so simply ignorant
siddhartha.!
Like shadow
will come and trouble like shadow.
Will
wait till decision losening moment !’
What a
grumble is this?without listening hard
minded
Rushed smearing
back of kanthaka
Dear
kanthaka fly fly run. Telling.
250)night,removing
cover (veil?) time of telling rised,
Chirping
(chili pili)sound of bird had filled word
Some river
as though wearing (covered with) gold
Is flowing
jula jula!diping feet in flowing water
Will solve
tiredness.
Stop for
half a moment in bank tells.
Crossing
border of states of shakya koli’s
malla
Completed
two hundred haradari(…………..?) journey.
…………………………………………………………………………….
Haradari= an
approximate distance of three miles
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251)that is
anoma river! Present on bank only
to bush of thangati tied kanthaka.
bringing
leaf grass made to eat and drink.
Smeared
(nevarisu)it’s neck.then chumu chumu morning.
As though
entering a new world had become light
mind and body.no movement of people at all.
finishing
morning routines prince
swinging leg
in flowing water gets wet.
…………………………………………………………………
Nevarisu=caress,feel,stroke
………………………………………………………………………………
252)mid
night journey.in east direction sun
image
appearing slowly emits golden light.
Such
peopleless morning is seen for first
time!
No
appreciaters(sthuthi patakas).no veil (screen) removers.
No sound of
veena.various kinds of birds tone is heard!
cool air is
blowing asking safety of
curley
hairs!to jerk of hprse body has
become
fruit
completely.memory of somewhy-
……………………………………………………………..
Sthuthi
pataka=hymn tutor,panegyrist
s
………………………………………………………………
253)mother
gouthami’s face.sorrow filled father
shuddhodana’s
eye. Sleeping beloved’s
shaking eye
lid.kept red lip of lovely rahul
to
nipple.there melted stain(jinugu kare……….?).
seing in
morning knowing my absence
what a
troublesome!udayi may come to palace.
Some
talk!consolation?hope of bringing back
Again!coming
forevisioners (foretellers) hurry!
254)runs
processions of pictures in front of eye.
Flowing
river,background blue,floating cloud.
Top(buguri)
rotating sun ray.bringing one on wave
Wiping wiping
writen written line,writing
Water
writing!chandaka told in low voice:
Next where
prince?order.
Seing series
of hills at distance
Prince Showd fingure without talk.
255 other
go(fate) without seperation mother father wife.
Friends
relatives servents .palace.
When
seperation(departure) is inevitable
seperation which is to happen tomorrow let it
happen today only.
No mistake
no mistake no mistake tells
Again again in himself in himself three times.
have
indulged like this.Leaving family ,accepting shramanathva
Should find
solution path.
256) till
that I will not keep head towards my
town and sleep.
This
great exodus(nishkramana) to face family
Is not run
out of fear.to wim as pabbajitha
Piligrimage
of firm mind!like this telling himself in himself
Rises
throwing away sand dust.
Without
tearing subordination,
without
detaching feather throwing down
Can’t be got
to coconut world detachment.
257)
remembers seen in kapilavasthu that
shramana
wearing
saffron,smoothly balded head ,soft words,renunciater
of family.
One which is
not present, at end that only exists thinking
If seen at distance a shramana is coming!
Hey
man!saffron on body
Bow in
hand!there is arro box(batthalike) in shoulder!
To this
unequal dress wondered siddhatrha.
258)what is
this peculearity on asking he told:
Seing
saffron cloth without fear
Come
nearer sir forest deer.when comes
Will pierce
deers.will kill and sell in city!
All for
stomach sake only?
Give me
saffron cloth you take
This
royal dress.telling rathna garland of
neck
As a gift to
you,chaging dress
259)cleaning
those clothes in water,
Drying to
sun light,wears saffron siddhartha.
Rathna
fixed(laiden) by his small sword removing out
From
sheath(sac),lifting swinging hairs knot) in left hand
Cuts by
right hand rich knot.
Hairs fallen
like golden snake
Collecting head cloth
getting down into water
Allows to
float in that flowing river.s
560)that
shirovestana(turbon?.............).that gold en hairs
Are floating
like kala svan(……….?) on waves.
Floating
drowning wave rising getting down
Disappeared
like that moving to distance!
stretching
hands of rays did sun carried away
hairs?sees
siddhartha with detachment.
Bald head;on
body saffron shaati(………….?)!
Seing
tearing chandaka.
261)to such
condition of prince I am also
Responsible thiking like this troubles his inner mind.
Wipes with
border of utthariya(lose cloth on upper part of body,shalya………?)
Being not
able to control sorrow ,is spilling coming
Siting in sqating position hicuping
Fixing hand
on ground cries loudly.
shakya muni
pressing his shoulder softly
Without
enjoying ,will you weep like this chandaka?
262)renunciation
is cpmpletely my responsibility only.
After
seing world sorrow in family
How can I
live with peace of mind!
From family
wheel these aartha(poor,humble…………..?)
jivies(lives)
Am going
with responsbility making them to cross!
In dust
covered house is breath possible?
Getting
breathless came running to field friend!
Thanks to kanthaka!thanks to chandaka.
263)if
I win , part in that to you also!
Get up chandaka take ornaments and clothes.
Carrying
carefully submit to my father.
Will
win and return chandaka.
Tell to
mother father to wife and friends
Making
suitable talks console them.
In life getting pited (stagnant) from inner pressure
Tearing arrest ,sounding flowing
to new base.
264)one
faced flow won’nt flows backward again
Though tried
so much for making to flow.
To allow
river to run itself is true(rutha,real).
Told to
everybody.mother father to my
Beloved
friend yashodhara!she is supremely
Good Charectered.soft hearted.beauty.
Old age covers her also.
geting ruje
(disease) may be killed in youth only!
265)As
jada(innert)movementless like dry log of wood
She
sleeping I won’t think even in dream!
Today
laughing kili kili complete moon
tomorrow
Rahul aquairing(capturing) may make nil.
How to bear
this inevitable sorrow?
Not only
mine .sorrow is omnipresent.
Is there no
answer to all these four sorrows(griefs)
If it is
there shall I not search?
266)don’t
cry, don’t cry become winful(charmful,cheerful) bless
Friend with
smile you bid good bye to me.
When shakya
muni(saint,rushi) spoke like this firmness
in speech
touched.felt he will win.
As though
new air of hope coming to jiva(life)
feeling
pleasant he wiped eye for a moment
Pulled neck
of kamthaka backwards again.
Did he came
to know siddhartha will not come with
To dumb
life?not able to pull and keep feet
forward.
267)sees in
supreme aartha(requesting……?) vision pulling feet.
Embracing
long neck of kanthaka,smearing back
siddhartha
tells,what is told is understood
by kanthaka
as though;tharini(enabling to cross over) who made to cross over
ocean of
family!running through night has made
me to cross
over.very much helped I am.
Lost peace empire
Will
win surely and return to my place!
268)become
firm kanthaka.carry away chandaka.
To make to
reach this news to begeted become
cheerful(winful…….?.)
Like this
consoling kanthaka in many ways
Wipes
tears with cloth siddhartha.
Walks back
dragging leg chandaka.
Seing this
view for long time
Shakya
kumara was standing as though maravatta(numbed…..?)
Remembered
manmatha!how many shapes to you?
269)river
has filled and flowing itself by itself.
Lifts vision
and ties then shakya muni.
In east
slowly rising golden
Sun.shining
in golden colour of that river
Is flowing
sounding bho!siddharha jumped
Into river
of golden morning.puting stretched
hands swam.
Towards
another bank.in flowing river
Appears like
floating lamp shakya muni.
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(UNDER
CORRECTION)
Buddhacharana -uttharakanda(later part):
One:
1)came out
of river from wet saffron -
Water is
tickling,along land.
Sand is
sticking to wet feet. Kicks(throws…..?)
Detatching
saffron there only behind
small bush.sqeezed till last drop melted.
Spread
saffron clothes on bush of yellow flower
Thangate(plant).waits in squating position
Till washed
clothes dried up.
2)starting
from where to where I reached?
Gets illused
for a moment as somebody was
singing
suprabhatha(morning song)!giving ear and listening
Drcides that
it is ear cheat.
Did it came
and reached alapa(music) of that
Distance?it is impossible
for sense objects(vishaya)
Attaching to
senses and troubling is impossible.
Lip splits
now itself by itself.
3)is it
condolence?laugh?new flash?from lost momemt to
This moment
(thath kshana) making mind to stand.
While siting
chirping(chili pili) of birds fills ears
Contineous
note(tone) of river gets into depth of
heart.
Tree leaves
speak in unknown language.
Are they
asking safety like purva bhashi(early
speaker……?)!?
Pulling
waves from hill and brought to field
Askhalitha(gapless,contineous…………?)
river thanks to you.
4)smoothly for a moment touching body
Spilling
spirit air……thanks.
By grace of
sunlight making to play umbrella of shadow
Mango,jambu,banana,pomegranate,jack
trees
Sastanga(with
eight parts………?) thanks!’-submiting thanks like this-
Passes from
heart light hot breath.
Have dried
to air wet clothes,drying up of water
Are telling
clothes,losing weight to air.
5)
indulging themselves in themselves in
pleasant play.
Gouthama
fixing forehand got up
Smears
(strokes) bald head by strength –
Of
practice.what is there now if stroked(nevarise)?
If rough head is touched by fingure tip
New kind of
experience.body feels –jhum!
Rising
elevation,getting down to down ,climbing ditch rock
Climbs and
moves samama muni towards garden.
6)when he
comes near grasps it is immavu(mango…….?)
Fixed
garden,may be population residence near.
Various
kinds of birds bud words
As though
filled up basket and kept appears then
garden.
Unsalivated clean chirping(chilipili) life
tone(jivasvara)
Fills up
ears like thumburi jhenkara.
They are
cart hodagediyadiralu(……………………………..?) good words?
Remembers
siddhartha ;now himself by himself.s
7)horse:breath
itself is it’s control(bridle);
Worn cloth
itself is thadi,green mass maave(pulping…………?)
Tieing fruit
bunch(cluster) holding green umbrella
A group of
deers with wonder composing
Various
kinds of colour lines designs
And stand!
Will they stand?one walk!one run!
One
wonderful eye this much broad vision.
did saffron
cloth lost(remove) deer upset?
…………………………………………………
Thadi=rider’s
seat on horse
………………………………………………………..
???8)tender
grass how much got spreading by gums
Chewing a
little(how ever n8uch comes),are grinding moderately
???Deer
(grass?)itself becomes grass ,grass becomes grass only
Seing
indulging concentration for half a moment.
Sympathyless
minute(wonderful?)submits shakya muni
Within reach
only are shining some
punyathma(good)
allowd to swing rasapuri mango
fruit!without
knowledge plucking one-
9)there only
stretching leg on clean lawn
Siting sucks sweet juice.like sucking breast
of mother
tender kid indulging.
Life(jiva)
had cooled.lifting head sees
maakanda(…………..?).tree
giving support to air!
‘hey mango thanks!gardener thanks!
Whirl
wind,pouring rain,golden sun light thanks!
Journey
through out night.sleepless eye lids-
10)press and
come by themselves fruits to stomach
Filling
up,getting down into water,washing hands,in joined palms
(bogase)
drinking water coming ,flowing under tree
Moving away
ants,giving head to tree source(base).
On grass
lawn natural green kambali(wollen blamket)
Giving body
,slept shakya muni ,
Keeping left
hand on closed eye .
Becoming
light,birds song set in silence of field.
Two:
11)though
told no past memories trouble
In day clean
blue also white clouds
Pass through
and go.memory of mother father,
Memory of
wife and son.at morning as
I was not
there in palace what a trouble there?
Sorrow?upset?excitement
anxiety ?
Anger?tears?fast
silence?
Noise?not to
be told unsatisfied upset(tumult,thalamala)
12)moving
away all these worries ,clean blue,
Whirl
air,from somewhere gather together
Again small
clouds.dullness covers.
To mid day
sun.getting down into depth of meditation
Forgets
outside.gets into sleep.
Dreams.friend
chadaka reaching kapilavasthu
Might have
told all what happened here?
town people
may come to invite(call)?
13)mother
gouthami,old father,wet new delivered,
Kid,tieing
all these,with relatives?
Friend
kaludayi?how many colours?
What an all
shape to family concealment (culture)!
Without
crossing dam(oddu…….?) not possible for river to join sea
rising as
steam sky becoming ksharodadhiya(salt sea……………….?)
By drinking
water thirst has to be overcome.
impossible
to get without leaving,how to make to understand?
14)Renunciation
for liberation of world sorrow
This only is
kritha nischaya(decided determination?…….?)!this is
firm oathmay
move cloud ,will not move
standing mountain.deciding like this shakya muni
got down
into deep meditation . Unattached.dirtless.
Like lamp
without enlighting oil single faced concentration.
Became
peaceful;sea became waveless.
Lifted and
held lamp small soil body.
Third:
15)added
with some saartha moved samana
Without
rising cart walking in bear foot only
King’s
palace is thirty haradari.
It is capitol to that magadha empire.
Bimbisara is
kng.then palace was famous for
spiritual
thoughts then.reached that city covered
by five hills.filling flowing ganga -
16)crossing
in boat.then it was evening.
In royal
streets lamp is enlighting
First night
meals of beged food to gouthama.
Sits in
stone mantap and tries to eat
Pindapathas new samana.
Tongue is
not cooperating to for acception of rice(food)
He knows
beged food itself is shramana
vratha(oath,vow,ritual)
Some how
completes fistful of begged
food(bhikasha).
17)rising
early morning completing morning
Routines if seen,in north east(eshanya)
direction
Like
slightly blue dreamspreading mountain
series
Has
spread,rising head gummuttha(dashing…?)
There one
hill shape like eagle.
That peak
has name of gridhrakuta(eagle union).
Which
attraction pulled gouthama
Rises top of
hill (mountain) as his goal.
18)there one
small stone’s broken manntap
To tiredness
of rising body is getting (ozing)sweet
On spresd
rock stretching leg
Blowing
air,impartial mantap,tree
Observing
doing fan (chaamara)service
Gets
illused for a moment.
this is
equality!natural love!equality base!
Nature
without talking played silent talk concealed.
19)as soon
as this peculear feel rised siddhartha
In half
eye,drowns himself in himself.
I am also
part of gridhragiri
Becomes
forgeting body,this divine experience
Carries that
shramana to depth on mind.
Some time
comiming to outside
if seen
sunlight is burning.withdrawing
within
mantap leans to stone pillar.
20)fate of
spirit (chethna) is different,stomach getting hungry
Hand moves
towards solution itself by itself.
Gets down
siddhartha in front imbalanced walk.
At base of
gridhrakuta to residing houses.
Talkless
silent stands
In front of
opened door!if house wife comes ,
if she puts some
food for solution.
If does not
serve to go to next house.
21)
collected meals under some tree
To sit and
eat.not for taste.to complete needs
of
body!palace people see siddhartha with
wonder!
In youth
only has become
Samana!
Vision of distance of noga(yolk).
How did
dispassion arise in youth only?!
22) no over
talk.self by self.
If made to
talk answering in single word
Bows head
and walks forward that hermit.
mid
day.rising pandava hill sits on
vast
rock where there is shadow.
like
meditating statue carved in stone!
king’s
servents on seing him,request to
king bimbisara
in low tone.
23)
lord!bright ,wearing new youth
chevara(saffron………….?),
Holding in
hand parishkara(begging bowl)begs food;
what is begged
he will eat in stone mantap.
if asked
from which side you have come
No
answer.for an hermit who has left family
and
come where are towns (places) and houses?s
telling this
much only moves forward.now he is
there on
mountain as though -
24) another
sun.shining in saffron chevara(saffron cloth…?)
Moving
forward from base where bimbissara sat
Asks;young?bright? rising sitting
on
mountain mid day boundless. ?
news has
come to me from friend shuddhodana
side.in dispassion leaving house and mata
renunciating young aged beautiful wife
holding
hand,leaving mother and father,has left
25)treasure.house
son!if he comes
to your
side kindly stop him,preventing.
Sending news
messengers(vartha vahakamnews
carrier……?)) quickly with kindness
Help this
much to your old friend!
Might be he
only son shuddhodana
Dear
son?world single beauty yashodhare’s
She
delivered new kid,who came
leaving
treasure(wealth)?let there be eye upon him.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
26)i will
come and see,rising pandava mountain.
I know
seperation of son brings how much
Sorrow!he is
son!when sunlight reduces in evening
Will come to
pandava mountain(hill).don’t give hint.
Told
shuddhodhana’s friend.,king of magadh.
Became
evening.shadows stretched legs to
east
direction.bimbisara riding horse
27)came to
pandava mountain, stranger(aganthuka)
With anxiety
that he might be prince.
young
saint(hermit) is in meditation
under shadow
of tree.saffron cloth ,bald head
yes!siddhartha
only!no doubt.
Body
figure(counter),face feature is that of
old friend
Siting at
distance waits till young
samana
Awakening
from his meditation opening eye.
28) when
sanyasi(hermit),king of magadh
Congradulated
to that young hermit.
Milk,many
kind of fruits,dedicating chevara(saffron clothes…?)
I am magadha
king,much devotion in samanas
Please tell
from where you have come?
What is
name?which gothras and stars?
Breaking
silence inform divine bright!
Thinking not
compulsion,request and answer.
29)to one
who has left no place,no house,no mata.
No marks of
foot step on sand path
Leave me
alone to my loneliness
Tells.bimbisara laughs and tells.
Is it
possible to hide light in cloth?
Came to know
son you are siddhartha only.
Truthful(sathyavrathi,truth
vow)samana will not soeak false,son.
Are you
siddhartha only!accept truth.
30)for half
a minute sees keeping eye in eye
Young
hermit old king.in soft voice
Tells;I can’t tell false , I am himself only!
Previously
having name of siddhartha
I am
searching wandering for path to
solution
of world sorrow,leaving house and mata.
Knowing
people may be got that open path
Like this I
came searching for knowing guru.
31)not
for ¸É¯ï.seing this young samana
worrying for
world,old king with pity
with love
filled eyes him.
Rare people
of your king prince!
