Poetry of H.S.VENKATESHAMURTHY PART 3:
Sky voyage:
Sounding heart
aeroplane making to fly to sky
Had stopped only in
soil tearful airport(station)
Meditating upon star
path.
Passing through
colourful cloud
Aeroplane was flying in sky.
Who carried and delivered
And friend who loved him.
Blessing safe voyage swinging cradle of
relation formulas
Desiring for melting
of ice stone cloud milk of
gut(intestine)
Had burned with
concentration.
At once relation formula
slipping hand
Had flied soil particle to blue space.directionless rocket
Again downing to land
Field lamp was
peaceful.
(in memory of rajamma
narahalli).
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Pu.thi na.told(puthina told):
Brother why do you did more soil?
There is no mohana’s foot
marked brindavana. Not definitely.
On opening eye rising eye lid like govardhana.
At moon light night
along with gopika vrunda(group)
Child of yashodha
love play player. Yamuna river’s
Gold power sand bank.
No cup eyed Krishna.
to moon only targeting,pulling thin lass had pulled rainbow.
No sarabara sound of bangles chain(kinkini) sound.churning
Churning stick cream
curd rhythmic rythm .not at all
Yashodha mother singing cradle song
Swinged in half eye dancing green bamboo cradle.
Want to see those? Come to bhagavathas wet mind field.
In only one moment they appear before eye ,shedding
night dress bathing vasundara’s innocent face
folded (creases) neck.cycle of rise and fall like
kayakalpa.
like nacked silence of deep
valley of yadugiri.
Knowers know –residence of words(sound) is in silence.
(note: kayakalpa means
ayurvedic treatment for reducing –
-old age giving
youth.)
Y
Bird and nala:
Outside, got down into
hulba(………..) white birds
Hundreds.stretching their folded leg slowly.
folding wing
,opening,way of getting down
to earth.finely fine.
In green bed if it downs with
Only adding stars remain.to rangavalli
slowly opens nala
worn only one cloth.
Early morning chill and shy Whole body is thorn.
By holding selling
bird may get food to
Stomach. Closing eyes with both hands
Standing damayanthi in sunred reddish.
Becoming prepared
to catch birds by chasing
Behind bush(pode) slowly moving nala’s
Gold coloured body
Vibgayar of rain bow.
Nala threw worn cloth,on flock of birds
fearing chest of bird
fled ‘jhal’
At once to sky along with cloth
Throwing only shadow to land.
To catch poetry,like this have to
Stand by opening(removing) worn cloth
In born form.have to
throw net on flock of
Flying birds.if got one or two birds
luck of cloth remover.
If at all bird only carry
singe worn cloth
Have to stand alone in nacked.
Seing melting rangoli star even if nacked no guarantee
That little bird
playing in open field will be got.
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Kamalathe! Kamalathe!:
Kamalathe! Kamalathe! What mad you are!
Can sea be drunk in
single pot tell
in palm can sky be caught tell
to burning star which
went to burn dry leaf
bird had become insect.stretching for sky
erected rain bow had bent
to earth only.
Lamp without wick be put off
by blowing ‘uff’
Will partless linga will come to palm?
Words not touching tongue,touch ear?
Why do you dance simply?why do you get tired simply?
From flower valley
mountain peak is very far.
Between two banks sea
is boundless
Heated earth below feather
sky cloud in sky
does mad like you
exist in world?
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Law of newton:
Grown together .dividing joy and sorrow.
Without money closing
eye dreamt dreams.
In eye only swallowing
colourful fruit
And drawing water .torn shirt.
short falling paijama.going beyond
from hand to hand ten named book
studying together,
seing bad girls from back only
getting excited grown secretly.
Day before yesterday
suddenly met
Along with speaking something came upto house.
In our house now full carpet
With table,chair,cot,sofaset.
As though understood
with false
Smile got down to street.
Walking In bear foot disappeared.
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Fame faced:
On high mountain one
high peak
Cover of blood cloth.giant
Jeemutha vahana by
sympathy
For sake of naga
protection.
Became self prepared
for self sacrifice.
shankha chuda came
running calling’vidhyadhara’
it is enough eagle(garuda)
come before.
Storm in sky! Harsh wistle!
Might be eagle(garuda) closing eye body shaking
firm jimutha.
