PILKA's POEMS PART 2 (TEN ELIGIES) TRANSLATED BY DR.RAVEENDRA HOSADURGA.

                                           

 

             

 

 

(PART 2)

‘MANJINA  SHAVALAYAKKE’ (TO SMOW’S SHIVA TEMPLE)  SELECTED POEMS OF  RAINER  MARIYA RILKA(1876-1926) , world poet, GERMAN POET,TRANSLATED TO KANNADA by DR.H.S.RAGHAVENDRA RAO ,RETRANSLATED TO ENGLISH BY DR.RAVEENDRA HOSADURGA.I AM GRATEFUL TO  AUTHOR AND HIS FAMILY MEMBERS.TRANSLATION IS MY HOBBY.SCHOLARS ARE REQUESTED TO CORRECT.

 

ELIGYES OF RILKA: (ELIGYES ARE SORROWFUL SONGS):

1)FIRST ELIGY:

Though I shout and call,who is there to listen?

 In Gods walking in other world.

 In spill of love if one embraces other

To my and his chest. Now also I am not there,

will melt and go in this existence which covers,my small lamp’s flame

In that flame  beauty is beginning of fear.

To bear it only is possible to it.will not leave to live.

Will not destroy,so much pride to it, how much peace!

For that how much fear to us.Each god is statue of fear.

 

Will become quiet preventing hicups(bikkugala),by drinking

 My tears song.aha ,in severe difficulty  to whose side shall

we turn “kindful come”. Not humans,not divijas.

 Tieing  ourselves by ourselves ,ourselves only nderstood, in this our world,

It is  discomfort(embarrassment) to us it is known. Now ven to animals also.

What is seen by them is not seen by us?

Might be for us some tree.

In  side  of hills,daily as food to vision.

Or yesterday walked paths are there waiting for us.

Or daily accustomed world is there,cart path of used materials.

 Once came inside, again did not return,aha how much freeness how much  close!

 

O forgot,nught….is about to come…. Is going to drill fearwondered faces.

Air which made to hisw field in body. On endful attack of endless.

 Night which was waited since long days. to anxiety flame slight water thrown night

 Lonely heart in severe pain  facing night, will not wait for animal  in sacrificing night?let go,,to beloveds is it simple such work?

Thry use  each other  to hide their face.

Do you don’t know still? Throw away,filled emptiness ,arms

Opening wide, inspiring leaving breath, in this field  birds experiencing

Air life force.may fly with more intensity.

 

Yes, in life spring  giving unlimited  chance,

Now and then had waited  lonely star,desiring you will see

 A wave  had rolled,your lost end time body,open window,

Crossing  had reached your ear drum  sound wave. Giving you this sound,this vison reserve.did you fill up chest,did you reach goal?

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 Everyday every moment, experience’s near wave, in found place only some other dream?

Like bringing beloved each moment’s  reality( In case even if she comes, where I would have kept is  gathering(parishe)  calle mind? Playing laali day and night, making house there only in sandy of big and small  worries?).

 

 Mad desire if troubles as fire(spark),,forgotten body in love female’s variety of songs

Song s condition (fate)  of  femals troubled  by loneliness.Iif seen  those little jealousy also).

Still still  are shining  their feels  spill(ukkanda).

 Not getting like them,not dragging to over joy inner light’s response.

 Leave those who are satisfied with desired love,,purer than those these (lasses) love.

 Start again again   their love’s  praising how ever much less only

Remember hero has no destruction. His donfall also  final incarnation

 

To get necessary  cause only,that is all.

Talk of lovers is not like that. Natur gets tired. Becomes empty.

 In work of making tham to appear(odamudisu). As once again that work will not happen,hides  inside,for tomorrow.

 You know in tumult of chest, gyaspara starina’s condition song.

Losing lover only remaining   merelove

Crossing border of sky, pain of jumping like-love.

 Lonely like her only, some girl bending maturing to her kind of love’shall I become like her’ like this,

 I may ask for myself.

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 Older than old, like this paining kind,at least at end,

Should be fruitful to us. Is it not? Helping in great siddhi(accomplishment).

 We also from lap of our beloved,

not leaving even little love

 Can we stand in shake and tumult?

Response(thuditha) of hede(bow thread), arrow as though preventing.

At the time of relief accumulating strength,jumping crossing it’s border.

Yes, there is no base to us to survive.

To lose oneself is right  in field.

 

Tones,tones, my heart listen,only those who have become saints,

As they have heard. Till that sea serious sound lifting

Them up from ground shines.

 Will remain  on listening only,indulged in sound

Without noting anything  by kneeling. Is it true like this  strict warning.

That much complete the kind which they listen.

 

True, you listening tone of god,tolerating it you can be present

It is not possible. Still listen air tone with attention.

In inner house of silence, every moment getting body without leaving continuously,

On hearing message,wishpering those words are moving.

On your side by children died in tender youth.

 In naples or rome,inside church

The moment in which you kept step did  their bad fate not trouble

Coming in front with small tone? Or still above,

 To be written likely  poem.

Lost yearSantha Maria pharmosa’son milk stone board(plate),

This is the work which they desired from me;around youngsters  death

 Covered unjustice enclosure, as much as possible to move aside softly.

Few times such enclosure  will obstruct their journey towards  heaven.

 

Yes,tht is natural. Suddenly leaving this earth,

To go is not easy.  Should leave certain celebrations

Which we have learnt  yesterday day before yesterday.

Roses which had kept heart warm.similar hundreds of

Pampering,to see like humans  should tell send off.

Filled with  infinet anxieties, filled hands protection shadow

We can’t exist as we were before now onwards. Why that much

Even our names,as though somebody’s should detach behind only and go.

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Like broken doll  child forgetting.

Opening  keeping easily should go.

 Is it not a wonder, our desires only  we have no right to desire,

Is moving from inside to outside,adjusting with difficulty,

Collected saved rELIGYous texts are floating

To direction direction  like beggers.

 

To die survive how much difficult  work it is!

 Slowly  darshan(vision) of infinet  threads, before getting

Again need not labour  many  treasures.

Still  in midst of those   not  our proper knowledge.

 nbetween  died and survived  there is no much difference as we know.

Gods will not know whether they are walking in midst of

Living or dead  few say. In both these world an Amrithavahini is flowing.

No end no beginging.

As though to oneself thar river is drowned in force.

 Now youngsters  tones world completely.

 

 Those who  have disappeared in  youth only what they want from us?