Intension is
also proper.sanyasa is also right!
But it is
final ashrama siddhartha.
Still you
are young.experience life.
In this age
of flash (lightning?) movement in body.
32)dispassion
is not proper.against body dharma(religion).
Should not
walk I told brahmacharya(celibacy),house
holder
Vanaprastha’s(forest
dwelling) natural step.at end
There is
sanyasa.i won’t tell no.
Search path
of liberation path of world sorrow
Now
understanding responsibility manage
state.
Give her
life to one who has held hand with faith.
make to stand lovely kid leg to leg.
33)this body
which is fit for smear(application) of sandal
Swinging
chevara(saffron cloth) don’t neglect
young!
Is kolies
mouth have to be shut?i will
come to war
with huge army ocean.!
Your father
has told all to me.
Don’t
forget promise given to wife while
holding hand.family is also a duty.
Not proper
to leave begeted parents.
34)for
achievement of dharma artha kama purusharthas
To leave is
not at all good.
Not right
(prescribed) also.coming to palace
Rest
there.to your loneliness meditation
There will
not be disturbence there.holding bhavanasi
I won’t
tollerate prince begging.
Youth is for
enjoyment, achievement.in old age
Follow dharma.tells elder king.
35)when
house is burning making oil flow to rush
Can it be
put off?.after attacking
Fort and
towers.by putting aguli(door lock?…………….?)
Elephant
room can it be protected?
after crop
burnsWhat is use if it rains?solution for
old age, death , diseases should be done
before they
come.after thieves rob
what is use if army chief
(dandadhipathi……..?)comes?
36)let it be
so.will call your people.
Make them to
accept.later go as male elephant.
Though seen
could not prevent his son
Let old friend shuddhodana not tell like this!
Give
promise,till people of kapilavasthu come
will be here
only.later what fate has
written let
it happen.can be hold and
made to stop
note(svara) in flute(bansuri)?
Four:
37)told how
ever much did not accept prince
To keep step
backward.tears sigh of
Persuation(anunaya,rapport).requests
of mother father.
Renunciation
of enjoyment by wife yashodhara.
kanthaka
leaving grass and water expiring by last breath
disturbed
gut.though tears flowd freely ,did
not change
flowing goal of flowing river.
though friend
chandaka held leg,
38)though
friend talked all.,though elderly ministers
held fasting,siddhartha did not leave.
Worn
determination.after achieving kept goal
only
Will again
come to city.world welfare is
Higher than
selfishness.mind did not melt for tears.
Sorrow ocean
is boiling aparampara(continuously,limitless,plentiful……?)
In
attraction of self sympathy can’t leave determined
Goal’you
.leave me alone for my sake.
…………………………………………………………………………………………………….
parampara=contineously,lineage,sequence,succession,series,limitless,plentiful.
……………………………………………………………………………………………………..
39)like
this,made all of them who have come from town
To
accept.though having sympathy,
did not
oscillate (swing) fixed mind.
Will seed
non sowd in soil bud out?will leaf bear air?
Will
thadeyoddu(dam,barriage?..........?)obstructrushing river?
holding
hand Can
Sun rise be stopped?
can law Prevent by prohibiting(forbiding) singing
of bird?
House
binding to freeness in palace?
40)next day
bimbisara told good bye to
Siddhartha.pressing
hand to eye
Today or
tomorrow will be got enlightment surely.
Comes and
blesses!Thandeyotthina thandeyendu!.-
(replica of
father……?)-king requested in vibrating voice.
Lei it
happen so told gouthama in eye only!
Keeping eye
in eye seing old king
Keeping firm
steps walked without returning.
Five:
41)how is
palace so is stone mantap
Having
consciousness(knowledge) of affection taking birth
Wonders
shakya muni.the place which I had sat
yesterday only
tells come here take rest.
Predispoosition(past
smell,memory) is strong like this.
Parivrajakathe
is inevitable for that sake only.
Hermit(saint)
daily moving from that place to this
place
Again from
from this place another!
……………………………………………………………………………………………….
Parivrajaka=peripatetic,one
who has left all.wandering highest
hamsa(swan),
asceticism
…………………………………………………………………………………
42)without
fixing root unless becoming moving tree
No other
path.feeling like this in mind
Deciding to
move from palace
Rising to
shoulder his bavanasi chevara’s(saffron
cloth……?)
Little
knot,rising early morning only,
getting down
from pandava mountain
searching
achievement area of achievers
shramana
sanyasi walked with light steps.
Mind should
stop(become firm),not body
43)in
afternoon in some unknown place
Siting
on stage of arali(ashoka) tree,fixing
hand backwards
Blowing breath coolly,to sweat chest ,closing eye
Rested for a
while.later holding bavanasi
Stood in
front of three houses with opened door
Strething
hand.those who have given food
blessing to be cool with filled mind and
searches
base with
water and shadow for afternoon meals.
44)after
sunlight reducedgouthama walked further.
Somebody
told it is three haradaries (about nine miles)away
To stay at
night one yogini’s ashrama.
Slightly
laughed –if hungry this bavanashi
For night
somebody’s ashrama of punyathmas(good soul)
If thirsty
well! If there is punya(good deed) river!
Field itself
is palace!sky itself is blue roof.
Lonely star
is street lamp!tree is residence!
…………………………………………………………………………….
Ashrhama=a
place removed from urbal life,where spiritual and yogic
desciplines
are pursued.
Purushartha=four
proper goals of human life
Sanyasa=renunciate,hermit,ascetic
……………………………………………………………..
45)time of
sunset.to silver cloud (sky)
birdsline tail!birds chirping(chilipili)!
tree lines
like upside down kept baskets.
Wandering wandering In sky sunsets.
Stands and
sees for a moment of this grandeur
Moving away
screen of eye window vast universe.
At distance
appears leafhut(parnakuti).may be
That
itself is mother of my night dream’s I feel.
46)without
talking about name caste gothra(lineage)
source
chula(cute,beautiful woman……..?).if comes with kindness welcoming
by telling
come,blessed yogini.
Protecting
mother’s gut is flowing everywhere!
Life tune of
clean water is continuous without
obstruction.
Enquiring served hot ganji(paste).
Memory of
gouthami at inner depth of mind.
Yogini
dispassioned her name is sakya
Six:
47)getting
up morning only getting blessings of yogini
Reached
another ashrama at little
Distance at mid day time.yogini of that ashrama
is one vydika dispassioned(virakthe) by name
penna.
There
gouthama taking drinks chevara(saffron clothes…?)
Getting
blessings,according to her guidence(indication)
Seing
ashrama of revatha,further
Stayed at
ashrama of son of dhatthumadandithou.
Knowing
rules of ashrama of saint(rushi)-
48)getting
permission of guru reached bhargava
ashrama near by.a small
desire-may
get solution –path here.
To cycle of
life(bhavachakra).to sorrow anxiety!
When asrama
(gurukulavasa)was entered
Veda recital
loud.are decorating sacrifice oven
As
method told in vedas.
Sees tied
samitthu carrying on shoulder-
………………………………………………………………………………….
Ghosha=sonant,voiced
…………………………………………………………………………….
49)bringing
penanciers.reciting sthavnas.
Kid Deer is running briskly pata pata jumping.
In fearless
style.chewing tender grass
Deers are
seing young sanyasi .
In Pits of maruga jasmine,molle creepers
In poured
water breaking of bubbles .
Kinds of
birds drinking water keeping beak
Bending neck
,ray sticking light.
50)in other
place keeping mind in severe penance,
(prescribed…..?)According
to their penance method food system.
Following
sincerely,doing many
kinds of body punishment,in very severe various
kinds of of
penances,penanciers who are indulged
in various
penances,in opened eye,opened mouth
sees siddhartha keeping fingure on cheek.
Peck grains
Like birds and eat !
51)like
deers giving mouth to grass meadow
spread(hinji………….?)and
eat grass blades few!
See that
achiever(practitioner)!like fish in flowing water
Drown,
without considering though water movers bite back
In half eye
chant something!
there one
penanciers spreading fire on oven(kunda)
giving
offer(ahuthi) along with manthra(holy syllables)
pours
offer(havissu) increasing flame.
52)snake on shoulder,in axilla,around neck
Is
flowing.no attention at all.has sit like snake house
(huttha) by
side of another huttha.
Another
is dry grass like purachalu(………….?)
grown .
That is
first time penanciers siddhartha
Their
unbelievable severe rituals(vidhi,).
vow rules
meditation food .
seing
wondering asked bhargava.
53) ‘why
this body pubishment?guruji why this
Uncompletable
cycle of sorrows?
Silence for
half a second!later tells
Bharghava:in other world endless joy
To spread on
earth(marthya) severe sorrow
No other go
without undergoing’
‘then is
permanent heavenly joy?’’when earnings are lost
Should take
birth again in this world’.
54)for joy
of other world in this world various kinds of difficulties
Suffering
this path is not acceptable to me
Drowned in
deep condolence siddhartha.
What is if I
only get through?
those with
me also should be carried
to shore(bank)
without
possibility of happening in this world(bhava)
towards
supreme liberation (nibbana,nirvana)
holding
hand,what is use of holding path which can’t be
practiced(held)?-like
this pains that young sanyasi(renunciate).
55)remaining
for one week in ashrama of
Bhargava,accepting hospitality,observing
various kinds of penances of penanciers
thinking as useless(themeless),getting permission of
bhargava
requested to
permit for leaving place.
Wearing peel
(thogate) of tree, tied knot oldman
Muni said to
gouthama with kindness:
Go to
arada’s ashrama in vindhya coast
56)young
samana go.knows path of liberation
Achievers
that aradha kalama muni!
Knows secret
of sankhya vision(darshan).source
eradication
of sorrow desire may get fulfiled there.
Bhargava rushi(muni) blessed shubhamasthu(let good happen).
Existing
with natural dharma(religion) with birds and deers
Living like
birds and deers himself
Departed
from penancier , firm minded.
57)leaving
bhargava’s ashrama moving front door unugola(……….?) of
front door
samana has kept ten steps.
Came in
front then ,as though seen somewhere
Saffron wearing parivrajaka(peripatetic) five people.
Did they
came surrendered!we are people of shakya
land!
left and
came house and
maru(neighbour,property……..?)
searching
endless peace.are you not prince
siddhartha?at
midnight who left palace
58)
came?prince saw five who had worn
Saffron!yes these are shakhyas.!
I am also
feeling as though having seen you
Somewhere!
One among parivrajaka told
with
smile.did you not recognise me?
To me also
kapila is guru!we are guru relatives!
In gurukula
I am called ashvajitha
Studied
togethr celibant(brahmachari)!saw samana:
59)to sun
light ray covered dew drops melting a
little
Got
cleared!yes!appeared tender face.
Moving away
covered veil!laugh of aquaintance blossoming
Siddhartha
asks are you safe in front
Slightly
bent person!ashvajitha!
Holding
snake along with darbhe,when it hissed
Screaming
running type putting breathlessness
Till Gurukula’s
upto unugola(cross stick)!still I remember!
60)then
there was no mustache still to both!
Ashvajitha
slightly laughs!you are ideal to me!
disturbing
peace of mind.
within life (jiva) irritating cruel bondage
getting fed
up with war godess (maari,disease) to bhoga samrajya(enoyment empire)
to wife,for
power of state (kingdom),to palace
telling
final good bye to family
bondage
you are one who teared
and left.searching for peace.
61)to which
war feeling bad(hesi……..?) left house and maaru(neighbours)
That war’s
covered cloud melted now.
by your
reninciation,due to warm sunlight!
big
revolution took place prince !
going
against decision of shakya association
peace
meet strike procession tool place!
let not
become false prince’s amazing renunciation-
telling like
this people did peace movement.
62)no other
go.shakya association without
changing
it’s decission ,peace compromise took
place with kolies!when pancha water
association(board)
was
appointed on both sides
satthe(democracy……?)elders!
Border war
(tharubidda,stopped…….?)gathered
army returned.
Business and
transactions again started.
Stopped sartha journey began.
War has
stopped!you return to city!
63)let joy
appear in mind of old king again!
Let mother
get peace of mind.covered cloud of war
Has
melted,left, hand held
Returned
like this let young queen sigh!
Folded molle
flower let blossom again.
Siddhartha
sees old friend’s wet eye!
His
artha(poor,humble……?) words softens mind!
Speaks
pressing shoulder of his friend.
64)though
body war completed ,inner mind war
Was going
on.unless it completes I will
not return
to city!war is taking place with
manmatha(maara) still!.in this war everybody
is
victim.cycle of birth and death is
rotating
uncontrolled!in this daily
illusion of
this world production,reduction.old
age,diseases
is grinding
rotary of poor lives.
65)old age
in front of eye somebody cut and carry
Tender
leaves!buds dry up before opening eye only.
For dew
drops cool cruelty!
Sorrow
covers mind.causeless
Kindlessness
sqeezes guts! White colour
Dries up due
to mid day burning sun light heat.
to drop
rain getting body seven colour rain bow.
At once
disappears in shunya!
66)Is
it inevitable catching troubleing sorrows?
Is sorrow
non soluble?in family ocean
Without
drowning ending no other way?
War has not
completed troubling world sorrow.
Without
finding an end war will not close.
Manmatha(maara,lust
god) within ourself is our enemey.
Makes mad
spilling colour water here!
Makes to
fear beating thunderbolt drum.
67)not yet
completed still this inner war
Will
complele only and come.you give
permission.
Is there any
medicine for cooling mind?if it is there
In which
place it is hidden?I will search!
Without
sacrificing I will not return-
Telling like
this siddhartha bid good bye to
five
parivrajakas (peripatetics)-koundinya,bhadrajitha
manama ashvajith without seing in turn.
seven:
68)when
siddhartha entered ashrama of
arada reaching
vindhya
costa right at midday.
Silence had
resided here.now and then except
long bird tone no other sounds.
Came in
front heightful strong person.
Samana
gouthama telling sharanu to that bright
I have come
long distance,
I have to
see Acharya arada kalama.
69)time has
rised to head top(netthi),first have meals,
Burning sun
lightfirst accept support.
relax for
few moments.let meals complete.
Later I will
carry you to arada muni!
Is is better
to him first I am feeling
Some
how time of meeting muni.mind is
anxious.
Don’t worry
about that.the information that you are
coming has come to ashrama before only.
70) accept
treat of gurukula. Siddhartha
Follows.shall
we go now?
In front ashrama person,behind behind samana.
If he
walks so much speed that I have to run!
Small
penance garden.peacock deer rabbit
pegion.
Asking about
safety with them he walks.
Aruda is in
yoga mandira(temple)
There!you go forward! Behind myself!
71)when I
pushed and entered fragrance of sambrani(incense)
Is filled up
there.opening door of inner house
Came
out,are! Same Unknown person who
came with me!kindly take your seat
shakya muni! myself is arada muni!
Tell what is
to be done by me!
Like this
first visit happened.siddhartha
joining hands
requested .kindly grace me-
72)descipleship
to me!arada muni tells seing with
Liking(affectionate) eyes
told:I know shakya muni
has left
state(kingdom) and treasure house
excetra and come.I know this news.
When there
is nothing it is easy to renunciate(leave) and come.
Power
treasure enjoyments lucks .
Young
wife,child,mother and father
To leave and
come is difficult.If comes he is
incomparable(aprathima).
73)for
youths like you open chest welcome.
Without
preliminary exam(preparatory exam)
I will give
descipleship to youwhat is meant by sankhya?
What is
yoga?what is meditation?
What is
fruit(result) of meditation?how many bases are in
yoga samadhi(trance)?how to rise to that
divine base?
Will tell
you.union of lamp and lamp
let churn light now now-telling like this
blessed.
Eight:
74) there
are four kinds in meditation!without desiring hating
Without
indulging in violence to others burning
jvalana(…………….?)
is first
base,this is logical.fruit of viveka(descrition power).
Getting
first stage of meditation,fixing mind in
Divine
joy,residing in that condition only
Becomes
vivasha(uncontrolled) sadhaka(achiever,practitioner).,himself then.
That is
supreme joy(bliss) brahmananda experience.
Samana muni
attained base of first meditation.
…………………………………………………………………………………………….
Vivasha=helpless,incacitated,
…………………………………………………………………………………………….
75) as
logics disturb mind,yogi high
Keeping all
logics aside gets supreme love’s
Happiness(soukhya)-dhyana(joy ,bliss meditation) gets later.
In middle of
bright abhasvaras
Enlightens
getting bhasvarathva achiever.
This is
second stage(base) of meditation yogi
siddhartha.
Quickly
attains such love bliss meditation.
Reaches condition
making guru to accept.
76)seperating
mind from love joy
leaving joy
love should attain
third base
achiever later.
In third meditation samadhi(trance) yogi
Equal to
gods called shubhakrithsna
Gets
joy(bliss).samana gouthama reaches
his third
yoga base!
While Arada
was blessing him with affection.
77)now
fourth base. No joy(bliss);no sorrow also.
No
transaction of any kind in mind.
Is this
liberation(nirvana) again! Tell knowers(scholars).
This
condition is not ordinary.association eith
brihath kala
gods, equal to friendship .
Divine
experience remaining without fading
since long time
Is fourth
base .this is scholars openion.
Siddhartha
attained fourth meditation.
78)after
attaining fourth base(stage?) later he
could not
stay there only.to rise knowledge(jnana) and
to walk is later goal.for this body
retirement(vinivritthi) only
as
dispassion is got about all desires
to attain
nivritthi about forms(rupas)
firmly
deciding attained dispassion.
Imagining field(bayalu)
present in body only
in solids also reaches base of field.
79)sky
entered (sky pervading) athma summarising,
Later
extending that field
Reaches
athma samanya(common) meditation base.
Again making
athma non existing by athma
Become
akinchanya tells arada.
Like coming
out from cage
Getting Like
liberated bird who comes
out from
bondage of body becomes athma liberated!
80)those who
know tell this itself is liberation(nirvana).
Told arada
muni his own achievement path
To
siddhartha.while guru was telling like this
Some how
doubt arising about athma
Thought that
shakya muni in himself by himself.
Previously
jigishavya,janaka excetra
Not
accepting this liberation path
Gouthama
muni,meditated upon athma vada(theory).