Waiting for cut of sharp beak
waiting,waiting, became stone for a moment.
Explosion of wings…attack of sharp tooth
Garuda (eagle)
searched for gut(intestine)
tearing
muton(muscle).
Cruel !
concentration! Hit of hammer!
Beak is diging”who is
this fearless bold?”
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Highness(high quality):
High quality is required.can we tell
It only is enough?sun is high let us agree.
At night he is not
present.stars are there!
Rainy season dull
light.clouhd might have covered.
Not even stars.lamp
has also gone.finish meals quickly.
Lamp is burning. Till your wife commes
read poetry.
Is light not enough? Leave smoke cigarete.
Moov hands in rack.see wheather bangleman channaiah
Is by side of rama and seetha?
Evenh figure has consciousness .that is lord.
That is sister leave enough.bed is calling you.
If kept eye in eye
lamp itself is heartful.
Even to sajjemane(bed room?) god did not come.
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Shabdavedhi(sound
chaser?):
We are people standing in front of cave of
Alibaba. Cave is one big rock door.
Inside cave is treasure full of big vessel(kopparige).
Our bad luck.outside burning sun storm.
Forgetting symbol we
are noising
Holding dictionary chanting many words.
Waiting for stone melting
moment.
Today or tomorrow
door will open.
Some how there is door in cave.beyond door
There might be wealth.sounds (words) are outside.
Interest is there along with,keeping word one by one
Knock door-with concentrated sincerity.
Behind this incessant
labour only one bold
Regarding our language ,our deep love!
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In belagola:
1
All begins with foot.gommata’s foot
Is not ordinary.
Has to make it appear by
carving stone.
Without paining grass below(under) feet
He is one who has left land without touching
Though touched
without becoming unstable on earth.
Neither left nor right
growing up straight
Must stand without
being vanished?
To standing posture leg is support
Without changing ,standing difficulty
For those who stand.if bent
shouts
Shadow of pisa there
Getting angry is practice to people like us.
2
In front of eyes only
maya opens clothes
Tying chain according to
seasonal moov
Though hands are stretched by side of nacked thighs
Hands cannot be clapped.
Though creeper is surrounding thigh
No excitement of raga
disturbance.even if seven raginies
Ask to rise,this detached is in yoga sleep.difficult to
carve
Male shape in field. Soundful poetry,slept on banyan leaf
Gopala presses lips to full breast udder
Sees and laughs,mother of lovely bead!
3
Chest is party of
light.there is group(galaxy) of stars.
Clouds malhara
,garland of cranes
white pond inside
behind horn(peak) of
vrushabhachala.
Who will see the town below?
Face may appear .
has not appeared will not appear
Smile when there is no
mind!
Is not meditation of
silence difficult
For poet groups who are
word livers.(shabdajeevis)?
Arbhaka lying inside womb of
house wife(garathi)
Is saying yes to
autobiography.
In front of eye itself
statueful bahubali
No subordination of words to work like this.
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Feeling of drum(maddale):
Suddenly throwing
drum
Like stormwent by rising hill
To where drummer? Without beating(playing) fingures
Is responding now
drum has fallen.
Come quick playing fingured
magician
What has come between
drum and fingures?
Fingures if played in
air will sound cone out?
To that magician(garudiga) who danced in you what happened?
Here drum without rising tone
Is paining in silence when wind blows
Some noise(gadgada). To rhythm of heart inside
Who is responsible
next?drum is waiting fordrummer
Today or tomorrow
will surely come-
Like this nacked
dancing chain leged gorava.
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Love(preethi-pranaya):
Shyness to love !red rushing to cheek
In shining eye border
lid stitch.
Entering drop by drop
keeping to forehead bow of begade
Throbibg drum.inside tightened chest
Embracement to love! Rising fountain inside.
In washed eye border twinkling silk.
Clouds are drowsy densing in
sky
That is first steam of hill! Come come pour
To love thirst of speech.to pure white dhothi
Mixed stain of kumkum is arathi
To ones own speed
of steps
fear to oneself,
Body vibration
Thigh pressing thigh love is shyful.
Love is talkative no
pressing tali
Lip locking lip,
kiss(pearl) in mouth
Something falling
from sky star
Fell in scented
ground (earth) of womb(body.