From soft sweet breast,child getting relieved moves towards sky

Without burden of any tears.But we? We need condolence. Secrets

Which cant be known  knowing trial(havanu). Through forest onmly path to sky.

Without such sorrows  can we live(exist)?old story is not false.

 Like young god getting eye filled  lainasa’s departure.

 It made to appear pain,drowsiness, inmertness. By that silence only had appeared  first tone

Like bird breaking body of night. Like incarnation of flute in bamboo.

 

Field got afraid. Colour has filled sky,in beautyless world.song has faded fear. Till today covering  protecting us

Wiping tears,,making to lean on shoulders,help giving truth.

 Equal rasa river had come on that day for first time.

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(January12 to 16,1912,dyuno,Germany)

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Notes: this is first among dyuno ELIGYes.

1)     Gods-angels

2)Gaspera stampa  -one of best Italian poets.

3) santha  maria pharmosa Church  in venis city of Italy.

4) lynus:orphious like another greek god.

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2)     SECOND ELIGY:

 Every angel(god,daivatha) is severe only,But still

 Though we know this truth we invite. You,with much  sorrow.

  Come troubling so as to  remove prana  Athma 9self) birds,come.

 Where did it go that time? To young thobiyas   among you,

 Onme becoming with,without making to fear ,without threatening, path showing time.one among you,concealing inner light,standing in front door.

 Accompanying in journet protected time.

( in window  peeping  wonder filled youth

Like  same shadow your friend)

Our time is different.

Behind stars  such god only

,if keeps steps towards us.thakadhimi thaka dhimi

 Beat of chest drum*maddale). On rising rising surely kills.

Who are you?

 

 Who have crossed border of Humanity lovely children of  creation god.?

Series of hills, in  slightly red  light of early morning

Bathed peaks.- blossoming  divine centre’s shining flower dusts.

Unbroken reserve light’s  beams(pencils),,lanes, steps, thrones

From theme(hurulu) blossoming coming field,seas of severe joy.

Resulted as intoxicated joy feelings storm

 Suddenly all all silence.

Mirrors”by their face only   flowing as river all beauty

Again sacking  again sacking in, simply sitting as gum9silent).

Mirrors.

 

 But we intensive feelings,,when inside is distribed will become  steam;

 Like breath  we will send ourself out.

,without returning again to distance distance

 In  Moments moments  also reduce  our feels. Like fragrance melting in air.

Yes, some may wishper in our ears like this:

‘true true hey girl full of my blood you you only.

You are not in this room,you have filled spring season body yourself….”

 Is it true? What if true? It is possible to hold us up to end?

We disappear in him,,we. Will spill around him. What is talk of those who have caught(arrested) beauty? They will not survive.

With nobody filling up eye magic beauty,

From their face flows continuously out out outside

 Like that disappear.likr early morning snow  moving  away from grass.

 Wha is ours floataway in air.like steam flying from  hot meals plate

O smile where are you going?o vision rolling towards sky,moving on chest sea slowly

 Warm newly new wave….

Yes, we are like that only, If so, we are going to melt

Endless beginingless, field will there be our taste? Thise angels(daivathas,gods)s

Emitted out by them only  light will they absorb aain inside?

But still few times- even by missing eye- inside that our

Power’s  at least little part is  it hided?

 On pregnant’s face, as feature of child  flashes-

Within themselves drowning again daivathas(angels) will not give attention to it.

(how is it possible?)

 

 Loved each other, they k now art of wishpering,

 They may tell  maddening sweet words

In night’s air’s dependence.because,

Each fact hides us then.

See,trees are present simply. The houses in which we are living are standing without moving still. We only leaving all behind,

Fly forward. Like theif air  moves unseen.

All all things as though planning become silent.

Aboutus. Might be due t to dome dirt

Or due to untold more hopes.

Mutually satisfied  beloveds and lovers

I am asking.’about you’right.

Have embraced held one another, but where is witness to your love?

See.Many times twelve handa  one another

 Finds out.embraces and holds.or my face

Tired due to old age, in their residence get rest.true  by that

To me a little sensation,excitement,.But for that much,mere that much

 Who will dare to live(survive)?

But, you will blossom by  his intensive feel attack.

at end,at once, inintoxicated peak, till requested you he:”this much enough,still more not needed…” inhis hand’s  touch sense net,

getting matured, like sweet grapes, filling up you.

 He getting relief, as he gets separated only,if  he can become niyou, I am asking you. about us. I know, you will touch intoxicated joy.because,

 To that touch ,there is opening character. Because, as that much soft

To body which touches your hand no death. It remains beyond time also.

Because  in moments of that touch, you will experience  niracadhi( timeless, periodless,durationless) time.

Like this you, by embracing only ive hope of Amarathva(deathlessness).

Or little less. But still,but still….. after  crossing  first sights fearful moments,

 After waiting  moments near window in anxiety

 After  completing walk once in garden:

 Listen those who lived, have  remained yourself as yourself?

 To keep kiss both of you lift face

To lips in front of lips,sweet lip drinks.

 But what a tragedy: in moment of union only,

is found leaving running moment.

 

 On greece’s all Samadhi stones, in appearing sculptures,

Carved out part postures(positions)  unbound control wonder in us.

Did it not make to appear?, in love, in separation  not filled feelings,

 On shoulder very light, very natural  showing by kept hands only,

Art’is not fact of this world’ did you not feel like this?

 

Observe those hands,,without burden have vrested upon  shoulder.

But there is power in muscles of  statues(sculptures). Bofy ful spirit( chaithanya) is there.

To these self controlled  statues know residence of truth.”To involve

Others means this much only. This much lightly  touches like this.

This only is ours. Touch og gods may be more harder than this.

But that is transaction(business) of gods.”

 

We also, filling all in oneself,adultrated such one human field

If it is possible to find out.

Fruit growing  our own a little wet soil,

In midst of rock riversBeacause our hearts also cross us  spill and flow.

According to itsels itself.

We can’t walk holding it’s path.

We can’t see  it cooling statue.

Or that  with still more richness, equal to gods, entering inside body

In getting still more intensive peace in getting we can’t move.

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Written in 1912

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Angels-daivathas, Thobias- a role in latin work ‘the book year of  thobit,

‘od head’- penis statue,(phallic image).

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3)THIRD ELIGY:

To  see beloved and to praise is one kind.Hiden in blood and sitting

 That gesitating mind’s  river god to invite. That is another kind

Her young lover-to her also how much he is known?from very long distance

That much only-by depths  of her loneliness.