Nine:
81)at
standing place only burns sun.
Staying in
one place only wanders mind
No talk,no
story,shakya muni in himself
Was there in
concentrated meditation,for few days.
One morning
in lip of earthen(soilful) lamp
peak of lamp
as though brightening in mind
Emits (spurana)by
strength of past predisposition(samskara)
New
light.ran near samana guru.
82)a new
principle(thathva) as though emiting
there is.
Tell
gouthama tell-with affection
Arada held
hand of gouthama and asked.
Vast
sky,green field around
Golden
feathers eagle(garuda) is flying.
Cuting
clouds in sky told-shakya-
seing flying
eagle bird only
himself by
himself as though including
(involving)his own words.
83) athma is
unnecessary imagination.
All are
temporary only,how to believe athma
is
permanent?lamp is burning bud.
One bud gets
put off enlighting another rising head
Lamp is
contineous series of light.
Truth is not
existance;not non existance also.
Becoming is
truth. Therefore muni
Selfishness
destruction athmalessness is inevitable.
84)because
of it’s existence, this is existing
like this.
By it’s
happening again it’s happening(rise).
Each each
moment is changing
Lamp is
endless happening series.
Till wicks
and oils are there existance of lamp
When they
are absent these are also absent
Athma series
is not eternal thing I feel.
So permanent
firm athma imagination is ungraspable.
85)like this
putting forth his anathmavada(athmalessness)
To know
fully what is to be known
Should go
forward.kindly permit .
Telling like
this,leaving ashrama of arada muni
Siddhartha
joins ashrama of uddaka.
But this
uddaka is athmavadi only
,for this
reason Leaves him joining
Nyranjani
bank’s nagari ashrama!
86)koundinya,maanaama,ashvajitha,bhadrajitha
Bashpa named
five parivrajakas(peripetitals)
Again met there! Permit us to be with you
Making
gouthama to agree
Stand with
him only.as though desciples!
In nagari
ashrama in severe penance
Indulged
siddhartha!they stand
serving him parivrajakas.
Ten:
87) penance
means not this or that type.
undertaking
fasting vow(vratha) gouthama indulges in
in various
kind of very severe penance!
neglecting
mitthu and punarbhava(rebirth) as
goalhe under
takes anushana vritha(vow).
Contineously
for six years.Body became
skin and bone!burning in eye only dhaga dhaga
lamp(panju,fire)!muscles are from bone.
88) hanging
on trees branches
As though
drying up wets!are seen
Swollen
nerve dried up creeping to tree
Like dried
up creeper.water of well depth
At mid
day makes to shine jhal light
As though
chest has felt jhal.in bone skeleton
Sound feels
bird Dugudugu.keeping neck in wing
Grass of
desert on head top(netthi) for
formality(scripture).
89)only nose
is seen in face.smearing (stroking)
Dried up
tongue rough lip now and then!
Going outsde
if strained as face below
Falls
only.parivrajaka should come and make
him to
stand.putting hands to arms.
Sounds
kirro body suffered from pain.
With breathlessness
breathing gasa gasa
Thought
samana muni one morning.
90)Innu saagadu nanage( Is not possible for
me?…?) is approaching
End time.to
solve secret of birth and death
Has failed
his severe penance.leaving
Rice
food doing body punishment I will stop.
Can’t carry
me rowards goal this path.
Body has
become weak.mind has spoiled health.
Without
peace of mind can this desire of mind be (satisfied)
Ended!will
leave that penance path.
91)peace of
mind is when food falls to stomach only.
peace of
mind itself is stepping path to base of
meditation.
By
meditation is got nistharanga(waveless) samadhi(trance)
Light
lifting head burns firm.
All
religious principles can be got then.
Amritha post
is got.food itself is support.
Will leave
foodlessness he decided.
Telling good
bye to six years penance.
92)informed
all to five parivrajakas who were
along
with!told bathagedi(………………?) those five people.
He has no
theme(kernal………….?) .deciding like this,
Left
departed gouthama.,in that condition!
Can’t
rise.crawling crawling in punyavahini
of
vaiirajani bathed gouthama muni.
Body became
light!mind got enthusiastic.
going under
tree leaning to base became half eyed.
93)which
mother’s breath cool air!flower sun light
Which
mother’s head top(netthi) kiss!spread lawn
Is which
mother’s saree border shadow!remembers
shhakya muni
tender kid in supreme innocence!
Mother seing
musu musu crying kid lifting seing
Lightly,again
keeping to chest
Presses.concealing
in border(saree) slightly hot
Breast milk
she feeds. As though in dream.
eleventh
94)it is not
yet morning in village of soldier(senani……?).
Rising
morning only,wet newly
delivered(bananthi) taking bath,wearing
Madi(holy
cloth,silk cloth)starting oven, establishing fire there
To fulfil blessings(harake…………?)
prepares
milk
paste.outside still chills.
wearing
black coloured shawl,along withh house maid
female
called punna walks to ashoka tree
(arali
tree………..?) stone stage(katte) on bank
of nairanjani.
95)the name
of that punyavathi’s is Sujatha
Before child
rises and cries submiting blessings(offerings?.......)
In hurry of
returning to house when
that mother
came near ashwath katte(TREE STAGE),
THERE ONE
BRIGHTFUL IS IN MEDITATION FORGETING BODY.
Punna
tells as though tree god himself has
come to
accept your blessings getting body.
Appears like
that in saffron cloth.
96)light has
come as though wearing cloth of light!
When she was
talking like this that sanyasi(hermit)
Getting
outside knowledge opens eye.
Mother
stretches golden cup milk
Paste.samana
accepts slightly bending.
Drinks
closing eyes lifting face up
Sees with
wet eyes swelling of neck
Playing up
and down ,with curiosity of child.
97)then only
in east direction has covered screen(veil)
Moving
lifting up child sun!
Previous
ahoka tree has become golden tree,
In golden
cup golden golden colour paste
Sucking
siting like golden statue
Shines
shakya muni ,doing parane’s good day
When first
rain falls creepers plants shrubs
As though
charm develops spirit(chaithanya).
98)what is
to be done is done(blessed,krithakrithyathe) tells that new mother.
’let good
happen’ blesses shakya muni tells.
‘good happen’wing opened bird.
Sow
good take good crops
Tell lip opened flowers around.
On telling
accept golden plate shakya muni tells.
’rice
growing soil cup is there in front of eye!
Eye pecking
golden plate why to me?
99)floating
in waves of nairanjani river
is becoming hundred slices shining golden
plate
slowly rises
siddhartha.blesses that mother
who protected
by giving milk paste.
Breath of
such mother is cool air!golden light is
Such mothers
head top(netthi) kiss.spread lawn
Such
mother’s border’s shadow!remembers
Gouthama
food giving earth mother.
100)in that
night in uruvela(name of place) gouthama
Whether
enlightment happens to me or not.
In that
amxiety, while sleeping sees five dreams.
Quickly enlightenment happening
indicating divine dreams. They are.
some
desert slept bed
meru
mountain is pillow,stretched hands
101)one
high tree rising up from umbilical pit
growing
growing is covering sky
stars dot
flower moving away blue screen(veil)!
Black headed
white ants by leg are rising
Bulu bulu up
to leg knee!
where were
they then colour colour birds
Covering
from four directions getting down to
Feet source
get single colour!,
102)
though mud had covered walked path
Walked two
feet are clean!
when final
dream happened morning in sky.
Dream
breaking if rised and sit in udaya
mountain
Kanakambara
colour flag is flying!
Moving away
screen(veil) of dew drops
Holding
golden cup like divine lass
Bright with
her close friend(apthasakhi).
twelve
103)has sit
on bank of nairanjani
samana,golden
plate without drowning in water
floating
moving against flood flow!
Golden light
in eye is filling spilling.
Flowing
river.rays of child sun on waves!
Feel
romantic.today enlightment is
hundred percent sure feel.is seen paste given lady
is not
seen not seen anywhere!
104) cool
air’s early morning is smearing(stroking) him.
As soon as food
fell to hungry stomach, a kind of
Peace of
mind,happiness covers shakya muni.
Closes
eye,fim minded condition happens.
on that
day according to thithi vaishakha
full moon day!to find a suitable suddenly
opens eyes and sees place to
final meditation midday field.
105)legs
walk themselves by themselves.
Crossed
uruvela.walking walking
came to
Gaya!then it was evening
at
distance an ashwatha tree is fanning hand.
Taking birth
for him only,growing for him only
Holding
shadow for him only hed umbrella.
Aha!flowing
flood geting pited(stagnant)
To do
padmasana healthy,this
itself is
supreme residence
106) in earth touch
mudra(seal) sat like yogi
Appears ashwattha
fixing branch in soil.
Joined eight
grass bundles on earth.
First north,some
hoe feels not correct.
Later
west,no!it was not pleasant.
South is not
flat.at end east faced -
That yogi
put padmasana(lotus position)
Shadow
spread coolly upto horizon
107)decided
then samana sanyasi(hermit)
Nerve bone
blood muscles all dry up,
till
enlightment happens I will not get up from this place
that Is bold
decission taken by
samana
muni.keeping his prana itself as
challenge
to whole
world emiting great light enlightment
before
getting it undertaking sathyakriya(truth
action)
tieing cloth
around waist(katibaddha……?)did lamp determination.
108)told’asthu’(let
happen) told birds from all ten directions
In untimely
time gathered clouds
Thundered
asthu!asthu!.as though maara(manmatha,papa purusha)
Getting
chest spoiled!sum made hand touch to
western
mountains lifting up sky
kendudies(coral………?).
telling
asthu had done svasthivachana(welcome…………?)
cool air of
south,kindness moon
before
opening eye, eye is becoming bud.
thirteen
109)bybold
decission of Gouthama whole universe
Gets
excited. Aarabuda(…………………….?)
Without
keeping back came back back,rainbow
flower
arrow holding in hand
swinging
maara(paapaapurusha)manmatha!
What ever it
may be should hit and bend
Gouthama.if enlighted samana.
Not only
self along with him
Will lift
whole world-like this got upset.
110)from
inside and outside from ten directions
Should
occupy(attack) him! Should not recede back
At any
cost!how much great penanciers have
Eaten
soil(failed).is he countable to me?
Like this
rushes with chaturanga(four part) army!
Gets
coloured sky!cool air blows pleasantly!
In untimely time-
Flowers
blossom blossoming blossomed eyes.
111)various
kinds of birds playing wings
Singing ear attracting vibrations(music)!
Twisting
hand and mouths mobile lasses dance.
Moving
away covered saree border away ,at once
hills and forests becoming Palaces rise up rathna walls.
Open eye
forget body leave penance penancier!
Like this in
eye border make to dance flashes!
Did not get
disturbed lonely sanyasi(hermit)
112)parrots
speak in beloved’s tone!
Sound in wet neck of father and mother
Air
tones!kapilavasthu itself appears
directly
In front of
eyes!in golden plate nine rathna fixed(laiden)
throne,
Holding throne
sword,belgode(white umbrella ),procession of
Cradle(ambari)
elephant takes place
piercing flag pathaake(………….?)To field!
Did not move
sanyasi samana then also!
113)now got
irritated manmatha!opens fearful
Form at once!rainy cloud covers.
Gudu gudu
sound of chariot sounds. In sky
Shows teeth
lightning.sound of thunderbolt drum
Takes
echo from border of horizon.
Crooked(ghastly,dreadful,karaala)
devil world universe
Making eye
brow to dance throwing open swords
Rushes with
concentration on burning light.
114)sky
itself is back,directions ear.hill peaks are horns(koore,canine….?)
Storm
ghinkara! Step of thunderbolt hit!earth is shaking
due to noise
of elephant of manmatha girimekhala
!
open
eye!leave leave your concentrated
penance
manmatha rushes!
Air
system!great rain! Poisonous rain!
Contineous
rain of burning charcoal ball!free
Kukkulada(…………….?)hissing
hissing breathlessness!
115) above
is raining sand dust pouring rain!
Below earth
is vomiting kudugesarinukku(boiling water …………..? river)
Shook
chest.body sweated to khuula(wicked………?) manmatha!
Attack
becoming useless,shouts and calls
Fanning
hand’deep dark incarnate
Cover so as to not open eyes for ever
star
eyes!hold lamps!Indra-
Gopas
light’s winking eyes also!!
116)aha!wonder!under
bodhi tree padmasana settled(lotus position)
Yogi’s body
light ray emited moon light’s lightlight is spreading!
Manmatha ran
away withh all his army!
Blows
fragranced air in sky
Again sun
appears.evening golden ray
Is fixing
fingure on earth!siddhartha
Has indulged
in father’s meditation.
fourteen
117)manmatha
left with all his army.
Padmasana
(lotus position) settled gouthama
contineously
Concentrated
mind.rised up faced
Fron love
and hatred,by fascination and logics
As liberated!gets
realisation.
All past
lives pass in front of eye.
Own’s and of
others.all past facts
Get
manifest(abhineetha…………?) as though have happened today only!
118) this
is first consciousness got.
Pubbenivasanu
ssatthi
jnana(knowledge).from evening six
to night ten
it was going
on.series of past births(lives).
Now second
session(yaama………?).bodhisathva got
Chuuthaapa
paatha!aasava itself is cause of this world(birth)
Knowledge
.superior karma !
And low
karmas(actions,deeds)!by such karmas
Again birth,rotation
of family cycle.
119)In third
session(yaama……….?) gets uncomparable
Yogi
aasavakshaya’s knowledge.Vipasana meditation
Contineuing-knows
sorrow is everywhere(omnipresent)
Desire itself is source cause of sorrow he comes to know.
Removal(eradication)
of sorrow is possible ,knowing this
Becomes
fascination,aasava,love (raga)liberatted.
Comes to
know path of eight parts.In early
Morning
sees these aryasathyas(nobel truths).
120)In early
morning full moon day moon drowning
Shines east direction.tearing
dark
Appears
bright bright ray.
This is
supreme punya(good deed) moment!enlightment
achieved!
Beating
wings birds flied to sky.
Playing
various kinds of good waves.
Flowers
showered(poured) fragrance in air.golden ray
Wiped out
tears drops of lotus smoothly.
121)feel of
supreme peace is covering enlightment
Was
attained.yogi told in close tone:
‘Came to
know people who will build house!
Again to
build this house is not at all possible.
Have got
destroyed house building materials!
Mind became
free(liberated).tearing all bondages.
Thirst
disappeared becoming non smeared(detached)
Let all disturbed
three worlds get peace .’
122)after
rise of knowledge(realisation) buddha
guru in seven
Seven days
(sapthaha) meditation this or that
side(near)
First
sapthha under bodhi tree
On shunya
throne which is not reachable to eye.
as
arudha(settled?) through day samatha
dhyana(equality meditation).
Through out
night indulges in vipasana meditation.
he has cut his own path.achieving his own goal
by himself
he became world guru sabbannu
123) In
second seven days standing at equal
distance
Without
winking eye sees bodhi tree(vrikasha)!
From Udaya
mountain (hill) slowly rising up
standing
like sun
image shining in sky.
Again
fixing feet on earth
firmly
Completes
Animisha vritha(vow).got
Enlightment
was attined under your feet telling like
this
In unlimited
meditation of tree feel observing.
124) third
seven days pearl spiled pacche(green)
Wandering to
and fro on carpet(nelahaasu) world guru
Gets
phalasamaapatthi!this is called chankima seven days by guru
Walking like this divine meditation!he getting
enlightment
Have passed
twenty one days then.
Still he has
not accepted food.kindful treasure
Has not
touched eyelid to eye lid know!
125)now
fourth week rathana ghara seven
days(sapthaha).
Siting
in northwest direction under bodhi tree
remembers
four nobel truths.ties formulas to
tell in a
simple way his knowledge to followers.
meditating
astanga path again and again ,
very
important base of his middle path
sheela,prajne,samadhi knows
remembers with concentrated mind.
,
126)fifth
week in
ajapala banyan tree
Shadow sits
and continues meditation.
Around are
gnawing(meluku) goats
As
though they have also drowned in yoga!
Then in half
cover again comes manmatha.
You keep
your knowledge to yourself gentleman(maharaya).
Don’t tell
to ten people requests!
‘world
teaching itself is goal’-steady(askhalitha,contineous) guru words.
127)Sixth
week at once sky becomes jambu
Fruit.rainy
clouds cover!
Gaplessly
pours rain of musala(onake……..?) flow .
A naga
called Muchalinda from botton of earth
Coming out
opening hood this much holding umbrella
Stands till
rain stops.!remembers
Buddha
Without telling me ad mineto say you
Is
joy(bliss)!which is higher than renunciation of selfishness.?
128)on
seventh week meditation upon a tree
(Located)In
south!gets phalasamapatthi
World
guru!Indra himself coming in person
water,neem
stick ,for body purity gives
harithaki.bending
head in anatha condition.
Meditation of seven weeks sapthaha(seven days) have
completed now
As told by
bhalluka thapussu saarthavahakaa(…………?)
Giving
madhupindaka becomes blessed.
129)brahma
himself comes and begs Buddha
To do dharma
wheel pravarthane(promotion).
To whom
enlightedness happens?to whom shall I teach?
Remembers
aradakalama and
Uddhaka!somebody
tells both of them having
Expired!later remembered
Who had cared
for six years
Panchavaggiyas!walked
searching for them!
130)to
remember those who have helped is
saddharma
(good
relgion) rising up in early morning Buddha walks.
Towards
Isili town.madhupindaka has given strength
To
leg.Buddha from manuvela walked
hundred and
twenty miles path by walk
covering
varana and asi rivers
joining
near
varanasi Isi town’s migadaya
abhaya
forest he reaches.
131) when
he was about to reach Abhayavana
A hermit by
name upaka came across
seing light
emiting buddha’s divine brightness
Asks with
wonder: who is guru?
Who gave
deeksha(initiation)? Kindly inform .
on asking
world guru stood for a moment and told.
Kindful vibrationless tone:I have
No
Guru!buddhathva is fruit(result) of meditation path.
132)to one
who has come to abhaya forest
by various
kinds of tree treasures pleasant to eye.