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Earth –sky:
Flowers see sun and laugh
Fruits cry fixing eye
on earth.
Drops break out from clouds
falling to soil
Warmth of land heat
then goes hopping to sky
Fingures caring to
hold sky bodige(pillar)
Branches spread
(stretch) above
as tree grows grows
root downing to earth
holds soil
as it becomes evening
given their shadow to soil
birds without any worries
disappear in sky.
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Bird not knowing name:
In dense forest
When I was wandering
alone
Suddenly that cry
heard.
In cup covered by
green spread
I was roaming as myself
Felt all the forest
All green of the forest
Is for my joysake
He felt.
Withot considering me
Coming in excess
By hearing this
tone was upset.
Again again is heard
not sweet not fascinating
,but life filled fear.
Falling tone
On seing in heart of chest of bush.
A little black bird.
For namelss bird
In it’s breath it own
it’s own
Despair of centuries.
Anger
Tears tumult boiling
It’s previous(past) time
Tearsstill luke warm.
Newly new
Shining is about to
explode
as though
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Feature (chahare:
Like this both have have slept nhacked
Evening sun
turning red face by side
Gold river is flowing
Like pearl drop is
tickling
From green of trees
To each particle of sand
Sohme shine before it
is dark
Hill ,valley,blue land
All nacked.
Spent throhugh
out da
Joining in evening pearl light
Wearing pearls
bodyful
making to flow
gold river towards séa
before it is darktell and go child
your name
my mark.
…………………………enhd………………………….
Invitation (avahane)
Sounds be available silence be available
Prarabdhas (past karmas) of sound and sound be available
At the depth of experienced pain in midnight time
At beats(rhythm) of stars ,in net planet moovments
Throwing ,attracting,pulling,pushing out
Holding playing formulas be available.
To blue silence spilled
fallen letters
Axes be available
Buried in speech that nada(sound) this sound
The moments which I became myself
Be available at this time.
Non existing though I exist
borders of sleep
Holds(pattu) eyed on blue pearl
Burnt (baked) crispy
parties
Parties sphalana(……………) inborn futures
Current conditions(terms)
be available as seeds.
Broken leg broken hand noseless faceless
Wear and teared short figure
Scared bodyful bearing axe hits
Holding chest
fates,wordless songs
Bud out and be ayailable hold kengudi (……………)be available
Be available as shadow under
burning lamp
be available as tears
of broken swathi shell
be available as vibrations of broken
stomach of sound
before I call
(surevodeva) yielding ? cattles ,by self
be available.
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How to get involved?:
Now only smiled
needle jasmine silver smile
Flower nakki(beads.)
green variety of knit(kusure) tell quick
In opened eye reflecting
in waste,world remaining outside
How to get you involved in me?
Fallen rain mud of wet land, green of sides
Fixing seeds inside
leg pulling life
Eye tear hut’s pain of last breath
Hanging to broken
roof snake gourd(paduvala)
Smoke breath of oven
overheated smell inside
How to get you involved in me
Nameless children
without recognition of begeted
one
dimpled naval in middle of open stomach
breaking jelly stones
sitting worker
stone carrying weight of
high tower tumult pain
wetland of shoulders
noga(……………) town linga’s highness
shaking chest rising bottom of mud
hands of pricking nails upset and burnt
all things around
reflecting in eye -in base of self place self condition freeness
standing at distance stone soil trees plants
sparrow crow butter fly
cukoo(marakutiga),belava(kind of bird)
bees and jeerundes, kanchikara ,goravas
how to get you involved
within myself?
Without getting involved
How shall I remain healthy inside me?
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Expectation:
Dark is coming this side only
By some magic licking evening red wiping lips
Yawning in silence ,stretching body
Swelling back to sky,pressing stomach to ground.
You on my part
Myself on your part
Making me to
non-exist
About my presence ,bringing doubt to myself
Fearful dark of ignorance.
Kindly lighting matchstick
suddenly enlight
even in dark things
remain when light comes again appears
if it is so confirmed
things longly long night
will be spent
some how.
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Moon and black lotus:
Srikrishna of dwapara going beyond many kind of steps
Passing through dark
coming tension
In inner womb of jambavas
Inner cave cradle was swinging
Never before shyamanthaka.