(before she consoling her only, as though refusing her existence only)

Lifting head erect and standing

 About(regarding) lord of intensive lust(kama), what does he know?abba! standing  erect that head

Aha is melting.

 Drop drop drop of unknown(unrecognized), whole whole night in endless noise,

(shout) diping ancint hedathale(hoodhead?)

O,hiding  sitting in midst(waist?) of us onlys Neptune godess,making to shake gada gada his  trident

 Emiting from depth of heart, from whirl whirl cone, as though sounding, appearing  moment moment with force

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Fearful wind! Night  in moments when it is emptying itself becoming empty,listen that wind sound.

O stars,  desiring  face of beloved again again  beloved’s intensive lust(kama) has appeared from you only.

 Is it not?  About Her pure face feature his secret insight pure

Ia it notgrace of

Stars groups?

 

Mother,no, you also not, his eye brow bows

In anxiety of such expectation who made to bend is not yourself,that only condolence.

 One who knows his   oresence  particle by particle,hey mad girl,his lips are coming  joy’s indulgence,

 In expectation like bud, blossoming is not for your lips.s,not for you,floating like early morning cill wind

Walking tender girl.your little little steps in him,as they made  tempest  to run, is it Your feeling? Do you really think like that?

Yes, you made her heart to fear that is mere meetugolu(rowing stick…..?).

Hiden within him yuga yuga’s

Fears swallow him. Moment fter seing you.

Call him  inside you….but,that severe black friend getting released,to hide within yourself

Not easy.true.in chest house

Hides.new birth opens new life. It it yes? Is it true?? Did thirst attached to blood  fade?

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Mother,you are the one who  made to appear his kidship. By you only his journey started.To my eye vision

 he was tender.was newyou aroung his eyes, friendly arch of world is tied.,unacquainted

 You hide many world secrets.aha,where did those years fly off? On one side he, who knows nothing.

On another side, rushing forward, swallowing at once, deep depth(pathala).

In middle you delicate.s protected him.

 How many secrets you hided from him when night covered,residence of fears and doubts,sleeping room.

 

 Keptit safe. Along with his night field , removed out from my heart

Mixed humanitarian environment. You stopped lamp. Not in night dark. Sanding without flowing  your

Presence lamp durnt. Spilled light  like loved friend. In ground,in door, in outside field heard

Troubled screams  I described to tender like friend. As though knowing  that soundful(shabdamaya) listening,

Removed his doubts some how.On listening he breathed lightly. Was appearing free from fear.

 Standing by side of his cot, your presence then how much strong!receded back his fir relation.,long body

Receded behind  the long shirts(niluvangi) .water hided ans sat behind door.tumulting tomorrows reasting for some time,

Joined inside screen(veil) folds.

 

 He also that much only. While sleeping there a feeling of relief. For him only  you built and tied  soft sweet world

Slowly is meling. Below eye lids closed in sleep,sleep is about to come,-

Found safe…. But,inside, within himself made river who can prevent?

 

Who can send him to other place? In youth of sleep there was no not even little of

Pre awakening?

Had slept true,but

 Dream filled boy, burning fever’s  red faced exploding boy: he jumped into it’s body.

S no he is different only,newly new animal.excited vibration, disturbed body mind

Pralaya(total destruction ) has happened inside.

 Has spread inside it’s only  ugly design. Breath tieng (holding)roots, animal cruelty movements.

 Like this he who surrendered…..! how did he  love. Inner stage that world, forestship which had filled it.

 Inside him ancient forest, Filled in it, in midst of rotten trees, hert stopped. It’s colour light green.

 Loved he. Rushed inside still more, below. Cutting his roots only rushed forward.

Beyond that appeared

Source  srotha(……?).there already had finished  his birth death. With love only moved insde.

Still ancient,vessels inside. Severe fear inside slept  valleys. Full of it’s stomach

His ancients. Each demon knows him.is blinking like friens.yes,

Smile had come, wickedness alo… mother such sift laugh is rare to you also.

Laughing like this

How  not to  get loved  from  frinds he befor knowing to mind only love had appeared.you hi your

While protecting in body only,it surrounding him embryo   makingweightless

Uterus fluid(amniotic fluid) Had melted

 

 No our love will not be fruitful within one year like flowers.  When we lovebeyond memory

One life rasa flows through our arms. Dear girl:grasp this truth: we loved

Hiden within us  inm future coming on some daynot young manwithoin us falling innumerable ancient’s army. Not only coming child, slept at depth,like nondestroying  mountains

 Fathers , grand fathers also:

Not only that much ,ancient mothers dried up  rivers lands also-with it.

It’s fate’s clod covered

Or cloudless  below sky spread whole silent earth continent also.

Love girl,ll these,

Are truths which were present before your coming only.

 

And you,own yu, what you also know? In your beloveds

You only disturbed  ancient times directions, hundreds of jivies( lives)  which departed from us,

Made to emit within  himself intensive feelings endless noise. At that moment how many females hated you?

 In his yound vessels  which you made to appear deep black sinners army how much?

 Faded kids stretched their hands.

 To touch you…o softly see him

You as bold

Performing(fulfilling) some work daily. Lead  him from  troubling forests towards gardens.give

To him severe black night crossing  some fact………

Put control to his thirst…….

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FOURTH ELIGY:

O my life tree, when is your winter (autumn)coming?

True, to us and to  this nature crevices(joint) is left.no co living.

Our blood will not give hint to us.like lood of migrating birds.late,all all after moving forward. Suddenly we open ings

In air,compulsively fall of ground, sno rock covered on some pond.

Blossoms dries up

 Simultaneously to us  o flower to life. Some opening(therapu?)

Lions still wander with royal seriousness,,at some place,

They have no knowledge any weakness power of emperors (dectaters) to them given.

 

 But we! When mind is fixed on one thing

Wewre caight by attraction of another thing.

 This type of friction is born nature to us.

 See lovers, they have given hope to one another.

Field wide freedom, warm house, sweet- hunt,

 dash rushing in border of  lover and loved(beloveds)

 some one picture should be drawn.with much labour picture writer.

Prepares different kind of wall.

In that background  those lines clear,clean

S our talk ids different.not seen to us.

 

Ours only felings outlines lifehood (liveliness)  truth to us.know,

 from outside only pressing  (daughing)them  facts only.

 

In front of veil of  heart with fear anxiously  who is sitting?

Screen rised above,send off vision, easy to recognisewell aquainted garden.

 Is swinging a little in air.later dancer cameno ,not he.

 How ever much actively moved,his’s is dress decoration,it is worn poshaku(……..?)  birth.