By birds
chirping pleasant to ear.service of green fan(chamara)
Is pleasant
to body.by aravattige(water storage?........)
support
pleasant to stomach.by collected flowers
smooth Fragrance pleasant to nose.
Seing here
and there standing ,slept, jumping
deers Buddha searched for left five people.
133)
Stone roof built by somebody,in leaf
hut!
Indulged in
various kinds of achieving paths
Penanciers!to
my leg sound
Seing
lifting up head,again bringing down eyes below.
Counting
rosary(chanting bead) from fingure tip.
Making lip
piti piti chanting manthras to themselves
by themselves,picking red wild
liquorice(gulaganji) seeds
filling
bowl,the so filled
134)spilling
outside,again picking in cup
Filling up
many achievers (practitioners)were found.
Where are
parivrajakas (peripatetic)who departed
from me and came?
At last they
were found!in lake bank
They are in
anustana (observance,practice)only?
Slowly world
guru walked towards them
Like loved
good grace,they also saw
Coming
near moving light
135)are!
Is he
not siddhartha?arabuda(…………?)
Indulging in
severe penance,at end leaving practice
Fallen in eating wearing work(trouble)?
Let him come
if he comes!deciding unnecessary
to rise up and honour him when those five
,were
tightened ,world guru who came near
Rises up
suddenly-as though lightning has touched!
‘held hand
and asked ‘how are you Gouthama ‘
136) like
this with freeness of friendship asking as before!’like
this it is
not to call holding name of guru’-tells buddhaguru.
With slight
laugh.leaving path of body punishment
I have
searched now newly new path !
Walked in
this path alone!! At end got
Enlightment(jnanodaya)!getting
liberated from
World
sorrows great nibbana(nirvana) path!!
137) see
keeping eye in eye.are you not
Seing any
change?are you not hearing new kind
Of firmness
in speech?new kind of movement?
First open
door and call come Buddha!
New air is
blowing!new golden light is passing!
Cloud is
secreting kindness rain.
‘have come
for your nibbana.journey
Opening middle
path for development of all!’
,
138)new
eye!new neck!new feet design!
Some
one as though playing string of
innermind
Veena
sound!it’s resonance in heart.
Again
defectless(nishkala) silence.as though bringing
outside consciousness.
Kuhu kuhu of
cuckoo!mind tells yes!
He is not
Gouthama.speech is like manthra(holy syllables)
Air is
smearing(stroking) deers smoothly.
139)’dveme
bhikkave’-telling cloud sound sounding
Is vibrating
(shaking)air on earth and in sky
In full moon
day light is weting deer-
Forest,above
covering white cloud around moon
Like
childern siting for hand meals.
Five stars
opening eye pilipili.
Started to
rotate dharma wheel in this punya(good) moment,
White moon
half globe like full moon!
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Buddhacharana-pravarthana
part(promotion part)(1 to 96):
A famous mahakavya of kannada
written by mahakavi dr.
sri.H.S.Venkatesha murthy ‘buddhacharana’ translated by dr raveendra
hosadurga.published by Ankitha pusthaka.gandhibajar main
road,Basavanagudi,bengaluru-560004.first edituon publishes in 18.10.2020.Iam
grateful to poet and his family members.
one
1)bhikkus!do
you want to get nirvana(liberation)?
First grasp meaning of middle path.
One is over
physical enjoyment
lolopthi(gluttony,greed)
Other one is
excess of body pubnishment dispassion
Renunciating
these two excesses walking siddhi(……….?)
Path is
called middle path.this is new vision of thathagatha!dear bhikkus!
Eight fold
path practice is method of getting it.
………………………………………………………………………………….
Siddhi=knowledge,accomplishment,attainment,succes.
………………………………………………………………………………………………
2)will tell
what are eight fold paths.
Right
vision,right determination,
Right
talk,right karmas(actions)
Right
job,right trials
Right attention,right concentration-
These eight
only are astanga.this is thathagatha formula(suthra)s
Without
leaving these eight in life
To attain
nirvana(liberation) this is only one
path.
3)there are
four nobel truths,know
There is
sorrow in world, desire itself is source of
Sorrow.there
is path to overcome that desire(plan).
Nobody has
told these nobel truths.
When
bhagavan buddha told like this
kondanna(koundinya) got
sothapatthi fruit(result) rising to
first stage
of jnanodaya(enlightment)!became first bhikku!
4)fifth day of full moon day of ashada month.
Calling desciples,observing with kindness
Informs(teaches)
buddha.! Awaken!
Will inform
which is meaningless(anartha)
I am not
this body!if I am it,
Would not
have been in sorrow!i am not
sensation(vedana).
If I were
vedana I would not have undergone
Sorrow!i am
not sanjna also!
5) if I were
sanjna,would not have suffered from sorrow.
Sanjne!i am
not sankaara also if I were sankara I
would not have been sorrowful.
Sankaara!i
am not chittha(mind) also!
chittha also
undergoes sorrow! You think
with
concentrated mind!bhikkus!
these are
not eternal!
therefore
only we will undergo
sorrow!know
this secret!
………………………………………………..
Sanjne=
perception,cognition, vedana=sensation.
Samkaara=formations,that
which puts together
Vijnana=consciousness,life
force,mind,
………………………………………………………………………
6)body,
senstion,sanjne,sankaara,vijnana
Are not
permanent!like that athma also.
As it is so
disinterest appears in mind
This
disinterest itself will give relief(liberation)!
Birth got
destroyed ,life got (became)lived
What is to
be done is done.nothing to be done
In
future!this is knowledge of
Liberation.recapitulate(manana)
my words!
7)silence
covers.lamp is burning alone
in
carner.oil finishing ,lamp is slowly
is drowning
itself in itself!sees
Buddha sees with kindness filled friendship(mythri) bhikkus.
Lamp got put
off(peaceful).there is light.words bud
Enlighted
inside.they became arhanthas.
at night
blossomed five shining stars.
Drowning and
rising in lake of full moon day!
two
8)By this
world(bhava) sorrow:relation with non dear people
is also
sorrow;when dearer people move
away
sorrow;getting of old age-disease-death
is also
sorrow! Know this tells world guru .
advice of
buddha made to open inner eye.
Remaining
four peoples also became Bouddha
dharmajnas.
Now in
animal forest six arahanthas!
9)teachings
of Buddha ,his divine personality
As soon as
seing only geting peace,peace of mind
Good news
spreading from one to one.
By
sorrounding town street petes(pets)
people came by walk.in cart.
in evening
under shadow ashoka(arali) tree Buddha guru
talks about peoples who have come.
Those who
have come listen with ears through out body.
10)smooth
brightness not pecking eye ,soft words
Close
tone,what is needed that much angika(a language)
Ears will
not get tired by hearing!eyes won’t get tired.
Submiting
fruits ands flowers,do sastanga.
Bringing
tender kids keeping at source of feet
Request to
bless guru.from day to day
Increase
vision desirers(visiters).
In these
days only a man called yasha came
11 and 12)
13)fire has
fallen.is burning flaming house
maaru(…………..?)
Can we wait
for water till morning?
Bless.once I
will see amritha rain.
Calling sri
guru.from inside is heard
Buddhaguru’s tone.send him inside
youth comes
inside.prostrates(does namaskarams).
Burning
body,eye brows have spread.beath is
passing
Keeps on
head his abhaya(fearless) hand Buddha.
14)a young
man called yash rich man had come.
Father is
crorear.unlimited wealth.
Bunglow
filled with servents.
Beauty lass
who held hand and came
to be touched after washing hands.
Drinks
dance music archestra
Through out
night.no peace of mind.
Is burning
inner fire,as havi(havissu) is poured(offered)
Brightening
exploding spark,stretching red tongue,
15)holding
hand bringing yasha to cool air coming
Yard ,in sky
pouring cool air showing moon ‘s
image ,let
inner fire cool he blesses.
seing him
with kindess spilling eye,let mind cool
let black serpennt Hidden huttha(snake house)
become cool.
Let tell
asthu asthu gods
buddha
cools excited fire.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
16)is
cooling chest fire. For touch of cool
air
Burning eye
is getting cooled . coming ddown is
rising
fever. Eyes close by themselves.
Sleep is
covering.on guru’s chest keeps
head and sleeps
youth with peace of mind.
Like
mothermaking childern to sleep by patting
Buddha pats
back of young man softly.
Eyes became tearful to koundinya then .
thhird
17)to make
to reach buddha words in all directions
Undertaking
departure(prasthana,journey) bhikkus go
In small
groups.Buddha goes towards Gaya
To see
kashyapa present there.
With there was limited family.
kashyapa has
divine siddhies
.he was as
though bright penance itself
getting body.when he came to ashrama
it was
evening time.
18)In
yajnavedi is running agni work(agni
worship)is
heard high tone manthra announcement(recital).
To see
buddha comes. kashyapa gets down from
stage(vedi……….?)
Telling
penance treasure welcome.
Exchane
safety enquiry takes place on both sides.
Later I will
remain with you only this night.
Making ready
to sleep in this fire(agni) school(room)!
Kashyapa
tells no with persuation(smoothly
,anunaya).
19)A ghata serpent
is residing in agni school(fire school,room)
It’s company
is not needed.on pond bank
There is
leaf hut which is prepared for
guests
only.you rest there tells
kashyapa
with hesitation.laughs Buddha.
there
are words to be told to me for serpent.
one night
leave me alone here.
Knowing
information of serpent only I have come.
20)reflection
of statue of my achievements that serpent.
Who will win
at end?myself or that samana?
Let it be
decided told kashyapa in small tone.
I can permit your desire
For
buddhaguru to remain in agni school to
stay.
Cooling is
fire,covering ash in oven.
Lamp is
enlighting in corner playing hood of
shadow.
becoming noiseless , silence has covered aroud.
21)Buddha
drowning in meditation with closed eyes by side of
Agni
vedi(fire stage).Buddha hears some loud
breath.if awakened from meditation and seen
nothing is
seen.this is breath of serpent.
Felt and
slightly laughed world guru.
Appear
kalinga(black) serpent!is it way of
welcoming
guest and enquiring about safety?
kalinga
appears like black shadow
22)burning
spark eye.stretching flashing tongue.
Loud
breath.spread swinging hood play!
Moon
smile!stretched hand for embrace!
Suddenly
spread fire hood is folding slowly!
Changes
style and feel.to unheard nagasvara(pipe,clarionet)
Hood
swinging for few moments.
like
fragrance coming out from kedage(flower),champaka…?).
garden
big(ghata) serpent comes and joins Buddha’s
begging bowl.
23)at early
morning kashyapa came opening door
Asks are you safe!safe ghata serpent also he shows
Begging bowl..if bent and seen kashyapa sees
As though spliting nose source(sele?nostril?.......)champaka
flower
Garland
piece(dande…….?).kashyapa joins
hand to
Buddha I am tired and surrendered
kindly
grace Bhikku deeksha(initiation).
even to my
desciple group also.
24)buddha
tells; sacrifice (yajna) means
relative.
No to make
ashes in oven.
Sacrifice
materials. Making chest’s vedi(stage?......)
Should burn
in it throwing six enemies.
let us all
indulge in such sacrifice.
Lifting
thamburi,tightening strings
Making it
moderate(hada),when rising sun plays red rays
In hand
appears amritha tune(dhuni) music.
25)are you
listening penance treasure that note
archestra?
That is
silent song.in unheard chest thambura
Peace rasa
getting body sounding bee song.
Is heard
tells in half closed eye,
nodding head
kashyapa.in opened eye and mouth
sees desciple group,forgeting outside world.
Giving mind
to inner in heart song
Without any
unconditional thathsama(equivalent to
it………?).
four
26)after
getting dharma initiation later
his two
brothers also,along with their
desciples
surrender to
guru thathagatha’s(Buddha)
good dharma(religion).getting enlightment
becomes
arahanthas.like
this desciples group expanded.
From
Gaya along with three kashyapa
Went to
palace.remembering words given to
Bimbisara in past.Gouthama getting-
27)
enlightment(bodhi) along with desciples
towards
palace.As arrival news came
arranged for grand welcome.
While Buddha
was staying in venu garden
of palace
king Bimbisara in person came by
walk
along with
family members
carries to
his palace.Buddhaguru
blesses.in
evening only gathers big
28)meet(function) in palace field.
First
kashyapa informs why he held Buddha
path.
From births
and deaths to indestructable (avinashi)
religion
Surrendering
.tells about how he left agni (fire)
worship. Telling sharanu to Buddha sharanu to dharma
sharanu to sangha thanking sits in function.
Function(assembly) announces
victory
with single
voice .sharanu to guru buddha!
28) big
meet(function) in palace field.
First
kashyapa informs why he held Buddha
path.
From births
and deaths to indestructable (avinashi)
religion
Surrendering
.tells about how he left agni (gire)
worship. Telling sharanu to Buddha sharanu to dharma
sharanu to sangha thanking sits in function.
Function(assembly) announces
victory
with single
voice .sharanu to guru buddha!
30)impermanence(temporariness),know meaning of nairthnya
(athmalessness).
Physical
world,our senses,body all
Earth,water,air,brightness,
unions.
when
everything is temporary only.
Desie to get
them anxiety is waste.
For removal
of sorrow first win desire
Live for
others,remove sprrow of many
Nairathmya
iitself is support to selflessness.
31)when
Buddha’s words were moving like this ,hearing,
Listening,religious eye of king had opened.
it is
experience which is not reachable
to words.
Mind is
getting clear itself by itself.
Is melting
joy tears from eyes.
Sharanu to
buddha!sharanu to dharma! To sangha(association).
Is telling
chest beat dava dava!king of magadha
Dedicate
venu garden to Buddha!
five
32)next day
day Buddhas desciple
Ashvajitha
When goes to
bhiksha(alms) to palace , sharadvatha
puthra
Sankhya path comes in front and wonders seing peaceful
appearance of
Sanyasi’s face.
Samana in
your eye is shining
Smooth light of moon light .
hiden
waves lake(pushkarini)
as though
has come getting body.
33)I have
felt.kindly inform!
Are you
thathvajna(principles knower)who is guru
who taught principles(thathvas) to you?where
is he?
I am not
thatva knower!guru is thathva
Treasure!he
is called buddha!
How to cross
ocean of life?to cross like that
Which is
path-sadguru has
taught like
this tells ashvajitha.
34)that
subdesciple had believed there is athma(self).
Only grosses
vanish salong with body.
Delicate
thing like athma has no destruction!
Along with
gross defects delicate(micro) also vanishes(gets destroyed)!
Without
destruction of athma , asmitha(identity)
has no destruction!
When athma’s
ego remains again birth!
Wonders yogi
of sankhya path
35)sariputhra,along
with friend moudgalyayana
Coming to
venu garden,surendering to buddha.
Leaving
mithya(false,myth) vision ,gets samyak(right) vision.
With
moudgalya becomes desciple of Buddha.
Gets dharma
teachings from sadguru.
Removing
jada(inert) wearing saffron,gets ethical (naithika)post,
Get by
knowing Buddha religion both,
Surrendering
to Buddha,dharma,sangha.
six
36)when
bhagavan buddha was in venu garden.
Mid
day,rich man of kosala comes to
see guru with close Family relatives!he is
Sudattha.
in donations
and religions he is
Giving hand
king.to him anatha pindaka(orphan
pindaka…….?)
Is famous
name!that good self (merit self)
About Buddha
guru ,about his religion
Has heard
through somebody’s mouth and come.
37)as
routine Amithabha in evening
dharma(religious)
Meet participating is pouring amritha(elixer)
rain.to thickly gathered people to see
him itself is good luck.to listen is divine experience.
‘fire has
fallen to fire.what is pulled
out and brought only remains.what remains is
not saved!
Burns
becoming ash(charcoal) money, grain ,treasure!
Cloth and
ornaments remaining in box!
38)in same
way what is donated remains;
Vanishes what is saved for self enjoymet!
Donation is
only method of saving earnings!
Donation
given to good fit people
is equal
to Making war for country!
Is it equal?
A hand higher.
By
distributing treasure what is present and people eat
Where is
necessity of war?where is selfishness ,greed!
39)for
donating people no smear of sin.
When call
comes no need to fear.
Happiness by
donation.by happiness(bliss)
mind
concetration attainment.
By
concentrated mind happens solutions of
sorrow.
donaters
have no smear(lepa,attachment) of karma.
So donation
itself is nirvana(liberation) I tell!when hand is lifted and given
how will
thirst remain?how will desire remain?
40)collected
treasure becomes jada(inert).when
it is given it becomes themeful(saara).
This is making pond’s water to flow to garden and land
Dharma of
growing grains to those who are hungry.
Good people
should follow this path.
If lamp is
given it is like giving light know
If Buddha
speaks in night’s path
Line of
lamps suddenly becomes light.
41)determines immeadeatly that
dandapindakana.Coming
from kosala .In shavasthi
builds very grand Buddhavihara!
Will
dedicate it to bhagavan Buddhaguru!
After
completion of function requests guru
in loneliness
Please
permit.bless by keeing
hand on head,For dedication of Bhavya vihara
you only come and bless.
42)silence
of half moment.slowly rising head
Tells
asthu(let it happen so).for bhikkus it
is inevitable
to reside in one place in rainy season.
In his
meditation studies while in
worrylessness.
I accept
gift for sangha(association).
Let
determination be attained(get siddhi).be
blessed
Let the
good work taken by you get
completed
Blesses
Amithabha with love.
seven
43)In venu
garden rainy season is completing.
Rainy season
is about to complete then
From
Kapilavasthu a chariot carrying king
mark(sign)
Comes to
Abhayadhama(residence) where Amithabh
was
residing.who came sees kondanna(koundinya)
first.banthe!
I have come as
representitive of king.have brought request of
king.kindly arrange meet.
44)Kondanna
asked:will you tell who you
Are?shall I
inform you request of king
To you?no
compulsion.
If you feel
like telling tell.let evening meet
complete first.later I will only carry to
Bhuddha’s vicinity. Getting preacceptance.
‘I am
childhood friend of guru’s minister’s son
Udaayi.father
of guru is requesting :
45)’Anikethana
who have left house, maaru(…………?)please
Come to
birth place along with bhikshu group(community).