Sun rays not touching
restless lass jambavathi
Had never found full month
At once blossomed
pening blue petals
Inside caves when srikrishna came.
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Kalindi:
Kalindi is a black pond
No body has found
it’s bottom
May exist in unseen border of infinity
Yaksha world or heaven naga family
Or amrutha full of
it?
No valiant to tell.
Dense forest around
Coming singing Yamuna
Silent in pit
as tough done something wrong.
Drinking water of
black pond
While many people are dying
A bold boy came
Emiting in kalindi
What did he do?
Holding breath to single target
Swimming,swimming,swimming,swimming
In deep dark
Opening eye in kalindi
Pearl ,havala pachche,rathna
filtering bottom that bold(adventurist)
at depth depth depth
red yellow blue green
brightful group of rays
in seven gold plate
robbed and brought
weared dress jhanaku jhanaku
pit singing jalatharanga(waterwave)
wave pressing(hiting)
bank mrudanga(drum)
dancing pressing in
neck(dark)
piece of sun’s sole
as though awakening for sleep
pressing eye rising siting life
was getting colour colour tree plant creeper flower
keeping backward his
death.
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Meaning meaning translation(artha –arthanthara):
In sleepy hills tip top
While standing to take breath
You taking breath gasa gasa
Appearing suddenly
Vastness of new world appearing moment
May not be having
meaning
I and you becoming one
Holding hand in hand
Going to new pathala(depth)
Steping new new hills
At last in
Sudden curve
Mutually lasting each other moment
May not have meaning.
Again on another day
friend, dashing in another curve
Climbing top of hill
Your arms embracing
me
Moment I forgot
myself behind your body
May not have meaning.
Moment of speech
getting defeated
In between speech and speech
Feeling filled
silence may not
Have any meaning.
May not have any meaning.
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Nameless bird:
While wandering in dense forest
Suddenly that cry was heard
In green spread cover
dark
Wandering I became
myself
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Sky-tree-pond:
In clear blue pond spread shadow of kadamba
On it’s branch was thief Krishna
Did not know to
body washing gopies
Cause:sri Krishna is
of blue colour.
Playing flute Krishna
exciting chest of pond
Wave spilling dancing
rising head
Nipple of breast was playing kiss
In middle of green border poli(rascal) blue.
Lotus faced melted as
water with shy
Detaching pond’s lotus holding to face.
Blue image melting in
chest of clear pond
How many lotuses full of pond.
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Everyday:
Kshana kshana(moment)…………..mine
in your song have sit
just like mind and mind laughing
has made to laugh in eye border.
Love love your joy only is
Boon like this I
enjoy
Love your win only is
Strength,I mix
Making to play notes inside my chest
Hands are yours.
Joining hand with hand
To kill world is my mind.
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Sama sama(equal):
Saregama union
A wonder love this is first
Ghama ghama
Yes or no ,no speech is only stammering.
Breath ………………
Breath as your
this breath have
writen
To our song let the
name be kaveri sound(kalaravave)
Close to your shadow
my tone of neck flowing flowing
to your dream making
to write new name
forgotten and made to laugh
this beautiful.
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Kriyaparva(work chapter)(action section).
Lifting from floar
tying cradle above at height
Swinged dreams my mother.sword helmet
shield
Without touching chest to chest
Of friends making string
of bow only as mine
My father attaching
pleural words
By respect chest
burning
Touched upper roof of
ultimate
Tip of golden throne.
On the grand wall of mansion(palace)
Where I was brought
up
Are hanging grand
fathers fore grand father
Again grand fathers of
fathers,oil paint
Grandures of photos like
front line army.
Red eyed
rope mustache intoxicated by desire(raga)
Liquor interested,non closing eyed
stagnant hatred
Awards and medals now hanging upside down
Like cadevers (dead
bodies) of branches.
Gate keepers to each door
back bowd
Hand stick poors ,dogs
Standing for watch(security), over heated and baked at last
moment
Insult if touched,you must not laugh
Insult if laughed,don’t cry
Don’t speak with rised tone,don’t jump,don’t run, you are
not ordinary.
In this tight(rigidity) of
scissors of do’s and don’ts
In rounds of high walls of palace
Grown rounding in day
of golden light of golden throne
Under white umbrella night,in light of
dancers of
open chest milk breast
body smearing(embracing)
shine of stars at
present(prukrutha)
grown up un
connected I am.