 Quickly going to house playing in kithen man he is.

 

 Such half filled human masks are liked by me.

 Thread doll is mant times better..than this even grass is better.

 Even If nothing  it is filled.yes, in skin  grass will be flled. Strings skeleton, mere mere show face,all right can be beared. All these.

 

 I am sitting waiting here. Though lamps are pt off,

If anybody comes and says this much only finished’even if told like this

 Emptiness like  grey(ash) colour wind, floating on drama stage ,

Even if comes towards me, in my silent ancients, some one

Tough did did not wait sitting with me, at end female or

Grey coloured firm eyes that little boy without becoming friend,

Though has remained at distance  I am sitting.

 Right what ever ma happen. Yes,anybody can wait.,may see.

 

Is it not right what I told? You drank one sip you from my life cup

Result of my stubborn will power bitter liquid’s first sip.

Who drank  is you,father.

I was growing,you were drinking

 This much unacquainted tomorrows vision ,gave me upset .

 

Directionless goalless , along with my vision  you pained. Even now even now,

Even after becoming life after death

Hiding in me, shaking  sitting  for my goodness.

 As company(friend) to  noy crying hopes ,natural to those who have died,,centre of this existence consolation, cuntless equal minded bases(residences)  leaving

 To this my broken life….tell me,are my words not right?

 

And you, my lovely females, I started to love you a little,

For that only you merged  within me,in me leaving your love,,very quckly  I was moving away from you.

 The field (bayalu) in your ruhu(form)  was growing,was changing

When I was loving only it used to melt. Losing  ownness  everywhere.

You were not present inside that,tell

Are my words not right?

Now it is appearing  should sit In front of doll stage  should wait.

Towards it very severely, should see for long time? At end to my vision

Am I equal,

Becoming  should come ane daivatha(angel,god) there.

Grass filled doll and it’s skin (chakkala) bouncing lively.

It should be dome within a moment.

 Daivatha and skin doll: at end once true drma.

 Then  and now appear  whole  metamorphosis wheel movement.

 Present within us only,from life –seasons  runs play of daivatha(angel,god).beyong us upon us, if not others, are going to kill.

This truth  should be observed. What all we achieve here is  what a non real.

 

What a gret acting! For anything there is no chance of remaining myself by myself

O moments of childhood, then was appearing ,behind each shape, all features of paet time.

Some other world In front of us spread flowing river was not future. Every moment moment is growing our body mind.In our nerves and pulses their announcement.

Many times within us some intolerance. Why this much delay  this shadow this  blossom. We should also grow. Apart from leaving  growth  bot any other thing

For elders sake.but still, at the time where there are no elders: we ourselves only.,were becoming mad,then

 Forever towards remaining truths. Endful children standing  in middle of infinet.

We are. To word and  toys in between  divine field.,since beginingless time,

For this one sch incidence only, in prepared point.

Our presence itself is such incident.

 

Who will inform it’s true from to child?In it’s true base

Establishing it, who will give measuring  stick?

 Very hard so as not to swallow   bread  leaving in it’s  delicate mouth

Who  will become cause of it’s death….murderers inner mind easy to know.

 But  this? before journey of life starts only

Death, full death, to fill within it.near to heart softly.

 

Pressing?in spite of this much  to such life to not to tell know….

Yo  grasp this,to tell is very difficult.

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FIFTH  ELIGY:

Kindly tell me,who is this? These vagabonds(alemaries).like us  than us

More temporary never getting satisfied  some ritual(fate)

,since kidhood only

Has sqeezed  these cruelly.(that much for whom?) but still  that

 Sqeezed  these,has made to bend, has twisted.has tossed to this and that side.

Has thrown up,has again held, before only slipping  in oil applied air.

Not to fall down, they collapse.

Continuous jump- downs torn into pieces this tender tender on rathna carpet.

 Lost in infinet space this ,this much broad carpet.

This is present.like bandage  cloth attached  earth.

Sky spread on  sub cities,has wounded earth.as though telling.

This group comes here and stands like this,straightly, shaking, like ’D’ letter.

 In it’s own design.as though indicating  longevity of life contineously

Troubling the same tight fist has held them.Among them  even strong people also

Has hit and powdered. King Agastus like crushing  metal plate.

In play fun.aha, around this centre,,seeing keeping eye in eye, standing  blossomed unblossomed

Rose face feature—this  land carpet treading legs around,

By it’s own flower dust(pollen grains) getting pregnant going to deliver sorrow fruit,around  shalakagra( tip of pencil of light…?) as though forgotten body  seeing dull faces feature.

Is shining  in their  free faces.with boredom washed half mad smile.

 

There: white haired folds dry face body mind’s weight lifter old man,

To him now to beat drums itself is work.

 Has shrunken ,in this much wide, this much lenget  skin bag.

 Though there are two  inside that much big.where is that another?

He has already slept in grave yards, he has remained alone.

Ear is not hearing,direvction is not seen in husband lost widow’s body.

There

That  young man present there,he may be son born to sanyasini( lady hermit) and neck;strong body has filled up see.

By muscles and by innocence.

 

Children:

 Like a doll got by those who are drowned in water

You,this sorrow. While recovering from it’s shock……

Who appeared is you.

 

 You hey little boy.

 Daily hundred times your jump and fall

Suddenly falling,,simply dieing that pain

Withering from tree not yet matured  nut know.

 By movement only branches appearing drowning that tree

( to it within few moments only spring(vasantha,) summer,winter

Much faster than water)……..

Nuts fall on grave.

Few times

To jumping  fallingwork liytle gap

 Toewards mother a little love filled vision

She has no leasure. One kis per year.

 But that vision disappears  before eye closing only.

 Swallows it  your body……

 Without identity of feelings fear filled face….

 Again he is calling by claps

 

Again is going to start jumps and falls

 Before clearance of  pain near heart which responds bhada bhada

Burning maling to suffer feet pain  rushes by emitting.pushing back

Pain in chest. In eye border two drops tears

Inside salt sea….

In midst of all these,in face smile

Mad smile.

 

O angel, hold it press to chest once..

That little flower’s lovely root(herb)….

For that only create another pot,protect it.

Keep it for us,in midst of still unopened joys.

Let appear and come liking words,on that beautiful ash vessels

In bending pushpalipi(flower script).

“what is present here is smile of domba”

 

 And you. my lovely beauty

Mind attracting joy how much have crossed you,with how much silence.

Might have enjoyed your dress by your foot touch

Young  lass’s pair breasts lifting holding green silk cloth.