Bless your
teaching amritha(elixer).let mother house
get tour
darshan(vision) and become joyful.
Accept
without telling no.blurred eye of
mother and father are anxious to see your face.
Bless luck
of vision to wife and son
Is
requesting shakyakula your arrival’.
46)had heard
your name!luck of seing you
Is got today.
Was thinking of coming
to Kapilavasthu to see you all Amithabha.
time has
come now.Evening you only
request
king’s request
toBuddha.relative!we
also have desire of seing
Kapilavasthu.let
that desire get fulfiled.
I will also
come if Amithabha accepts.
47)as it beomes evening people gather In
Bamboo
mantap.coming by walk,in cart
rising
chariot and horse.thickly congested(dense) in mantap.
Is sounding
people in one voice like ocean
sharanu to
guru Buddha!sharanu to saddharma(good dharma)
Sharanu to
sangha(group) bringing hands to forehead
Buddha like
mountain in meditation
bed(thadi)
Maniha
sallisuvaleya saathathyadadiyalli)
(
submitting namanas under continuity of
waves?)
(…………………………………………………………………………….?)
48)after
getting enlightment Gouthama first time
Saw his old
friend Udaayi!
Presses and
comes emotional excitement from heart
Spill tears
in eye.body shakes!
Wearing Sun
ray’s golden red saffron cloth
Appears like
silver hill Amithabha.
Is this
siddhartha ?light emitting eye.
Can he be
called friend ?
49)is it
possible to talk closely?fun?
Pressing
shoulder laughing fearless behavior?
How lake
of blossomed lotus became ocean?
How did it
wear eye tear rain bow?
How did
chandragindi(…………………?)made whole world wet?
How did swallow eye
shunya(zero,?) big field?
Bows head in
front of eye only to shape getting body
Wonders to tactics(technique,skill) of wonderful time
eight
50)at
beginning somebody play veena
Nods head
Buddha to it’s sound.
Afterwards intending fully filled gathering
Like clear
flowing river Buddha’s words.
Don’t
kill,don’t steal ,wear deeksha(initiation) of
celibacy,
Don’t
leave truth behavior for ever.
Become
greedless-these five vrathas(vows) only
I call
panchasheela ,relatives
51)followers
of Buddha follow all these without
leaving.
Love is
great.mythri(friendship) is higher than that
Let there be
friendship in whole world design.
To non
moving and moving let get friendship
feel
how moon
light gives cool to whole world.
Rejecting(dhikkarisi,bycoting……….?)
differentiation of high and low
Follow
middle path of astangas(eight parts).
For solution
of sorrow,that only is path of nibbana(nirvana,liberation)
52)regarding
your middle path I have heard what others
have told.desire to hear from your
mouth only again.will you kindly tell once
again bhagavan!silence for half a moment.
Later rises
bent head slowly
Amithabha:at
the beginning of function you
have heard
veena player playing veena?
Heard and
enjoyed it’s sweet sound.
53)shruthi(note)
was pleasant.sound nirjhari(stream?..........)flowd
And cooled
chest.in case if veena strings were lose
sound would
not have emited.
If strings
were made tight ,string itself tearing
Veena sound
would not have emited.
when body
enjoyment(lolupathe………?) increases production of more sorrow
if body is
punished much production of sorrow.
This only is
bhikkus middle path which I have told.
54)aha!emits
exclamation from function
Lifts and
carries principles(thathvas)
saamithi(………….?) like this
As air
carries flower fragrance.
Mutual
relation between veena strings
Meditating
old friend drowns himself
in
himself.till kondanna(koundinya) comes and calls
no knowledge
of outside.with slow laugh kondanna
carries him
to presece of Buddha.
nine
55)seven and
one years have passed after leaving
Kapilavasthu
myself.will return as successful man
Which I had
told to chandaka
Is
sounding ringing bell in ear.
Remembers
Buddha that night while
returning to
mother house(thavaru) now.enough water has flowd
in lap of
mother Rohini.kolies are
living with
shakyas adjusting.
56)sanyasa like this, without achieving loukika(this worldly,mundane)
This thought
brings laugh to Buddha!
Kept
good behavior with him, to run community
Also this thought brings satisfaction to mind!
Memory of
mother and father,memory of wife and son.
blured face of
father and mother.
Leaving
house at night who has forgotten body ad slept
Picture
appears in front of eye blur.
57)pictures
fade as though dust has covered.
Like in
mind past memories one by one
Like past
lives (births) flow and go.
Past
kaalorasu(…………..?). to kaalavahini( time flow……?)
Flowing
detached.will float and go off with
today’s wave
only past reflected images,non clear.
Forgetfullness
covers to old house ancient chair(peeta)
As though
dust covering!not clear.
58)like this
some thoughts passing in mind
Silent
Amithabha without talking anything
Journey is
moving though there is friend with.
Like paired
river not coming close(together)
Flowing
seperately.nature of sun light is like that only.
Though soil is touched will not fade it’s body colour.
Pouring rain
water as soon as touches soil
Mud!sun
light has no smear(attachment)of such
mud.
59)moves path.moves in inner mind
thought wave.ike that only fades.
Now in
middle of flowing river, pit of meditation.
Lamp not
shaking to air burns worryless
Eye closes
by itself.anaapaana(……………?)
Moves
covered various coloured clouds.
Only
blue.meditation doom covers.
Whole
world.sea has no wave now.
ten
60)as world
guru Siddhartha is coming
Again to
mother house!around him have spread
Many
stories. Not one or two seven
abuda(…………..?)
Sitting in
sitting place only has done penance.
Has not
drunk even a single drop of water!has not
kept even a single rice grain in mouth!no
external awakenness.
Indra came
himself personally surrendered to
Sri feet of
Buddha they tell those who have found directly.
61)getting
enlightment under bodhi tree now he is
Guru to
universe!in front of our eyes
only has
grown up Playing lagge ball!the plant
which we have grown in yard Now giving
shadow to whole world!if he speaks
becomes morning at night only.
from body
variety of colours emit-they tell
giving
chills to street,those who keep
skeleton.
62those who
know about path of meditation of
Buddha talk.what is middle path?
How many
nobel truths?how eight parts(astanga)
solves sorrows?what is role of
panchasheela?why
Buddha tells there is
no
athma(self)?talk about excetra
excetra
facts.when I will see
guru
wait,hear ,with anxity.
63)will guru
come in evening?no!comes in
morning and reaches our place.where he stays?
There is
palace only?will he desire support of king
One who has
left everything?In nyagrodha garden
Remains
buddha along with crores of desciples!
Shuddhodana
himself goes along with shakya group
Sees guru
with humbleness’
Ike that
only right!is Buddhathva ordinary?
64)like this
everywhere talk of Buddha guru
only.at that
night only by side of fort door
yard full
people gathering(jathra) has took place.
Are constructing barricade (thadegode………….?)
along
Uniform dress wearing
guards(securities).
Flying are
saffron coloured flags!
Instrument
players playing instruments are losening
Tightness of
throat speaking in eye only.
65)now early
morning.no place to keep leg.
Came mutthaides holding kalasa(holy vessel)
mirror
To welcome Buddha guru
King also
came.is seen white unbrella
Gouthami
along with!in order to welcome (receive)
world guru only!pity! mother what ever may be!
Have stood
behind shakya chiefs,holding
Flower
garlands see!horn players now-
66)indulge
in sounding horn.beat drum (dindima)
Dakkes(drums)
with emotions
Instrument
players.at distance is seen
saffron
flag!see with tread legs.
Oho!Buddha
came.search for
Past old
face in new features!
Daily
conversion thoughts this world’s is
Went wick
has returned as clean light.
67)on
one side in royal dress shakya king.
On other
side cheera(saffron……?) wearing world guru.
On one side
royal family !officers-people
On other
side ragalessness!bhikkhu group.
On one side
cycle of feelings!sorrow emotion!
On other
side non emotional god(bhagavan)!
For whether joy or sorrow tear flood is flowing.
Can be got
in embrace(arms……..) non reachable sky?!
68)body
bends to shuddhodana itself by itself;
Becomes big
hand.along with Gouthami
kneeling knee to ground congradulates.
Kindness
statue Sugatha lifting up king
Tells: I
will give teachings of good dharma
Which no son
has given on earth.
Mother don’t
sorrow.wipe tears of father.
Have brought
medicine to sorrow solution defect!
69)will come
to palace resting in banyan( nyagrodha,)
Evening.will
talk two words to those who have gathered.
Now permit
me.,telling world guru
speaks one
or two words with his
aqauinted
people.peaceful face seal Buddha guru
in chest of
those who have come presses unfading
mark.Buddha without ubbara(abundence,increase,excess)
like serious
river slowly recedes towards
residence(bidadi?)
eleven
70)afternoon Sugatha
along with few bhikkus
Goes in royal path of kapilavasthu
To rise
bhiksha.bald head.on body
three
chevaras.In right parikaara(bhiksha bowl).
on which
streets he was moving on chariot
Walking on
same path rising bhiksha(alms)
When
Shuddhodana came to know
sends
request to not to do like this.
71) how
shall I not maintain (keep up) my
religion myself?
If king
calls(invites) one day will do meals
in palace only
along with bhikkus!
Tells
Amithabha in detached tone.
Getting rest
for half a moment during day
Calls (makes
to come) minister’s son.close relative
Want to see
chandaka.with him
Holy place
where Kanthaka was burried(soiled)
72)has gone
down very much chandaka.Buddha
keeping hand
upon his head blesses.
Tells:Siddhartha
in getting Buddhathva
Your role is
very high o friend.
You have
also portion chandaka in great success
Please carry me to place where
kanthaka
Is in
eternal sleep!want to see.
73)to north
in vast field of palace
Small soil
elevation,lawn cover blanket.
By side only
one surahonne (………….?)tree.has
Spread
shadow on elevation.guru Amithabha
On spread
stone bed there siting in
Earth
touch(bhusparsha) posture
looking that
elevation only,
Meditates
remembering Kanthaka,
74)asks in
small tone minister’s son
Amithabha:bhanthe(…………….?)
when you come to palace
in evening is there permission to see
to life
friend(beloved?) of purvashrama(past ashrama).?
To
Rahula?suddenly answers bhagavan.
The penance
which she has undertaken pains
can Buddha
forget?if forgoten
is there any
value to mythri(companionship) kindness friend!?
75)minister’s
son udayi and chandaka
in wet eye
looking Sugatha
congradulate
bending head.
presses hand
of chandaka shakya muni
in kindness
filled love.Chandaka if you
want to see
come without hesitation.
you have
open door welcome.
Wiping
eyes chadaka departs.
twelve
76)after
reduction of sun light,Sugatha ,leaving
His
residence,along with comovers moves
towards
Palace of
king.people on both sides of road
stand and
see their towns prince
who has become Buddha telling jaya jaya ..
feet journey
is moving in three lines,
here
hood!playing tail behind somewhere.
77)in
upstairs thickly populated
(congested) people
Holding
flower basket, pour flower rain from above.
Remembers in same street osn past
A beauty
getting from nibbutha post(word……..?)
who
brought to his memory Nibbana(nirvana,liberation) Amritha moment!
One
word which stimulates other meaning than
Definition(pari bhashe)it’s own meaning is
another wonder!!
Remembers
her in base of gratitude.
78)Buddha.when
king came to palace yard
From
upstairs behind veil
stands and
sees along with son Rahul.
That penace
treasure Yashodhare with eye tears.
Sorrow
spills and comes.along with joy of
seing
Buddha!along with salt ocean
flag hoisted
boat(ship) also as though falling to eye.
see child he
himself only your begeted father!
79)grand
father is holding hand and talking
Is that
person! He himself only!Having hundreds
of flowers
Behind
Channakesari( gul mohar…?) tree wearing
Saffron
appearing like moon.
after eight
years he has come home
houseless.as
world guru!come mother
we shall
talk!no child!kindness treasure
comes here
only by
himself.let us wait here only.
80)Buddha
walked further.holds hand and walks
Old shuddhodana. For dharma teaching
people have congested in field of palace.
Amithabha
sits on stage in lotus
position.kondanna(koundinya) has stood behind.
Silence
covers.sitting whole body
as ear neraviyannomme(…………?) sees.
Speaks in
bold serious tone Buddha.
81) this is
original base to me.mother Gouthami and father
Made me to
grow up with very much affection..
Good wife
,little son leaving at mid night
I
went.wearing cloth. Indulged in solid
Severe penance.punished body.
at the end
of seven years enlightment appeared to
me.
this is not
path for development of this world(bhava).
Under bodhi
tree became meditation fixed.
82)enlghtment
was attained.became Buddha,on full moon day
Nibbana(liberation)
path flashed in front of eye only!
Who
Walked is myself .to that walk
cooperated
Many people! first remembers horse Kanthaka
and Chandaka.renunciating enjoyment life,
in middle of
upset only,who penanced like firm
middle
land(nadugadde……?)who penanced is hand
held.
as per given
words have come again .
83)to
distribute got fruit and eat itself is
religiousness..
ploughing
land sowing growing doing work(kayaka)
gives food
to those hungry plough yogi.!
Karma means
like this,accepted religion
Sincere celebration(behavior)!karma won’t leave
anybody.
Karma has
fruit(result).giving fruit to help
When walked
no attachment of karma.body,mid,speech itselfs
Centres of
production.grasp this.
84)will tell
to king:this work is under control of karma(work,deed)!
Therefore
you do sathkarmas(good deeds)!
Sathkarma
itself is friend,bad work itself is enemy.
When died
karma only stands behind.
Keep body
mind purely.
Try to get
peace of mind.
nothing is
higher goal than this to this life.
Palace is
fire fallen house feel
85)bydesres happiness(joy) can’t be got king
Good
deed(athkarma) to heaven and bad deed to hell.
Pulls away
people like rised flood.
To reduce
karma force only indulge in
Good deed
life long.beyond (crosses) joy and sorrow
free base itself is called nibbana(liberation).
In daily
changing this world everythig is
momentary only!Nibbana (nirvana,liberation)
only is permanent residence.
86)let good
happen to all.let favour happen to all.
Let friendship
and kindness lead world forward-
Buddha tells
his chest’s words.
Everybody
felt as though Buddha talking
about their own self
While river
flows thousand bogases(joined palms)
fill
up.thirst dries up to all!
Sharanu to
guru Buddha!shout (uggadisu……….?)people
Somebody
in gathering!echoes (resonates)that
word.
87)eye
border gets wet to Shuddhonana.
Mother
Gouthami wipes tears with saree border
Two got
sothapathi fruit
immedeatly
!dispassion took place in their mind.
Here heavy
rush for darshan of Buddha guru!
There lonely
penancier yashodhara devi.
Revolution of wave;in middle closed lotus bud.
In pond of
tears stagant boat eye.
thirteen
88)how are
rules of sanyasies.have heard
Sanyasi
should not see wife of purvashrama(past ashrama)
(previous
ashrama).how is matter of Buddha.
World guru
can’t be called ordinary sanyasi(hermit,saint).
I will not
see him by myself.
People say
Buddha as kindness statue(karunya murthy).
If he comes
by himself and sees it is all right.if does not come
will think
this much itself as prapthi and remain
here only.
89)thinking
like this yashodhare remains alone
in harem(anthahpura).did not come for
anything this female birth with sigh.
How ever
much blocked (obstructed) sorrow is
spilling and coming.
Then comes
her close friend(sakhi) Ambike.
Devi to see you Buddha is coming.
King asked
me to inform you.quickly prepare
To
welcome.no time now!
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
90)could not
believe words of ambike.
yes?is athma
friend(soul mate) coming here?
Devi runs in
hurry with upset
To inner
house,fruits and flowers are ready there
Sees in
mirror for a moment.Ambika!
Prepares
seat(chair).asks to call Rahula
quickly to friend in hurry.
Breaths
in high speed that saadhvi(saint,gentle woman?)
91)sound of
steps was heard.came.
first mother in law Gouthami ,behind only
Siddhartha!
bites
teeth,enlightment attained world guru.
Sits in
Bhadrasana and sees emiting
kindful vision.asks are you safe.
Without you?
Somehow preventing tears,
Bends.shall
I touch your feet?
Don’t
prevent (obstruct) tells in eye only-
92) to
bhikku who came along with.
from tears
becomes wet guru god buddha’s feet.
Speaks Buddha in tone without rise or fall .
Left you and
went,without telling a sinle word
That I will
go.was inevitable. Went leaving house to
put off world’s sorrow.you beared.leaving joy
treasure.
Protected
son;excusing left husband.
93) Ihave to
ask you two questions.
Is there
permission?rises eye ad sees.
Fish has
disturbed pond.wave slowly coming
is touching bank.buddha sees
bhikku.all
will come outside.except
mother Gouthami.Sugatha sees.
Tears
rolling in eye of left one(wife)
In
silence.as though telling ask question.
94)softly
presses shoulder Gouthami.
Indicating
in fingure only to daughter in law to
tollerate.
In all
joys he
was with me
In
liberation joy why did you depart?
Couple(pair,dampathya…….?) vow without acceptance of wife
Can husband
break’-sees in eyes.
Keeping eye
srtaight.preventing sorrow somehow.
Waits for a
while and talks Amithabha.
95)for world
favour forgot devi(godess) personal joy.
If believed
liberation joy itself is joy Iam
with you now
also.choise is yours only.you only
decide.I
know family is useless(themeless).
you are
penancier who stood in house only.
Searching for
light I left house.
You became
eternal lamp in this house.
96) sea
became peaceful.attacking rainy cloud.
Moving away
became sky cloudless sky.
It is not
possinle for all to know depth of sea.
Calling
Rahula Buddha gave fruit
Blessed.suddenly window
opening
came
pleasant air.wiped tears slowly stretching
it’s
non existing
hand.buddha rised up.
Walked with
slow steps outside.
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CORRECTION)
A famous mahakavya of kannada
written by mahakavi dr.
sri.H.S.Venkatesha murthy ‘buddhacharana’ translated by dr raveendra
hosadurga.published by Ankitha pusthaka.gandhibajar main road,Basavanagudi,bengaluru-560004.first
edituon publishes in 18.10.2020.Iam grateful to poet and his family members.