On entering youth,in gold powder sand
Silver river rising red
havala(pearl) smiling
Towards blue sky
water falls sound,held one or two?
Broad silk cloth
delicacy
Plunging in shining ,in silver ornaments
forgeting body(self)
,rising poisonous green stained
green body physiques.
Unfading hand lines
parasites these are
Key dolls are my
queens,giving
Rented chest to children
wearing peak breast rising
motherhood
To red rose grown in pot,soil only when dies
Chi prohibition (dhikkara)(down)
To frame of artificiality,to tightness of life,to this
kingship got freely.
Spreading flat rock
on earth’s stomach
To sky roof
keeping across mortor stairs
Rising walls
across to series of rivers ponds pools,building dams(barecks)
Keeping to window doors
greenless flowerless
Channakesari, sandal teaks
enjoyments(luxuries)
In kannemada(anthahpura,lass house?) only banana
plant,amrutha fruit,body pond carving naval
curve(whirl)
Straining for relief,struggling is bird
Under wind and rain
to fragrant base of land
Green exploding swing play of youth, giving mind to
green field.
Will go beyond,will go beyond see sharanu (surrender) kingship
Opening cross
(obstructing) doors ,pushing security group
Fore water running
forward like moving flood ,in freeness
Going beyond forts ,swimming cross bars(agalis)
Holding breath in
middle of black forest
I have to live,growing natural life ,sowing
sweat seed in phloughed soil,
All non moving are
enjoying ,surrounding hills ,rising head ,spreading
Shadow to flowing water rising above bridge(cross wall)
In tree branches swinging green enthusiasm, smiling red in
cheek
Aha life, in talk of birds ,in net
got beauty in water wave,in river,
flashed meaning ,giving moovment to non moving remaining
life fluid
note (musical)flying leaving
meanings and feelings
letter (colour)
group standing beyond time
disturbance
make me to
learn life investing(huduva) ,method of
investing overcoming death.
2
When like this one
day found
In a place in forest,in red evening ,shining
Female (lass) ,keeping in eye ,keeping eye in her , type of
my body forgetting
Accepting ,accepting
called and gave me to her
Hard thigh,round breast,lust boiling eye
Tying knot(tali) in female’s chest ,thigh indulging(rubbing)
in thigh
Putting back to blue
playing (meeti)soil.
Teared dream cradle
and got down,down to earth,
Sweating without
wearing dust particles to shining
forehead,
Above up in
blue(sky) smiling lotus
Below is sound red flowing
new water river
Will river know it,will it shine to light
Will it get down to water in day flaming fire(heat),
Where ever touched a
kind of life suffering.
Now is rainy season, cloud has frozen ,carrying burden of life
If pregnant lies down
cooking is mine only,keeping
Wood cut during day time,buding out red blowing
Oven,filling cheek,makes eye to smile
My experience of of
love ,held face of female
Oven flame gracing me
from dark,
Rather than Divine sacrifice furnace(yajna kunda)
vythana fire yours only
divine fire(agni divya) to me.
Mango laughing kila
kila on river bank
Holding song in bud
red lip,
Husuru(………….) gave
flower laugh,was playing something
Molle blossoming slowly
in silence.
This side nacked
kid rolled and cried,aha
Nature you pick up work is yours
Like this begeted mother ,
secreting body rising head
Empty sky ,boundless blue.
Mother left child
keeping in chest
Myself got child grown up.
Washing flower in flowing river,spreading petals petals
Flower Cradle swinging in tree branch.
Night to knot,morning to cheek Star to ear
Wearing sunlight flower,keeping to forehead bidige(second day of fortnight) moon
I am the one who made to wear green to my work.
Daughter came to chest(grew up) time to build colour
border to eye light. No other choise unless submitting
her to her life. I am the one who came out thinking that
palace is jail. Wild plants and trees becoming pillars of
compromise
mind indulging in compromise,
leaf house itself
becoming very close nest to to chest bird
here only built fort dooms(buruju).
Bud becoming
pearl(havala) going beyond green pachche
Shining like golden
throne of of udayagiri
Pecking eye ,song of birds and birds
Imbibing in sand
forgetting life moovmentforgeting path
Which we have come,to go further is path.