 

Might be satisfied in endless joy,,nothing other is needed.

you

as expert in balanced weight balanced mind

like that and this continuously rotating bending climbing shoulders of tjose these swinging so as not to fall…..

 

o,where is that time-place(country)- is hiden in my chest even now also

then there was no expertship to  these.

 

Were falling one upon another like that only distance distance

 Pair not matching bull and again it’s cow

 Like  going away in uniting  moment.

S then the weights which they were lifting were heavy.

S plates on bamboo(gane?) plate were swinging.

Now and then were falling tun…….

 

 Suddenly all changed.

 Struggling laboring growing in this empty space  name can’t be kept that piligrimage- where pure very little without our knowledge undergoes change-

It emitted jumped. Changed empty empty  very great.

 Work which desires skill also very simple.

No enthusiasm,no joy spill, as mechanical movement.

 Areas where dombas dance,o paris city’s this much broad  land

Beginingless, infinet,  lady weaver weaving place,this land’s

Life news. Path threads,endless  tapes knitting,tearing, twisting,

From them, border,falls flowers and artificial fruits doing design?

To each truthless false colour-

All what is done  is needed for winter of fate for vcheap shawl.

 

Anjel! In case even to us also if there is unknown place

 There on some undescribable rathna carpet.

Love- lover if get expertise,the skill which is not got here

Emiting to height in sky shining hearts macic(indrajala).

  As indulged as intoxicated enjoying joy camp.

 

Without help of lsans standing at distances, residing on roof

One giving support to another, shaking in excitement

 This play this figure in midst of seeing people

 Stopped without talk countless in front of dead audiens

 Without hesitation they on doing showing like boiunless clevers.

 

 Then also then also in front of audiens  grouppresent here

Protecting hiding, without knowing even  to us

Will they toss latent  joys coins?

At least then may come true amile

 Now false-laughing in domba people’s in foolishness.

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Note:Agustus- a strong  Poland king who was able to break  plates  done out of metals like  Iron,copper and antimony metals  with his empty hands only.

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SIXTH ELIGY:

Fig tree, Since many times myself,I have understood you in this kind;

You leaving blossoming as flower, make to indulge   your reserve  secrets

In fruit maturing before only, without noise with silence you branched out  upside down  branches,, like water fountain tubes send jivarasas.

Below and aboce,before fully awakening  and breathing only,

It becomes fruitful. In it’s sweet accomplishment(siddhi).

 Rising  Sitting  from sleep

Like god coming in swan.

 

But we, to delay and remain is natural to us.

Ayyo,we.In blossoming pride to us. Our final fruit’s very matured inner deoth we enter with much late.

 By that time to some unseen trait we yield(become sacrificed).

In few only desire of rising is filled.

 With much intensity,in fullness of their heart, they shining

Cross and stand whatever attraction. Blossoming shining desire,

On touching like nightcool air, their soft delicate lips ,crossing eye lids

They stand.

 Probably heros, in the same way they disappear in their tender age only.

Gardener called death  will have rwusted their  vessels. In another design.

 

These run forward: following their own smile.

 In egypt’s kanark temple in swollen sculptures winning  in front of pharohas

 Like horses  group running in high speed.

 

To this hero, to early dieing  children there is simililarity.

 He has no permanent  care(anxiety),no desire, his’s his gapless continuous upfaced movement

He moves, In moment moment dangerous  waiting  star groups

He is not at all got. There also, to anybody,but,

Fate which is silent towards us suddenly gets,,spirit

Sings praises sends him, rushing coming his storm in life.

 There is nobody who have not made ear to get mad. Floating coming tone on  on flowing air.

Burning severe black tone,has pierced me in only one moment.

 

 Then I hide with much joy,with desire of getting

childhood again,again childhood! Has spread whole life

in front of me. Reading adventurous stories with  blossomed eyes,arm on table.

 Eye on page.Samson is great valiant. His mother is blessed.

Previously she was barren(sterile),.later  valient’s mother.All appeared from her womb.

 

Mother when I was in your body only he was bold. Is it not?

In ego pride covering ,side pushing work there inside you. Had started it it not true? Hundred lives in were tumult.In you desiring to become he,but see: he choosed,held tight

 Pushes aside all remaining people……he remained True the piller  he mde to rolllater theirs.From world of your body emiting out,,more contracted than that,

 Later came to outside world. There also he choosed. Got success.

O nalient mothers,destroying  bank flowinmg   great flood’s sources.

 

 From loved heart’s tip pouring tears lasses  jumping,

Severe falls,when sacrifice for your son.

 

Because,,this bold,crossing residence of love like storm

When ever he goes,,reserved for him only  evry beat of heart, had lifted

Him still above above. Crossing border of their love.

Refusing these he who moved forward, rised pean and stood.

In end of closure of smiles-as statue equal to god.

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Notes:Like god entering inside body-Story taken from greek epic.

Samson- a valiant,

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SEVENTH ELIGY:

Not to appease for love. Now onwards it is not possible. Crossing such residence

Enlighting tone.

 To your cry that is not natural character. Instead of that,you

Scream like bird purely, harvest time emits it.above in wind

 Mostly shines to us it is paining suffering  spirit,yes,that bird.

 

In close sky lighhht bathing not lonely heart. To harvest no it’s sense-

You should also sing. Like that love mad bird.but only

That much reserve to her. Then she responds. Will find out you

Though not seen.silent-beloved. Slow slow appears  echo in her.

It gets warmth in you tone’s heat….

 

O! harvest embraces it and holds-retalks. Every where new birth’s

This song:first first  one or two questioning fearful words(notes)

 Nodding accepting day’s involving  in silence

Gradually a little bold tone. Still more severe.

Later steps,tone lader’s steps, found dream. Towards tomorrow’s

Temple-later high intensive sound. Later emiting,expecting fall

Like water fountain. It is play of breaks-hopes

Again is still coming summer.

 

Not only all sun rises of summer…..they changing,

 becoming day in first light no about twinkling wonder kind.

 Aound flowers like pearls softly.spread like figures trees that side

That and this side, that much strong,intensively filled days.

 

Not only…. Rolling twisting   not only small path ,sevening time

 Not only Grass fields after storm only filling inside

Not winder breath’s new new air. Covering sleep and

Not only indication of some fear……along with these nights.yes

Along with these high  courteseous  summer nights and stars also……

 These our land’s stars.

 

O at end all these should know infinetly

All stars,yes, how shall we forget those? How how?