Buddhacharana
–deeksha kanda (Initiation part,consecration part( 1 to 63):
1)Buddha
seing Path equal to noga(yoke) measure
Seing
walking in streets streets of capitol
Melted house
wives(garathies) wipe tears
in saree
border.prince who is to go under white
umbrella
sitting in
silver chariot for victory journey
, balding
head,wearing saffron clothes
holding
begging bowl(kappara) in hand
in front of
house and house standing in silence
to which
mother there will be no
stomach burning?how
did he made mind !(managondano…….?)
leave long
sigh.found which joy ‘which
is not found
in wife and son’s friendship.
made mind to
such kindless(nistura) mind see!’
laments(halubu).making sound in nose .
2)you left
place and went.what happened
Here later
you don’t know.for having
left family
without objecting you
What crime
happened by me I don’t know.
Why did he
pain!why felt like leaving?
Kid has to
grow without seing his father’s face?
What is it’s
mistake?female gut is that
of
siddhartha!if he sees one eye tear drops
holding hand
laments through out the day.
anybody
talked anything friend?should not get tears in
eye to
one who has held hand!.
That
kindful was lamenting through out day’
She pained
he told ,king to Amithabha.
what a pride
in daughter in law to him!
3) you went
in family ocean
Fallen
struggling this world development
Here she
also penanced like you.
under took
penance leaving rice food.
Wearing
naarumadi(silk cloth?………?),without sleeping in bed(soft)
Without
wearing ornaments.without festival meals(bhakshya bhojya).
Though in
house lived like sanyasini
For begeted child eating food without salt and bitter(khara)!
She without
weeping herself as we also weep
Somehow
bearing sorrow.for your fruit of penance only
Indulged in
many (vrathas) vows,in youth of eating this saadhvi(saint………?).
As though
yielding to old age at an early age in her youth.
With single
desire of your success.
4)kindness
spilled in young woman amithabha.
Spoke in
firm tone: I will wecome her by going where she is there only.
Then she
understands my anxiety.
Will
understand this mind sorrow of world
anxiety(attention).
Individual Can’t include universal
Includes
hundreds of rivers sorrows big sea
Me to cry
for myself is natural.
Pained
should cry for world.then only meaning to
pained
pain,telling like this Buddha went himself.
To leave
self centred life itself is sanyasa(hermitship).
Words won’t
touch mind’s experience.one
Who has held
hand and walked will understand my pulse beat(rythm);
Tells chest
talk without considering word meaning.
5)till there
was Amithabha in birth place
Daily
hhundreds of people jijnasus(knowledge
desirers)
Used to come
near him.getting solutions to doubts
become
bhikku taking initiation(deeksha).
In king’s
family from each house
One becomes
desciple of Buddha.
Nanda,ananda,anuruddha
excetra are important
Among
them.that devadattha also.
Cousin to Buddha.from beginning only
Was hating Buddha.grandeur of Buddha pecks his
eyes now.
Sees dream
of becoming chief of association(sangha)
today or tomorrow.
Follower of
Buddha that Devadattha also.
Knows
knowingly(knowing what is to be known……?) inner inside of mind path.
6)When
Buddha was residing in nyagrodha(banyan)
garden
Every
evening takes place jijnase(desire to
know) regarding Buddha religion.
Now and then
along with Gouthami
guru’s wife also comes to listen Buddha’s words
opens to
inner house then many holes.
her mind
moves towards new religion
while
returning in same path that mother and daughter in laws
run
conversation about new topics.
when some
knots(sikkus) remained by asking guru
only
to get
solutions Yashodhara decides.
Her
religious love feeling very pleasant,
Solves
Buddha doubts with affection.
How
pushkarini(well,pond,lake) cools air
In same way
makes mind healthy guru’s words.
7)brother of
Shuddhodana is suklodana.
Two sons are
there.one is Anuruddha.
Another one
is called Mahanama.
They
Under influence of Buddhaguru
Decided to
become bhikkus.Anuruddha requests
Permission
of mother for family renunciation
To mother,
don’t want to become sanyasi(hermit).
for shakya
community then
Baddiya was
king.mother
Tells:if
Buddhiya becomes bhhikku
I will also
give permission to you! When Anuruddha went to
Baddhiya and asked ,he accepted!
Along with
Baddhiya Anuruddha also
As snyasi
Holds religion’s path!
8)no
superior and inferior,no differentiation.
When
Buddha’s kindness path is open to all
Hair cutter Upali also becomes Bhikku!
Equal
equality!equal base (level) without ladder.
Head
top(netthi) burden of centuries becomes
light.
This is path
of great liberation.making shoulder to touch
Buddha’s
followers move,
Keeping
fixing firm steps towards station.
Tell sharanu
to elderly bhikku newly
Who has
become bhikku!forgeting one’s old dir!
Holds Buddha’s feet and will get liberated.
Many leven
caste people as bhikkus!
Rain of
kindness pours everywhere.
Dew drop
pearl to each grass hood.
9)is
association of bhikkus enough god(bhagavan)?
Is not
needed bhkkuni’s sangha(association)?asks.
Mother
Gouthami toBuddhaguru now and then.
Give equal
portion(part) even to females also
Who form
half part of universe.
Is
development of male only enough for
religion?
Is it impossible
for women vow sincerity?grace
Kindness
treasure to females also as bhikkuni
Chance of
achieving nibbana(liberation)!bhagavan
Becomes
silent some how!’priya(dear) Ananda
Till time
permits we shall wait’-tells.
What is
thought in inner mind to bhagavan.
Tears then
spill in Gouthami’s eye.
Controls
mother some how her emotion.
10)is Buddha
religion is it only sanyasi(hermit) religion?
There is
sangha(association ) of bhikkus true.
Family
holder can follow Buddha as
worshipper(uoasaka)!
Both have
few rules(conditions)!there is permission to earn
Property for
worshipper(upasaka)to become worshipper
Vidhyuktha(formal,solemn...)
ritual is not needed!
To become
bhikku there is ritual called
‘upasampada’.Buddha
himself decides
Who is
upasaka and who is bhikku!
Like this
religion Buddha got extended.
By donating
good suitable people what ever is earned
Who loses
karma smear(stroke) is upasaka.
Asana(food
)-cloth-residence
Family
holder knows it as his duty(right?).
11)protecting
from step father to boy called sopaka
had given fearlessness(Abhaya) amithabha.
If asked
which is one
boy tells
food needed by all!
If asked
what is two
boy tells
universal creation is by names and
forms.
Desire-fascination-hatreds are family attracters.
If told four
means four nobel truths.
Form-vedane(sensation)-sanjne-sankaara-vijnana
Are
five tells boy in bold tone.
Five senses
and our mind
Seven are parts of enlightment.
Eight
astangas.worlds are nine.
Buddha guru
your paramies are ten.
12)Nanda is brother
ofBuddha.kalyani is his bride.
Nanda who
has forgotten body in her fascination
In order to
develop(lift) him once asked hold begging bowl
For a while
he kept in hand to hold for little time
Did not take
it back again at all!
Buddha means
great devotion to Nanda.
like this
holding bhiksha bowl became bhikku.
Is it
possible to become bhikku without moderateness(hada) of mind?
Asks:grace permission
to return back!
using yoga
power shows god(bhagavan)
All body
beautiful pure queens!
‘if I get
these,will remain as bhikku’
doing great
achievement will become arhantha.
Now lamp
won’t desire oil and wicks.
13)requesting
Buddha guru which is infinet treasure
Get that
told rahul’s mother.’
‘Endless
treasure is kappara(begging bowl)!
Bhanthe(honourable
sambodhane……?)give bhikku intitiation to this boy
Tells
bhagavan to saari son then.
Like this
became samanera little boy.
With
shedding tears shuddhodana came
Requesting
Budda’without father’s acceptance
Don’t give
bhikku deeksha for ever-
Bhagavan to
children-tells.
Buddha
kissed king on that day .
To become
bhikku next acceptance of elders is necessary.
This is
compulsory rule.without father’s acceptance
Bhikku
deeksha should not be given to childern.
…………………………………………………….
(kappara=begging
bowl)
………………………………………………….
14)morning from shravasthi of kosala one
Vartha
vahaka(news carrier….?) came.brought
good news
that in shravasti dandapindaka
built Buddha vihara is completed.
Amithabha
himself has to accept vihara of
jethavana(jetha
garden).next day leaving
kapilavasthu
has to move towards Kosala.
Deciding
like this Sugatha took permission of
Shuddhodana.telling
final good bye to mother gouthami
And wife of
purvashrama(previous ashrama)
Next that
bhikku along with community
Undertakes journey
to shravasthi Amithabha.
along with
Buddha son Rahul also went.
wet eyed
mother,biding good bye to old.
15) jethavana
belongs jetha king’s
Son(prince).Paying
heavy amount purchased
Jethavana
rich person called anathapindaka.
Builds very
big size vihara
For
residence of Buddha.left jetha his land
part as gift.
Now
construction is completed.
Buddha only
receives with hands directly that Buddha
vihara.
King of
kosala Pasenadi is also coming.
To that good
function of celebration
of dedication
of that vihara.
What is
present what is not there in jethavana
vihara?
Nobody has
built such vihara.
Library,dining
hall,front yard
Function
hall not filling even if how many people
sit.
16)here and
there ponds.path to be walked bath room
Multistoried many rooms buildings few
To Buddha
guru extended meditation temple.
Store
rooms,line of latrines here and there.
Stone mantap
for practice of yoga of bhikkus.
Time to
time Flower giving various kinds of trees.
Fountain,on
green elevation
Stage of
bodhi tree.one tree lovable to Buddha.
mango,banyan
old trees.
champaka,sirihonne,banni,neem
stage.
In east
direction one lotus pond.
Gadaga
worn pure clear water wells.
Smooth
fragrance of parijatha.in thongalu(………….?)
Body
forgotten siting singing of cuckoo there.
17)next this
jethavana became lovable to sugatha.
Has
spent much time of longevity in
This jethavana.in good muhurtham pindaka
dedicated jethavana to guru Buddha.
On that day words which he spoke
can’t be
forgotten by anybody.
Again without rise and fall
Serious
bodhamritha had flowd.
Like clear
water river.manthra innocent pasenadi
lord.
Buddha
bodhamritha as though carrying to some world to lord.
Buddha
told:daily conversion is world’s nature!
Now storm
next moment vibrationless.
Not even
leaf won’t shake.burning path.
Now next
moment evening.ashes of night.
18)metal(kancu)
mirror is changing daily.
Bald
head.where did your curley hair’s go?
Are you he
or this bhavanthara(births and births………?)
By hiting
land you were lifting water in past.
Now
difficult even to lift and keep leg.!
No goal.to
climb steps of house breathlessness.
What an
interest in support of this body!
How much
energy food!doing very much maintainance
What is
supported will be protected!life is baradodalu(body of draught……?)
Know body is
karma dependent.
Indulge in
retirement.indulgence (privritthi,instinct)is sorrowful.
Time comes
leg sound is heard.
What comes
along all of you think
No
servent,no grain, no house,no mata(mutt)!
19)to become
non existing itself is plan to exist
Possible if
away from lust smell
Eradication
of sorrow,dharma itself is lamp
If there is
lamp , path is seen at night also
This great
person holding lamp of religion in hand
Is moving at
night fearlessly.
What ever is
earned
wIthout
saving and losing,he uas given and saved.
Like this
few are healthy, though they are house holders.
In real
meaning followers of Buddha.
Though in
temple have achieved field(bayalu).
Buddha path
is open for family holder also.
Name of
place is written in index figure.
Buddha is
only hand post for nirvana(liberation) path.
To walk is
yourself.what sees is your eyes only.
20)divinity
of Buddha is jealousy to devadattha.
Now in
palace son of bimbisara
With
compulsion keeping king in jail
Has held
power as himself as authority(power).
I will take
him under control
By this
decision making mad pricks ear.
Amithabha
making bimbisara mad
Tells he has
captured state treasury .
Friend
of Bimbisara is my enemy
Believes
words of devadattha new king.
Somebody’s plate free food eating bhikkus
Wander
in stunt
of sanyasi(hermit)
from palce
to place. This ill sentence(apa vakya)
itself is complaint of devadattha.
21)theme(kernel,summary)
of Buddha religion(dharma)-
-How it is
simple like that
Buddha daily
routine is also simple.that simplicity itself
is difficult
to be followd by others??(………………?)!In early morning only
Buddha rises
up.after rising prepares water to bath by himself.
He washes
and cleans his clothes by himself.
Later seing
diseased bhikkus
Nurses.again
till afternoon
indulges in
meditation.afterwards
holding
bhiksha bowl in near town
food
collection.along with few desciples only.
If called to
house meals with desciples.
Low tone
conversation.limited quantity meals.
Teachings,if
asked lesson of meditation yoga.
22)later
coming to residence (bidadi) little
rest.
Late along
with bjikkus lonely conversation.
After they
go for meditation
To indulge
in meditation alone!when sun light reduces
And becomes
evening
To gathered group teachings of mydana(bayalu…….?).
Later
evening bath.talk with desciples.
Solution of
doubts,later lonely moments.
While
meditating only little path to and
fro(shathapatha).
Whether rain
or chills will not miss daily routine
Holding small
umbrella ,in drop rains only Buddha guru
See him walk
bhikkus with wonder.
This is time
system(time karma).daily behavior ethics.
Stands now
and then talking with
buded
tree.asks safety with smile.
23)complete
moon can’t be tollerated,excited
Angry
sea.hisses.hiting hood sounding
bhor-bhor
Worshippers
of mari (godess)drum helly sound
Getting
emotional by whip beating onself by oneself.
As though
getting marked(bare),blood melting,
Body is becoming red sandal tree.
Without
tolerating moon rise of
Buddha followers of other dharma(religion),
attack(occupy)
from all directions
as though we
shall see lamp in middle of sea how will
it stand.
‘tells what
comes to mouth samana muni;
No athma at
all.no relation of creator
We will only
walk and reach place!!
24)run (take
place) arguments and discussions!when words fail
Becomes hand
in front.one who can understand can
become clear.Sugatha rising tone without
giving place
to conflict(sangharsha,friction).flows like
flowing deep river.
Those who
are understand bathe;cooling thirst.
flow without
mixing like many rivers
Remaining
people.Tthose who know meaning of kasavara(gold.wealth)
walk their
own walk.they indulge in producing
splitting trials.concealing face in mask of
saffron
holding
umbrella only piercing back wicked people!
In sangha
only are taking place many kind of bad
techniques.
Among them
one leader is buddha’s blood
Relative!what all he done is for
selfishness.
25)a bhikku
called purna came to sugatha
Requested.worshippable
give me permission.
To cruels
who are not likable if seen I am
Going to
teach principle of non violence.telling happy
He asked
purna.bhikku blamers scold.then what do you do?
Only
scolded;did not beat I will tell!
Bhijju did
they beat you?if beat
Let them
beat!what a good people!
did they not
pierce with sword!did they
pierce
you?Let them pierce.did not kill I will tell!
In case
if those blamers killed you?
What a good
people reduced burden I will tell!
Buddha
blessed!go you will become blessed!
26)as
enlighted have spent twenty years.
He was in
house(arama?.....)Buddha was there.
Thinking in
world what kind of distorted people(vikrithas)
are
there,wicked named Angulimala was
indulged in horrible works.
Kindless,cruel,violence
enjoyer,has indulged in
murder and
robbery in jalini garden(forest).
People are
afraid of even going that side now.
Last night
also he has killed many.
Buddha who
was sitting thinking decided
And rised
up!now only I will go to jalini.
This should
not be known even to king of kosala
Amithabha
informing to Ananda
Went to see
supreme wicked.
27)firmness
of decision was there in Buddha feet.
When came
near jalini cattle watcher(danagaahi……………?)
Comes in
front and tells.next non enterable forest
There
wanders holding open knife.
Wicked than
wicked animals cruel Angulimala.
garland of
fingures of killed people itself is his
his rosary(chanting bead)!
Then I
should see him
Buddha
walked entering horrible jalini.
Path where
cartlines of sarthas(group of moving merchnts…?) had moved
Held and
went Buddha alone.leaving-ananda behind.
listening
jikara of forest,I will see missed path child
telling himself in himself that kindful.
Ray,is
separating big forest’s curley hairs.
28)night
covered.deep dark is
slowly
clearing.stars are like as though
some
body has allowd to float lamp in river.
Half moon,playing eye closing game above
In between
tree branch.big forest is getting body
In
ear.gapless jikara of insects and creatures
Is sounding
as shruthi(note).beats drummer
Getting roar
of tiger movement(gathi…….?).
Stars
started now soundless singing.
Somebody
shouts ‘stop stop’ behind
Bringing
rasa break.if turned back and seen
Appears in
light of dondi(panju,hand light)
As though he
himself is one
Burning
panju(lamp),sacking(seledu…….?) shining
small sword
making to shine Angulimala.
29)Buddha
tells to him in slow voice:
‘I have
stood you are the one who is not standing!
I have stood
away from life violence.
Have
stood like fearless in front of fear
Depending
upon kindness have stood friend.
Showing
index figure to peace path
Have
stood.take my this figure.
As an
indicator sow peace path’.
Once body
shakes!comes down rised hand!
Buddha
keeping eye in eye comes near.
Keeping
steps one by one in slow walk
Suddenly
flashing light dig in chest of
that killer(murderer).
At depth of
chest something julu julu flowing
Mother of
some birth as though opening eye.
30)bends
hood snake in kethaki garden
Fades fire
in pouring milky light.
In night sea floats ship of light.
Figure showd
direction,to directionless at end .
Something
tumult;some why tears,sense of gut.
Body had
bent like sea wave in front of mountain.
Held
shoulder and lifted Angulimala.
Stretched
index figure towards eastern mountain.
East
direction is becoming red.
birds are now throwing (kodvuttha………?)wings
in
forest at once thousands of
necks(tones) are blossoming.
Various
kinds of chirping(chilipili)
Melodious
tones drop rain is beginning now.
Guru in
front.behind Amgulimala is walking.
Resembling
,like shadow following lamp.