Where is that sea
responding to it’s body
Have to get prepared,
leaving work to nature
Paying the value of pain to love ,telling to bid good bye to
Left and walked
moments of joys of past
Gave off and walked
to background memories
Responding to bank with river.
Giving my love words to blowing air
Telling I will go ,leaving steps behind
Holding pulse of life river.
3
In dark I found
standing dusky fort
Whose city who is king to this,
Protection from outside ,jail from inside
Stone heart matching
to stony wall
Pressing to fort is
flowing julu julu sound
One side in moon
light is silver sand
There at distance one
,garden of ten trees
Suitable place to
roll body down.
In cool shadow wet in
moon light
Laying down body on
grass bed.
Might have closed eyes,suddenly awakened
Opened eye found in powder sand.
Male and female
lying down nacked,body getting united
On blue chest was
moon medal.
On black girl play of white boy
River had forgotten flowing tension(anxiety).
Above to sky lap spilling rice grains (akshathe)of star
Moon was smiling in
border of lip
Blue,held pressing to chest
kissing land
Making to flow
twinkling in standing river
chest.
Again body is flowing
getting body(birth) in hills
Entering wandering
,passing through field
Disappearing in valley(groov),as line in valley
As moving note to firm sthayi of sea.
Appearing as though keeping
insde out
Eye appeared as a
dream.
Again earth again wave
on opening eye again
there was tender sunlight on sand bed.
4
As days rolled water
river dried
all tree written
letters joining soil
water drowning in sand,cloud melting to blue
throat of earth getting dried up twisting red dust stomach
to green mouth
throwing fist of soil
where ever seen only open field
above burning sunlight
fire rain sweat river
to hung life support of
bone skeleton
on blowing suddenly rising
emiting fire
around found seen (vision)
red rotating fire
a whirl inside whirl ,a whirl inside whirl.
At distance dull
dusky stone fort
Did not open
even single time that door
Crawling is body
vomiting ( ummalisu) is thirst
Attracting dead body
is fascination of earth’s life
Shout (cry)of hungry stomach becoming earth quake
Seed is becoming corn
exploding in vessel(banale)
Being not able to fix
leg body vibrating
Zeros are
exploding from eye
Aha!firm fort smiling
in saw teeth
Swallowing opening
mouth body of earth collapsing
Then at once breath turned to air? Above cloud joined?
Blue girl removing(shedding)
kanchuka(blouse)
Swinged full breast? Head of kid on the
Thigh smearing slowly
air
Living ( pampering)in fingures ,giving flower
Kiss to forehead.
Splitting powder
drying barren dry earth
Life flood(river) flowing in wind pipe in force
Filling spilling
sounding wetting life source
opening an eye
In inner water.
Eye if opened fort
,doom in front slowly
body shaking
slowly little wabling
aha knot is on thigh
again
on rising neck found in
river chest
deep blue mother silver father.
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Autobiography of sindabad:
In this
Land I had eaten and slept
Is it not?
Suddenly found a fearful
dream
And woke up.
Surrounding were
heightful trees standing.
In evening sunlight winking eye seing me only
Laughing,remembered friends and shouted loudly.
From directions my own words echoed
Stunned,ran towards sea and saw
My life friends had gone away by ship.
In this unacquainted
Land which is not mine
Ran to directions to
directions without directions.
“is there anybody remaining like me” I shouted loudly
After few moments
when touched me only cried in
silence.
Ayyo
Spreading wings were indulged there only.
Figureful was on the same
landchwed and spit pan(thambula)
Ship which I travelled,along with people ,assets
Lost lonely I
am.todat morning again woke up.
birds of green leaves
were flying
one crow pecking past food
was looking at me.
In this land is there anybody remaining
Dragging leg.
Blowing air…standing trees…struggling myself
Wandered
My shadow
shrinking expanding melted.
Again awokenness
search
charcoal (burning) in head(netthi)
mid day my sweat mixing in
this soil
suddenly
chasing green found one white beautiful divine mansion tip
aha
in this land a house is seen ran falling rising seing no
door
to that house at all.
Seing at that warm house
with sliping wall
Playing hand in half fear and half joy
Searched for one magic door
around.