See,I was calling my beloved only,but she does not come

Alone……. By their weak(degenerated)  samsdhies(graves)  appear and come.

 Will gather girls. Because after calling once how to

reserve it for one? Remaining immature  souls(selves)  will be searching only.

For this earth……children… In this base of soil truly got only one

Experience-enough if at least once- to one life.

How many times you put behind your beloved.joy intoxicated hot breath

Leaving. Like that only moved towards relief(liberation).

Truly to live here here is  amazing glamour .you were also knowing that.

 As though lost,as though tired appearing you.girls to you also….

These cities rotening,waiting for dirt in very dsirty streets

Who lived to you also it was known.Solid knowledge of existence you had also got. If not much for one hour. Or not that much also,between two moments

 

Not able to spend small little time.Is hat much not enough for blessedness? Existance was  filling spilling in blood vessels. But we? To us atleast  to neighbours

Needed jealousy.Otherwise know value to it. We are show off people(experts).

Fickleness of showing all to us.But, appearing to eye big even joy also

Allows you within me. Till we convert in our mind.

 

Beloved, this world is not anywhere else. Apart from within us,,passes life

In metamorphoses. External world shrinks  little by little becoming small.

First in residing house,now has stood  intellect created mansion. It completely belongs to world of  concepts. As though has still remained in brain.

Has tied  our time much power gatherings. But still they are formless.

This time pulled away from earth, trying ti emit

Like spirit. Now temples are not known to anybody. Nobody has it’s sense.

Heart’s  ukkanda(increases)  we have protected and kept secretly.

In case if a temple is  still remaining ,previously requested by people.

Worshiping, bending by kneeling, one such fact-moves forward.

That is as it is now, in coming visionary  world ,will not come to sense of many

It’s existence  (presence) they will lose in our time.,they within themselves,

Temple building chance,using still high pillars.,statues.

 

 Earth’s inert wheel movement in each turn  are present cuch people.

Country time corrupts.they have no past time. Now it will come even such future is also not there to them.

Even very near moment also, very far to human race(family).But should not be directionless.

By that we. In change protecting  recognizable works which can be protected still,

In work  should get merged still more.-yes it had stopped ince

In midst of dense population.  In midst of swallowing fate.not knowing which side,

In midst of  loss of direction(not knowing direction) , was standing it,as though remains for ever.

 

Bent ans saw stars towards it. From unbroken  sky houses.

Angel, that I will show you. There!it stands

Without beginning and end, vision. At end once directly,boldly,as undestructable.

Pillar,tower,door,sphinx, cathedral emiting beyond sky……all

Slight colour, blur blur  or unacquainted  city.

 

Aha What a miracle all these are!is it not? Angel,see see with wonder,

Yes,this is we.we o, great man announce.we have achieved this 

and showd. To celebrate  it also  long sigh to us.

Abba,even at end has not become fruitless.we such great fields

In using. These are our  chance,these are temples

Built by us.(fear to me,how much great is this field, to thid still ho much vastness!

 

 By floods of thousand thousand  years of feels it has not yet

filled and spilled.no disturbance) but that tower peak is also great.

Do you say no? even if seen  by making to stand by your side also  it is not that much small.

That temple is high…….music emitted  higher than that,it moved

Above, reached worlds which are not reachable to us also. Why that much indulged in love

Girl.she also,alone near window,night……..

 Has come to your knee height?

 

No I am not appeasing you.

Don’t think so. Even if appeased you will not come,Because,

In my head only is filled.”n’t don’t come” this complaint(appeal).s.you can’t come.

By swimming against that strong flood. Like arm stretched to those who come my call.and my hand is opened  this much wide. It has stretched above. Without trying to catch

Something….. whether for self protection  ot is it tone of awareness(vcaution)? There present above,not   reachable  solid(Ghana).

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EIGHTH ELIGY:

(dedicated to Austria country poet Rudalf casner)

Our surrounding life mass  is seing outside,next towards infinet.

 Our these eyes have turned  back. Have surrounded trees  plants.birds and animals.s catching  laugh and child like  cage(bonu)s

While coming towards liberation,,joy of jail

 Giving to them beyond our vision  unlimited vadtness.

 It’s truth may appear to us, In direction seen by animal eyes.

Syes,catching kids,beat and rotate we.

 From infinet to  place towards things.

 

 Infinet has sealed in face of  animals and birds.no death to it.

What we see is death only. In front of eye ,there is god.

 Their movemebts is always towards infinet.Like a fountain

Jumping from earth.

Once,even one day it has not spread in front of or eye

 Flowers are continuously  blossoming  that partless(orgaless) field(bayalu).

 World is filled every where, there is no place where there is no no for ever;

Pure high thing(para vasthu). Not removing outside,,not different

Which is itself in iself incomparable  wonder.

We should breath that only, we without desiring

It’s consciousness should be filled,endless place.

 

 Child can wander(walk) in it. Two three hours.

 Without sesnse of time, in movementless place merely wandering

May wither outside. As though path has missed again.

 Or some one may  breathing last breath  may become part of that Infinet.

To man who is near death death will not be seen.

Stands in front of him endless vastness(harahu)

May appear inhim animals like vision.

 

 It might have been seen by  love indulged, love herself,lover himself is obstruction to it.

Vicinity is got.intoxication rises.Aha abba telling romance

False veil got torn,base truth  is known,like this telling only again high(gahana)

He is not beyond her, she is not beyond him  veil(screen) of maya getting opened all field?

Bth of them return one to another,gold becomes soil,again old world? On things only  our vision is fixed,is it’s theme (hurulu,strength)seen there

Mere shadow of  relief  regions.It also became dull by us only.

Is seing towards us,now and then some animal somewhere

Peacefully,as dumb, in inside of in also  as known

Then also is seen that infinet’s feature.

 

Yes,that is fate; comes opposie(face to face),remains like that only becomes opposie that much only.

See,that much freely moving towards us

Going in opposite direvction, to this animal,,if it were to have consciousness of our kind only,

Would have held and made to rotated along with would have pulled it’s own  path as though ours.

 

 But it knos life’s boundarylessness,secrecy

  Present beyond  one’s field wonder, Vision in infinet to that,,innocent is it’s eye.

 What is seen to us is mere  forevision(forward vision) only,to it also has appeared all time.

In body of that time ,it has found itself,no old age,no white hait, no death to it.

S but still, in warm awakenness in this animal,has hiden sit severe sorrow sea,

,unbearable  pain heaviness.