31)on Sunday
morning upasampada
Angulimala taking deeksha (initiation) from guru
day of
becoming bhikku.People won’t believe such
conversion!balding
head,
wearing fire
coloured cloth.
he only
indulging in murder and robbery
sinner who
had worn Angalimala?
People
thickly congested see with wonder.
Buddhaguru
is teaching five determination formula .
King
pasenadi also witness to upasampada.
In
function hard breath is also hearing
Such
soundless silence.emitting kindness
Amithabha
tells about panchasheela.
32)I will
accept lifekillinglessness
I accept
lifekillinnglessness
Will not
steal further ,will not steal next
Will not do debauchery,will not do debauchary
Will not
speak false will not speak false
will not
take intoxicating substances
asthu!asthu!all
told
blesses
Amithabha to new bhikku while
light was
spilling in eye.Then pasenadi
Stands
up and did namaskarams to feet of
Buddha.
Congradulates
now to one who has become buddha
Will not
stone melt due to rain of moon?
will not chest
flower blossom hand touch of sun?
33)like this
what ever is touched will not get life
Jiva should
be in hand.behind touch
Love forming
pit should be anxious(in tumult).
If touched
only enough rising standing desire
Should be
there to receiver(paathra………..?).either
by blindness
Or by leg
slip if incidentally touched is it
Touch!keeping
mind(inner mind) if touched
With
affection it is humanity.a fist of medicine to
Holemadi(………….?).likegolden
ray of sky touching soil.
Like
standing mountain touching moving sky.
Like morning
ray coming touching lotus
Like
shruthi(note) prepared veena touched by fingure
Like
kindness touching murderer.
34)attainment
should be also there.playing with Buddha
Growing see
Devadattha who came to old age!
Though with
Buddha intellect has not changed.
Has pecked
eye Buddha’s fame and honour.
At night
came to feet of Buddha alone.
Still how
much time will you labour without gap?
Rest.leave
throne to others.
Buddha
remembered this word told by
somebody previously!!who?maara?sangha has
has held
cross path day by day walking!
Even
murderers are becoming bhikkus in sangha(association).
I am
disgusted.close desciples ask me to build new sangha
Buddhas
answer is only one smile.
35)goes like
a man who has taken bad donation.
Throwing(kodavu…….?)
cloth that devadattha!
Then only
came ananda.in his face
Depression(sorrow)
has filled.tears in eye border.
Sees Ananda
as though asking what
World
guru.Ananda tells:bhagavan from
Kapilsavasthu
news has come now.
Father is
bedridden.death is nearing.
End desire
of seing you to begeted
Holds hand
of close disciple Buddha.
Production(birth)
carries and brings it’s death.
Without
responding to call come no other path
Early
morning only have to go to birth place.
Asked to
Ananda to prepare for journey.
36)on coming
to kapilavasthu in palace
Sorrow had
covered.soon after seing buddha
Closed eyes
blossom slowly.
Again close
as though screen falling
To life
drama which had run without obstruction
so far.
Mother
Gouthami bites lip and bears sorrow.
Daughter in
law presses her shoulder.
Like pond
water has no waves.seems like that
Then drowning himself in himself
As though
meditating , eye of world guru.
Those who
have to come came and dedicated namanas.
Melts in air
incense of scentad stick
As though
writing something in field(bayalu)
As though
wiping what is written with own hand.
37)when
Buddha went to palace Gouthami
Tells
:bhanthe(honuorable sambodhana) this mundane(loukika) is enough.
Giving
bhikku post bless me.
King who was
like begeted father vanished
Mother in
law is about to become bhikkuni.
Bless to me
also that supreme peace base.
Be kind
kindness statue.these mothers
Are fit to
become arhanthas-
Review(pursue)
their request tells
Dear disciple Ananda bringing tears.
Becomes
silent for half a moment Amithabha.
Dharma
becomes half longevity(aayu?……)to join
Hemmakkalu(
females………?) to bhikku sangha.what do you say?
??Includes
half i tell to become half??
(…………………………………………………………….?)
38)Buddha
told asthu(let it happen) bhagavan shunya(bayalu,field))
Staring.became
surrendered those mothers
To
Buddha,Dharma,Sangha.wave hiding
sea became
peaceful.one ship of light
had floated
in horizon in golden light evening.
Have started
to respond covering cloth, presenting
corner
Moderately
tuned(shruthi………?) veenas.
Ananda
sees with love filled eyes.
Joy tears
pouring freely.
Half joining
half how became total see telling
Does Buddha
sastanga namaskarams to sri feet.
Keeping
head.yashodhare,mother Gouthami
In eye only open
and show satisfaction.
Some bird
sings swasth-swasthi.
39)mid day
time.just then eye has closed.
As soon as
hearing somebody’s rised tone cry
Suddenly
awakening opens eye Buddha.
Ananda
,see!somebody is crying pity.
Call and bring them in.Ananda tells:
Kid has
died!kisagouthami has brought kid.
Buddha may
awaken slept kid thinking. Telling che!
With pain
Buddha comes out and sees child.
If touched
body is not hot.breath has also
Stopped.lip
is whitened .In half open
eye no light.’kindly awaken!
Slept kid
has slept forgetting body!
sgood self
if you touch opens eye’.
40) kid has
died daughter.If you bring musterd of
deathless
house kid will survive(will open eye)!
Keeping
child there only mother runs!
There is no
deathless house in that town!
No stiffness
in walk which she had while going.
Mother
Gouthami comes dragging leg.
Keeping kid at feet of Buddha brings tears
Rain!Sugatha
smears(strokes) her head
Softly.those
who are all born should die.
Is showing
daily drama of birth and death.
In nature
flower blossoms and withers(dries up),
In this
soil.Sun rises and sets everyday in sky.
Nobody can
avoid this death
Embrace!accepting
momentariness of life.
41)whether
touch of Buddha or his words of consolation
Made to
appear in mind of inevitability.
Mother
Gouthami keeping kid in hands of relatives
Accept it
she told with interruptions.
From that
day Gouthami every evening
Siting in
last line sees Buddha.
Listens to
his cooling words.
Words have
power of cooling sorrow.
Power of
combining truth and kindness.
Words have
power of conversion of world’
This is Buddha words tells Ananda.
Looking
Gouthami in white clothes.
Life is for living ;death is for dieing
there are
births and deaths to tell come as you come.
42)along
with sariputhra moggalayana also comes
and sees
Buddha.Devadathha did not leave held
stubbornness even at end.coming from ujjayini and
vaishali
side spoiling head of new bhikkus,
gathering
five hundred bhikkus
hads gone to
distant Gayaseena.
Bhikkus are
new.not knowing principles.
you only go
there appeasing their mind bring’-
tells
Amithabha in sympathetic tone.
we will
do like that only told those Bhikkus
go to
gayaseena of Devadattha.
Wicked seing
them from distance tells
To
desciples:’see those who are leaving
Buddha and
coming!’How will they understand
hndred times dullards knowledgeable people.
43)devadattha
believed.Buddha bhikkus
have come to join my sangha(association) only!
Friend
kokalika tells to him:
Don’t think
like that!there is technique in this.
To
devadattha also faith.in which way I am
less than Gouthama!?welcoming
those who came
called and made to sit on stage.
Regarding
his new dharma(religion,ethics) spoke
For hours
together!later seing sariputhra
Have tired
by talking since evening.
now you talk
about new sangha!
Telling like
this slept like Buddha!
On right
side in style of Gouthama only!!
Got sleep
pity!in some maya!
44)after
some time suddenly awakened.opens eyes
and
sees.meet has become empty!
Not
seen even one human child also!
Rising ran
in hurry covering worn clothes
Nevarisikolutha(
smearing,stroking…?).telling kokalika!
Along with
remaining bhikkus kokalika is
also
disappearing!new Bhikkus have already
returned
to palace!in grand mansion
given by
king of magadh no body to ask.
At door old
dog is sleeping loving it’s tail by itself!
Collapsed
there only on stage(jaguli……….?)in tumult!
I will do
what is suitable to it!snake is
hissing
beating huttha(snake house).
45)now
Buddha is residing in venu garden.
At base of gridhrakuta big meet!
Celebration
of vaishakha full moon day!
Bhikkus
were waiting for
arrival of Amithabha.
Buddha
came.Buddha not even a moment late.
Not even a
moment early.jai to Buddha
Shouts
Bhikku community(group).
Sariputhra stands to welcome guru!thin body
Old
guru came towards stage with smile
Sharanu to
guru Buddha! Sharanu to dharma !to sangha!
Bhikkus rise
up and recite.
Moggalayana
spraks two words.
Now is queue
of Budda.’bhikkus today
Joins chest
of night seed of moon light.
46)begning
to talk like this not even a minute has passed!
One big rock
rolling gudu gudu like thunder
came towards
that field function!Bhikkus
shouted
‘haa’.as though big rock
targeting(goaling) field function only.
Rock is
about to touch to old guru!
Buddha sees
standing firmly.
One rock
facing (confronting)another rock
That big rock
as though has changed it’s goal
rolled out by side!piece of rock suddenly
explodesd.jivaka
ran and came lifting guru
carried to
rest house pouring from body
became rana(war,severe) bloodful whole body!
shed tears
all bhikkus.
47)rock
missing goal got saved Buddha.
For wound to
heal many months took.
Rock has not
rolled down by itself.using stick
Loosing
crossed rocks planed by
somebody for
killing Buddha.
On knowing
this bhikkus shook.
Is this plan
of Devadattha?making
Ananda guru
to accept,will carry to jetha garden.
Devadattha
and son of Bimbasaara
while
they are trying to kill Buddha
venu garden
residence is not favourable says.
Even to rock
kindness tells Buddha with laugh!
Some how
saved Buddha tells!
When comes
let it come death itself by itself!
Check and
leave for people coming in has started!
Buddha won’t
accept it.no protection is needed to me
Watching
eye he tells!as before will sleep
alone in meditation temple.
Now everybody is killer only.
To
saariputhra and moggalayana.
Ananda
without sleeping spends on
stage(jaguli?……….)
Spends
night without closing eyes.what ever is right!
He will not
miss daily routine tells guru
During day
goes to bhikskha what
is to happen
let it happen in divine negligence.
In
wickedness to search for humanity is my
goal!
To search
wickedness in human!how is it right?!
49)let there
be faith in goodness of human
tells
Amithabha in front of his close people
not at all
needed leave.let us live till we live.
let live like us
believing in existing people
like us only
having eye and tears
shall see
how they will become red eyed.
PLeasant to
hear.but difficult to behave
Tells Ananda
in front of sariputhra.
Let us go
towards vaishali tells
That
kashyapa holding hand of Moggalayana.
Kindly
permit me to be along with Buddha
Begs jalini
bhikku to kashyapa.
In total
some anxiety;tumult.
In elderly bhikkus
some what tumult.
50)old wound
has not yet healed completely.on one day
Elephant
rushed telling sbhikkus shout(scream).
How did such intoxicated elephant came to chaithya
?(sacred place.monument)
No elephant
controller (mavatiga)above.
Somebody
detaching chain making to drink
intoxicating
material have sent it seems.
Somebody
tells this is king’s pattada(throne………?)elephant!
This is
nalagiri tells another again.
Though
clothes(saffron) fell running without considering.
Comes out of
meditation temple Buddha.
Sees intoxicated elephant with
trumpeting(ghinkara)
eye in
eye.lifting trunk intoxicated elephant
stands on
two legs for half a moment
though Ananda prevented, Buddha without
considering
is coming
towards intoxicated elephant.
51)’intoxicating
material should not be accepted’-
Telling rings bell of neck of elephant!
What a
melodious sound ,to emiting om
Re telling
om Amithabha
Brings
jaggery ball keeps in mouth.
Elephant
kneels and sits.bhikkus
Stand with
wonder for half a moment
samanera
shouts at once ughe to Buddhaguru!
Ughe ughe
ughe ughe tell bhikkus.
The elephant
which trumpeted only tells ‘ughe’now.
Lifting
hand rounding tells sharanu to buddha
In it’s won
language(words).then elephant controller (mavatiga)
Comes
falling rising in road
Sheds tears
falling to feet of Buddha.
52)spread as
forest fire like this
trial of
killing Buddha failing
wonders king
Ajathashathru also.
Coming to
know that Buddha is not ordinary
Once shook
chest.vibrated hands and legs.
Trial of
killing Buddha bad news
Had reached
king Pasenadi.
Death of
Bimbisara had disturbed him earlier.
Now by elephant of palace
trial
of killing
Buddha has took place.
Decided
to make army to rush
hiting
bending magadh king .
four
part(chaduranga) army went towards
palace.
53)thinking
planet movement is not proper
Son of
bimbasara came running towards
venu
garden.came and saw Buddha guru.
A mistake
has happened?kindly excuse me.
By doing
something avoid war.
What
some body had I believed!
The rock
which touched you melts.intoxicated
Elephant
kneels!you by sending bhikkus
to vaishali
stop cruel war.
Loss of
prana,loss of power,fear of total destruction.
By your one
word today can be avoided
May move
away coming great disaster
Buddha held
hand lifted king of Magadh.
Ananda went
to see Pasenadi.
54)war
avoided.Pasenadi came to palace.
Begs Buddha
kindly to come.
To
shravasthi city.jetha garden is waiting.
Your arrival only now
will not
yield to stubbornness fails to love.
Buddha went
to shravasthi city then.
Magadha king
surrenders to Buddha feet.
Along
with his queens takes Deeksha
On day of
send off Magadha king
submits
nalaagiri as gift.
Buddha tells
with smile to magadha
To king’s
elephant begged half coin buttermilk?
Be as
representative my this nalagiri!
Telling like
this puts cloth on it’s shoulder.
55) Buddha
remains in jetha garden for long time.
No strength
in legs as before,blurred eye,
Ear also
dull.Ananda tells once
Tells.shishira
(winter) season came.
From big
trees leaves fall continuously.This fall
of leaves
Sees with
kindness filled eyes.
Remembers
who were with him becoming slow
Due to old
age or as patients.
Death is
hand holding friend feels now and then.
No hint of
lust.whether present or not!
Gouthami
went.like that only Yashodhare!
Kashyapa,Moggalayana.sariputhra also
Call coming
time without trouble (karekare……….?)all.
56)sun
rises.sun sets.
Telling
sharanu to Buddha spreading shadow
blanket(kambali)
Stands for a
minute and sees in evening.
sittingIn
vihara of upstairs of jetha garden
counting
rosary(chanting bead) Buddha gives send
off to
sun.In western sky saffron wearing
white
clouds are floating lightly.
Evening
bathing time tells Ananda
Near left
ear.Buddha sees with love.
you talk
Ananda I will listen your words!
Tells
Sugatha holding hands with affection.
Kneeling
knee Ananda told bhanthe(honourable
sambhodane)
In front of
you what shall I speak.shell of bogase(joined palms)
Standing in
front of sea.’In shell only there is pearl!’
……………………………………………………………………..
(vihara=monstery
for Bhuddist renunciates)
Bhanthe=sambhodane
with honour,pronunciation with honour,)
…………………………………………………………………………………….s
57) to state
of vajjies vaishali itself is centre.
That itself
is capitol.licchavi’s administration.
Unexpected
draught came to state
If Buddha
keeps leg it rains tell
Ministers.Licchavies
see Biuddha and
request him to come to city.
Buddha also
accepted.telling let good happen
Reciting
rathana suthra,blessed with love.
in which
good moment Buddha kept leg
formed
cloud night.had poured abundant rain.
Licchavies
accepted him as guru.
ponds and
rivers(kere katte………….?)filled and spilled.
Diseases got
cured,green had filled eye.
Buddhas
mythri(friendship) had covered city.
Buddha in
vaishali.stayed at ashrama in
Outskirt of city.that garden owner is royal
dancer(court dancer) by name Amrapali.
there is
nobdy who have not become mad to her art and beauty.
Wait in
queue rich people having money
In front of
her house leaving shyness.
Lakshmi has broken
leg and has fallen in her house.
But one
boredom is troubling.
Is only this
much ,earning money by giving body?
Coming daily
with veil to face stands at
Distance
only and listens.guru’s amritha(elixer) words.
Like bythale
drawn to night beauty.
Buddha
words.movement of peace of mind in mind.
59) on last
day she surrenders to Buddha feet.
Will you
come tomorrow for bhiksha bhagavan.
Why not
possible?will come with bhikku group.
Wonders
Ananda.bhanthe she is
Body selling
female.to me she is not female.
One
sorrowful life.after some time
Licchhavi
king and his relations group come
Ask to do
grace of coming to bhiksha.
Now I have
accepted to bhiksha of Amrapali.
licchavi
king sees Amrapali.
Let
Buddhaguru come to bhiksha with us
You make him
to accept.how much you want ask.
Tells:the
gold which you give is it more
than coming
of guru?licchavi king became dull.
60)sending
all remaining bhikkus to surrounding
close
relatives , with Ananda Amithabha
remained
in velu village.there only
spending
rain residence(varshavasa?,chathurmasya...?..)three months duration.
in that
period only Buddha suffered from
unbearable
stomach pain first time.
Without
telling to desciples I will not get
liberated(nirvama)took this firm decision.
Getting
intolerable pain bited teeth and tollerated.
after
spending rainy season came all bhikkus.
Along with
them Amithabha went to banda village
Then some
how turned and saw vaishali city once.
Seing tells
to bhikku Ananda!
61)’this to
thathagatha is final view of vaishali!’
Telling
without turning back walked forward.
Crossing
hatthi village,jamba,holding bhoga path
Walks
towards pava.bhikkus follow old guru.in pava
Outside town
only one mango garden.belongs
to Iron
smith chunda.remained there only bhikku
community at night.soon after getting news of
arrival of
Buddha guru came running chunda.
tomorrow
should come to us only to bhiksha
requests chunda to bhagavan.
Buddha
also accepts let it be so.
Thatday’s
special is sukara maddava called
Edible(bhakhya).all
sat waiting for serving.
62)chunda!
Serve maddava to me only.
To bhikku
community serve remaining edibles.
Burry
remains of maddava which I won’t eat to
In
soil’-tells Buddha!He does so,
can’t
be crossed Buddha words.
After meals
of all house people.all gathered.