Inside
Wandered for the company of life that may be present
Probing.
No
Absent doors did not open.
To that one one door
May appear waiting in concentration
At little distance sat watching leaving
food and water(rice and food).
Changing the border of sarry from left to right
That white beautiful divine mansion
Was sitting in
stagnance.
Air was slow. Trees
were
staying stagnant
without shaking in hot sun light.
After noon a dry half dried
leaf flied in front of me.
Carrying
While disappearing
beyond trees
Dark was slowly coming.
Then
there appeared a
black spot (star)in sky.
Gradually it became
a bird.
Became sparrow crow
,eagle ,big eable
Lengthened
metamorphosis.
In minute
minute(moment moment)
It’s wing from south to north
It’s beak to weat
Was expanding.
It’s shadow covering whole ground ground dulled.
To it’s flying force trees trembling
branched touched the
floor again and agai,touching the
forehead..
with it’s thundering (terrific) sound
chest started to beat,struggling
I laid down to earth.
land sliding under me
a red fort suddenly arose
becoming fort to mansion.
It’s eye like death
appeared for a moment
Thinking my story is finished
Closed eyes.
When I opened eye
One black hill in
dark slightly back
Was sitting covering that white mansion.
After long time at hight
somewhere
Found the beak.
That is bird this is
egg
Knowledge broke.
Through out night that
under demon bird’d beak
Not even little sleep.
At first fear of in which moment it
pecks.
Later I came to know
that
I am too small
to be seen by it’s eye
The desire to get out
is opening wing.
Fly of bird is sure.
I hurry
removing
turban(cloth) around head
tied to bird’s kndless fearful leg.
Sun in half earth and half sky
For a doubtful joint moment
Bird shook off it’s
wing.
While there was snow storm rain
At the time when
surrounding world was getting
mixed
Flied (emited)off to sky.
To that speed feeling giddy (vertigo) wondered
On closing and opening eye
Somewhere below dream
of green water’s shaking(struggling).
Here blue surrounding
In vicinity here and there bird cloud.
Leaving those
below rising i
Bird non beating
wing
In a single note
Was rising above.
Now
Not even a directionless
cloud also not present
Nacked blue.
Bird has no attention towards me
Body not adjusting to it’s speed
Paining as though at tied area.
To force of air
Disappearing
breathlessness(breathing trouble)
Tied knot is slowly
getting loosened.
Thinking that
Leg of bird itselis very close life
Embracing tight
Chest is paining.
My small shadow
From this height to
depth of thousands thousands of
miles
Trembling cutting
falling becoming soil.
My self form loosing
density
Spread through out
along
earth globe
Becoming one dull
On ground
Green was flourishing
Water’s blue was enjoying
Fragrance of earth was flying
Flying was eaten
thrown leaves
Was present my shadow with me.
Here neck sqeezing
blue
Non wabling, non enjoying, not flying
Firm (motionless) blue.
Demon bird is flying.
Nobody in past nobody having drawn last breath
At this height myself-
If died even after death this body
In continuous moovment
Aimless goalless path smelling will be flying.
Smell of previous life
Devil(pretha)
will be wandering without
Without touching ground.
Next power of thinking drying up(reducing)
Deathlike sleep
(drowsiness)
Covered.
When I was awake
Birds were crying in
changed tone(ugli)
Air was rubbing upfaced.
Oho…demon bird is downig(getting down)
From depth of mind(heart)
Depth of land.red,green,blue
Are getting nearer
as though life coming
to death.
Bird is relaxing
Downing(getting down)
by closing and opening the
wings.
Between thigh of earth mother.
Thousands of birds are getting down
To depth of endless valley.
Crying harshly,rounding circularly
While getting down
Rising dust
J drowned.
Before the bird opens
it’s wings
I have to untie the knots.no much time.
Suddenly sliped from
knot(tie) jumped to soil.
I don’t know why?
sorrow came pressing( with pressure)
cried out.
Evening time
Valley becoming
cradle of silence
While standing firmly
I opened eyes slowly.
Twisting around me
In midst of Thousands
of poisonous creatures
I only remained.
When I got up my shadow
United with high
(horn)rock in front of me.
Abba….
Now it is all right, allowing this child in front yard(angala)
Can play with child
till becomes dark.
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