 To it also like us only memory of ancients, inside only sorrow.

 now  we are searching that uterus(pregnancy) thens

was very near,was true life. To that and we how much soft relation

all are distant here. There  breath it had moived  inside outsides

That first houses later now present this shake,not understood.mere tumult.

 

Abba! What a joy,Takng birth in uterus(womb) only,breathing there only there only  pulling last breath  small insects.

 Chikkadu(…..?) jumps whike inside onlys,while inside only.

 Union muhurtha is also there only to it.

S world itself is mother’s  body(womb)  mother’s womb itself is world.

 

See now, half belief towards birds

 Inside also those know.know outside also.

To both they are outside some how.

It is like athma(self) of  Atruskan.from body of dead

Even if comes out. Wearing shield of body only,

How those are standing with struggle.

 Very difficult than that. Taking birth inside womb to be flied

Poor bats. Struggles moves.

As has lost direction.As though drowning in some fear.

That side,this side, all side rush in air

Like split (cracked)line  in tea cup.

Bat shakes,in evening poecelin(pingani).

 

And we are audiens.,everywhere,always

Vision turned towards material world. Never beyond that.

 It is flled within us. We arrange and keep it.

It breaks again,again rejoining,

We ourselves will break at end.

 

 Like this who turned us curved(bent)?

What ever done, how much  ever pitied,

As though going somewhere feel posture(bhaava bhangi).

Can’t we stay  residing in peace

Hll at very much distance.he on it’s peak.

Below have spread  flower fruit, land,wet land,valley.

Turns once towards it as though filling up  last vision.sees once.sees once more, nerely stands,

 Like this we have lived here. As send off only  as daily work.

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Written on 8,February,1922.

 

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Notes:Atruskan: An ancient belief in atrurian civilistion

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NINETH ELIGY:

 

Why? This duration  I should not spend peacefully like  larel leaves bush?

 Than all greens still more green,

in each leaf border  small leaves series(like smile of cool air)

why should we live as humans?-getting relieved from fate only

desiring for fate why this trouble?

 

 Che no joy is not present really.

 It is a product which is got earlier  in little hurry  which is to lost at end surely.Not merely curiosity, it is not training for  preparing hearts for tomorrows. Leave that.has green bush no heart?

 

Or to be here truly what a great(solid) work! Won’t you see?

 To  particle(anu) pollen(renu),grass,stick(anurenu thrina kasta)  our necessity is there. This world which changes moment moment  melting is calling us only.

To each thing one vision,once enough not moreand we are also one time only.

,but neveragain. But  exists this once.

To melt in that  whole,at least once .

With this earth  to present as  not knowing twos……but we are not without caught by death.

Intoxication of  staying for ever?

 

 We ill be struggling here now. Trying to achieve it.

Desiring to hold and keep it inm our mere hands,views

In congestedvision,,in heart which has lost words.s

In desiring for  us  to become that.. to whom to give this inner light? For ever let it be in our lap for ever is our desire.s

Ayyo has to go in empty hands to that another land.

Will ornament we have got will they come along with? Learnt since long time  appearing art? All incidents happening here? No not even one. Therefore found here hundreds of pains experienced here? More than all  love’s burden

And it’s endless rxperience?- what can’t be told carrying desire?

But later in midst of those stars why this kind product?

As they are present  now only  higher than all these untellable wonder.

 When travelers return,from side of mountainsin midst of valleys.

Shall he bring  mere fis of soil?soil which can’t be told anything to anybodys.no.

Instead of that comes,  new pure word he found and learnt.pure yellow

Same blue jension flower. Probably we are here to recognize and name it might be.

House ,bridge,fountain, gate, pot, fruit tree?more pillar. In you

You are inner body of those,aha, Even  presence not desired  never  dreamt  for ever. In front of eye ear bringing words! This clever silents,whon earth has graced behind bringing together

What is secret intention  hiden? In their endless limitless in joy’s  agitation (protest).

 All all things intoxicated by joy to vibrate wgat more?

Coming in-moving out, hosalu(door step). Tearing  old hosilu of old house

Without knowing to themselves,previous to them only line and like those who ccome.coming beloveds coming intoxication.

Who is in between?lightly walkingAha! To both who have loved this is

Day of blessedness.

 

 There is now,to  time to tell what is to be told .here is  mother house(thavaru) of all’s non existance

Become witness,talk,give body,Is melting in front of eye this material world which may yield to our experience. More faster than previously.

Ushing that world back  in place where it is presents gets body and stands another world. To this  conversion no mirror image.

 Changing inside only this process takes place.

Under shell’s shield. Inner something rows,again becomes anxious, for another new birth…..tollerates responds heart in midst of  hit of hammer

Like that talks tongue,in between teetg saw….

Talks,praises, making  temporary  permanent.

 In front of angel sing and praise grandeur of this world.

Untellable this land’s contact not needed to you.

 With amazing feelings, to me it is impossible  to win his mind is impossible to  you. You are still younger

 

He knows it from top to bottom,show him  our world’s

Simple facts. Many generations labored formed,remaining with us

Within reach of  hand and eye measure, facts request him.appears wonder

Within him- on that day in rome city to gane dancer became mad and stood.

Another day on the bank of nile river of Egypt pot maker’s skill made me to nod head-  like that appears wonder in him on hearing your words.

Show  him  thing’s inner joy’s peak condition.

Those becoming innocent,becoming ours only  present kinds.

Drilling sorrow also desiring to get name and form

Getting body, becoming material maturing in that, fading in it

 

Remaining that kind? Leaving instrument back distant beyond limit beyond that the  mere joy it gets.

On fading only remaining to this material collections it is known.

The fact that you are praising him

Momentary material world waits for our sake desiring relief

Fading before all only humas keeping faith on uspresent within us-o always  in all in unseen hearttham as whole as whole desire of changing is those’s.

Who ever we may be ,that is final Siddhi(accomplishment).

 

O earth is this not your desire?;to get rebirth in us.

 Though appearing as present, disappearing,is this not your dream?

On some day will disappear from vision.-then whole world

  Non –wold(Aloka). Your urgent order apart from conversion  what more you only tell.

 

O my beloved earth, I will do it.believe me.to win me

There is no need (pain)of me showing beauty of harvest-enough to me.

 One havest which I have eaten.Aha,one full of my blood it’s fill(full)

From beginning only I am yours,talkless mad.

You only are right.always; emitting within you supreme holy flash:

That itself ,to us well aquainted  death.

 

See ,I am living Which is support to it? Childhood is not becoming small

Not becoming small future…… In my heart is emiting  bouncing one jiva(loife).