In
front house yard .Amithabha described
nobel
truths.not one ,two but three times.
If any doubt
ask now ony tells!understood
told house
people.it is time for Buddha
for rest and
meditation.
coming with
Sugatha up to
mango garden,telling
congradulations
returned
chunda.in feeling of satisfaction.
63)suddenly
awakened at mid night.very much
stomach
sqeezing pain,stomach is paining.
As it
happened in velu village. Untollerable pain.
rising wick
like that only meditates and sleeps.
Let me not
awaken Ananda now.in early morning only
Has to go to
kushinagara.people are waiting there.
sukara
madddava did not get digested!
When he
can’t stretch his body and sleep
Stands,walks,breath
is pressing coming.
Vomiting
sensation even for drinking water.counts
chanting
bead(rosary).pain is reducing a little.
In which
magic (maya) got sleep not known!
In morning
only I got up for some call?
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(UNDER
CORRECTION)
Parinirvana kanda(liberation part(1to 25):
one
wrinkled
skin,golden light of lake(sara) called face
as though light not to spread given badadanthe(baandh.........?)
as though
keeping upside down pair of bent moon.
Matured(whitened)
eye brows. Like beak digging sky
Both sides
of nose thalasarisutthiruva(cleaning base.,bottom.......?)
flash
eye.thin body (physique).
As though
hanging jolige from arm
Muscle,vibrating
tone,kindness in eye.
2)rising
early in morning finishing morning
routines
Sugatha
sits.Ananda awaken bhikkus.
Before
sunlight rises leaving mango garden
Let us walk
facing kushinara’.
After rise
of sun light journey is difficult.
Gut is
sqeezing,like sqeezing cloth
Desentry is
troubling.Amithabha is tired
of
Basusguttha(hissing.........?).awaken
bhikkus.’
3)sun has
not appeared.powdery snow is pouring
Saffron
army(group) is walking covered by dew drops
In
speechless silence counting rosary(japamani,chanting bead).
guru in
front,using smooth walking stick.
By side only
is walking close Ananda.
by desentry
legs have tireds.but still
walks with
firm determination power.
That
thathagatha biting teeth to kushinara.
4)Is it not
possible to sit in doli?-asks
Ananda
with affection.Buddh laughs
Without
opening lip.that time has not come yet.
Eastern
direction is becoming red.sun rises like
golden plate
rises up
from eastern hill .
stands for a
moment Buddha keeping chin on stick.
Sees
rotating circle of light.
Fills
in image of golden light.
5)shadow is
appearing under plants and trees.
Without
sunlight no shadow!relation of shadow and sunlight.
Not solvable
knot.sun light is burning.
Buddha tells
for a moment let us
sit on
flat rock Ananda.
You will
press my leg for half minute.
sunlight
flower is appearing as though
spread and
fallen in shadow.
Let us see
for a while this play of beauty.
6)present
now.next moment may not be present(exist).
See when
present ,don’t crave(desire) when not present.
I am having
thirst Ananda.
at distance
is appearing green garden.where no water there
green can’t
exist.let us go lips are drying up.
Near only
some goodself(punyathma) grown
Garden.some
how drags leg up
to that
Amithabha.cool
air started to come there.
7)there are
steps to get downinto filling up well
Washing
campher(kappara?.......)clear water filled
vessel.
Thu-without
spilling- slowly keeping steps
Ananda came
to place where Amithabha was sitting.
Thirst
hided.Sugatha going to border of garden
Disappeared.waits standing under tree
Ananda on bank of ditch(valley).Amithabha
comes with long sigh using walking stick.
8)takes rest
leaning back to stem of tree.
Shall we go
sun light is rising now.
Tells
Ananda.then came there a man
called pukkasa.somebody might have told.
Presence of
Buddha there.I have seen you once in
animal
house.heard teachings.
bless accept
these honnara(...........) things.
‘Let good
happen’ told Amithabha while blessing.
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Honnara=first
plough of monsoon
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9)covers
with one himself.cover Ananda
with another
blanket he tells.
not far away
from there to river kakuttha.
Shall we go
now tells Ananda
For second
time.Amithabha presses his own leg
By hand with
swollen green nerve.
Leg wetness
dried up
Ananda
has become wick-telling.
10)rightly
thirty to forty years back
In uruvela
that mara came in early
morning only
concealing and covering face.
Some talks
took place.mara(manmatha,sin man) throwing(kodavi..........?)
Hand went
off grumbling unclearly.recently
When i was
in meditation choupaali
Again came
mara!’get liberated!
What is to
be done you have done.depart now!
11) what i
did say to that mara do you know?
‘sinner be
happy!correctly in three months
Gets
nirvana(liberated) this Amithabha!’
Don’t speak
like this bhagavan! tells
,Ananda
bringing tears in eye.Buddha presses
His shoulder
.let me go Ananda.
taking bath
in kaakuttha only taking rest
before
evening we shall reach kushinara!
12)with much
labour covering path Amithabha
with bkikkus
came to kaakuttha river.
There
finished bath.by side only
mango
garden.takes rest there.
on that side
in chest of Ananda mara incidence
is drilling
like gungi(jirunde insect.......?) insect.don’t go guru
ennadadane(could
not tell......?) worries for a moment.
Shall i
request thinks for a moment.
13)fears to
bring that non good(amangala) to tongue.
Amithabha
calls Ananda again.
I am getting
thirsty bring water Ananda!
ananda makes
cloth four folds
spreads on
lawn under that tree.
Smearing lip
by tip of tongue Buddha
Tells:throat
is drying up bring water.
Ananda goes
towards river for water.
14)then he
has ,moved five hundred carts distance.
Water has
become dirty by rolling of carts of
sarthas.
for third
time bringing clear water
Ananda gives
to Amithbha.
While
lifting face and drinking water
As though
guru worn cloth losing colour
Appears.fears
due to bad signs.
Body has
become bright tells Amithabha.
15)evening
time.sun weared chera( saffron......?)
Keeping arms in shoulder of western hills.
Slowly comes
down. holding path of valley.
Kushinara is
near bank of river iravathi.
Crossed
river.there only malla’s
Sala trees
garden.telling i can’t move further
Buddha took
rest under tree.
fills eye
high high line sala garden.
16)between
those two trees spread
Bed tells
Amithabha.like that only
Crying Prepares bed
ananda.
buddha guru
remembers here and there
Garden
mountain viharas which he had stayed.
Gridhragiri,amravana,animal
residence,chaithyas.
In vaishali
gothamaka,bahuputhras!
how much
beautiful were those chaithyas!
17)tells
Ananda ‘yes’musugaredu(weeping?..............?)
Should leave
what is very beautiful!
Should leave
relations one day.
Is it not
Wednesday today?vaishakha
Today is
full moon day is it?asks
Buddha
satisfied roll of laugh
Thread On lip border.is coming near
Sbuddha parinirvana(liberation).send casll to mallas.
18)gets
nirvana(liberated) on night fourth
java(session)
Amithabha!let
head be towards north.
Under two
sala trees Bhagavan buddha
Stretches
body on right side.
Keep thigh
on thigh in lion bed.Aniruddha
covers saffron cloth.without tolerating pain
Ananda rises and
sitting under distant tree
Pressing
cloth to mouth cries with hiccup.
19)again
comes wipimg tears near guru.
Be here only Ananda.let bhikkus get solved
Doubts and
doubts by asking.
Bhikkus tell
there are no doubts
Nodding
head.did news reached to mallas
Again asks
Buddha in low tone.
Again
meditating upon something closes eye.
Here and
there lamps(hand lamps,dondi,panju) emit light.
20)opens eye
thathagatha slowly now.
Don’t tell
by eating sukara maddava only given by chunda
Buddha has
undergone basuguttha(.............?).
Don’t prick
and speak.he bhiksha which chunda has
given is very valuable to me!on that day
before bodhi
given by
that mother that milk rice(ksheeranna,milk paste) is equal.
other than
all grand places Kushanara
for Buddha
liberation suitable place telling-s
21)again
slowly closes his eye.
Then an old brahmana of kushanara
Requests
permission for visit(interview).
Has not come
for argument.have come to get
Solved doubts
and to listen teachings of Buddha
by him only
to get satisfied. requests a parivrajaka called Subhadra.
Not
possible.will get tired bhanthe(honourable sambodhane)
22)argument
is running in rised voice.Buddha opens
eye and
tells.leave him to desciples.
Like to talk
with him.don’t obstruct who has come.
In slow
breath tells Amithabha.
Summary of
Buddha dharma in few words
Gets doubts
solved and surrenders
old man.to
guru Buddha,to dharma,to sangha,
gives
deeksha to last bhikku Buddha.
23)malla are
coming from kushanara
In groups
and groups with tears.
In west
direction is rising slowly
Moon of
vaishakha full moon day ,sri buddhaguru
Tells end
word:vayadhamma samkara
Appamadena sampadetha.
air speak
leaf talk.stars are
playing
thamburi,notes rising downing-
24)Veena is
responding,getting down to mandra.rising high
High.holds s
drum(maddale) and beats
telling no
siddha(master)drummer.in eyes of
gahvara(abyss,cave?)burning
eternal lamp becomes
peaceful drowning itself by itself.
attained
nirvana(liberation) world guru.
Moon of
vaishakha full moon day sets in
it’s moon
light by itself.opens new eyein east.s
25)lamp got
put off in lamp,water drowned in
Water.zero
opens eyes to
antharaaloka(.............?)
Earth
thundered like drum(dindima) played
by shunya.In eastern sky countless golden feather
is flying
light, birds from trees from plants.
Smearing(stroking)
wings keeping beak have kissed(pampered)
In bunch is
swinging colour changed fruit.
Sharanu to
sri Buddha anthahkarana(mind,inner mind)
Sharanu
astangas,for sincere behaviour.
Sharanu
to Buddhasmrithi’s each line (feet)
Sharanu middle path
close movement.
Shanthi
shanthi shanthihi
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kanda of Buddhacharana fully
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dated,24.4.2022,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
purna kanda:
when
completing Buddhacharana and pen was kept down,
by
beating sound had slept.
In sleep
along with house and maaru(............?) drowned pushpagirinagara
Where i was
living.
Rightly mid
night.soundless.except jikara
of night insects and creatures.
From
distance weight dragging lorry’s sigh
Noise only
fell to ear.
felt like
seing movement of midnight moon
rised step
and came.one-
silver plate
in blue niranjani was appearing
like cool
cradle.
Told sharanu
to night embracing Loving world.to
It’s index light figure.
To others
tears melting becoming water chandrakantha(Amritha stone)
Crystal’ to
open female gut(intestine).
Though
dipped in sleep day time,rised(awakened) only has night
To me there
is job only.
Will see in
wet eye towards deep blue sky.on-
Head
top(netthi) bending to ss sri feet.
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completed on 24.4.2022,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
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Buddhacharana:
Annexure-1
Bouddha
paribhashikas(definitions)
Akanista
godesses-a class of one kind of
goddesses iin Bouddha dharma.
Anathma
theory(vada) –Buddhas openion that there is no self.
(law of
selflessness)
Anikethana-houseless,hermit,bhikku,Buddha.
Anuruddha-Aniruddha,Budda’s
uncle shuklodana’s son.close disciple of
Buddha.
Anritha-false
Anoma-A
river.Buddha removed royal dress here and wore
saffron clothes
Near this
river.
Abiniryana-parinishkramana,leaving the house,liberation.
Amithabha-equivalent
names of Buddha.thathagatha,sugatha,Gouthama,shastha,shramana muni, like this
is called by various names.
Alakamanda-In
Bouddha literature kubera’s capitol Alakavathi is called Alakamanda.
Avichi-a
hell.
Astanga-Astangika
(eight fold path).1) right vision 2)right-resolve 3)right –speech.4)right
conduct 5)right means of livelihood. 6)right efforts. 7)right
mindfulness.8)right comcentration.
Asitha
muni-when Buddha was born who told about
his future that he will become world
guru.
Ahimse=nonviolence
Akinchya-followers of law of selflessness.
Anapana-.begining
stage of meditation trance(Samadhi).
Aryabala-shraddhe(interest,sincerity),veerya,smrithi,Samadhi,prajne
Nobel
truths-these are four.1)there is sorrow 2)there is cause of sorrow 3)there is
cessation of sorrow 4)there is path of liberation.
Uthpanna-birth,production.
Uthpadana-vyaya-birth
and death.
Udana-when
mind becomes happy,self produced song.
Upashama-to
put an end.
Upasampada-A
formal(vidyuktha) process for becoming Bhikshu
Uruvele-uruvela,uruvilva,niranjana
river’s region on the bank.
Ussada-A
hell.
Uddhi-ability
to show pavadas(magics).
Iravatha-white six Ivory elephants of heaven.
kaavi- saffron,colour of child sun,clothes
worn by bhikkus .
Kakuttha
river-a small river flowing near Haricvar.
Karmas(actions,deeds)-seven
types of karmas.they are divided into physicalandoral karmas.1) violence 2)
stheya-to steal 3)vyabhichara-adultratio(these three are physical karmas).4)
false-to tell false 5)harshness-katora 6)vyartha-waste 7)to blame others.these
are vachika harmas.
Kaavi-colour
of child sun,bhikkus wearing saffron
cloth.
Kaashaaya-saffron
Kitthadi-sanyasi(hermit)
Chathummaharajakas-seen
inBouddha literature a class of gods
Chathurarya
sathyas(four nobel truths)-four truths told by Buddha.
1) There is sorrow
2) There is cause of sorrow.
3) There is removal(eradication)
of sorrow,
4) Eradication of sorrow is
possible by astanga path only.
Charika-piligrimage.
Chevara-three
saffron clothes worn by bhikkus.
Chunda-one
who gave last bhiksha to Buddha in
village pave iron smith.
Jivahathya
virathi-stand that lives should not be killed.
Thridhathu-1)
sorrow 2) non eternal 3) selflessl
Thrishe-over
thirst.
Damma-dharma(bouddha
dharma).
Dhanya
punya-great mahima(great in great).
Nanda-step
brother of Buddha.prajapathi Gouthami’s son,
Nikkamana-nishkramana,nirvana,liberation.
Nibbana-nirvana,liberation.
Nirupadhika
nirvana-without making to remain anything
as remainder.
Nirodha
Samadhi(trance)-without considering external world,controlling mind,
Samadhi(trance)
got by indulging in meditation.
Nairanjani-A
river.also called Niranjana.river flowing near Gaya piligrimage.
(A part of
phalgu river)
Pattha-paathre,vessel,begging
bowl.
Pathitha-fallen
down.
Paramanna-milk
rica(ksheeranna) given by sujatha to Buddha.
Parinivritthisu-to
have nirvana.
Parivrajaka-
sanyasi(hermit),peripatetic.
Parishkara-begging
bowl,bhiksha pathre,
Prajne-jnana,
Pravarjya-pabbajja
Prasthana-great
journey.
Pravrajye-living
in field
Panchasheelas:panchasheelas
are five.these are five oaths accepted by
Bouddha bhikks:
1)will not
kill jiva(life)
2)won’t steal
3)no
debatury(adultration,vyabhichara)
4)will not
tell false
5)wll not
take intoxicating materials.
Parami:before
becoming Buddha should undertake
vows.they are
These are
ten.
1)donation
2) chastity 3)renunciation 4)forgiveness.5)prajne 6)truth 7)veerya
8)firm
determination.9)mythri(friendship) 10)negligence.
Bavanasi-begging
bowl,one which destroys bhava(this worldly).
Brahmasahampathi-brahma
of sanathana dharma is called brahma sampathi in bouddha literature.
Bimbasara:king
of Magadha bimbasara, also called bindusara .
Bhanthe=Bhikkus
are called honourably.
Bodhivrikska(bodhi
tree)-ashoka (arali)tree near Buddha gaya.under this tree only Buddha got enlightment.
Bodhisathva-one
who is eligible to become Buddha.
Bhvanthara-rebirth.
Bhikku-Bouddha
snyasi(hermit)
Middle
path-Excess body punishment or excess body ejoyment lt middle ph.
Maara-sinner(sin
purusha) coming in Bouddha sahithya .manamath of nhna dharma.objective form
of uncontrollable desiresand fascination.
Mitthu-death
Mithya dristi-wrong
grasping.
Marula-half
mad
Moudgalyayana-In pali moggalayana.
Yaama-java,session.
Rodhana-if
mouth is opened and asked and got it is rodhana.without mind to give if giving person gives false reason it is prathirodhana.
Lumbini-garden
where Buddha took birth
Varshavasa-three
months of rainy season bhikkus residing
in one place will indulge in meditation excetra.
Vimukthi-liberation,moksha.
Vaishali-one
among sixreens maha janapadas ,licchavi
groups.capitol of vajji state.
Vyayadharma-destructive
nature.
Shachi-Indra’s
wife.
Shakra-In
bouddha literature Indra is called
shakra .
Sheela-chastity,good
behaviour,
Shakyamuni-shakya
family muni(sanyasi,hermit),Buddha.
Shravaka-Bouddha
sanyasi,Bhikku.
Shodasha
states-republic states in utthara patha(north
path) sixteen .shakya is also one among them.
Satthaha-sapthaha.seven
days period.
Sathvakriye-truth
determination.
Sathpathras-suitable
persons to accept donations.
Samadhi(trance)-meditation.
sthavana-prayer,sthothra.
Sanghadana-sangha
donation-donation givem to bhikkus by
house holders who are Buddha followers.
Samvrithi-false
grasping.
Saarthavahakas-moving
businessmen for business in grous snd
groups to distant places.
Saalavana-garden
of sala trees.
Saankhya-a
darshana started by kapila .
Simhashaili-keeping
leg on leg sleeping like lion.
Sukara
maddava-an edible(bhakshya) prepared from mutton(flesh) of wild pig.
Sukara
maddava is a kind of food by a kind of
mushroom,vegetarian food fssw people say.
Sristikara-sristikartha,creator.this
is not accepted by Buddha.
Senani-a
village,Sujatha who gave milk rice (ksheeranna)to Buddha i daughter in law of
chief of this town.
svaanthasukha-one’s
own happiness.
Harithaki-a
kind of tree and it’s nut used for body
purification.
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