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TENTH ELIGY:

One day myself at end coming out from fear producing from that vision

Should sing. In that song joy should emit and praise..to accepting davathas(angels,gods)

Reserve this song.  One Response of  heart veena be nishpanda(non vibratinmg).string becoming lose,shrithi(note) breaking,or string cutting

Let it make m to shine more. Hiden tears plant appear,bud out, let yield flower.

 his face pouring tears of joy.

Let make me to shine more. Hiden tears plant appear,bud out, give flower.

Condolence hiden within me nights how much dearer  then you are.

O unconsolable sisters why I did not accept you.

Kneeling  with still more politeness in your  bidunudiya  harahinalli

( in single word vastness?.......) surrendering like this

Why did not melt? We waste pain  moments  in overspending.

We peep and see beyond them also without drowning inside them fully.

For their closing moments. If really seen,,those moments these us like leaf umbrellas spread and protect.

 From winter chills. They are in seasonal wheel of inner mind on severe green time.not that much only they are seasons merely spread in  time.

They are places. Stations- and bases

Same soil.they are only houses to us

 

 But, streets of sorrow city  how much unacquainted to us.

There, by continuous  noise only ap[pearing coming in false silence

Is keeping steps with pride  teared statue moulded in  emptiness eraka(weld)

 

 That is twinkling twinkling  ainting noise,that is splitting(cracking)  memorial

Such sandy street consolations treads completely daivatha(angel,god). Giving ready made solutions surrounded by twinkle broken  church.

 Like post office of Sunday cleaning dirt(broomed)  putting bolt closed door

False support. At little distance…. In city border,in  noise of car festival

Swings of freedom!s dancing jumping with excitement domba’s group!

Have become stone, having goal as joyful moments only, shooting gallaries..They

Jump and fall.  making metal  sheet (thagadu) tone,some on young shooter when made to fall.

Celebrating his own luck, moves forward young man.

 

Along path  various kinds of shops attract. Beating dolu(drum), shouting calling,

Make him mad.see,’This is for adults only’! Here is body exciting(hairs rising) rare view.see see see, sowing of money,it’s only hundred times growth!

 Is standing naked on stage,see money things! Even a little is not hidden….all is opened kept-you have to learn. It will increase their valience.

Garentee,garentee….but merely a little forward.

Written’to deathless’ last advertisement on  boards backside.

 Transaction of bitter Vitter ware to those whodrink how much sweet!

 But they should rap(chapparisu)  sips,in the middle new new edibles.

Behind those boards nothing much is there.a little previously….vsion becomes real.

Children are playing,lovers have embraced each other.

On grass  bed,a clittle aside seriously.And dogs

Are doing what is natural to them.

Young traveler moves forward…..it seems he is loving

Young sorrowful lass……

Behind her he has also come and stood.

,in midst of grass field.

 

She tells; it is very long walk,o our house is there….

‘where’asks young man.simply walks behind her,has caught him her body and mind.

Her shoulder her neck-may be she of great family but,he leaves her.

Again returns, sees back and tells send off(desperation)…… But vwhatnis use?

That young girl is ‘sorrowful’.

 

 With those who go behind her,only those who have died in young age only

Ther’s is  beyond time first innocent condition.It is peaceful From breasts of earth they have pulled out face and gone,. She waits for girls.She develops friendship  with them. She shows her clothes and ornaments to them.softly:

 Pearls of sorrow and smoothly woven patience silk covers-

She walks with young males silently.

 

But,there is valley in which they live,among sorrowful women one

Answers to questions of tht young man.much back,-she tells like this-

We are sorrowful.we wrer very strong   community.our elders

Were working  in mines at base of  mountains there to you even in males also

Having ancestral sorrow smooth stone crystals are they not seen?

Or some fire  coming from  hill’s body, which has become  piece of severe anger stone .yes It had come our own mine which is seen above..

Once we were also ich…..

 

Now she carries him slowly softly in vastness of sorrowful  worlds.

Sjows pillards of temple and  very peviosly this earth

Who was ruling with viveka(wisdom) sorrowful world’s prince’s broken fallen

Fort walls.

Grown to height tears  trees of tears,sorrow flowers blossoming  fiel’s vastness,

(to those who live they are mere  small wide green bush .)

Shows again, grass grazing sorrowful groups

And rarely one bird with fear flies above.

Within boundaries of their eye measure

 

At distant sky is scribbling writing of one tone.

 In evening snow fall towards grave,he behind her.shows

To’sorrowful family’ warned elder’s house,people who predicted

(foretold). But as dark covers walk slows down. See that appearedlike moon bathed in moon light.Seeing all  sky height sphinx gods face.

 This is that statue which is residing  solidly on the bank of nyle river.

Might be twin- hiding secrets  box face.

 Wonder filled they see. Human’s king’s face which is permanently lifted to  sky height

That queen  serious god’s face.

 

Died recently is it not? His eyes are not yet adopted to  this vision yet.

 But her straight vision,produces fear to owl ehind crown’s border.

That bird gets down  gets down  by beating wide wings slowly

More bent than it’s face along cheek of god and after death of young man

Coming new

Spread in listening  region as though written on small paper,drills

Undescribable outlines.

 

And still above stars. Newly new stars of  sorrowful world.

Slowly that elder sorrowd tells their names-see, there is

‘traveller’,see  that is ‘danda’(tick’ and big star group present there callsas ‘fruits garland. Later next further in dhruva(north) direction) ;

‘cradle’’path’’burning book’ ‘suthrada doll’’window’….

But there,in south sky, like blessed   on palm like pure lines

Shines ‘mother’ named star….

 

 But that young man  has to move alone forward

Carries elder ‘sorrowful’ him

Up to deep valley silently there in moon light is shining

 Ancient fountain(source) of joy.She names it with honour.

And tells-it in midst of males.

 

Elder river-

They stand in hill line base land

Embraces pouring tears. Tells send off.

His ascend is lonely journey.Adima(ancient)  rises sorrow mountains.

In silent path no sound(echo). Even step sound is not heard.

 

But, those who have merged with endless death

If rise within us like fireflame they may show.

Leafless below hajel tree stretching body  towards  male flower  koutkins

 Or in spring(vasantha)  coming down from sky towards  black land  rain drops.

 

And again happiness will attack upon us,we who know like this

It’s severe  increasre gets down and spreads

Feelings which cover uswe experience. Become under other’s control

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Notes:

 1)Dukhithe-laments,

2)City of pain

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